Dedicated to the thorns

Knot?

Neurologist's diagnosis?

Could it be Yaran?Could it be that the person I really like is Yaran?Guan Ying didn't know why she thought so.

The events of more than a month appeared in Guan Ying's mind, thinking that he was very happy to see her, and wanted to be by her side all the time, not just being friends with her.

God!Guan Ying lay on her bed and her mind was spinning rapidly. What is liking?what is love?Xi Guanchuan?Aran?

She was looking forward to meeting him, and also looking forward to meeting her.

She took out her mobile phone and typed on the search engine: Girls like girls.It was quickly deleted again, and she obviously found that she was very anxious inside. Could it be that her illness was because of this.Could it be that he actually likes girls and is gay?

gay! ? OMG!

But I have also been in love, and I also like Ogawa!

I like both boys and girls...

Guan Ying's heart suddenly became calm.

☆、Chapter 21 1

"Do I like Yaran?" Guan Ying lay on the bed, looking at the ceiling.She can't sleep, and she knows the answer to that question. "But I also like Xiaochuan." Guan Ying searched the Internet with her mobile phone, and she felt that the keywords on the engine hurt her heart a bit.

what to do?Guan Ying spent the whole night recalling that she has never liked a girl since she was a child, why did she like Yaran?

Falling in love with two people at the same time seems to be a very sweet thing.However, one of my favorite objects is a boy and the other is a girl, so I don't feel like I'm bothered at all.If you like two boys, you may be very troubled.However, she was still troubled at this time, and she felt that she couldn't accept that she liked Yaran.

Guan Ying knows that homosexuality exists in this world, and she has never felt that there is anything wrong with them. She knows that there are many people who hate them and think that homosexuality is wrong.She has never, she feels that existence is natural, there is no right or wrong.At this time, she has become one of them, and she is a little thankful that she did not discriminate against herself now.But she still can't accept it quickly.

Guan Ying kept swiping her phone, "Homosexuals, people who have love and sex with the same sex", she thought about this sentence for a long time, she just likes Yaran, and she doesn't want to have love and sex with her!Thinking of this Guan Ying blushed, what the hell! ?What am I thinking! ?

Looking at the time, it was already 12:[-], but Guan Ying still didn't feel sleepy.She wanted to figure out one thing, whether she was gay or not.She knows that she likes Yaran, which cannot be denied.She doesn't think she's gay, she thinks she must just be in a normal liking.Just like girls like dolls.But she is alone?That's what friends like!But seeing her is very happy, like love?But I didn't feel this way when I was in love before!Could it be that I have never loved before?No!

All evening, she was asking and answering herself.Finally, when it was almost four o'clock, it was almost dawn.I still have to go to work today, how can I go to work if I haven't had a good rest?I still have to sleep for a while, don't think about it first, think about it when I wake up!Guan Ying discussed with herself, but she still didn't feel sleepy at all.

Finally, I couldn't stop thinking until it was time to go to work.

Guan Ying bought a can of coffee in the supermarket downstairs to ensure that he would not fall asleep at work in the morning.As soon as Shen Tong saw Guan Ying, she stared at her face.

"what happened?"

"Daguan, did you not sleep well last night?"

"You saw it." Guan Ying thought to herself that she looked in the mirror this morning, and she didn't have any dark circles under her eyes. "How did you see that?"

"You have a pimple."

"Ah!" Guan Ying immediately took out the mirror, and there was a pimple on the left side of her forehead. She was too anxious to notice when she went out in the morning, "Oh my God!" Actually got a pimple!

"Why didn't you sleep well? We didn't work overtime yesterday, we finished all the work!" Shen Tong asked with concern.

"Maybe it's too late to look at the phone, after all, the phone can't be afforded and can't be put down."

"It was the same with me before. When I looked at my phone, I could see the daytime. Later, my skin got worse, so I decided to go to bed after turning off my phone!"

"Then I'll try it from today."

Guan Ying was very energetic, probably because of the can of coffee.She knew that she was overstretching her body, and she clearly needed to rest, but she kept her brain awake, and she felt a little uncomfortable.

When I arrived at the company, Yaran was already sitting in the office, Guan Xiang greeted her as usual, she was still as happy as ever, she was very happy.But when she thought of the question that she had been thinking about all night, she felt very uncomfortable.

☆、Chapter 21 2

Guan Ying had been sitting in a chair all morning in a daze. She knew that behind the two windows was the person she wanted to see very much, that gentle woman.Yaran, whom I knew since I was a child.

Aran, why do you please me so much?Why am I happy to see you?why are you so gentleYes, I like her tenderness!

Guan Ying suddenly felt out of breath and broke into a cold sweat.She grabbed the clothes on her chest and curled up on the chair. "Why?"

Why are you sick again?What exactly is the cause of this symptom?Isn't the heart knot not Yaran?

"I admit, I like her!" Guan Ying shouted in her heart, she wanted to see if her illness would disappear.But the symptoms did not go away and lasted for a long time.

After the symptoms disappeared, she felt that she was ridiculous just now.It's like admitting that you like Yaran, you won't get sick.It's like knowing the cause of the disease, and the disease will be cured.Regardless of whether the knot is Yaran or not, she knows that she likes her and loves her.

"Yes, I love her. Even so, so what? She is married, she has a husband and children, and there is no possibility for me and her. It's like liking someone, not necessarily being with her. Liking someone What's so scary? What am I afraid of? Can't I just secretly like it? What's wrong with me?"

"I don't have any doubts. The doctor made a mistake. How did I believe what the doctor said?"

Guan Ying decided to see a doctor in another hospital next week.

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Since returning from that archaeological investigation, Dai Jun and Huang Zhuoxi have been in frequent contact.For this purpose, Dai Jun bought a telephone and a calling card.He felt guilty, he knew that Aran would not check his mobile phone, but he still felt uneasy, and he had to be safe when doing things.

Of course, Dai Jun would go home on time every day, and he would never chat with Huang Zhuoxi in front of Yaran.Only when Dai Jun was working alone in the study, did he secretly use a new WeChat to chat with her on the computer.He didn't take out the new mobile phone at home, so it would be easier for Yaran to find out.As for the use for novices, it is naturally used when Dai Jun finds an excuse to go out on weekends.

However, Dai Jun has a problem. What excuse can he find to go out on weekends?grocery shopping?I have never done this myself.Wouldn't it be a bit suspicious to go out to buy vegetables?How long does it take to buy groceries?So something is wrong with the unit?It's not clear that it will be revealed every minute!It seems that it is not so easy to meet Zhuo Xi on weekends.But Dai Jun is ready to move, he wants to go out to meet her, have a tryst with her, and make trouble with her.

Looking at Yaran and Keke, Dai Jun couldn't find an excuse to go out. Even if he found an excuse, he felt that he would stutter when he told a lie.Only when Yaran takes Keke out on weekends, Dai Jun has time to go out.

However, apart from weekends, Dai Jun and Huang Zhuoxi also had the chance to have trysts.That's during the lunch break, which is much easier than making excuses to go out on the weekends.But it's not that simple, because there is the obstacle of Xiang Chuan, Xiang Chuan always eats with them.As long as Xiang Chuan is thrown away, the time at noon will be theirs.

But Dai Jun also naturally knew that Xiang Chuan was not that stupid, so Dai Jun wouldn't let him go blatantly.Just say that you don't want to eat at noon, and sometimes Xiang Chuan doesn't want to eat, then the opportunity for him and Huang Zhuoxi will come.Or both Dai Jun and Huang Zhuoxi said they don't want to eat, but this kind of situation will only happen occasionally, otherwise Xiang Chuan will definitely be suspicious.

Therefore, even if they don't have weekends, they still have a lot of time to spend together.

Sometimes, Dai Jun looked at Yaran beside him.He thought, she didn't know all this, if she knew, she would be sad.

☆、Chapter 21 3

Xi Guanchuan would chat with Guan Ying every day. He felt that he and Guan Ying were already in a quasi-couple relationship. As long as he used some snacks, Guan Ying would become his girlfriend.As for talking about marriage, that's a matter for the future, but you have to have a girlfriend first.In fact, he is not short of girlfriends, but he believes more in sight, so he politely rejects many of his admirers.Even when Aunt Wang introduced him, he never thought that Guan Ying was the girl he wanted to get along with.