"Male God" said she likes me

She probably guessed some of what the former woman hadn't intended to reveal, but she couldn't bear to let Fu Yunsi recall and experience the past again.

"Yunsi, even if you don't tell me, I won't leave. Since you read the letter, you should know how happy I am to meet you again. I have waited and endured for so many years, so how can I give up because of these things? You." Lin Wanrou said.

Fu Yunsi watched Lin Wanrou shake her head slowly but firmly, and said, "Let me tell you, after you say this, you will know what kind of person Fu Yunsi is, and I don't hope that one day we will have disputes because of these things. I will tell you everything, and I have my own thoughts. I just hope you can understand that the Fu Yunsi in front of you is real, not the one who puts on a mask and pretends to be happy. Wanrou, after all these years of pretending, I am tired Terrific. Let me say, at least with you, I want to rest."

Lin Wanrou's throat choked and she almost shed tears, she didn't know how to respond to her, until now.She seemed to have become cowardly, and she always stopped moving forward, fearing that if she did something wrong, she would hurt each other, but Fu Yunsi dared to move forward without any scruples.Then he nodded, "Okay, I'll listen, if it's too uncomfortable to recall, then stop, huh?"

Fu Yunsi smiled as if relieved from a heavy burden. She grabbed Lin Wanrou's hand to draw strength, sorted out the messy thoughts in her mind, and slowly talked about that distant nightmare that had haunted her for many years.

"That day was a normal day. I don't remember why I didn't go home after school that day. I thought it was because my memory was blurred. I didn't realize it was amnesia until I met you." Fu Yunsi stopped and organized his words and continued, "In my dream I dreamed that I was waiting for someone. When I was about to leave, it started to rain. I waited at the school gate without an umbrella, thinking that the rain would slow down and run back. The rain was getting bigger and bigger, the sky was getting dark, and the school was almost empty I got anxious, when the math teacher happened to pass by, he asked me why I didn’t go back, I told him I didn’t bring an umbrella and I would go home when the rain subsided.”

"This teacher takes us very well on weekdays, and he will answer carefully if we ask questions about what we don't understand. So when he asked me to go with him to get an extra umbrella in the office, I agreed without thinking."

A burst of pain came from his hands, and Fu Yunsi stopped recalling, only to see Lin Wanrou in front of him with a sad expression and red eye circles, as if he was trying his best to control his emotions.

"It's okay, it's over, don't be sad." Fu Yunsi patted Lin Wanrou's head, just like women usually do to her.Then she continued, "I didn't guard against that teacher. I followed him to the office. As soon as I walked in, he closed the door. I felt something was wrong at the time. In fact, there is also a reason for this. When I was young, I lived in the country for a while , At that time, I didn’t understand anything, so I ran wild with my friends, and sometimes I went to their houses to play, and those uncles would come up and do some weird things. Later, I understood, and I didn’t dare to contact boys. "

"So, when the teacher tried to hug me, I struggled and ran out. It was dark at that time, and I panicked and ran into the alley. I usually don't take the path, but I was scared that day and left. I took a shortcut and wanted to go home early, but I ran into that person by chance, and I still can't figure out why I just recited it like that, and I ran into everything."

"Yunsi, stop talking, I..." Lin Wanrou felt extremely uncomfortable, not because of what Fu Yunsi said, but because of her expression and tone. During the process of narrating this matter, she was too calm, It was as if this incident happened to someone else and she relayed it on her behalf.

This time Fu Yunsi didn't comfort Lin Wanrou, she was immersed in the memories and said to herself, "When I got home, I sat on the sofa and didn't dare to take a shower, so I thought, I must call the police, and I must not let that person go. But my mother said, you can’t call the police, and if people find out, I’ll be doomed for the rest of my life.”

Fu Yunsi sneered, "I know she is good for me, and she has always been good to me. But after this incident, even if I don't call the police, I will not be able to live well in my life."

"The next day I went to buy yào secretly by myself. When I walked out of the house, everyone looked at me differently. I was terrified. After returning home, I ate all the yào. When I woke up again, Already in the hospital. They were talking about me, I heard it."

"No one blamed those who hurt me. Everyone said it was my fault. Some said that I had bad conduct, some said that I deserved to encounter such a thing when I came home so late, and some even said that I seduced that People. My mother was gossiped by those people in the hospital, and she sat by my bed and cried at night. I thought, why everyone thinks I deserve it, obviously... I am the victim, how can they gloat so much , At that moment, I felt that they were more hateful than the person who directly hurt me." Fu Yunsi said a little excitedly, she gritted her teeth, as if she was accusing and venting.

At this moment, Lin Wanrou realized that something was wrong with Fu Yunsi's expression. She pressed Fu Yunsi's head and asked her to look at her, "Yunsi, it's over, it's all over. You're not wrong. They don't understand the truth of the matter, so they don't care about it." For saying those things, they didn't accuse you."

"I know, freedom of speech, so I can only listen to what they said, and can't do anything." Fu Yunsi said with a sarcastic smile, and then she took a deep breath to calm herself down, and then said, "Sorry, I couldn't control myself. In fact, it's no wonder they said that, because if things don't happen to themselves, others will never know how painful it is, but if they don't mean it, it hurts more than a knife."

"Stop it." Lin Wanrou stopped again, she didn't want Fu Yunsi to mention those sad past events again.But the comfort seemed very thin at this time, so he could only repeat this sentence over and over again.

Fu Yunsi really stopped, and she said with a little sadness, "Wanrou, I'm actually very scared, afraid of what others will look at me, afraid of you despising me, and I'm also afraid that one day I really have an illness and will definitely hurt you." about you."

"No, I believe you won't hurt me, don't you have confidence in yourself?" Lin Wanrou pressed Fu Yunsi's head and said softly.

Fu Yunsi smiled wryly, "No. After the hospital, my whole personality changed drastically. I was often restless, worried, and insomnia all night. Sometimes I saw figures similar to that teacher and that person, in clothes and The voice will recall those things again, and then I can't control myself. It is common to be violent and attack people. Then I dare not go out, and I dare not contact people. Later, it became more and more serious, causing many symptoms and suicide. Several times. You should have noticed that I have been eating yào."

"Yunsi, I know that all the consolations are useless to you now, but I still want to say that I will be with you in the future. If you don't believe me, let time prove it." Lin Wanrou said, "I believe, You don't go back to what you were before, and it just keeps getting better."

"Yeah. Wanrou, it's great to meet you." Fu Yunsi smiled. She thought that maybe all her luck was used to meet Lin Wanrou. If so, then the previous ones are right to meet what she needs The pay is good too.

"It's good to smile, my Yunsi smiles the most beautiful." Lin Wanrou nodded Fu Yunsi's nose, pretending to be relaxed and said.

"Who belongs to your family." Fu Yunsi glared at her and pushed her aside.

Of course, Lin Wanrou couldn't let her go so easily, so she threw her on the bed, leaned on her body and asked threateningly, "whose family is it?"

"It's not yours anyway."

"Huh? Say it again."

"You belong to my family."

The two had several conversations like this, Fu Yunsi still did not let go, and seemed to tease Lin Wanrou sincerely.Lin Wanrou just pampered her, and the two hugged each other after arguing.

After the trouble was over, Lin Wanrou lay on the bed with her arms propped up, staring at Fu Yunsi, "Yunsi, did something happen the day before you left?"

Fu Yunsi was silent for a moment, and said, "It's either the romantic debt you left, or the person who confessed to you came to me somehow, and said a lot of vague words. Who knows what he is going to do. I want to leave , he pulled my arm, you know, I hate people touching me, let alone men, Jiang Xiao dare not pull me casually."

he?

Lin Wanrou remembered this matter to the bottom of her heart, and then teased, "Then you are not afraid of me?"

"Don't be afraid, you are Lin Wanrou."

Mama Fu went out of the kitchen halfway. Originally, she wanted to ask about Lin Wanrou's taste, but when she went to the main room, she didn't see anyone. She wondered if it was on the second floor.When she reached the stairs, she heard voices in the room on the second floor, so she knew that the two of them were indeed upstairs. Originally, she lamented that her daughter finally had a friend, but when she walked in, she heard things she didn't know before.

After the incident happened back then, she always wanted to press it down so that no one would know about it, so as to preserve her daughter's reputation, but she didn't notice her abnormality.Now that I heard it, I realized what happened when her daughter was not around. She thought she was a good mother, but before she knew it, her daughter had already been hurt.

Fu's mother blamed herself so much that she seemed to have aged a lot in an instant, so that she, who was in shock, didn't react much when she heard Fu Yunsi say that she liked Lin Wanrou.She quietly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and staggered downstairs.

When Fu Yunsi and Lin Wanrou went downstairs together, Mama Fu had already prepared the meal and was setting the table.Seeing the two coming down, she smiled and called them to wash their hands and eat.Fu Yunsi didn't know that Mama Fu knew everything, so she ran to the dining table and pushed her on the chair, and then called Lin Wanrou to the kitchen together.

Mother Fu looked at the backs of the two, her heart was in a mess. Of course, she felt that the two girls could not be together, but she owed her daughter a lot all the time, and thought that if her daughter liked it, she would follow her wish.What's more, with her body, whether she can have children in the future is another matter, so it doesn't matter if the other half is a man or a woman. I just hope that she can live the rest of her life happily.

However, some things are the same thing, and it is not so easy to really agree.

Chapter 55

That day, she learned that the relationship between the two was unusual. Although she didn't show it on the surface, Mama Fu had a grievance in her heart. She observed the two of them carefully on weekdays, and then discovered many clues.

It’s like when eating food or handing things, the four eyes meet and then smile at each other. There is only some affection in it. It happens that when the two of them do these things, their expressions are natural. .If she didn't know the reason, she would be deceived too. Thinking about it like this made her feel even worse, and she didn't understand why her daughter fell in love with the same sex.

She knew that her daughter didn't like to be in contact with men, but she was unwilling to do so, so she wondered if there was any way to break up the two of them. After thinking about it for a few days, she did think of a way.

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It has been snowing for two days, and the ground is covered with a layer of snow like a quilt. There are also fluffy snowballs hanging on the branches, walls, and eaves. Looking from a distance, they are covered in silver and look very beautiful.

Lin Wanrou was born in the south since she was a child, and she has never seen such a heavy snow. Everything she sees is novel. Fu Yunsi looked at her like a child, looking at this and that, and she was also good at making snowballs. She laughed secretly, and then He told Mama Fu that he was going out and took Lin Wanrou around.

The snow had stopped in the morning. Although the temperature had risen a bit, it felt colder than when it snowed in the previous two days. In addition, the sharp wind was blowing, which really had the tendency to freeze people into popsicles.

The snow on the asphalt road has not yet melted, and the snow that has been run over by the car has solidified. After a night, a thin layer of ice has formed on it. When people walk on it, it slips and slips, and if they are not careful, they will fall fall.

Fu Yunsi hasn't come back in these years, so naturally he never had the chance to encounter such a heavy snow. Today, he came out in the name of Lin Wanrou for a walk, and he gave birth to a lot of childlike innocence. He took Lin Wanrou's hand and started skating on the side of the road Come on, Lin Wanrou watched from the sidelines in fear, holding her hand tightly but not daring to let go, for fear of an accident.

A car slowly passed by not far away, Lin Wanrou pulled the people who were still playing to the side of the road to protect them with their bodies, and let go only after the car left, and then the two turned into another deserted path.

"Wan Rou, do you want to try?" Fu Yunsi took Lin Wanrou's arm, put his hand in the other's pocket, and walked side by side.

"No, it's good to just look at it like this." Lin Wanrou did not accept this suggestion, she felt that she wanted to save the last image in front of Fu Yunsi.

The two walked quietly like this. The countryside in winter was extremely quiet. There were almost no pedestrians on the road. Occasionally, a few sparrows flew by, stopped in the wheat field, stepped on the snow, pecked and knocked, looking for food, and occasionally It will call twice, as if calling friends, and then get up and fly away.

At the end of the path is a wide asphalt road. Because it is outside the village, the snow on the side of the road cannot be touched by vehicles, and it is quite thick. Fu Yunsi ran on the snow, and several deep footprints fell on it. , she seemed to like the sound of snow creaking and creaking, so she stepped on the snow.

Lin Wanrou bypassed the snow, walked forward slowly with her hands in her pockets, but her eyes did not leave the people not far away, and from time to time she raised her voice to tell her to be careful not to fall over, and to stand in the snowdrift not far away The person who had played enough, stopped and waved to her, "Wanrou, come quickly."

When Lin Wanrou heard that she stepped on the snow, the snow creaked and creaked several times, and then there was no sound.Fu Yunsi stood there rubbing her hands, and the white mist dispersed like white flowers.

After walking in, Lin Wanrou raised her hand and held the woman's hand in her palm to warm it up. Fu Yunsi raised her head and said with a smile, "It's not ice."

"What do you think?" Lin Wanrou asked back, "You have chilblains on your hands, and you're still making trouble. Did you forget when you were so itchy last night that you couldn't sleep?"

Fu Yun thought about last night that his hands were itchy, and Lin Wanrou, who was tossing and falling asleep for a long time, felt sorry, so he turned his head to see no one around, quickly pecked Lin Wanrou on the face, lowered his head, and rubbed his feet on the ground Scratching and rubbing, kicked the balls of snow away.

"Let's go." When it was warm enough, Lin Wanrou smiled and took Fu Yunsi's hand and put it in her pocket and continued to walk forward. Fu Yunsi let her lead her and followed obediently.

"Hmm... does Wanrou like this place?" Fu Yunsi stepped on the sporadic surviving snow on the road, and she seemed to fall in love with this activity.

"It's very quiet and the scenery is good, so I like it." Lin Wanrou said.

"That's good. When I get tired of living in the city, I will come back here to live. My family has a few acres of land. At that time, we will plant what we like in the field. We will work at sunrise and work at sunset. Hey, it’s really good to think about it.”

When talking about farming, Fu Yunsi's mind was full of Lin Wanrou holding the farm tools, and she couldn't hold back and laughed. Lin Wanrou didn't know what she thought of smiling so happily, so she asked, "What's the matter."

Fu Yunsi waved her hand to show that it was nothing, but she still laughed, and then she lost her breath and coughed several times before recovering, and then said, "Forget it, if you really come to live here in the future, you should stay at home and I will do farm work. When I think about you going to the field, why do you feel so awkward, I think you are too good-looking, and you are out of tune with the surrounding environment."

Lin Wanrou shook her head amusedly, and then said, "It has nothing to do with looks. If you can do it, I can do it. We have to fù sing and fù follow suit, right?"

"Then can you tell the difference between grass and crops?" Fu Yunsi asked.

Lin Wanrou answered without changing expression, "No."

It was said that Fu Yunsi showed the standard eight teeth