Who is more domineering

"Of course it's best if you really think so in your heart. But who will think for you?" She felt that there was a fire in her heart that she couldn't get out.

Weng Keyin reached out to poke her unknowingly puffed cheeks. "Er Qiao, we didn't live a happy life when we were young. But now we are all living well. Compared with this, it is actually very good. Why must someone take care of me? I can take care of myself, and I feel sorry for myself, and I will try my best to make myself happy and comfortable. Isn’t that enough? Why do you want so much? Want so much, but it’s so painful if you don’t get it.”

"So you never long for those cares, so you won't be disappointed?" This statement seems reasonable, but after all, people are social animals, how can it be possible to cut off the expectations of everyone and only hope for themselves?This just shows that Weng Keyin has had a bad life these years and lacks due care, so he gave up.

Weng Keyin lowered his head, "I just think that thinking about it this way will make me feel better." After all, there was still a trace of unwillingness and sadness revealed.

"How many things did you not tell me? If I didn't find out that something was wrong with you today, you would have been planning to hide from me even the matter of your illness. Ke Yin, I know that we have not seen each other for so many years, it is inevitable that we will be estranged, but I treat you The heart is the same as when I was a child!" Fang Erqiao grabbed her distressedly, preventing her from continuing to escape.

Weng Keyin took a deep breath, raised his head, and smiled, "I know. I know many things have changed, but you haven't changed. Er Qiao, do you know how happy I am to see you treat me like this But, I'm afraid of changing. I'm afraid of accepting you as you are now. Once you get married and have children and don't treat me like this, I will be disappointed and unacceptable. I know all this is normal, But I still feel pain. Since it will become like this one day, I would rather stay away from you now, at least we can have good memories of each other. "

This is what Weng Keyin has been struggling with recently.After Fang Erqiao appeared, the better she treated her, the more entangled and insecure she became.She didn't want to accept the change, there was no Fang Erqiao in her life.But Fang Erqiao broke into her life so forcefully, she was afraid that after she accepted such a life, one day Fang Erqiao would leave her life again.

"Are you afraid that I'll get married? What about you? Don't tell me you won't get married?" Fang Erqiao understood her words, and also understood the reason for Weng Keyin's lukewarm attitude towards her during this time.

"I... let it be."

"You liar!" Fang Erqiao suddenly stood up, "You have no intention of getting married at all! I know what you are afraid of. You dare not even accept family and friendship. Would you accept a relationship? You are afraid of change because you Afraid of losing, you want a relationship that will last forever, but you know this is a luxury, so you never plan to get married. The so-called resignation is your excuse!" Fang Erqiao's heart suddenly burst into flames , she walked back and forth on the ground impatiently.

Weng Keyin on the bed was silent for a while before nodding. "You're right. That's what I think. The world is changing too fast, everything is changing, I can't have enough confidence in a relationship, so I prefer not to. I know it's my own problem , so it's not that other people treat me badly, but my own character is bad." She raised her head, "Er Qiao, you know me so well, you should know what to do is the best for me."

Fang Erqiao sat down again, "You let me stay away from you?"

Weng Keyin nodded. "Or, we could meet up for a while and chat, like old friends."

Fang Erqiao didn't answer.There was another fire burning in her heart.Weng Keyin knew she was angry, but the words had already been spoken, and she did not regret it.Some things need to be made clear.Everyone is getting older, and avoiding problems can only create bigger problems.

"What medicine do you usually take?" Fang Erqiao suddenly changed the subject.

"Baizi Yangxin pill." Weng Keyin took out a box of medicine from the bedside cabinet near the window.It's the big pill kind.

Fang Erqiao frowned when he saw it. "There are still such big pills now? Even traditional Chinese medicine is made into small pills?" Who can swallow such a big pill?

"The honeyed water pills are not as effective." Weng Keyin took the pills.Now that Fang Erqiao didn't dwell on the previous topic, she acted as if nothing had happened. People in their 30s have lost their youthful spirit long ago, and there are not so many unnecessary conflicts of spirit.

"Is there no better medicine?"

Weng Keyin shook his head. "Heart disease is like this. There is no way to cure it, but to maintain the status quo. So it doesn't matter how good the medicine is. The most important thing is that it works. I have been taking this for more than ten years, and it is very good."

Words like "more than ten years" stung Fang Erqiao's heart.Thinking of how many such weathers there have been in more than ten years, she survived alone like this.

"You rest, I'll go first." Fang Erqiao didn't know why he was angry, but a fire burned his heart.

She left Weng Keyin's house and drove directly to the hospital to find Du Min.Du Min is an internal medicine doctor and is busy seeing patients.She had no choice but to wait outside the clinic, seeing the patients who came and went with their family members accompanying them to register for consultations and get medicines, the image of Weng Keyin curled up on the bed appeared in her mind again.Is she alone every time she comes to the hospital?

After Du Min finished his work, he called her in, "Come and ask your friend?"

Fang Erqiao talked about Weng Keyin's condition, and Du Min shook his head. "Situations like hers are actually very common. This is the negligence of the parents. It is obviously not serious, but they missed the best time for treatment."

"Is there a way now?"

Du Min spread his hands. "It can only be maintained. Under normal circumstances, the problem is not serious, and it will not be life-threatening."

"Life is in danger?" Fang Erqiao frowned tightly.

The author has something to say: Thanks to the deaf for listening to the dumb saying that the blind saw ghosts, Yu Moyu threw mines, love you~~~~

Let me talk about the problem of the small number of words in the latest update. It’s not that the author can’t write it out. It’s because the number of words must be controlled before entering V. Because next week’s Chinese New Year is a biweekly list, the number of words should exceed a lot, so I will control the number of words before entering V, otherwise It will affect entering V~~~

☆、Chapter 15

"It's rare to see you care about someone so much. Now, remember, there is nothing wrong with this kind of disease. Just pay more attention, don't get tired, don't get angry, and try not to catch a cold. Always keep a heart-relief pill on hand, feel If it’s not good, eat it quickly, usually there’s nothing wrong with it.” Du Min paused for a moment, and then said: “Actually, she’s considered mild, but she’s too young, and it’s more common after 50 years old.”

"Can't you be sad?" Fang Erqiao thought of Weng Keyin's mentality that almost became a Buddha instantly.

"Of course, to put it simply, it's best not to have big mood swings and keep a peaceful state of mind. This is the best for the heart." Du Min had an expression of "you're very smart".

"No wonder." No wonder Weng Keyin is indifferent to everything, and only in this way can the relationship last for a long time.

After leaving the hospital, Fang Erqiao didn't know where to go.She drove the car aimlessly in circles, and when she stopped, she found that she had returned to the villa where her parents lived.

Mother Fang ran out in surprise when she saw her come back, "Er Qiao, why are you free today?"

"I miss you, come back and have a look." Fang Erqiao entered the room and greeted Fang's father.

"Er Qiao, it's just in time to come back. Your mother makes sauced beef, which is your favorite." Father Fang read the newspaper on the sofa with a pair of reading glasses.

Fang Erqiao took off his coat, washed his hands and went into the kitchen to help Fang's mother.Fang's mother said "No, no, no," Fang Erqiao insisted on staying in the kitchen.

"Mom, what illness did Keyin's mother die of?" She was young at the time, so she didn't know the cause.

Mentioning this incident, Mother Fang sighed, "Lung cancer. Keyin is a poor child. I also heard from your grandma later that her mother is such a healthy person. She is the leader outside the family. At that time, she and Keyin Dad went to sea to do business together, the business is booming, the days are getting better and better, and suddenly he was diagnosed with lung cancer, which is still in the advanced stage. But in order to treat Ke Yin’s mother, Yin’s father stopped the business and spent a lot of money Go, but still can't keep people. I heard that the diagnosis was made in autumn, and the people will be gone at the beginning of spring next year. But as soon as Yin's mother left, Keyin's father lost all energy and spirit, and he no longer had any intention of doing business. Go back to the mine and continue working as a worker."

"But Uncle Weng married another one later, and gave birth to a son." Fang Erqiao felt that his parents believed that Father Weng had a deep affection for his dead wife, but so what?Within two years, didn't she marry another person and come back?How can there be any devotion?