If love has an afterlife
Chapter 15
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I got up and walked to her room. After Rao Yucheng left, I opened the door for the first time, and nothing changed inside, waiting quietly, waiting for its owner.
In those days, Rao Yucheng sat on a chair drinking water, frowned slightly, and tried hard to think about the advertising plan. The bright desk lamp shone on her slender fingers. When she wrote something, she felt bad, crossed it out and tried again. Write.
She likes to put a ballpoint pen between her mouth and nose, pouted her mouth between her lips, stared at the ceiling, and looks at the ceiling. She looks like a clown in a farce, extremely cute!
She would look in the mirror to make up, but she always seemed to be impatient, and she couldn't always draw eyeliner well, so she wiped it angrily, and then painted it again.
When the birds fly by the window in the early morning, she will forget to put on her makeup, put down her eyebrow pencil, stare blankly out of the window for a long time, and smile sweetly.
She likes the small light blue flowers on the curtains very much. Her every frown, every blink, every frown are so vivid and clearly displayed in front of me.
The drawing board in front of the window sill was covered by a white cloth. I stepped forward and opened it. The girl on the painting stood in front of the window and smiled back, her bright eyes were shy, and her waist-length hair fluttered slightly. The background outside the window was a gorgeous The bright red sunrise, snow-white petals falling on the window sill, that was the scene when Rao Yucheng first saw me, it was also the most beautiful moment in my life, and also the most beautiful appearance of my life.
I blurred my eyes, opened the closet, and locked the painting and the light blue coat inside.
We all try our best to be clear about our traces in each other's life, but we are unwilling to try our best to leave something in each other's heart.
The watch I put in Rao Yucheng's pocket is the one she drew the most beautiful image of me in her heart!
I lie on the bedside and feel the last remaining breath of Rao Yucheng. Here she was under my body, with a soft body, charming smile, blurred eyes, and contented eyes. She is here as much as possible. There are so many styles of her in front of me, which still makes me feel uncomfortable when I think about it.
But she is gone, the person who can touch the softness in my heart, the person I love the most, is gone!
To be precise, I abandoned her, I abandoned all her beauty, I abandoned our love, for the sake of the family, for the children, for the secular world, and even more for Rao Yucheng.
I don't know if my choice is correct, but I really don't have the courage to change another choice. I have lost too much for what I have, and I can't hurt others, especially Rao Yucheng. She should have her own life, a Brilliant life!
Thinking of it this way, I can forgive a little bit of my heartlessness, but why, the pain of clenched fists and nails embedded in the palm of my hand still can't offset the pain in my heart?
Tears smudged the sheets, half of the soaked face became cold and numb.
Looking at the dried up water stains in the water glass on the table, I suddenly figured it out. Instead of avoiding the pain of missing Rao Yucheng, it is better to let go of my heart and let the missing become a habit, just like the sweet-scented osmanthus that I loved most when I was a child Cake, every time I see it, I will buy it and eat it, but I can’t eat enough. Later, my mother learned to make it and made it for me every day. After a long time, I felt tasteless, and finally gave up slowly.
The same is true for missing, I believe that as time goes by, missing will gradually become dull in the process of getting used to it, until one day she will be forgotten.
For a long period of time later, I followed my heart and let my thoughts spread. Gradually, I really didn’t miss Rao Yucheng that much. I only missed Rao Yucheng when I was eating, when I was drinking water, when I went out to wear shoes, and on the road. When I see a tall and thin back, when I hear a sad song, every sunrise and sunset, every sudden stop, every time I inhale and exhale, I will occasionally think of it. That's all she is!
No more crying, no more endless regret, no more self-blame, only in her room, facing that painting, I allow myself to do that.
I am very satisfied with my changes, but the process is too long, maybe it will take a lifetime to forget, but so what?I have nothing left now but time!
☆, nine
screen nine
The days flew by like water, and in a blink of an eye, An Ran has already entered the third year of high school and is approaching the college entrance examination.
Anzhiteng's company went bankrupt two years ago due to poor management, and now works as a programmer in a friend's company on relief.
His career failed, and An Zhiteng was irritable and depressed all day long, drunk all day long, and ignored family affairs.
I tried my best to take care of my daughters' emotions, endured it by myself, and occasionally did some translation work to supplement the family income.
In the open-air cafe, I handed the translated materials to Lin Wen who was opposite.
Lin Wen is a clerk in a trading company. The company is small and has foreign trade business, so the documents need to be translated.
Lin Wen flipped through it roughly, nodded in satisfaction, handed me the envelope containing the money, got up and left.
After staying up all night looking up those uncommon proper nouns, I am a little sleepy at the moment, so I drank a sip of mellow coffee to calm myself down.
There is a leisurely atmosphere in the air, a rare and comfortable afternoon, away from the cumbersome family, and the life of the past two years has been very difficult. In order to ensure the quality of life that my two daughters deserve, I have no choice but to take on some private work to subsidize the family. It is also true for myself. Even more demanding, coffee like this has not been tasted for a long time.
I got up to leave, turned around and bumped into a woman, that person was wearing a black professional suit, shoulder-length short hair, neat and refreshing, with a good temperament, oversized black sunglasses covered most of the oval face, delicate red lips, and delicate skin.
"sorry!"
I hurriedly apologized, the woman's red lips moved slightly, she looked at me with a half-smile, she silently sat down opposite me, took off her sunglasses, her expression was indifferent, her eyes were cold, if it wasn't for the deep pear dimples at the corners of her mouth when she sneered, I would almost I can't believe that this mature woman with calm temperament, indifferent demeanor, graceful appearance, elegant and generous appearance of a career woman is actually Rao Yucheng.
She smiled indifferently, with a hint of sarcasm, a smile she had never had before.
But that was indeed Rao Yucheng, it was really her.
She has changed a lot, I am shocked, but more relieved, she seems to be doing well, things are developing in a positive direction as I expected.
"Orange~!"
I sat down and called out her name excitedly, with a smile of joy on my face,
"When did you come back? How have you been all these years? But it seems that you are doing well now!"
I reached out and grabbed her hand, eager to know her current situation.
Rao Yucheng withdrew her hand, and replaced the previously indifferent smile with a disgusted expression,
"I'm living a good life, but your shabby appearance makes me almost unrecognizable!"
Rao Yucheng's voice was as cold as a thorn, every word s_h_è pierced my eager heart.
I got up and walked to her room. After Rao Yucheng left, I opened the door for the first time, and nothing changed inside, waiting quietly, waiting for its owner.
In those days, Rao Yucheng sat on a chair drinking water, frowned slightly, and tried hard to think about the advertising plan. The bright desk lamp shone on her slender fingers. When she wrote something, she felt bad, crossed it out and tried again. Write.
She likes to put a ballpoint pen between her mouth and nose, pouted her mouth between her lips, stared at the ceiling, and looks at the ceiling. She looks like a clown in a farce, extremely cute!
She would look in the mirror to make up, but she always seemed to be impatient, and she couldn't always draw eyeliner well, so she wiped it angrily, and then painted it again.
When the birds fly by the window in the early morning, she will forget to put on her makeup, put down her eyebrow pencil, stare blankly out of the window for a long time, and smile sweetly.
She likes the small light blue flowers on the curtains very much. Her every frown, every blink, every frown are so vivid and clearly displayed in front of me.
The drawing board in front of the window sill was covered by a white cloth. I stepped forward and opened it. The girl on the painting stood in front of the window and smiled back, her bright eyes were shy, and her waist-length hair fluttered slightly. The background outside the window was a gorgeous The bright red sunrise, snow-white petals falling on the window sill, that was the scene when Rao Yucheng first saw me, it was also the most beautiful moment in my life, and also the most beautiful appearance of my life.
I blurred my eyes, opened the closet, and locked the painting and the light blue coat inside.
We all try our best to be clear about our traces in each other's life, but we are unwilling to try our best to leave something in each other's heart.
The watch I put in Rao Yucheng's pocket is the one she drew the most beautiful image of me in her heart!
I lie on the bedside and feel the last remaining breath of Rao Yucheng. Here she was under my body, with a soft body, charming smile, blurred eyes, and contented eyes. She is here as much as possible. There are so many styles of her in front of me, which still makes me feel uncomfortable when I think about it.
But she is gone, the person who can touch the softness in my heart, the person I love the most, is gone!
To be precise, I abandoned her, I abandoned all her beauty, I abandoned our love, for the sake of the family, for the children, for the secular world, and even more for Rao Yucheng.
I don't know if my choice is correct, but I really don't have the courage to change another choice. I have lost too much for what I have, and I can't hurt others, especially Rao Yucheng. She should have her own life, a Brilliant life!
Thinking of it this way, I can forgive a little bit of my heartlessness, but why, the pain of clenched fists and nails embedded in the palm of my hand still can't offset the pain in my heart?
Tears smudged the sheets, half of the soaked face became cold and numb.
Looking at the dried up water stains in the water glass on the table, I suddenly figured it out. Instead of avoiding the pain of missing Rao Yucheng, it is better to let go of my heart and let the missing become a habit, just like the sweet-scented osmanthus that I loved most when I was a child Cake, every time I see it, I will buy it and eat it, but I can’t eat enough. Later, my mother learned to make it and made it for me every day. After a long time, I felt tasteless, and finally gave up slowly.
The same is true for missing, I believe that as time goes by, missing will gradually become dull in the process of getting used to it, until one day she will be forgotten.
For a long period of time later, I followed my heart and let my thoughts spread. Gradually, I really didn’t miss Rao Yucheng that much. I only missed Rao Yucheng when I was eating, when I was drinking water, when I went out to wear shoes, and on the road. When I see a tall and thin back, when I hear a sad song, every sunrise and sunset, every sudden stop, every time I inhale and exhale, I will occasionally think of it. That's all she is!
No more crying, no more endless regret, no more self-blame, only in her room, facing that painting, I allow myself to do that.
I am very satisfied with my changes, but the process is too long, maybe it will take a lifetime to forget, but so what?I have nothing left now but time!
☆, nine
screen nine
The days flew by like water, and in a blink of an eye, An Ran has already entered the third year of high school and is approaching the college entrance examination.
Anzhiteng's company went bankrupt two years ago due to poor management, and now works as a programmer in a friend's company on relief.
His career failed, and An Zhiteng was irritable and depressed all day long, drunk all day long, and ignored family affairs.
I tried my best to take care of my daughters' emotions, endured it by myself, and occasionally did some translation work to supplement the family income.
In the open-air cafe, I handed the translated materials to Lin Wen who was opposite.
Lin Wen is a clerk in a trading company. The company is small and has foreign trade business, so the documents need to be translated.
Lin Wen flipped through it roughly, nodded in satisfaction, handed me the envelope containing the money, got up and left.
After staying up all night looking up those uncommon proper nouns, I am a little sleepy at the moment, so I drank a sip of mellow coffee to calm myself down.
There is a leisurely atmosphere in the air, a rare and comfortable afternoon, away from the cumbersome family, and the life of the past two years has been very difficult. In order to ensure the quality of life that my two daughters deserve, I have no choice but to take on some private work to subsidize the family. It is also true for myself. Even more demanding, coffee like this has not been tasted for a long time.
I got up to leave, turned around and bumped into a woman, that person was wearing a black professional suit, shoulder-length short hair, neat and refreshing, with a good temperament, oversized black sunglasses covered most of the oval face, delicate red lips, and delicate skin.
"sorry!"
I hurriedly apologized, the woman's red lips moved slightly, she looked at me with a half-smile, she silently sat down opposite me, took off her sunglasses, her expression was indifferent, her eyes were cold, if it wasn't for the deep pear dimples at the corners of her mouth when she sneered, I would almost I can't believe that this mature woman with calm temperament, indifferent demeanor, graceful appearance, elegant and generous appearance of a career woman is actually Rao Yucheng.
She smiled indifferently, with a hint of sarcasm, a smile she had never had before.
But that was indeed Rao Yucheng, it was really her.
She has changed a lot, I am shocked, but more relieved, she seems to be doing well, things are developing in a positive direction as I expected.
"Orange~!"
I sat down and called out her name excitedly, with a smile of joy on my face,
"When did you come back? How have you been all these years? But it seems that you are doing well now!"
I reached out and grabbed her hand, eager to know her current situation.
Rao Yucheng withdrew her hand, and replaced the previously indifferent smile with a disgusted expression,
"I'm living a good life, but your shabby appearance makes me almost unrecognizable!"
Rao Yucheng's voice was as cold as a thorn, every word s_h_è pierced my eager heart.
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