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He described himself as an omnipotent God, easily grasping You En's fate, and could make him fall into the abyss at any time.

Eun could only remain silent.He leaves Kevin's room.

Eun originally thought that things would go in the worst direction, but he didn't expect that that afternoon, a message was crazily passed on among the servants like an explosion.

"Mr. Kevin actually left the manor!" Someone shouted.

"What's the matter? I remember that there is no carriage to Sunderland today."

"It's Mr. Yi Lian," the man said, "Mr. Yi Lian told him to go back."

"……what?"

"Master really said 'scroll'." The shocked face: "This is the first time I saw Mr. Yi Lian's angry face."

"He must have said something disrespectful. You know, he is an opera singer who makes a living by laughing. How can he say anything beautiful?"

"That's right. Before he left, he ran to Mr. Yi Lian's room and talked with the owner for a long time. When Mr. Yi Lian walked out, his face was gloomy. He must have been offended..."

Eun's heart hangs.Before he could recognize the situation, Mr. Yi Lian called him over.

In Mr. Yi Lian's room, You En stood silently aside.

Mr. Yi Lian knew that he was coming in, but he didn't take the initiative to speak.In the process of You En's anxiety, he finally spoke: "Don't you want to know? I have been in Kevin's room all this time, what exactly did I say to him?"

"..." Eun's throat began to tighten.

"I'll tell you."

With her back facing him, Yi Lian sat by the window.The sun is very good there, and when the weather is clear, you can see the tops of the hills in the distance and the stone platforms used to worship the sky.

Yi Lian said: "Kevin said that he has a good friend. That 'good friend' has a word 'Hugh' in his name....It's just that he fell ill in winter and died at home."

"..."

"I just think that everything is a coincidence. God actually arranged it in such a way that I knew the true identity of my former pen pal. So I left Kevin in the manor, and asked him about the information of the dead friend, and said a lot. The story of me and Xio... I don’t have any feelings for Xio anymore, but I’m still afraid that you will be unhappy if you find out. So I have to send you away, and dig out what Kevin knows to the maximum every day.”

"..."

"It's ridiculous, right? He didn't know my pen pal at all, yet he deceived me all over the place." Yi Lian turned her head and said with a wry smile, "I believed a lie that was used to deceive me, but I never thought that he was lying. Lying. Now, can you tell me the whole truth?"

You En looked at Mr. Yi Lian nervously.

"I heard the conversation between you and Kevin." Yi Lian said, "Honestly, I am so angry that everyone is hiding me. If you still lie to me next time, I don't know I will How to treat you..."

Eun thought of many things in an instant.He couldn't describe the delicate mood now, how could that complex feeling be described in words?Maybe he is afraid, and he can expect the pleasure after confessing, but he is afraid again, afraid of all the objects in the world.In the room, every object looked at him coldly, saying "you can't lie."

You En came back to his senses and said in a low voice: "What do you want to know?"

Yi Lian was silent for a moment, then said: "I want to know your experience and identity."

Eun said: "I understand. Dear master, please believe me. Although the next words are words I don't want you to know and you absolutely don't want to hear, I guarantee the truth of every word. I can't guarantee What I said next is very logical, because my life is so messy and chaotic.

"...I was born in a northern city. Ever since I was sensible, I have understood that there are thousands of differences between people, and I am undoubtedly the best person. All this is because my family is rich and comfortable, in a small town They all enjoy a very high reputation and status. In that city, the surname Floss represents courtesy, wisdom, nobility, elegance...all beautiful words can be used to describe it.

"My parents are very loving. This is so rare among the nobles, but I have to say that I could only judge the facts from what I saw at the time, and I believed it. Under the attention of my parents and people around me, Of course I became an elegant gentleman, my shoes were never dusty, the decorations I used were priceless, I went to the best high school, got admitted to the best university, and received the best educational resources in the country. I think life should be like this, without sadness, without setbacks, at least not in my life. Because all difficulties are worthless in front of money and power.

"During that time, one day I received a wrong letter. My manor and Mr. Yi Lian's manor, there is only one word difference in the name, and the new postman obviously got the two castles wrong. In my name, a letter from someone else was sent from thousands of miles away. That letter was written by you to yourself, and you ordered the post office to return it to the address on the letter three years later. . . . Instead, the envelope was opened.

"Have you ever been surprised why one day, someone from the north with the signature 'Hugh' would suddenly send you a letter and want to be a pen pal with you? It's all because I saw the content of your letter and saw it for the first time. The sufferings of the world. I never thought that someone who is also a nobleman lives in dire straits, and the life is extremely difficult. If you want to laugh, laugh out loud! At that time, I felt sorry for you and only hoped that To cheer you up with letters..."

Yi Lian looked at You En's slightly red eyes.

... Of course Yi Lian remembered the letter that hadn't arrived.

At that time, his family was in decline, his grandfather died, and all the servants were dismissed.One day, Yi Lian saw Diana lying on the bed, unable to wake up no matter what.He thought that his sister was starved to death, but he didn't feel any sadness in his heart, he just said, I'll go with her.

Yi Lian wrote down that letter and had it sent back three years later.But I didn't expect it to be sent to You En.

It's not pleasant to look back on the downfalls of the past.

Eun went on to say: "After several years of correspondence with you, I have developed feelings for you. You are sincere, gentle, and very compatible with my interests. You don't know anything about me, but I do know Your address. One year on Christmas Eve, I intended to meet you at your manor in a carriage. But all was disturbed by an incident which affected me so much that it almost overwhelmed me. Life is completely destroyed...

"You may remember that I have corresponded with you for many years, but for a year I did not write a letter. It was because of the adversity I encountered in life.

"My mother got pregnant in her 40s.

"She has always been in poor health and is getting old. I was worried that she would not be able to bear the risk of childbirth, so I tried my best to prevent her. However, neither the father nor the mother decided to listen to my advice and decided to give birth to this child. The distress Next, I left the manor and planned to go to Europe. They neither supported nor objected. In fact, their attitude towards me has been kept at a distance since then, but I have not noticed it.

"It was only when I came back that I found out that something was wrong with my parents. They ignored me, and my mother avoided me like a poisonous scorpion. I felt something was wrong, but I didn't understand what happened. Until One day, the housekeeper who had taken care of me since I was a child stood beside me in tears and advised me to leave quickly. He said that my parents planned to kill me as long as they could give birth to a boy to inherit the family business.

"Of course I didn't believe it, and I reprimanded the housekeeper. If people's feelings can be faked, then my parents must be the most superb actors in the world to be able to perform so many years of outstanding performances. I don't think their love for me Not false.

"But I have to admit that once I knew a hypothesis, I became more convinced of it when I saw my parents' increasingly weird attitude towards me...

"I heard the truth unintentionally when my parents quarreled. It turned out that I was the child of my father's cheating and prostitution. If my mother was not barren, he would not have taken me home. Mr. Yi Lian, you Do you want to ask my real mother? She is lowly in status. In order to make her son stand out without any stains, after I was taken away by my father, I smashed my head against the wall. She must have never thought that her son would become an obstacle in the future. About to be silenced by this hypocritical couple.

"I often think that I have inherited the blood of my crazy mother. I would give everything for the one I love, even my life."

Yi Lian listened to him quietly.When Yi Lian opened her mouth, she found that her voice had also become hoarse.

"What did you do after that?"

Eun's voice was very soft: "When I learned the truth, I was completely hopeless and hated all wealth. I set fire to the manor where I lived. Oh, of course there were no casualties. The nobles all went to the countryside for vacation. Because of the fire, I I became crippled, but didn't die. Then I fled the northern city because I still had one wish that I couldn't fulfill. I want to see Mr. Yi Lian and talk to him."

Yi Lian's throat rolled up and down, as if she was trying to endure it.

You En raised his hand and slowly touched Mr. Yi Lian's cheek:

"After seeing you, I don't want to die anymore. I want to live, I want to clear my life, and then all of my life is you. I regret it, I shouldn't set fire, I shouldn't hurt my body... But it’s too late to say these. Although the days with you were poor and painful. But the happiness you brought me far surpassed all I had in my previous life. I only suffer from one thing: I can’t be your pen pal I'm afraid it will disillusion you..."

Yi Lian suppressed the emotions in her heart, and continued to ask: "Where are your adoptive parents?"

You En's tone became cold: "Later I found out that my adoptive mother gave birth to a girl without inheritance rights. This year, they frantically logged in newspapers to find my information, and were willing to spend a lot of money to let me go back and inherit the family business If I don't go back, they can only hand over all their life's property to distant relatives. This is what they don't want to see. You know, controlling a lonely orphan is much better than controlling a relative you don't know .Kevin told you that the people he knew have died, so you don't have to worry about his lies. You know, 'Hugh Frost' has indeed died in the fire, and from now on, he will never There is such a person as him."

You En finished speaking in one breath, and raised his head to look at Mr. Yi Lian's face.

"My master, why are you crying?" You En said softly.

"I do not have."

"Yes, you did not. Your most loyal servant begged you to promise me not to send me back to the north. I would like to serve you by your side for the rest of my life."

"……Um."

Eun smiled for the first time today.

Yi Lian stared at him for a long time, then suddenly raised her hand and hugged him in her arms.

"You damn servant!" His voice was extremely hoarse: "You have read the lines in "Queekness" and written in front of me. But I didn't realize that you were always by my side. You made me I feel ashamed of you like a fool, because I thought, I once loved someone else...!"

"I lied to you, I..." You En couldn't continue.The clear sky full of emotions, but raindrops fell on his shoulders.

"You are not anyone," Yi Lian hugged his hands even harder: "You are my servant, you are just Eun..."

Chapter 45 six

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Mr. Yi Lian hugged him for a long time, and then he murmured in You En's ear, "Kevin really shouldn't be allowed to leave so early!"