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She has no dreams, nor does she want to chase money and fame, but she has to live a similar life year after year, day after day, just like everyone else.So what is the purpose of living?This may be her own problem. Apart from her parents, she can't find anything worth living for, and she has never liked anyone. She feels that if she can have someone she likes and can live for, then that person Must be the light in her life.She feels that the final destination of life is to become a handful of dirt, so why live in such a restrained way.She just let her childish behavior go, but the reality will not allow too much, she still lives a mediocre life, but at least it is a little more interesting than others.

Despite this, she still feels very tired, and she also knows that other people are also very tired. There are more people who are more tired than her, and her things are insignificant, but she is really tired. Trouble can ruin the mood of the day.The days of copying and pasting seemed to overwhelm her, and what prompted her to live was her parents and her heart of not wanting to cause trouble to others.She couldn't find an outlet, so she could only keep everything in her heart, after all, it was a trivial matter, and she would only be ridiculed by others if she said it.

Many people say that she is very kind, and some people say that she is very funny, but she knows that her kindness stems from selfishness, and she also feels uncomfortable when she sees others suffering and does not help. In order not to make herself uncomfortable, she reaches out Helping, just like the old woman who sold shoes, seeing things that made her angry, but only to vent her anger for herself, she would do something gratifying, she was too selfish.It's funny because she thinks it's time to do it, not because her soul is so interesting.She is also greedy, not only in order not to make her selfish self sad, she wants to have thousands of mansions, to shelter the underprivileged people in the world, and to make her parents happy, but she is unwilling to live according to her parents' wishes, and wants to live out her own life, do you think she is stupid?Very fake?

Fortunately, the people she met since she was a child were all friendly and excellent, which made her feel that such a lost person is not worthy of such a good friend.Recently, she was more fortunate to meet someone she liked, but she began to doubt whether she had the courage to be herself for her, to live for her, after all, death is such an easy thing.So longing to be loved, she began to shrink back, she began to be afraid to love, afraid that that person would know that she was so sad, so selfish, so boring, and so greedy, and she was also afraid that for that person, what would happen to her? The living light is too heavy a burden..."

After Lu Meng finished speaking, Liang Ruofei was speechless for a long time. She didn't expect that Lu Meng would think so much and hide so many things in her heart. She looked at Lu Meng with some distress.After Lu Meng finished speaking, she just lowered her head, and after a few minutes, she looked up and saw Liang Ruofei's worried expression. Lu Meng was a little scared, she was afraid that Liang Ruofei would not understand what she said, and she also regretted throwing out her true words In the future, will she appear to be moaning innocently and hypocritically, so she started to laugh: "Actually, I'm just complaining casually, you don't have to take it to heart, I just have a little heart..."

Before he finished speaking, Liang Ruofei embraced him, "How can you think so?"

Lu Meng was just held in her arms in a daze, listening to her say, "If I can be the light that you live for, I will cherish this burden. Your selfishness and greed are all caused by others. No, I like you like this, only one thing you said is right, you are too sad." Holding Lu Meng's shoulders and pushing her away a little, looking into her eyes, "Then you are willing to let me do it Is your light?" Seeing that Lu Meng was silent, he knew that Lu Meng's knot was not so easy to untie, "It's okay, you can think about it carefully, or we can try it first, if you don't think it works, you can revoke my light Ji, how is it?"

Liang Ruofei's words successfully made Lu Meng laugh, but Lu Meng never gave an answer.

"Have you thought about it? Then I'm not in a hurry, you think about it carefully," Liang Ruofei said, rubbing Lu Meng's cheek with his thumb, "I really hope you don't think about it that way, I hope I can accompany you Spend your life, so that your life is no longer copy and paste, you think about it, I not only hope to be the light in your life, but also hope that you can be the light in mine. Okay?"

Lu Meng nodded, "I... know that the problem lies with me, and I will try my best..." Liang Ruofei stopped him before he could finish speaking.Liang Ruofei raised an index finger against Lu Meng's lips, shook his head and said, "No, don't hold it in your heart anymore, you have me, you have Li Yutong, and many good friends, you can find them all, don't worry about them anymore. Think about it yourself, look at the people around you more, we are all there.”

Lu Meng closed her eyes and nodded, showing a relaxed smile. For the first time, she took the initiative to hug Liang Ruofei, "Thank you." She buried her head in Liang Ruofei's neck and hugged her for a long time.

Although she really didn't want to ruin the current atmosphere, Liang Ruofei still couldn't hold back, "But don't look for that Li Luo, I feel that he has bad intentions for you."

Hearing these words all of a sudden, Lu Meng laughed and fell into Liang Ruofei's arms, and Liang Ruofei let her nestle in her arms. The person in her arms gradually calmed down, and she heard her ask: "Do you think I am very happy?" Are you hypocritical? Obviously my life is so peaceful."

"No, it may be that you have lost your will to live because of living in a calm and calm life. It's like sailing on a windless and calm water."

"......Um."

The two were trapped until after one o'clock in the evening. A person who returned home found that the elevator was broken and called for maintenance personnel, only to find the two trapped inside.

During the rescue process, Liang Ruofei kept her arms around Lu Meng. Just a few seconds before the door was pried open, Liang Ruofei lowered his head and called out to Lu Meng softly. Covered with something soft and moist, Liang Ruofei's face was so close to her, the kiss was so close that Lu Meng didn't even have time to react.

When she realized it, the door had already opened, so she could only stare at Liang Ruofei, and couldn't say anything.And Liang Ruofei just smiled at her.Looking at Lu Meng walking out of the elevator door, Liang Ruofei seemed to see Lu Meng walking out of the maze he had set up.

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Chapter 22

Hearing the sound of the door lock twisting, Li Yutong woke up from sleep, paid attention to the movement in the living room, picked up the desk lamp beside him, and was ready to start shopping with criminals at any time.

Li Yutong was ready to sacrifice in her heart, and with a tragic mood, she rushed out of her room to take a look, only to see Lu Meng in the living room alone, looking at her in shock.

"What kind of look do you have?" Lu Meng saw Li Yutong with disheveled hair, wearing pajamas, holding a desk lamp, and suddenly rushed out of the room, "Did you pretend to be a wild man to welcome me?" She had never seen such a thing before. Li Yutong who doesn't care about her own image.

"It's you," Li Yutong breathed a sigh of relief, his heart fell to the ground, scratched his head, and complained, "I thought you weren't coming back, it's so late. Scared me It was a big jump, I thought a thief had entered the house!"

"Oh, are you going to hit the thief with a desk lamp? Well, it's very lethal." Lu Meng deliberately teased, "Where else can I go if I don't come back? Sleeping on the street? You woman is so cruel!"

Li Yutong poured himself a glass of water, "Of course I'm going to Liang Ruofei's house." After speaking, he didn't realize what was wrong, so he drank leisurely.

"I...Why are you going to Ruofei's house? Tell me well."

Li Yutong was so sleepy, she covered her mouth, rolled her eyes, and yawned, "Didn't I wake up? I'll go to sleep, good night." Xiaobu walked quickly Hid in his room.

As long as you use your brain, you will know that Li Yutong already knows about her and Liang Ruofei, and she doesn't know how much effort she has put in. Staring at the closed door, Lu Meng covered her heart and whispered, "Thank you. "

Early the next morning, Lu Meng just woke up, finished washing, sat on the sofa, staring blankly, waiting for Li Yutong to finish putting on makeup and go to work together.

The doorbell rang suddenly. Lu Meng opened the door and saw that it was Liang Ruofei. She was carrying three breakfasts and said with a smile, "Good morning! I know you are not in the habit of eating breakfast, so I brought you breakfast."

"Thank you!" Lu Meng was just about to reach out to pick it up, but Liang Ruofei suddenly withdrew his hand, "Hey, this is three servings, don't you invite me in to eat together?" Lu Meng was entwined with sticky and gentle eyes.

Lu Meng couldn't stand such an offensive all of a sudden, and quickly stepped aside, pretending not to see her eyes.When Li Yutong came out, he saw Liang Ruofei and Lu Meng sitting together having breakfast. Li Yutong, who was like a mirror in his heart, immediately understood, and said to Lu Meng: "Well, I have something to do, I have to leave early, you eat slowly."