But for the Qing, never lovesick + extra

I convinced myself that I put aside all the messy things in my mind these days, and simply shared them with the dear ones around me.

The last stop of the university went to the ancient town in Lin province, because it was available on the same day, and the seven-day travel time was full of memories of the ancient town.

The seven of us booked a dormitory in the youth hostel.

In the words of the third sister, it is a fulfillment of our common wish for Xiaoqi to return to the family.

She said to me with a teasing smile, which made Jin Yan beside me blush.

In those days, everyone was very happy, especially Xiao Qi.She is kind and curious about all things, no matter the weather is sunny or rainy, there is a smile on the corner of her mouth that makes people happy at first sight.

I only found out after asking in private that it was her first time going out.

She asked me back, and I said that my family had gone to the sea together before.

She clasped my arm and turned her head to act like a baby, asking me to take her there next time, panic gradually appeared in her eyes.

"Okay." I tried my best to answer her calmly, concealing the turmoil in my heart.

Where our future goes, neither of us is sure.

She expressed her heart directly, and I tried my best. In the words of the third sister, this is good.

……

The ancient town is crowded with people, and the leisurely atmosphere is completely covered by glitz.

We spent half a day waiting in line, hoping to commemorate the opportunity in front of the ancient town.

The three older sisters are in front, the four younger ones are in the back, Yun Yi is in the front, hugging left and right, Jin Yan is holding my hand and putting it on her shoulders, and on the other side, Zhong Xin is quietly making rabbit ears on top of Du Qing's head .

The photos are full of bright joy, and the tranquility of the sky and the years in that environment.

Each of us has one.This is also the only group photo of the seven of us so far.

Compared with the hustle and bustle of the ancient town, our own memories belong to us, and we spend more time traveling in youth hostel dormitories.

This week's dormitory was extraordinarily lively due to the sleeping meeting. In addition, the random bed location greatly enhanced the warmth.

The first night, Third Sister and Xiao Wu forced the eldest sister and Xiao Qi to occupy the lower berth, shouting that Feng Shui took turns, and drove the three of us to the upper berth.

From the second night onwards, the dormitory bed was half empty, and the two took turns sharing a bed.

Before going to bed that day, Xiao Liu came up with an idea: To be fair, Xiao Qi, as a "family treasure", cannot belong to anyone alone. These few days, it will be owned by the sisters in turn.

Zhong Xin "sold" Jin Yan with one sentence.

The sisters agreed one after another.

At that time, Jin Yan was sitting next to me in her pajamas, and I turned my head to see that the girl's ears were blushing silently.

In seven days, the combination of who and who was finished, and my relationship with her was left on the last night.

It was very lively downstairs, Xiaowu and Xiaoliu grabbed the quilt for a long time, our lower berth, the third sister who was sleeping alone sighed slightly sadly, the two people on the other side had long since disappeared.

The upper bunk is empty as far as the eye can see.

Just us.

There is still room in the lower berth, but she insists on pulling me up, calling it "feel the upper berth".

We were very cautious at first, lying flat and covered with a quilt, with a faint gap left in the middle.

When Xiaowu and Xiaoliu were fighting for the quilt, we were on the top, looking at the ceiling and laughing silently. When the two of them were scared away by the third sister, I peeked to the side and saw that the face encouraged me a little.

She tugged on my cuff, "I'm cold."

I turned around and reached over her to tuck in the quilt.

She put her arms around my arms and stared at the side of my face, "Don't move, I'm cold."

When I looked at her, she quickly closed her eyes with a contented smile on her cheeks.

I slept very well that night, and the warmth around me melted into my heart, making me feel at ease.

When I woke up, I didn't know when it was turned upside down, and I was lying on my back and she slept next to me.

I didn't hug the quilt, and she didn't sleep curled up.

We slept together for the first time, squeezed into a small bed, and we got used to it.

Nuanyu in my arms moved, I blinked to wake up, and lowered my head to meet her eyes.

She was already awake, and when she saw me awake, she lowered her head to my shoulder and whispered, "I don't want to go."

My heart fluttered.I saw her hair up, and I didn't understand if she said "don't go" because she didn't want to leave here, leave school, or go abroad.

Maybe both.

Of course I don't want to, I don't want to go back to face the entanglement, I don't want to perfunctory her and coax her, and I don't want to be separated from her.

In an instant, retreat was pervasive.

There were faint movements under the bunk.

I just settled down, pushed away the negativity I shouldn't have, and tilted my head to tease her, "Then who will accompany me to see the sea?"

She just smiled and rubbed the tip of her nose against my cheek, "Of course it's me."

Get out of bed, wash, and embark on the return journey.

At the end of the only journey of the seven of us, a memory and an old photo remain.

Perhaps for me and her, there is still an intimate past that cannot be returned.

……

After returning to school, I secretly went to the teacher and told me about my premeditated plan. He couldn't hold back me and had to agree, and introduced me to my father's old boss, now Captain Xu of the criminal police team in the bureau.

I briefly restate my thoughts.

They are old friends of my father, and they share the same interests. When they heard that I was willing to do the work of investigating old cases, they were gratified for my father, but they couldn't help worrying about me.

After several discussions, it was decided.Team Xu asked the bureau leader for instructions, and secretly filed a record in the bureau.

Later, I had a private appointment. During that day, the two of them taught me a lot, informed me of the backup deployment in the bureau, repeatedly told me to be cautious, and tried my best to pass on my undercover experience.

Undercover... I was listening, unable to stop being obsessed with this word.

Undercover, sneaked into her house and exposed his father's secrets.

She treated me with all her sincerity, and that's how I responded to her with hypocrisy...

In the end, I heard Team Xu ordering me to evacuate at any time in case of danger.

I responded, said goodbye and turned around, feeling ashamed.

It was my selfishness that deceived everyone.

Even so, no regrets.

……

Graduation came as scheduled.

Except for the second sister who went back to her hometown to work, and Jin Yan who went abroad to study abroad, several of us applied for the city's public security criminal police team.

The day before seeing off my second sister, I panicked that this might be our last reunion day.

at that time.The few of us met for the first time in Jin Yan’s rented house. For a moment, everyone was laughing and listening to us talking about the fun of choosing decorations to renovate the house. In a moment, we were all sitting on the sofa sullenly.

The second sister promised us to come back to reunite every year on vacation, and solemnly invited us to visit her often.

The topic unknowingly talked about the future full of expectations, and the atmosphere eased.

For the break-up meal, they ate the same hot pot as when they were freshmen and Xiaoqi.

"So many years have passed in a blink of an eye." The second sister is always elegant, and it was much rarer to say a few words from her heart that night: "You all have to take care of yourself, take good care of yourself... Big sister, Yiyi, Qingqing, Xinxin... "

"And you two, Yang Yang, Yan Yan."

I felt sad, looked up at her, heard her say this, lowered my head guiltily to cover it up.

"You two have to be good." I heard her talking about me to Jin Yan, "She is just a little melon, withdrawn and stubborn, determined to make up her mind and never repenting... If she is stubborn and angry with you, tell her Just make sense, if it doesn't make sense, come to us..."

I lowered my head and heard her turn to me again: "I work with Jin Yan and sleep with you. I can see clearly how you two are... you two have to be good, and you have something to say. As long as your hearts are together , there is no hurdle that cannot be overcome."

I could hear my nose sour, and just in time for the boiling pot to bubble, I covered up my sniffing with the boisterous gurgling sound.

I turned my head to look at Jin Yan who was sitting next to her, she raised her head and quietly shed tears...

As soon as the hot pot is steaming, the situation is unavoidably sad, I think, in the haze, everyone is the same.

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The second sister left, everyone dispersed, and we were the only ones left in the room.

I sat in a corner of the sofa, blankly recalling the reunion the day before...

We had a "feast" created by seven chefs around the table, and we hated each other's craftsmanship;

We nestled on the sofa and played games, watching Xiao Wu being wronged and acting like a baby;

We sat side by side on the balcony watching the stars and the moon, imagining the future;

Before going to bed, three or four of us huddled together on one bed, laughing and making a fuss...

The book says that the past cannot be recovered, and it probably expresses this kind of nostalgic feeling.

Jin Yan sat down next to me, hugged me and slowly exerted force, "We have agreed, you are not allowed to leave..."

I didn't speak, and turned to look at her.

She closed her eyes and raised her lips gently, a tear came from the corner of her eyes, "I want to have you waiting for me every time I come back."

I can't bear to lie to her again.

Now weaving up sweet dreams to trick her into yearning, in the end, she will suffer double the pain.

I suddenly realized that by her side now, I was plotting to hurt her.

Those who lied to her broke her heart.

People who claim to punish evil and promote good are doing a stupid thing...

She was no longer willing to wait, and looked up at me suspiciously.