If Affectionate Unequal [Hollywood]

What kind of person would Angelia like?I frowned and counted her past appointments, but I couldn't guess what type she would like.

She is too far away from me.

Age, education, life, everything is too far away.

This kind of distance made me feel a lot of inexplicable melancholy.

The last time we parted, I naively asked her if we would meet again?

Although she said yes.

But it's not really possible.I always show an immature side for my age in front of her.I thought about it for a while, and then wondered if I was too boring during this time.

On National Day, I put on heavy makeup, wore a red-haired wig, painted the national flag on the left cheek, and pasted several colorful stars on the right cheekbone.I ran to New Jersey to watch the fireworks on the island across the Hudson River, with a bottle of beer in my coat pocket.

There are some young people around, mostly students from NYU.We went to the underground warehouse to dance and had a crazy time.

A girl dressed as a harlequin danced beside me the whole time, with twin ponytails, one high and one low, one red and one blue, with smoky makeup.The baseball jacket was shorts, and the black socks were still torn.I couldn't help laughing when I first saw her, it's not Halloween, and then I thought red and blue are also the colors of the national flag.

She was chewing gum, her eye makeup was a bit messed up, and she stared at me: "You look like that Hollywood... Elle Fanning? You know, the one who acted in Disney's princess movie..."

I am serious: "A lot of people say that."

She bared her teeth and smiled: "She looks silly." She looked me up and down and smiled again: "You are different..."

I suppressed my laughter and continued to be serious: "Isn't it!"

She suddenly approached, and I smelled a warm smell of wine: "Let's go somewhere else to play together?" The hand touched my shoulder and slid over, stroking gently.

My heart skipped a beat, I coughed and said, "It's pretty good here..."

The girl's hand touched my back again.

I felt uncomfortable all over, and smiled stiffly: "Besides, I also have a curfew..." Probably seeing that my ambition was not here, her expression suddenly became dull: "It's such a pity..."

I had to smile again.

She had already withdrawn, looked at me and winked again: "A kiss?"

The atmosphere wasn't awkward, she approached my lips decisively, I subconsciously turned my head and was kissed on the cheek.The girl murmured in a plaintive tone: "Comeon, today is National Day!"

Probably because I drank some wine, I suddenly felt nothing. I was taller than her, so I lowered my head and kissed her cheek: "You are right, National Day."

Her eyes were shining, she held my cheek and wanted to kiss my lips again, I smiled and avoided: "hey..."

Unable to avoid it, she kissed her on the lips.She still wanted to take a step closer, so I hurriedly backed away.

She giggled, shrugged and left.

It’s not that I’m making a fuss, my best friend and I would occasionally kiss and hug each other on the face, and kissing and kissing are also normal. Those kisses were all friendship, but the girl’s kiss just now was obviously full of desire.

Unlike the slightly bearded cheeks of boys, the skin of girls is much smoother.

In August, Nancy brought me a novel.

"Take a look first, the film copyright of this book has been bought by Tom Ford, it is said that he wants to make this film."

I took it curiously, the title of the book is "Total Eclipse of the Heart".

"What are you talking about?"

"Homosexuality."

I was taken aback, then raised my head and asked her, "Do you want me to pick it up?"

Nancy waved her hand: "It's very early, I just heard that Tom Ford is interested in filming, but there is no script or project yet, just a little rumor."

"However, as long as he wants to make a film, he should be able to establish a project, and funding is not a problem. His two previous films received good responses, and they are also destined for mainstream awards. I think we can prepare in advance."

I know this, Tom Ford is a fashion guru, the designer speaks out, once worked for Gucci, and later ran his own brand, he is already a top figure in fashion.He went to make a movie again, the first one was nominated for an Oscar for the leading actor, and the second one even won the Venice Jury Award.

"As long as he shoots, the competition for the leading role is still pretty big. Why don't you read the book first, and I'll read it too, and we'll make a decision."

It took me three days to finish reading this novel, and I was in tears. I really like this novel. The writing is beautiful, and the psychological description is especially good. Readers can quickly immerse themselves in it.

Nancy also called me after watching it: "I also think it's good, it's very good to adapt it into a script, and I will help you pay attention to this project."

After more than two months, she came to inform me: "The project has been approved, and the script is almost ready. Tom and his casting director are selecting actors."

There is a big age difference between the two female characters in the book, one is in her 20s and the other in her 40s.According to Tom's habits, he should not choose actors with too raw faces.

"I heard that Tom is already in contact with Ronan."

I sighed with disappointment, Saoirse Ronan is four years older than me, and has already had Otis three times, so I'm out of luck.

"Anyone else has chosen?"

"Jessica Chastain is also said to be interested in the script, but hasn't hammered the hammer yet."

"Oh." I didn't have much hope at first, but I just felt a little pity.

"It's okay, it's not confirmed anyway, we can discuss it, I personally think this role is more suitable for you, if the character in the novel can dance ballet, you are closer in terms of age, I have already given your information to the casting director Now, getting an audition should not be a problem." Nancy is very optimistic about this project and has confidence in me.

"Okay!" I shook my fist.

A few days later, she called me: "Jessica Chastain has withdrawn due to scheduling conflicts, but Ronan's side has not been confirmed yet. You can meet with Tom the day after tomorrow to chat."

It was the first time I saw Tom Ford, he was really tall and handsome, everything from his clothes to his beard was perfect.He spoke slowly, with sparkles in his eyes, and his voice was thin.The casting director also ate with him, but he rarely spoke.

Tom was quite appreciative of me. We had a meal, and he asked me some questions about my understanding of the characters, and I answered them seriously.He also did not explicitly state his decision, and it was a relatively pleasant meeting.

By November, I heard that Ronan wasn't in the cast either, and Tom was in contact with other actresses, and another one had been confirmed, but it was kept a mystery and hadn't been announced yet.

I figured I wasn't selected either and let it go.

A week before Christmas, Nancy dropped by my door one day out of the blue and told me that Tom had given me the part.

"What? I thought he was not satisfied with me?" I was extremely surprised.

"Both the casting director and he think you are good, age, temperament, etc. are the most suitable."

I took the script and I was very happy.

"This should not be the final script, the official filming will prevail when the time comes."

"Who is the other one?" I asked curiously.

Nancy glanced at me, turned her eyes and said, "I don't know either, I'm keeping it a secret."

"It's so mysterious." I became more curious.

"It's not too early to be happy. After all, this is a drama with two female leads, and it depends on the cooperation of the actors," Nancy said. "If the two of them don't have sparks, they might change roles. You have to be careful!"

Nancy tapped the script in my hand: "Take a good look at it in the past two days, it will start after Christmas."

I haven't filmed for a long time, and I was a little eager to try it, so I nodded and said, "I will!"

Chapter 27 Chapter 27

I think there\'sa plan. There\'sa design for each and everyone of us.

Everything is doomed, and the fate of each of us has long been doomed.

——"Cold Mountain"

The novel "Total Eclipse of the Heart" is about a year-old homosexual love story.Rebecca, a middle-aged orthopedic surgeon, met Lily, a young female student from the dance academy, one morning by accident, and she began to let go of her constant bond...

The plot is actually quite simple, but the author's flowing writing makes people have a very strong sense of immersion, chuáng!The plays are beautifully written, and there is a passion hidden in the subtlety.

I read the script, only to find that there are only the previous plots, not the complete script.

I guess Tom wasn't quite sure it was me yet.According to what Nancy revealed, it seems that the director will make the final decision depending on my cooperation with another actress.

Just, who is this person?

On the appointed day, I arrived early.Tom introduced the producer, assistant director and screenwriter to me. I scanned around secretly, but I didn't find the mysterious actress.

After a while, there was the sound of high-heeled shoes coming, and I saw Tom greet the people behind me, and his light sentence: "Angie..." rang like thunder in my ears.