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"Until I met Xiao Yi, after he went to work in that restaurant, after I got to know him, in my impression, he was full of energy every day, really like the people in the hot-blooded comics, always so positive, Optimistic. I was wondering, isn’t he tired? After getting to know him slowly, I learned about his life experience. He is also a person who is pushed by life. He is still so young, but he never gives up. He never thought about running away from anything. I think someone like him! It makes people feel distressed and admirable, so I became familiar with him..."

Mr. Zhan paused, then continued, "Then, what happened that day. I became what I am now. At that time, I felt that I was completely useless, and I would drag my parents down even if I was alive, especially my father because of me. Passed away. I really want to die and bid farewell to this cruel world and cruel life. I myself gave up at that time, but Xiaoyi has always insisted on it. Every time I commit suicide, he stops me Me. At that time, I thought he was really annoying. Not everyone is as strong as him, but thanks to him stopping me, I can live like this. After my last suicide attempt, my mother He grabbed my hand, cried and said to me, "You really, stop doing stupid things!Your dad is gone, if you too... what should I do. "...... I never thought that in my mind, such a great father would pass away, nor did I think that a mother who felt like a superman and could do everything well would be so fragile when......"

"Whenever a person dies, the living is the most painful, because death is such an easy thing, so how can I give up to life so quickly? I want to take my father's share and work hard with my mother! But I I didn't know what I was living for, so I asked Xiaoyi, "What is your dream?or want something? ’ He thought about it and told me, ‘I don’t know, but I want tonkatsu tomorrow. "What a simple sentence. At that moment, I figured it out. Why must I live on my dreams? Can't I live until the next summer just because I want to wear summer clothes in autumn? I am blind Ah, I’m not reconciled, I just want to paint, I want to paint more than ever, I want to paint the world I saw before, the world I feel now, and use the colors I can no longer see to bring out the colors of life in my heart. Painting, I just drew one after another, one day after another. I used to want to die because today has not changed, and it is still the same bad. Now I want to live because I want to draw one more picture, because I want to draw I haven’t finished painting yet, my world is still big! Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha." Mr. Zhan smiled boldly.

"It's all thanks to Xiao Yi, who never gave up on being decadent! From seeing to being blind, he has been exuding his heat! Thank you for being able to listen to him just now. A person like him can cry so much That way, it should be very tiring, and it’s good to let off steam. He once said that if he could, he wanted to travel all over the world, be a famous explorer, and make the world his notebook. So I want to Let him complete his own life, he said to be my eyes, and my legs, that's fine, but not by my side, but to the whole world, instead of me to see better scenery. Online How to say that sentence... By the way, he still has the stars and the sea, waiting for him to conquer!" Suddenly remembered something, lowered his voice, "Oh! Don't tell him Oh, because he would definitely not want to tell him directly."

When Lu Meng heard about Xiaoyi's lonely life experience, she didn't cry, and when she heard about Mr. Zhan's misfortune, she didn't shed tears. But when she saw Mr. Zhan look at life in such a positive way, she couldn't hold back her tears. Burying her head in Liang Ruofei's arms, Liang Ruofei stroked Lu Meng's shoulder and replied, "Okay, don't tell him."

When the sun hit Mr. Zhan, "The sun is so warm, it's so comfortable. It seems that I'm not so useless. I can still feel it even if I can't see it. It's great!" Mr. Zhan said casually In a word, he stretched himself and lay comfortably on the bed.

"Yes, that's great." Liang Ruofei looked at Lu Meng in his arms and sighed.Hearing this, Lu Meng raised his head and met Liang Ruofei's gaze. Although he was still crying, he smiled embarrassedly, sat up straight and pushed Liang Ruofei, but Liang Ruofei didn't care, took out a tissue, and wiped Lu Meng's wet face himself .

The three stayed quietly in the ward, enjoying the pleasant time in the afternoon, even if they didn't speak, they wouldn't be embarrassed.

"Huh, huh, I'm back. Huh!" the panting Xiaoyi came back with a book, "Here's the book you want, I'll put it on your bed."

"Okay, thank you for your hard work!" Mr. Zhan nodded in the direction of the voice.

"It's okay! By the way, teacher, the tea plums are blooming in front of our house!"

"Oh? Really? Ah, I really want to feel it now. It's a pity that I can't be discharged from the hospital yet."

"It's okay, you're discharged from the hospital, and it must still be open!" Xiaoyi smiled happily, and turned her head to see the potted flower on the window sill, "You have flowers in your room too! Do you want to smell it?"

"Okay!"

When Liang Ruofei and Lu Meng said goodbye to Mr. Zhan and Xiaoyi and walked out of the hospital, it was already two or three o'clock in the afternoon, but both of them felt as if it had been a long time.It is obvious that I have only known Xiaoyi and Mr. Zhan for a day, but it seems that I have known each other for a long time.

"We haven't eaten yet, do you want to eat something?" Stories have to be heard, and life has to be lived. No matter how you feel, you still have to eat.

"Okay, let's go to the West Lake, there are many online celebrity shops. After eating, go directly to the West Lake to play, maybe you can see the sunset." Lu Meng touched his chin and planned.

As expected, the restaurants by the West Lake were very popular, and they waited in line for nearly an hour before they sat down in the lobby. "I must eat back all the energy I spent queuing up!" Lu Meng expressed his ambition.

"You can definitely do it. Your usual appetite is twice as strong as your energy in queuing today." Liang Ruofei nodded earnestly, "encouraging" Lu Meng, so angry that Lu Meng directly raised his hand to hit Liang Ruofei, and immediately wanted to pat him. When he arrived at Liang Ruofei, Lu Meng pulled back his strength, turned his palm into a finger, lightly poked Liang Ruofei's shoulder, and gave Liang Ruofei a grin that bared his teeth.

The phone next to Lu Meng vibrated suddenly, and it was Li Yutong who sent her a message.

Pancake Fruit: Read the post! !That scumbag compromised!

Quickly opened the favorites, found the original post, it showed that it was deleted, and there was an apology post on the homepage, which described Yue Mingyi's actions in detail, so true that Lu Meng and Liang Ruofei couldn't believe it was a post. Yue Mingyi posted it himself.

Yimeng: Is the civil lawsuit so fast?

Pancake Guozi: He didn’t go to court, he confessed himself, and after we kept the evidence, we deleted all his photos and asked him to apologize in public!

Yimeng: Then his attitude is okay.

Pancake Fruit: What!Manuscript written by Zhang Zhaozhao! Force him to post it, and if he doesn't post it, send him a selfie to expose him.

Yimeng: Yes, yes, my sisters Tong and Zhao are amazing!

"You know what? That person apologized!"

Liang Ruofei was also very happy when he heard the news, "Great, are you venting your anger now?" He touched Lu Meng's hand, but Lu Meng's hand held it backwards.

"No! I don't want to vent my anger until I see netizens scolding him, otherwise who would be willing!" Rubbing the back of Liang Ruofei's hand with his thumb, he squinted his eyes and thought about Yue Mingyi's desolate situation.

"Okay, okay, eat yours quickly, and go to see the West Lake after eating!"

The West Lake at night is not inferior to the West Lake during the day. The lights on the shore of the lake lift up the veil of the night, and Lu Meng and Liang Ruofei walk on the white sand embankment with the wind blowing.

"It's such a happy day! I'm leaving tomorrow, I'm really reluctant!"

"Yeah, especially for Mr. Zhan and the others." Liang Ruofei looked at the lights in the distance and the passing boats, glanced at Lu Meng slyly, and asked, "Do you know what I want?"

Lu Meng didn't know why Liang Ruofei suddenly asked this, "What is it?" Shan asked stupidly.

"I want you!" Liang Ruofei, who succeeded, got Lu Meng's blushing face as he wished, "What are you talking about!"

When the redness faded, Lu Meng asked seriously, "Ruofei, your hands are shaking... Is it because of the hard work the past few days?"

Liang Ruofei stretched out her slender and well-articulated hands, "It's okay, I didn't fight too hard."

"It's been shaking for a few days and you still don't fight. Are you a fool? Isn't it just a trip?" Lu Meng was a little angry. Why didn't Liang Ruofei cherish her body? There will be another trip, so why be in such a hurry.

Liang Ruofei looked into the distance, "Because I don't want to miss the opportunity to experience with you, every time." I haven't heard Lu Meng speak for a long time, and I knew that Lu Meng would be embarrassed, so I took her slowly.