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You En was puzzled and said: "...It seems that there is no trouble from the letter. Otherwise, I will go to the hospital for a re-examination tomorrow,..."

"No!" Yi Lian's voice became a lot louder, but slowly softened: "Of course I will go with you."

"Ok."

"I'm just afraid..."

He spoke in a very low voice, and Eun didn't hear the second half of the voice.But the servant knew that Mr. Yi Lian seemed to be in fear.

Chapter 54 Six

six,

You En was silent for a while, and patted the master's back with his hand.

"It will be fine." You En said firmly, "I'm sure."

"how do you know……"

"Because this is the truth." You En said, "Okay, don't think about it. Recently, you have something sad in your heart, but it makes you more afraid than me."

"..."

"Do you remember the book we read yesterday? 'The shadow of love is lingering in my mind, and my body that has been empty for a long time has a tenacious and unyielding will.' This sentence impressed me deeply. Even The saints have said that a strong enough will can make the body last forever, and your worries are useless."

"Yes, I know." Yi Lian looked at You En and said softly, "I know you will be safe."

On the same day, Yi Lian went to the hospital with You En.

"Oh, it's just a minor operation." Holding the results of the examination in his hand, the doctor said, "There is something abnormal about his stomach, we need to check. But if you ask about the results, I will definitely say: It is not necessarily a good result." .You have to know that many serious diseases come aggressively without warning.”

Listening to the doctor's words, Yi Lian turned pale.He didn't say any threatening words, but kept begging the doctor to examine You En carefully.

Eun was admitted to the hospital.

"I never knew you were so timid."

You En lay on the bed, turned sideways and said to Yi Lian.

He was the one who was going to be operated on, and of course he was also afraid.And in fact, compared to Mr. Yi Lian, his fear has more meaning.But in front of Yi Lian, he will never reveal the slightest fear.

"Waiting here is too boring, please show me the book."

Yi Lian refused: "You need to rest."

"Then please read to me."

Yi Lian really took a book and read it softly beside him.

Yoon listened quietly.

In the past, Yi Lian was always reluctant to read some embarrassing lines in front of him, but now he seems to have no worries, and carefully reads the words that express his affection.

"Spirit is the stove goddess who protects the holy flame, and she satisfies all pursuits about love."

Through the lines selected by Yi Lian, he expressed his love and yearning for the future to You En again and again.

For the former Yi Lian, these words were absolutely unspeakable.

Love only needs to be reflected in daily life, there is no need to say it out loud.

He never thought that if the time between the two of them is shortened to the extreme, who can feel Yi Lian's affection, and how will Mr. Yi Lian deal with it if he hasn't shown a thousandth of his emotion? .

Eun kept looking at Yi Lian with a smile on his face, until the doctor came over and informed Eun to enter the operating room.

"I'll wait for you at the door." Yi Lian emphasized.His hands were colder than Eun's, and he seemed to be quite frightened by the situation in front of him.

Eun took a deep look at Yi Lian.

When You En was undergoing surgery, Mr. Yi Lian stood outside the door and paced back and forth.His movements showed that he was so preoccupied that even the servants who came to serve him were afraid to come forward and speak to him.

If Eun...

With such a thought, Yi Lian's heart sank, and she didn't want to think about it anymore.

He opened the letter that Diana had sent a few days ago.

Although it is said that many letters from Diana have been read by Eun, in fact, those sharp letters have been hidden by Yi Lian in advance.He could understand Diana's mood, but he didn't want her letter to make You En sad.

In Diana's letter, she once said sharply, I would rather you find a prostitute as a mistress than want you to be with the servant.You know, the fallen girl will make you sober sooner or later, and the servants around you will only make you fall even more.

But he also knew that even if he refuted it, Diana would not understand, and instead would blame Ewan even more.

Even though he has no disgrace with Yoon.

In the sharp words, Diana will write some important news, those news are very important, Yi Lian must write back to her.But as soon as Yi Lian thought of replying to the letter, she would be upset, and even couldn't help but want to refute.This made Yi Lian sigh softly while browsing the letter.

Yi Lian felt that she was torn into two parts.Worried about You En's body on the one hand, and worried about the feelings of his family on the other hand, the feeling in his heart was really uncomfortable.It is often said in the book that when you reach Yi Lian's age, you can no longer study and study quietly, because the various troubles in life will be like a wall that is gradually approaching, pressing you down so hard that you can't express your distress, you can only endure it silently .

Yi Lian put down the letter in her hand.

Now is not the time to think about these things.

Outside the operating room, Yi Lian's complexion got worse and worse due to her intense worry.As time passed, his body began to tremble slightly.

Yi Lian silently made a decision in her heart.

As long as You En can be healthy, he is willing to do whatever he wants in the future and cherish him well.Even if it's Diana's obstruction, it won't work...

The doctor said it was a minor operation, and the operation time was not long.But Yi Lian, who was outside the door, only felt that the days seemed like years.

He looked at the time frequently, and when it exceeded the predetermined time, Yi Lian seemed to be roasted on fire, and hurriedly asked the nurses and doctors beside him, begging them to go in and have a look.

Many female nurses laughed, they had never seen such a nervous nobleman.

"You don't need to be so nervous." The nurse said, "It's just a minor operation. What really needs to be nervous is waiting for the results. Who is so anxious at the beginning?"

Yi Lian didn't think it was comforting words, he remembered the situation when the nurses in the manor were talking about the operation, and the feeling of uneasiness in his heart didn't decrease at all.

It wasn't until You En was pushed out by the doctor that Yi Lian felt much calmer in her heart.Although Eun's complexion was not good-looking, still showing a weak expression, Yi Lian was relieved and kept trying to talk to Eun.

"I've thought about it. After your inspection results come out, we'll buy a smaller house and move to a place where no one knows us..."

Eun's voice was still weak, and he asked softly, "So, where is Miss Diana?"

"Family and friends, just meet once in a while. They also have their own lives." Yi Lian said very seriously.

Yoon smiles and nods in approval.

The sky was gradually dimming, a bright moon hung outside the window, and the warm wind was blowing, making people unable to recall the tension in the morning at all.

Yi Lian said: "I want to be with you forever. Death can't separate us."

You En's eyes gradually softened, he looked into Mr. Yi Lian's eyes tenderly, and said softly: "I will always be with you."

The author has something to say:

"Spirit is the stove goddess who protects the holy flame, and she satisfies all pursuits about love."

'The shadow of love is lingering in my mind, and my body that has been empty for a long time has an indomitable and unyielding will. '

It is Owen's adaptation of La Traviata's lines.

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Chapter 55 Seven

Seven,

The waiting time for results was longest at the estate.Eun experienced the lifestyle of the nobility, and even food and water were delivered to the bedside by Yi Lian.

Yi Lian didn't let You En do any work, only let him rest on the bed.Even when You En wanted to shine his shoes for him, he was very unwilling.

"Then, reading is always all right?"

Yi Lian shook her head: "I don't want you to waste your energy."

"You are too careful. There is nothing abnormal about my body." You En, who was pressed on the bed and was not allowed to move, was a little helpless.However, Mr. Yi Lian was determined.

"But I don't think you need to stay too far away from me." You En said, "Why treat me as a real patient before the test results come out?"

Compared with Eun, who may be ill, Mr. Yi Lian looks more sad.He never showed his sadness in front of Eun, but often sighed by the window.

On the day when the test results were mailed, Mr. Yi Lian stood outside the door for a long time.

"Your face is very ugly."

When Yi Lian walked in, You En looked at him calmly.

"The result is not good?"

Yi Lian shook her head first, then fell silent.

Compared to Yi Lian's sadness, You En looked very calm, he said: "I know, you don't want to tell me the result. As long as it is your wish, I will obey it. Then, I will never read the doctor's letter. "

After Eun said this, Yi Lian was not as persistent as she was at the beginning.He hesitated for a moment, and handed the letter in his hand to You En.

Eun quickly browsed through it, and said almost in surprise:

"I thought it must be bad news... Unexpectedly, except for one small item that was abnormal and needed to be checked again, the other results can be regarded as normal. I don't understand, this makes you look so sad ?"

On the contrary, Yi Lian became even more angry: "You are too optimistic. The doctor said that your lungs are not healthy! Because you smoked before and worked too hard, if it weren't for this examination, your illness would have been delayed forever, who knows Will it cause a more serious impact? All serious illnesses are symptoms of minor illnesses, and no one can escape. You think that only you are special, but you don’t know that the god of death is the most loyal servant..."

Yi Lian's voice became louder and louder, and she seemed to be a little angry.You En knew that as long as his examination results were not perfect, then Yi Lian would definitely lose his temper like now.

Eun listened to Yi Lian's complaints meekly.

Yi Lian said a lot, for example, he doesn't care about his body, he doesn't have warm clothes in winter, and he has many bad habits...

Eun didn't feel angry.He understood that Mr. Yi Lian really liked him, that's why he said such words.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Yi Lian thought he was angry, and said coldly, "Do you think I talk too much?"

"No, no. You misunderstood me." You En leaned closer to the master, and quietly held Yi Lian's hand with his hand. "What you said is right. From now on, with your supervision, my body will definitely be better."

"..."

"And I've quit smoking." You En said with a sense of being accused and wronged: "Why do you need to mention the sad things in the past in front of me?"

Hearing this, Yi Lian really showed an annoyed look.

He hesitated for a moment, then apologized softly: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that. I'm just worried about you..."

You En grabbed Yi Lian's hand, and gently kissed the palm of his hand, feeling extremely happy.

Although Eun's examination results did not show any disease, Yi Lian still let him rest on the bed and did not allow him to do the work of serving.

While Eun was resting, Yi Lian also seemed to be busy making some decisions, always going back and forth in a hurry.

Even though Eun asked many times, Yi Lian just kept silent and let him concentrate on recuperating.

Soon came the harvest autumn.

The leaves in the manor were all withered and yellow, and the weather became colder.In such cold weather, many nobles chose to spend the winter in manors in the city.