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The person who spoke was a young man in his twenties. He had long bangs, his hair covered his eyebrows, fair complexion, handsome features, and simple clothes. He was clean and fresh with jeans and a white T-shirt.

When he spoke, his face was gloomy, with obvious boredom between his eyebrows and eyes, "How long have we been together? It's almost three months, I remember the most intimate behavior between us, it seems to be holding hands once, and holding hands I was thrown away by you in a short while."

The man frowned and stared at Meng Xiaofeng, suppressing his anger, "I don't think we two are in a relationship at all, are we boyfriend and girlfriend?"

Meng Xiaofeng glanced at him, showing a little impatience, "You called me out today just to say that?"

"Otherwise? It's really not easy to ask you out once." The man sneered, "You really take yourself seriously. I think your attitude is looking for a horse on a donkey. Use me as a spare tire."

Meng Xiaofeng and this man were introduced by a matchmaker, and they didn't have any feelings for him, and it had absolutely nothing to do with liking him. The reason why he agreed to date him was only because Meng Xiaofeng was tired of being forced to go on blind dates all day long. After endless blind dates, she just made do with him and fell in love with him for three months.

But it doesn't matter whether they are in a relationship or not. The man asked Meng Xiaofeng out, but Meng Xiaofeng refused for various reasons, and usually ignored him. Three months later, the man finally ran out of patience and broke out.

"If you don't like this way of getting along, then break up and save each other's time." Meng Xiaofeng shrugged indifferently.

"Break up, of course score, but I dumped you, not you dumped me," the man's eyes twitched, and he refused to admit defeat: "You have to figure this out, I don't care about women like you, I dumped you, understand don't know?"

Does it matter who dumps whom?Meng Xiaofeng didn't want to continue the naive argument, so he took a step back and said, "Whatever you say is what you say, if it's okay, I'll go first."

The man gave a cold cry, and said contemptuously, "Go away."

When we break up, do we have to make a fuss to the point where we never see each other again?Looking at the furious man, Meng Xiaofeng felt a little emotional.

It has been a year since we separated from Su Mubei. When we broke up with her, she still vaguely remembered her calm and indifferent smile. Why didn't she scold herself like this man?She should have reprimanded, she should have been angry.

But it's true when you think about it carefully, with Su Mubei's temperament, how could she say excessive things when breaking up, she will only use all her heart and energy to hide all her emotions when breaking up, so as to make Meng Xiaofeng not so embarrassing , so that Meng Xiaofeng can turn around without any scruples.

One year is not long or short, but it seems to be enough to dilute some feelings a little, so that they will not be forgotten, but they will not cry every time they recall.

Time, distance, these are enough to obliterate all throbbing and unforgettable.

In the past year, Meng Xiaofeng found a fairly decent job in T town, lived a nine-to-five life every day, and occasionally followed Feng Qiu's orders to go on blind dates. Life was ordinary without too many ups and downs. There are still some fluctuations, but it has basically stabilized.

When I came home from work that day, I met Li Shen head-on. He supported his pregnant wife with one hand, and walked back and forth in the courtyard.

When Li Shen saw Meng Xiaofeng, he smiled and said hello, "Xiaofeng, I'm off work."

Meng Xiaofeng smiled and hummed lightly.

Li Shen grew a beard, his hair was messy, and he had dark circles under his eyes. Although he was only in his twenties, he always felt very old.

Meng Xiaofeng can always see the shadow of his own future in Li Shen. In the eyes of others, his happy married life, but in Meng Xiaofeng's eyes, he feels very bitter.

In a few years, I should be similar to him, meet someone I can talk to, get married at the right time, let nature take its course and have children, and gradually smooth out the trivial matters of life.

Life was wasted, neither good nor bad, Meng Xiaofeng would feel fear and panic from the heart every time he thinks about it.

……

"Xia Qing is going to get married next month, don't you know?" Tian Wenzhi asked without looking up while holding his mobile phone to play games.

Meng Xiaofeng shook his head and said lightly, "I don't know."

Tian Wenzhi took the time to look up at Meng Xiaofeng, "What's the matter with you, didn't she invite you to her wedding?"

Xia Qing had a very good relationship with Meng Xiaofeng for four years in university. As a classmate and good friend, Xia Qing would come to the courtyard to play every summer vacation. Over time, Xia Qing became acquainted with Tian Wenzhi. They are ordinary friends, Xia Qing invited Tian Wenzhi to the wedding but did not tell Meng Xiaofeng.

"It's broken, I haven't contacted her for several years." Meng Xiaofeng narrated calmly.

Tian Wenzhi paused when he was playing with his mobile phone, and he pressed the pause button of the game, "Why didn't I hear you say that you and her have always had a very good relationship? After graduation, you went to City S together, and they were inseparable. Like a baby."

Meng Xiaofeng shrugged helplessly, "Who knows, if the three views don't agree, that's it."

Tian Wenzhi put away his mobile phone, curiously gossiped: "What are the three views? Could it be that you both fell in love with a man at the same time, and then fought back and forth. In the end, Xia Qing succeeded, and you returned lonely..."

"You've watched too many TV shows." Meng Xiaofeng gave him a white look, "That's not the case."

"Since that's not the case, why have you lived like this for a year? I can't stand it for you." Tian Wenzhi shook his head as he said.

Meng Xiaofeng leaned against the door, looked at Tian Wenzhi who was sitting on the sofa, and said with a smile, "What's my life like, I still eat and drink, I go to work and sleep when I should, how is it different from you."

Tian Wenzhi curled his lips and said in disapproval: "Come on, I don't know you yet. Before you and I quarreled, don't talk too hard. No one can tell you that you are wrong. Now don't talk about quarreling, you just laugh." They all laughed so far-fetched, I thought you were sad because uncle left, but now it seems that it is not the case."

He put his hands on the back of the sofa and put on a bossy look, "If you have anything on your mind, just tell your brother Wenzhi, and brother will help you settle it."

Meng Xiaofeng said with disgust: "You probably won't be able to settle this."

"Hehe," he raised his eyebrows, "Are you looking down on your brother? Say, your brother is not a vegetarian, so I can't settle anything."

"Do you know how Xia Qing and I broke up?" Meng Xiaofeng put his hands in his pockets.

Tian Wenzhi shook his head blankly, "What's going on?"

There was a wry smile on the corner of Meng Xiaofeng's mouth, "The reason why she and I broke up was because I told her about my thoughts, about the things I was particularly entangled with at that time, and I talked to her as a friend, but she thought I was disgusting."

"So what did you say?" Tian Wenzhi frowned slightly.

Meng Xiaofeng stood up straight, and said calmly: "It's nothing, I just said that I like women."

Tian Wenzhi was stunned for a while, but he didn't realize it for a while, "If you like women, you like women. What's so disgusting, I like women too, no, wait a minute," he stood up abruptly from the sofa, "You like women ?”

Meng Xiaofeng didn't answer, just looked at him quietly, his facial expression changed in various ways, constantly changing between unbelievable and unbelievable.

It took several minutes for him to speak again, "Do you like Xia Qing? No wonder you've kept a dead face this year. It turns out that she's getting married, and you're too sad."

His brain circuit is really different, "What nonsense, I don't like her, and when did I put on a face?"

Tian Wenzhi spread his hands noncommittally. He suddenly remembered the incident when he went to S city on a business trip and met a drunk Meng Xiaofeng on the side of the road. At that time, she kept saying that she liked Su Mubei.

"It wasn't Xia Qing, but the one named Su Mubei?" He guessed.

Hearing the words Su Mubei, Meng Xiaofeng was startled for a moment, and then returned to normal in an instant, Meng Xiaofeng did not deny this.

"It really is her," Tian Wenzhi tilted his head and recalled, "I think Su Mubei should like you quite a bit, then when she saw you kissing me, the way she looked at me just missed me. gone."

Tian Wenzhi sighed, "Although I don't quite understand it, since you two like each other, why do you want to break up?"

Meng Xiaofeng looked out of the yard and said bitterly: "Why are we together? If I tell my mother that I like women and I don't plan to get married for the rest of my life, what do you think will happen to her?"

Tian Wenzhi nodded knowingly, "As for Auntie's hot temper, if you dare to say such a thing, she will definitely beat you to death, and she will definitely deny you as a daughter."

"So," Meng Xiaofeng smiled helplessly, "so we can only break up."

Tian Wenzhi walked to Meng Xiaofeng's side, hesitated and said, "If you really like her, you can try it too. Auntie will definitely not accept it at first, but after a period of stalemate, Auntie will always give in."

"I could do this before, and I have always planned to do it," Meng Xiaofeng looked sideways at him, "but my father left suddenly, and my mother was alone. She was emotionally unstable, and she raised me for more than twenty years. , she put all her heart on me and wanted to see me get married and have children, I can't treat her like this."

"I can't be sorry for my mother, so you have to be sorry for yourself and Su Mubei?" Tian Wenzhi asked seriously.

Meng Xiaofeng looked at Li Shen, who was walking with his wife outside the yard, and turned to ask: "How do you think Li Shen is doing?"

I don't know why this topic was brought up, but Tian Wenzhi still replied truthfully: "He's doing well, his wife is married, and a child will be born in a while, his job is good, and his life is basically perfect gone."

"Perfect?" Meng Xiaofeng repeated these two words in a low voice, suppressing some unspeakable emotions in his heart.

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"Whether people live their lives for others to see or for themselves, the vast majority of people should be the former, living in what most people think is perfect."

Tian Wenzhi put his hands on Meng Xiaofeng's shoulders, and said carefreely: "We don't talk about such far-reaching and deep topics, let's keep it simple and rude, and just ask you a question, do you love her?"

Meng Xiaofeng shook off his hand on her shoulder, and said frankly, "I love you, of course I love you."

"Okay, then I'll help you, I'll help you persuade auntie, there are many people and strength..." Tian Wenzhi patted his chest with pride.

"Love is just a small part of life," Meng Xiaofeng interrupted him with a wry smile, "For me, there are many things that are more important than love, so I'm not a good lover. I understand, I can't meet someone better than her, but she will definitely meet someone who is hundreds of times better than me, and it would be a good thing for her to lose me."

Tian Wenzhi pushed her and mocked her: "According to what you said, you sacrificed yourself to fulfill her. You are quite great?"

Meng Xiaofeng gave her a white look, "I know you want to say I'm selfish, don't beat around the bush, I admit that I'm cowardly and useless, it's an irresponsible virtue, I'm the one who can't stand her."

Tian Wenzhi sat back on the sofa, picked up his mobile phone and continued to play the game. The sound effect of the game was beeping non-stop, which made people very annoyed.

Meng Xiaofeng picked up the earphones on the table and threw them to him, "It's so noisy, bring earphones."

Tian Wenzhi raised his hand to receive the earphones thrown over, and put them on in a leisurely manner, "Then what are you going to do?"

"What else can I do?" She slumped on the sofa, "I made a decision a year ago, and it's still the same decision, it hasn't changed."

"The decision to break up hasn't changed, but I think your liking for her hasn't changed either." Tian Wenzhi said casually.

His casual words hit people's hearts, Meng Xiaofeng closed his eyes and said nothing, unwilling to talk about this topic, Tian Wenzhi didn't say anything more.

Feng Qiu came in from the outside and knocked on Meng Xiaofeng's head as soon as he entered, "You don't know how to greet people when I'm not at home. Wen Zhi has been here for so long and I haven't seen you making him a cup of tea."

Meng Xiaofeng covered his knocked head, dissatisfied: "He is not a rare visitor, he comes every two days, no need to make tea."

"Say more, talk more," Feng Qiu made a gesture to knock her on the head again, but Meng Xiaofeng avoided it again and again.

Tian Wenzhi put down his phone, approached Feng Qiu's hand, and said in a tired voice, "Auntie, I miss you so much after not seeing you for a few days. Look at Xiaofeng, as soon as I come, he is eager to drive me away, not at all. Disrespect me."

Meng Xiaofeng twitched the corners of his mouth, too lazy to talk to this accuser.

The cold comes and the summer goes, another year, time flies by inadvertently.

The company opened a new travel agency downstairs, and Meng Xiaofeng glanced at it when he passed by after get off work. The staff in the travel agency were distributing leaflets outside.