If Affectionate Unequal [Hollywood]

I might not be ranked at all.

Tears kept rolling down.

Maybe in the future, when I look back at today, I will not feel so sad, but at this moment, the young me in my 20s has been praised since I was a child, and I am full of love...

I've never felt so unloved.

Just being ignored by her is like being abandoned by the whole world.

How could I possibly stay here any longer.

I just want to get out fast and never want to come to this hotel or this country again in my life.

While sobbing, I put the things into the box. I didn't have the heart to tidy them up, so I just stuffed them in all at once.When I randomly pulled out the clothes in the closet, the nightdress fell off.

I reached out with tears in my eyes to pick it up.

Did not receive.

It fell to the ground all at once.

I knelt down, slowly picked up the clothes, and hugged them tightly, just like hugging myself.

I... I'm still being selfish...

Chapter 65 Chapter 65

I packed my things, booked a plane ticket with my mobile phone, and left the hotel.

Without her, I don't want to see any beautiful scenery.

The phone rang, I was crying just now, but I didn't answer it.

It was she who called.

For the first time in my life, I didn't want to contact her.

I didn't answer, but she sent another text message. I could guess what she said, and I didn't want to open it.

My air was sucked into a vacuum by my emotions little by little, my heart seemed to have nothing left, and my body became an empty shell, only the tears that flowed out on my own.

The heart is blunt and dull.

Only the tears kept flowing silently.

I wear sunglasses, an early morning flight, maybe it will be noticeable, maybe not, now I don't care, it seems to be photographed, and people are watching me.I don't even care if I get recognized.

I seem to be in a transparent bottle, and the people and voices around me are isolated by me.

Going around, changing planes, and finally on the way to Los Angeles.

Not long ago, I embarked on this route full of expectations and hopes. I never expected to come back in such a way and with such a mood...

Ironic.

In the final analysis, my expectations were too high to accept this gap.

Putting it before, I might be disappointed and sad, but I won't be so wronged and sad.Because I know she's a mom and the kids are an absolute priority.

It's her gentleness towards me these days and the feelings she showed towards me that gave me greedy thoughts.I recognized myself as her girlfriend, and unconsciously wanted to confirm my position in her heart.

In fact, she never said that I was her girlfriend, or that she liked me. Every time, she always left first, and left after answering the phone. It was like this from the beginning.

Every time, I was not her first choice.

We are still in different positions, the rhythm and pace are not consistent.

That time when she came to New York to see me, her kiss was only a flash in the pan.

I did it on my own.

After leaving the airport, it was late at night again.

My stomach was empty, my head hurt and my eyes hurt.

Then it was discovered that the suitcase was missing.

I don't know where I forgot.Maybe I didn't bring my suitcase on the plane at all, or maybe I didn't leave the hotel in the first place.

Can't remember.

Forget it, it doesn't matter.

The me who exercised and dieted in order to meet her to have a better body shape, the me who tried countless skirts just to choose the one that suits me best, and she would praise me for looking good, that silly me, prepare to study the flight route for a few days first In order to arrive early, I foolishly waited for her in the room, and I was full of imagination.

The me who is full of expectations, shy, and can't help looking forward to it.

Just let that me stay in that moment, in that hotel.

Let time stay in that moment, don't come to me now.My vision blurred again.

I sniffed, stood up and walked.

This is the last place I have memory.

Later, I recalled that I heard the sound of the car and at the same time I heard a stranger calling my name, and someone rushing towards me.The moment I fell to the ground, I was dizzy for an indeterminate amount of time, and then I felt severe pain in my left leg, and the pain in my cheek pierced densely.

Someone came to hold me down, an unfamiliar man's voice.

"Don't touch her yet."

"Call quickly."

"Is that Elle? God, God..."

"She came out suddenly...ah, her face is bleeding..."

"Talk to me, don't sleep, stay awake, the ambulance will be here soon." The face of the strange man flashed in front of my eyes, and his lips said a name.

My eyelashes move.

The light is very dazzling, I can't open my eyes, the sound of the horn is very loud, my ears are ringing, rumbling, and there is a long metallic sound. The eyes light up and then go dark, and the light spots float. The light spreads out and gathers together, and is swallowed by the darkness. .

When I woke up, I could smell the disinfectant.

When I opened my eyes, my eyes hurt, and it took me a long time to adapt to the light. It was swollen and astringent, with a white ceiling and a bed sheet. I raised my hand, and the back of my hand was stuck with a needle.

Looking further ahead, Nancy was looking at me, and came over to put a pillow on my back.

I just saw a plaster cast on my left leg, and I felt numb and numb for a while.

"Fracture of the tibial plateau of the left leg. I just finished the operation. Fortunately, I was admitted to the hospital in time, and I was given nutrients. You haven't eaten for a long time." Nancy said.

I was silent for a while before I said, "Does my mother know?"

"She's going on a trip. I don't know yet. I haven't notified her yet. Dakota called just now. She's filming and will come over tomorrow."

"No..." I went to find my phone.

"Don't move, lie down. The phone is here." Nancy handed it over.

I saw that my mobile phone had been turned off, probably out of battery, and the screen had also fallen and shattered into spider webs.

"I talked to her on the phone, and she said to come over as soon as possible. She is in a small town in Colorado. I can't remember what her name is. Anyway, it's a place where birds don't shit."

"Hmm..." My eyes still hurt, so I rubbed my palms together and covered them.He touched his forehead, put on the gauze, and touched the rest of his face.

With my state like this, I definitely won't be able to make movies for the time being, and I've confirmed that I have one movie ready to shoot, and two more are in the process of being approached.

Nancy is a very professional and caring agent. She cares about me, worries about me, and never interferes with me. On the contrary, I must have caused her a lot of trouble.I didn't tell her, including this trip.

"There is no way, your face is swollen, so you can't take pictures like this, I will deal with it." She said.

"I'm sorry." I whispered, "I'm being willful this time."

Nancy was silent for a while, then asked me instead, "Shall I call her?"

I froze suddenly, and shook my head slowly after a few seconds.

Nancy snorted, "Then what are you?"

I stared at her blankly.

Nancy frowned, "Why are you doing this? Are you still you?"

I hang my head.

She let out a breath slowly, "Here for the time being tonight, we will transfer to another hospital early tomorrow morning, you should have a good rest."

She called my assistant in and went out.

Now she has to help me clean up the mess, she must be very busy.

I was too guilty to speak.

The assistant sister sat beside me very considerately, accompanied me, and asked me if my leg hurt.

It hurts a bit, but I can live with it.

She stroked my head, very lovingly, let me sleep for a while.

I forcefully smiled at her, "I'm not disfigured, am I?"

The assistant hurriedly shook his head, "No, how come?"

She took out a small mirror and let me take a picture.

The face in the mirror showed adhesive tape on the forehead, a band-aid on the chin, and some small scars that had scabbed over.

Those eyes were red and swollen.

"Like a mummy?" I joked.

The sister assistant pursed her lips and shook her head, "This joke is not funny, you are hurt..."

I bit my lip and couldn't continue. I could only close my eyes and lay back on the pillow, "Does the outside world know?"

"Someone at the airport took a video of you, and the paparazzi are also fast. Now the news of your car accident cannot be concealed." The assistant sister said cautiously, "The rest should be unclear."

Thanks to the disguise,

Fortunately, I changed the plane, so I shouldn't be able to find out where I went, so it won't affect her...

She didn't even go...

It can't affect her either.

I laughed at myself for worrying too much.

I remembered that I seemed to hear a man talking to me before I fell into a coma, and her name was mentioned, it might be an auditory hallucination...

She doesn't like surfing the Internet and won't know about my car accident.

That's fine, that's fine...