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Feng Qiu was not willing to discuss rationally at all, so she threw the feather duster in her hand onto Meng Xiaofeng, and the angle of the throw happened to hit Meng Xiaofeng's eyes, Meng Xiaofeng gasped in pain, covered her eyes with her hands and squatted down on the ground.

Meng Xiaofeng only felt that the eye that was hit was burning hot, and the tears were also stimulated to flow out.

Seeing this, Feng Qiu calmed down instantly, and she hurried forward to help her, "What's wrong with your eyes, let mom see."

Perhaps it was too painful, Meng Xiaofeng angrily shook off Feng Qiu's caring hand, the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time burst out along with the pain in the eyes, and the words pent up in his heart finally poured out.

"You don't care about me at all. You don't think girls can't take care of each other. You're just afraid of losing face. You think your daughter is gay."

She was emotional, tears gushed out of her eyes, and tears spread across her face. I don't know if it was caused by sadness or the tingling sensation.

"You are afraid that others will poke your spine, you are afraid that others will gossip, you are afraid that you will not be able to hold your head up in front of your neighbors, all your fears are for your own sake, you don't care whether your daughter is happy or not, even if I find you What a rotten person, as long as the other party is a man, you will clap your hands and applaud, if you say I am selfish, aren't you selfish?"

His eyes were stinging, and his stomach was also cramping. Meng Xiaofeng's stomach disease was capricious, and it had become more and more serious in the past two years. It was not the first time that such cramps had occurred.

I don't know if I was too emotional, my stomach hurts, my forehead is sweating, my throat feels astringent, blood gushes out of my mouth, and the bright red blood stains the white tiles.

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☆, step into the footsteps

The snow on Shanhuling Island has been falling intermittently. The originally spectacular snow scene has gradually turned into a natural disaster due to the long-term rain and snow. When Meng Xiaofeng turned back from T Town, many road sections have been temporarily closed due to snowstorms and icy roads. Residents living on the inner side were cut off from water and electricity, and tourist attractions thanked visitors in advance.

The bus couldn't go directly to the wooden house where Su Mubei lived, so Meng Xiaofeng had no choice but to get off the bus and choose to walk instead.

The driver of the car opened the car window, leaned his head against the cold wind and shouted: "Sister, a large part of the road ahead is icy, and you can't get a taxi in the past. I advise you to wait for the weather to improve before coming. It's too dangerous to go now. "

The cold wind was howling, Meng Xiaofeng tucked his head into the collar of his padded jacket, wearing earmuffs and a mask everywhere, so tightly wrapped that only his round eyes were exposed.

Meng Xiaofeng squinted her eyes because of the strong wind, she turned her head and said, "It's only a short walk in, half an hour away, it's okay."

Seeing her insistence, the driver of the car didn't try to persuade her any more, and said kindly: "Then you should be careful and don't fall. If you fall in this weather, it will be terrible."

Meng Xiaofeng nodded, waved to the enthusiastic car driver, and then strode in.

It is not far from here to the place where Su Mubei lives, and it takes about half an hour to walk to the destination.

Meng Xiaofeng only stayed here for a week, and she was not familiar with the route. She couldn't stand steadily in the snow, and she still had to hold the mobile phone for navigation, and her bare hands had long since become numb from the cold.

The snow was so thick and deep that it was almost impossible to move even an inch when one stepped on it, and it took Meng Xiaofeng almost an hour to reach the destination.

Fortunately, she didn't get lost. If she got lost in this freezing place, she would have to give her life here in all likelihood.

Looking at the snow-covered wooden house in front of him, Meng Xiaofeng grinned happily and said with a smile, "I'm pretty lucky, but I actually came here."

Immediately, she seemed to think of something, and laughed lowly at herself, "Fate? I want to be really lucky. How could it be like this now?"

Meng Xiaofeng smiled wryly and shook his head, with a somewhat helpless expression on his face.

She stretched out her hand and pushed open the gate of the yard. The snow in the yard was basically shoveled, and a one-meter-high snowman was piled up in the center. Meng Xiaofeng walked to the snowman with her frozen body.

She stared at the snowman quietly, with a little desolation in her eyes.

There was no one at home, and Su Mubei didn't know where to go. Meng Xiaofeng was already very tired after arriving here. She sat down beside the snowman, leaned her head against the snowman, and fell asleep like this.

Cold, the whole body is cold, no matter how thick the clothes are, the coldness will come from the bottom of my heart, it is a sign that the body is about to dry up, Meng Xiaofeng always has a thought in his hazy consciousness, whether he will be frozen die here?

There was a "creaking" sound when the feet stepped on the snow, and the creaking sound was getting closer and closer, someone was approaching Meng Xiaofeng.

A heavy sense of warmth came from his shoulders, and Meng Xiaofeng slowly opened his eyes.

Su Mubei put the cloak on Meng Xiaofeng's shoulders, she squatted down, covered Meng Xiaofeng's frozen hands with both hands, and blew hot air on her to keep warm.

Su Mubei frowned and said distressedly: "Why don't you call me before you come, and see how frozen you are."

Meng Xiaofeng was trembling all over, his teeth were chattering, the cold was really cold, but compared to the external cold, the pain from the stomach was actually the main cause of the trembling.

Meng Xiaofeng's vision was blurred, she tried to open her eyes, trying to see Su Mubei's face clearly.

With a hoarse throat and red eyes, she said, "Su Mubei, don't wait for me."

Su Mubei's body froze and remained silent. After a few seconds, she helped Meng Xiaofeng who was leaning on the snowman, "Stop talking about this, go into the room. It's warm in the room. I'll make ginger tea for you to warm up."

There was no power outage here, and the heater in the room was very hot. Although Meng Xiaofeng's body had warmed up, his face was still pale and sick.

"The roads are closed, how did you come in?" Su Mubei handed the brewed ginger tea to her, "Drink this cup of ginger tea first to drive away the cold."

Meng Xiaofeng took Jiang Cha, "The road to Feng is not long, I just walked over it, and it's not too far away."

Holding the ginger tea, her body was still trembling slightly.

Su Mubei looked at her and frowned, "Do you know that this is very dangerous, what if there is an accident on the way, the snow is so thick, if something happens, you will freeze to death on the road."

"I'm fine," Meng Xiaofeng grinned nonchalantly, "I'm very fateful, and I said I'd be back within a month, so I can't break my promise. Today is the last day of a month."

Su Mubei sighed, and said, "Let me not wait for you, so why do you keep your promise? It's fine if you don't come."

The cramping pain in his stomach made Meng Xiaofeng unable to talk to Su Mubei, he was temporarily paralyzed, the cup in his hand fell to the ground, and the ginger tea spilled all over the floor.

When Su Mubei saw that her complexion was getting paler and she couldn't even hold the cup, Su Mubei was startled, "What's wrong with you, did you suffer from frostbite?"

Meng Xiaofeng waved his hand, pushed away Su Mubei who was supporting him, got up tremblingly and went to the bathroom, "I'm fine, just go to the bathroom."

She locked the bathroom door, and with trembling hands, she took out the bottle of medicine she carried with her from her pocket, threw the white pills into her mouth, and swallowed dryly.

After a few minutes, the medicine took effect slowly, the cold sweat on the forehead stopped, and the pain subsided for a short time, but the whole person was still groggy.

Su Mubei supported the weak Meng Xiaofeng, worried: "What's wrong with you just now, what's wrong with you?"

Meng Xiaofeng smiled, pretending to be casual and said: "I have a cold, I can't use my strength, it's nothing serious, I just took cold medicine."

Su Mubei glanced at the medicine in Meng Xiaofeng's pocket, feeling puzzled, but didn't think too much about it, "Sleep if you feel uncomfortable, I'll help you to the room."

Meng Xiaofeng nodded without refusing, maybe he was too tired and fell asleep as soon as he touched the bed.

Su Mubei stood beside the bed. She looked down at the sleeping person, showing worry, and reached out her hand to check Meng Xiaofeng's forehead. She didn't have a fever, and her symptoms didn't look like a cold.

Su Mubei's eyes fell on the bottle of medicine in Meng Xiaofeng's pocket again, and she reached out to take out the medicine. There was not much introduction on the bottle, and it was just ordinary white pills inside.

Su Mubei walked out of the room with the medicine in hand, and searched for the name of the medicine on her mobile phone. The light from the mobile phone screen shone on her soft side face.

……

After sleeping for an unknown amount of time, the sky had already darkened, and Meng Xiaofeng struggled to get up from the bed.

When she walked out of the room, she saw Su Mubei with her back turned to her. She was sitting on the sofa, her shoulders seemed to be trembling slightly.

Hearing footsteps behind him, Su Mubei hurriedly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, calmed down and said, "You're awake."

Her tone was soft, as if everything was normal, but her red and swollen eyes proved that she was indeed crying just now.

"Are you crying?" Meng Xiaofeng asked with a frown.

Su Mubei shook his head, "I didn't cry, I just got sand in my eyes."

Clumsy excuses, there is no way to win people's trust.

Meng Xiaofeng was about to ask, but accidentally caught a glimpse of the medicine bottle on the table, the thing that should have been in his pocket was here.

Meng Xiaofeng suddenly understood, "You know."

Su Mubei stepped forward, she put her hands on both sides of Meng Xiaofeng's arms, and said, "It will get better, your illness."

Meng Xiaofeng raised his head and smiled helplessly, "It won't get better."

Two lines of clear tears rolled down Su Mubei's red and swollen eyes, but he still insisted on repeating: "It will be fine, definitely, definitely."

Meng Xiaofeng took a step back and opened the distance, "Su Mubei, the doctor said that I can live for two years. If I have a good attitude, I can live for four to five years. I won't recover from this disease."

As soon as these words came out, Su Mubei lost control of his self-possessed emotions in an instant.

Su Mubei squatted on the ground, buried his head in his knees, sobbed, and said stubbornly: "It will be fine, if I say it will be fine, then it will be fine."

Meng Xiaofeng squatted down, instead of comforting her, he joked heartlessly, "You look pretty when you cry, but you look even better when you smile, so you should laugh."

Su Mubei buried her head in silence, Meng Xiaofeng patted her on the shoulder, and said with a smile: "Actually, it's nothing, I don't feel sad about you, I think, as long as I'm with you, my mentality is usually pretty good. Four or five years is no problem."

Su Mubei raised his head violently, and said angrily, "Don't you think you are cruel to me like this?"

She had never gotten angry with Meng Xiaofeng before, no matter what the situation, she was gentle and gentle. This was the first time she got angry with Meng Xiaofeng, and she was extremely angry.

Meng Xiaofeng was stunned for a moment, and then continued to speak with a smile: "In this case, then we will not be together, you don't need to waste your time on me, a sick person, even if we are not together, I will try my best to keep it together." Mentality, it is probably okay to live for four or five years."

Su Mu turned his head to the north, wiped away tears with his hands, stood up, looked down at Meng Xiaofeng who was still squatting on the ground, and said, "Since you gave up on me two years ago, you shouldn't turn back half-heartedly, let alone appear in the Here, let me know what's the use of these things, is this kind of thing interesting? Is it funny?"

"Su Mubei, don't attack me," Meng Xiaofeng suppressed his smile, his nose sore, "I'm actually very scared, I will be scared too, I'm afraid of death, I'm afraid of pain, I'm afraid that those who suffer will die the medicine, don’t kill me.”

The two were crying together, and the atmosphere was oppressive and silent.

After Meng Guangming died of stomach cancer, Meng Xiaofeng went to the hospital for a comprehensive examination. At that time, the examination results showed that there was no problem. The doctor ordered Meng Xiaofeng to go for reexamination regularly, but Meng Xiaofeng never went for reexamination in the past two years.

Just half a month ago, Meng Xiaofeng quarreled with Feng Qiuyin about Su Mubei, and suddenly suffered from stomach cramps, and finally vomited blood and passed out.

Things are unpredictable, Meng Xiaofeng followed in his father's footsteps, and his life entered an infinite countdown.

☆, end

The vegetables in the vegetable garden were frozen to death due to the heavy snow factor. Vehicles and people could not get in or out due to the icy road, and the food hoarded at home was basically bottomed out. Fortunately, this situation did not last long.

About a week later, the long-lost sun shone warmly on the earth, the ice and snow melted, and the traffic road became smooth again.

Su Mubei pushed the small eDonkey out of the garage. The mountain road stretches here, and the most convenient means of transportation is the small eDonkey, which can easily pass even the narrowest road.

Meng Xiaofeng put on a heavy black down jacket, and Su Mubei helped her put on gloves, earmuffs and a scarf. After cleaning up thoroughly, she patted the back seat of the little eDonkey and said, "Get in the car, let's go to the market at the foot of the mountain Come back with some stockpiles."

Meng Xiaofeng jumped into the car, feeling very excited.