Jun Xi He Xi

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"Would you like to drink?"

Qiao Wenjun paused with his hand on the car door, and looked back at him,

"What? Do you think you were such a jerk back then? Regret it? Feel bad? Want to drink away your worries?"

"Well, what a bastard, I regret it and feel uncomfortable."

When Qiao Wenjun said it, he thought he would refute himself as usual, but unexpectedly, he got this sentence in exchange.

He Jinnian avoided Qiao Wenjun's sight, looked down at his toes, and began to look around and the sky uncomfortably. Qiao Wenjun tilted his body in the direction of his turning,

"He Jinnian, are you crying?"

"You're just crying."

"Damn it, you're really crying."

"I said it all before you cried!"

Qiao Wenjun knew that he was really uncomfortable now, so he didn't continue to tease him.

"Let's go, where to drink? Seaside night market?"

"University of Medicine."

"what?"

He Xi accompanied Li Huan back home. This was the first time she came in. Usually, she saw Ji Zi more often. Li Huan and her communicated more by phone. Li Huan's room was extremely simple, with light-colored floors. The wooden floor, the living room is empty, there is only a single beige beanbag sofa, a laptop is placed beside it, a yoga mat is spread near the wall, and there are a few dumbbells beside it.

The kitchen was even more exaggerated. There were no pots and pans. When Li Huan opened the refrigerator to get drinks for He Xi, He Xi saw that there was nothing in the refrigerator except water, drinks, and a few bottles of beer.

"Sister Huan, did you grow up drinking dew?"

Li Huan froze when he twisted the bottle cap,

"what?"

He Xi lifted his chin towards the refrigerator,

"Apart from drinking, do you have anything else you can eat at home?"

"Emmm...does it count if I have a few sleeping pills in my bedside table?"

“…”

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Chapter 61

"I'm just kidding, how can I not eat, I usually eat lunch at the company, and there are a few packs of snacks in the office drawer for breakfast, but I don't eat much for dinner, after all, I am not a girl in her 20s , keep fit."

"Sister Huan."

"Ok?"

"Do you still have feelings for Dr. He?"

Li Huan smiled,

"How many years ago did you think you were filming a TV series? How could anyone be so infatuated with someone they liked before? Even couples can't endure long-distance relationships, let alone us."

Li Huan's mobile phone, which was casually placed on the kitchen bar, rang. It was Ji Zi, so she pressed the speakerphone.

"Sister Huan."

"what happened?"

"My mother came to see me suddenly. She doesn't have the key to the house I rented. It's still quite out of the way. I don't worry about her being alone outside. Dr. Qiao asked me to drive to you. Can sister Xi take a taxi back? ? Or let Dr. Qiao pick it up?"

After He Xi heard it, he replied,

"Okay, you go back quickly, don't make auntie wait, I just ask Junjun to pick me up."

"I'm sorry, Miss Xi, I have to trouble Dr. Qiao to make a trip."

"It's okay, you go back quickly, pay attention to safety."

"it is good."

Li Huan hung up the phone.

"If Dr. Qiao can't come, you can sleep here for one night. Anyway, you don't have any plans for tomorrow."

"Do you have a bed?"

“…”

Qiao Wenjun drove He Jinnian to the gate of the medical university. The medical university is still the same medical university, a land that motor vehicles can never touch.Qiao Wenjun parked the car outside, and He Jinnian got out of the car with a lunch box.

"Why are you bringing these?"

"Are you drinking dry?"

When He Jinnian first said that he was going to the Medical University, Qiao Wenjun thought he was referring to the night market stalls near the Medical University. Now hearing what he said, he suddenly had an ominous premonition.He Jinnian went into the canteen near the school gate, bought two beers and handed them to Qiao Wenjun.

"Help me get it."

Qiao Wenjun took it and held it in his arms.

"Where are you taking me? Why do I feel like I'm on a thief ship?"

"Just follow along, there are so many words."

Qiao Wenjun entered the school after He Jinnian. It was still the familiar campus. The scenery that I was tired of watching in college now seemed to have a new sense of time passing by. The sweet couples passing by, the laughing girls, It seems that nothing has changed in the medical university, and it seems that everything has changed.

He Jinnian led Qiao Wenjun to walk towards the bishop. Qiao Wenjun walked this way too many times when he went to class, but he still didn't know where He Jinnian was going. When he passed the gap between the bishop and the laboratory building, He Jinnian suddenly turned Wenjun walked in after turning a corner, Qiao Wenjun never knew that he could walk through here.

Following him through sideways, there was an open space full of weeds between the building and the wall. There was a bench full of damage from wind and rain on the open space. He Jinnian took out a few paper towels and wiped it, and then He sat up and patted the empty seat next to him.

Qiao Wenjun looked at the ashes on the bench, sighed, and sat down resignedly.

"Do you not know that there is such a place in the Medical University?"

He Jinnian unpacked the beer, opened a can and handed it to Qiao Wenjun.

"No normal person would squeeze that gap."

"Hey, if you just admire me, it's over. Why are you still swearing?"

He Jinnian took a sip of beer, looked up at the darkening sky, and breathed puffs of white steam.

"Li Huan and I used to come here often. We call this park."

"When I first started college, I was a nerd."

{When I saw him for the first time, I felt that this person was dumb. }

Qiao Wenjun and He Xi are in two places, listening to different people and telling the same story.

"I liked her the first time I saw her, but there are too many people chasing her."

{I didn't notice him at first. }

"I started trying to make myself fit her. I lengthened my body size and took off my favorite sweatpants."

{But then he seemed to change suddenly, with the hairstyle I like and the right clothes. }

"I saw her worrying in the library before the exam, so I worked up the courage to talk to her."

{Before that exam, I had a big fight with my boyfriend at the time, maybe because his expression was too misleading, he suddenly came over and said he could help me with my homework. }

"We gradually became acquainted, and she began to regard me as a friend. She would tell me what bothered me, and would take me to places she didn't want to go alone."

{I know he likes me, but I didn’t have any other thoughts about him at the beginning. Now that I think about it when I was young, I really did it. I didn’t like him and I didn’t want to let him go. At that time, I thought he was my private Property, I feel that even if the whole world leaves, he will not betray me, it is silly, it is so determined for no reason, but I don’t know that there are not many people who can really not leave. }

"She said she didn't want to study medicine. Her family members filled out her voluntary choice. She felt that being a doctor had a high salary and a stable job. I began to cover her to participate in various acting classes and interviews. Before the end of the term, I helped her make up lessons in the park."

{I'm still dreaming of being an actor, and he has been helping me. }

"The first time she successfully passed the interview for a small supporting role, she waited for me downstairs at the bishop, and then rushed over like a child and hugged me while talking and laughing."

{I don’t know what’s wrong with me. His weight in my heart began to gradually increase. No matter how small things happened, my first reaction was to share them with him. At this time Gong Hai appeared and began to Chase me with great fanfare. }

"I thought it would be a matter of course if things went on like this, and I could find a chance to confess my love, until I saw her get into Gong Hai's car with a rose in her arms."

{Gong Hai’s frequent appearances made me very tired. In the end, he promised me that as long as I had a meal with him, he would stop bothering me if I didn’t contact him afterwards. }

"The college allocated an opportunity to go abroad as an exchange student. I was one of the candidates for consideration. In fact, the teacher told me that it was just a matter of whether I wanted to go or not. I told him to let me think about it for a while."

{I feel that He Jinnian has something to hide from me, but if he doesn't tell me, it's not easy for me to ask. }

"I still decided to confess to her. If I didn't, I couldn't make a choice. So I asked her to go to the park at night. I have something to tell her."

{When I saw the news, I kept smiling unconsciously. I knew what he was going to say, and I also knew what my answer would be. }

Chapter 62

"Before I went to the appointment, I received a message from Zhang Ting and saw the contract."

{I picked out clothes for a long time at home that afternoon and put on delicate makeup. }

"I went to see the counselor and said that I would accept the opportunity to study abroad, asked for leave with him, packed my luggage and went home."

{The weather is a bit cold, I am wearing a skirt to look good, and I am stomping my steps, expecting him to appear.But I waited all night, and the sky began to turn pale, but he still didn't show up. I couldn't get through to his phone number, so I finally had to call his roommate. His roommate asked me in disbelief, did He Jinnian tell you?He has gone abroad. }

He Jinnian raised his head and downed the rest of the beer. The can was crushed between his fingers and smashed towards a missing brick on the wall.

"Actually, I left at that time not because I looked down on Li Huan. It's ridiculous to say it. At that time, I felt that I was inferior to Gong Hai. Gong Hai was capable of giving her everything she wanted. What about me? I have nothing."

Li Huan took a blanket and handed it to He Xi who was sitting cross-legged on the floor.

"I felt that I was being tricked at the time. I asked the counselor for his home phone number, and the string of numbers was in front of me, but I still didn't dial it in the end. Since I was a child, I was spoiled because of my appearance, which is ridiculous. My self-esteem does not allow me to bow my head first, as if I would lose. But in matters such as feelings, where does winning or losing come from.”

If I am young and promising, I will not feel inferior.

If I let go of my self-esteem, I will know how to advance and retreat.

Will the story be completely different from what it is today? Because of a misunderstanding, two people who love each other have fulfilled the so-called free and easy when they were young.

He Jinnian took out a cigarette from his coat and lit it.

"I came back after staying abroad for two years. I took a bunch of miscellaneous certificates and looked at them. I suddenly became a gold-plated incense nest. All hospitals sent me invitations, giving me internship opportunities and generous benefits. treatment."

"I could have chosen the hospital in my hometown and stayed with my parents, but in the end I came to Mexico City. At that time, I still had a glimmer of hope in my heart. At least in the same city as her, maybe I could still meet her."

"Mocheng says it's big or small. I've seen countless people coming and going in the hospital over the years, but I've never seen her. Then I gave up. I don't know when I forgot it. I started to live my own life, worrying about my own trivial matters. I used to think that I couldn’t do without her, but later I found that I still lived without her.”

Qiao Wenjun squashed the pot after drinking, and smashed it at the missing corner just like He Jinnian.

"Then what do you want to do now"

"What can I do? Things have gotten to this point, what else can I do? Apologize? The damage has already been done, so is apologizing useful?"

"Do you still like Miss Huan?"

"Ten years have passed between us, and we are no longer who we used to be. What we like is the person we were ten years ago. What is the difference between us and strangers now?"

"After all, we were such good friends before, don't you want to make up for it?"

He Jinnian focused his eyes on a small vine in the corner,

"She was right. I approached her first and liked her first. My goal from the beginning was not to be friends with her. This so-called friendship is actually just my unrequited love. How can we talk about repairing it?"

Qiao Wenjun looked at the hem of his clothes silently. He Jinnian had always seen things very clearly, and he had always seen himself accurately. He loved the Li Huan in that memory, so Li Huan loved the He Jinnian in that memory.

Even if you barely become friends, it will be like buying the toy you longed for when you were a child when you grow up, but you will never find that joy again.

He Jinnian nudged Qiao Wenjun with his elbow,

"Let's not talk about me, I haven't congratulated you on your engagement with He Xi yet, tsk, I really envy you who are in pairs, I'm the only one who is alone."

"Don't worry, when you are old, we will remember to call you every week to prevent you from dying at home alone and no one will find out."

"...I won't say anything superfluous. Anyone who looks at your road will know that it is not easy to walk. He Xi is still so famous now. Every little thing will be talked about, let alone this kind of Sensitive news, no one can tell what will happen in the future, you should prepare yourself as soon as possible."

Qiao Wenjun took out the cigarette case from He Jinnian's hand, took a cigarette, and lit it.

"Little Qiao, you have learned badly. I remember you don't smoke. This habit is not good, so let's quit."

"Then why don't you quit?"

"We both know the harm of smoking, but it's like you like someone who can never be yours. You know the result, can you not like it?"

Qiao Wenjun raised the corner of his mouth,

"You really know how to make excuses."

"That's the only specialty. Have you set a date for your wedding? Have your parents notified you?"

Qiao Wenjun's complexion became a little heavy when he heard that,

"No hurry, we're going to delay for a while, I don't care, at worst, if I fall out with Qiao Hongyu again, my uncle will understand me, but why can't, she and her grandma have been dependent on each other since she was a child, the old man can't understand that two girls are together, In addition, her grandma's health is not very good these days, so it's better not to stimulate her."

"Don't mind if I say something that is not very nice."

"You said."

"It's best never to talk to her grandma about this matter between you and He Xi. To say something stupid, the old man's time is numbered and his health is not good. Maybe he will leave suddenly one day, so why bother her. "

Qiao Wenjun sighed and took a deep drag on his cigarette.

He Xi didn't stay at Li Huan's house. When she called Qiao Wenjun, she found that her cell phone was turned off, so she told Li Huan that she was worried and wanted to go home and take a look. It was impossible for Li Huan to let her go back alone in the middle of the night. He took a coat, took the keys, and drove He Xi to the gate of Bishui, and then went home by himself.

It was eleven or twelve o'clock when Qiao Wenjun and He Jinnian left the medical university. Both of them were drunk and could not drive. Qiao Wenjun took out his mobile phone to find a substitute driver, but found that his mobile phone had turned off due to lack of battery.

He Jinnian was a rare hair-plucking iron rooster for a rare time. He hailed a taxi and took Qiao Wenjun home before heading back home by himself.Qiao Wenjun had no choice but to leave his car at the gate of the medical university and pick it up another day.

Chapter 63

Although the phone was turned off, she thought that Ji Zi had already gone to Li Huan's house to pick up He Xi, so she wasn't too worried.Entering the house, I saw He Xi in pajamas lying on the sofa in the living room on the first floor watching TV.Hearing the sound of Qiao Wenjun's return, he got up from the sofa, lay down on the backrest and watched Qiao Wenjun take off his coat and throw it into the trash can.

"Junjun! You're prodigal again!"

"I just sat for four hours in a filthy chair with a coat