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"..."

Yi Lian didn't answer anything, he walked quickly to the place where the servant was sitting just now, picked up the book and glanced at it, showing a relaxed expression.

"It's this one."

The lame servant behind him knelt down slowly, picked up the book that Mr. Yi Lian accidentally dropped on the ground, stood up again, and slowly put the book back to its original place.

His voice was very deep: "Mr. Yi Lian... What are you going to do after you find that book?"

"I'm taking it away."

Eun's movements paused, his back turned to his master, unable to see the expression on his face clearly.

This is good.He goes home, he goes to work elsewhere.Maybe never see each other again, or maybe meet again.

But at that time, Yi Lian will definitely not remember him again.

That's okay too.

Mr. Yi Lian's voice came over: "You helped me tidy up the messed up books? I'm sorry..."

Eun said: "No. Sir, let me clean this place. You can go home. This is a good thing to celebrate. I don't have any luggage to pack. Someone agrees that I can choose a book to take away. I I want to see it here again."

The servant's voice was very calm.

Yi Lian's voice hesitated: "Could it be that you picked this book and wanted to take it away?"

Yoon shook his head.

But Yi Lian knew that it was very possible that this was the truth.He hesitated for a while, but walked to the servant.

"I was not friendly to you just now, sorry."

The servant smiled bitterly: "You said sorry a lot, but I don't know where you need to apologize. I am a humble and stupid servant, even if you beat me and scold me, it is only natural, not to mention that you are not rude Your behavior has always been gentle and reasonable. If I accept your apology, it will be short-lived."

Mr. Yi Lian slightly lowered his eyes.When troubles and struggles appeared in his heart, he always made this action.He didn't want others to see clearly the expression hidden in his eyes.

He is in distress now, and he still doesn't know how to say it.

The book in my hand was a little hot.

Chapter 12 Three and Four.

three,

Eun's evaluation of himself is very objective.

He is useless.

There is no advantage, it's just thick-skinned, that's why he took advantage of Mr. Yi Lian's weakness and made him feel sorry for himself.

But now, he didn't want to embarrass him.

The room was full of dust, which reminded You En that the master could not stay here for long."You can go home with this book. Your family is waiting for you to come home," he said.

After saying this, Eun gave a solemn farewell gift and said, "My dear master, I hope to meet you again in the future and serve you again."

Both of them knew that once they got off the ship, there would be no possibility of meeting again.

Yi Lian sighed, the dust climbed up following the traces of sunlight outside the window, hovering and flying in the air, and soon caused Mr. Yi Lian to cough in a low voice.He can't stay here any longer.

Mr. Yi Lian walked towards the door.

His steps were not chaotic, and his steps were very planned, as if he had never doubted or hesitated.

Eun listened quietly to the footsteps of his master, as if he wanted to keep this last memory intact in his mind, not to miss the sound of every step.

The time he spent with him was only so short, it was too late to tell him all his thoughts.However, You En is a boring person, and Yi Lian is unwilling to listen to him.

Eun had known him a long time ago through many letters with him.Mr. Yi Lian in the letter is very innocent, telling him everything about his real life situation, that's why Eun can find him so easily.

But for Yi Lian, You En didn't talk about his situation.

What is there to say.A life so rotten to the extreme, even he finds it disgusting to look at, let alone worry him.

Let the perfect pen pal stay in the impression of Mr. Yi Lian.

This is not You En's cunning. To be honest, Mr. Yi Lian did not explain everything clearly.He didn't tell Eun that he already had someone he loved deeply, nor that he had a fiancée.

But this is a matter of course.An excellent gentleman should also be outstanding in terms of emotions. It would be ridiculous if no girls pursued him.

When Eun came to his senses, he could no longer hear the footsteps.He knew that Yi Lian went out, disembarked, brought the book home, and returned to a normal life.

Yoon laughed in a low voice, his voice gradually became louder, and he couldn't breathe from the laughter.He sprawled on the dusty floor, laughing so hard that by the end, the gasps seemed to be sobbing.

He didn't want to but had to admit that people have different levels.A lowly person with such a bad life, how can he covet noble emotions.

Yoon's hands were clenched tightly together, and at the end he screamed out in pain.He suddenly thought that Mr. Yi Lian accidentally threw a book on the ground just now, and Eun wanted to choose that book to take away.

He slowly got up from the ground, and there was still that painful inhalation sound in his throat, but just as Eun raised his head, he saw someone standing at the door out of the corner of his eye.

Yoon was taken aback, his voice was swallowed into his mouth.

Besides Mr. Yi Lian, who else would come to this kind of place?

Yi Lian looked completely shocked.He opened his eyes wide, and because he was afraid of dust, he covered his mouth and nose with his hands, but he could still see the surprised look.

Why hasn't he left yet.

You En was stunned for a while before thinking of wiping his face clean.While wiping, I heard the vague voice of the person at the door.

"You've just……"

His voice wavered, as if frightened.

You En's movements paused, and he said dryly: "I'm so happy because I can finally go home."

"Really?" Mr. Yi Lian was uncertain: "You, you are very strange."

You En whispered, "Why didn't you leave?"

Mr. Yi Lian froze for a moment, then whispered: "I don't know."

"..."

"It seemed like I had something left undone. But it wasn't. I don't know why I didn't leave."

"..."

"do you know?"

Eun didn't answer.His lips began to tremble, and tears wanted to flow down uncontrollably. He knew that this kind of thing was too embarrassing to cry in front of Mr. Yi Lian.While thinking like this, You En lowered his head and wiped off the marks on his face with the inside of his wrist.

"Is there a place you haven't been to?"

Mr. Yi Lian's questioning voice was very soft, soft as if it could be blown away by the wind.

Youn wasn't sure if it was an auditory hallucination, and he continued to remain silent.

"Do you want to work in my manor?"

"..."

Seeing that the servant remained silent, Mr. Yi Lian coughed lightly and said:

"I have a lot of servants in my family. You can work with them. They won't treat you badly. If I remember correctly, their salary is 30 pounds a month, and they live and eat in the manor. Of course, the premise is that you don't Other places you want to go, if you have..."

"No, no, I don't, I'm going," You En stammered, "Even if I don't give me money, even if I have to clean the toilet, I'm willing to sleep only one hour a day. Please..."

Yi Lian smiled and said, "How could I treat you like this."

You En seemed to see the elegant divinity hidden in Mr. Yi Lian through his body and body the moment he raised his head.When he smiled, the sun surrounded him, like a saint, embracing the thirsty beings with extraordinary kindness and almost alternative cultivation.

And Ewan.He silently read in his heart, I am a despicable person, I am a vicious person, and I am a sinner who shamelessly tries to embrace divinity.

There is only one thing, Eun is very sure of it.He has no expectations in his life, but only hopes to stand by his side.

Be the most loyal servant.

four,

The carriage soon arrived at the manor.

When getting out of the car, Mr. Gibran called the lame servant aside.

"Since Yi Lian invited you to come to work, he must have his own considerations. I won't talk anymore. But I warn you."

Although the lord was smiling, his cold expression made one's back chill, "No matter what your intentions are, you'd better hide your lies. If I find something wrong, it's not because Yi Lian justifies you It's over."

Eun was afraid of this moody gentleman from the bottom of his heart, he nodded in fear, and hurriedly followed Mr. Yi Lian.

Mr. Yi Lian walks very fast, but Eun has difficulty walking and can't keep up with his pace at all.Only then did he realize that during the time when he was a personal servant, the reason why he was able to follow Mr. every time was because Yi Lian slowed down in order to respond to him.

But now he is in a hurry to go home and doesn't care about him at all.

Who was he in a hurry to see?

When You En walked into Mr. Yi Lian's mansion for the first time, he didn't feel strange in a trance.

He has been in correspondence with Yi Lian for a long time, and sometimes Mr. Yi Lian will spend two or three pages of pen and ink, focusing on describing the scene where he lives.

He felt as if he had already been here.

It often appears in letters, and is described in detail about the villas and the small paths paved with thick stone slabs, and even every inch of grass is so familiar.

Mr. Yi Lian was walking under the shade of the luxuriant trees, and the sunlight shone through the shadows of the leaves. Just as he was about to walk down the steps, the door of the room was opened.

"Yi Lian, Yi Lian!"

A brisk voice came: "I heard your voice coming back."

The voice was so happy, as if it was soaked in candied fruit and soaked in sunlight, revealing the joyful mood of the speaker.

It is not difficult to imagine that the speaker must have grown up in a loving environment.

Eun was originally standing at the gate of the manor, and wanted to walk in along the long path, but he quickly stopped and stood still at the iron gate.

All the servants stood there as if they were not allowed to go in without their master's order.

Youn station has the best view.He clearly saw the lady walking briskly down the stairs, jumping and embracing Yi Lian's arm.

She was wearing a goose yellow floor-length dress, with golden wavy hair and slender arms. She was as elegant and gentle as a character in a fairy tale.

Yi Lian smiled while stroking her hair with her hands.

Yoon hears him calling her name.

Diana.

He said, Diana, I brought you a present.

"Why are you in a daze? You can already go in."

You En was pushed by the people behind him, only then did he feel his consciousness return, and his limbs could move.Yoon realized that he was blocking the way of others, whispered sorry, picked up his thin luggage from the ground, and walked forward slowly.

Don't blame Eun for being distracted.

When he heard Mr. Yi Lian call out the girl's name, an indescribable and unprecedented sense of shame rose from his heart, almost swallowing him whole.He even felt that if he didn't disappear into this place, he would die of embarrassment.

What did Eun say?

'You take me as a stand-in for someone you like, covering your eyes is the same. '

...how could it be the same?

No matter how much dirt covers it, it is still dirt.

And Mr. Yi Lian couldn't bear to refuse, so he pretended that he was willing, how many times did he force him?

'just get your body'. ...How is Eun qualified to say such a thing?

You En's face was flushed red. Fortunately, Mr. Yi Lian and the lady had already entered the house, which gave him a chance to catch his breath.He didn't know where to go at all, and the people behind clicked: "Why don't you go to work? Why are you wasting time here!"