Jing Mo was silent for a while, then grabbed the corner of Baiying's clothes, and showed a smile that was uglier than crying, and she said softly, "I'm afraid you will disappear after you leave."
She recalled countless midnight dreams, all about Bai Po and Bai Ying, and Bai Ying being killed by Bai Po over and over again. She could only watch and do nothing.
Because such dreams are too long and too real, often she can't distinguish between dreams and reality after waking up.
Is Bai Ying really still alive?Did she really change the established tragic ending?Is everything that exists in front of you now real?
The panic that had been suppressed because of the secret revealed, rushed out again when seeing Bai Ke.
Jing Mo began to understand that those fears always existed, and she might not be able to get rid of this nightmare for the rest of her life.
Unless Bai Ying actually appeared in front of her and touched her with real warmth.
"Okay." Bai Ying stopped and hugged Jing Mo, "I won't leave."
Outside the door, Mr. Du was coming in with a medicine bowl. Seeing the scene of the two embracing each other at the door, he sighed softly, and quietly turned back with the medicine bowl.
……
Bailishuang had already gone back after confirming that Jingmo was safe and sound. He was greatly irritated by what happened to Jingmo, so he led people out all day after receiving the investigation task.
Shang Lu, who ran back after him, dragged Qin Gentiana, and volunteered to join the investigation team.
The fifth princess had already heard about Gentiana Qin, but she didn't care about it right now, so she just turned a blind eye and sent them back to Qiongzhi Kingdom to investigate.
So besides the reclusive master Mr. Du on the mountain, only Baiying accompanied Jingmo Suiyuui to recuperate in isolation.
Originally, Jingmo was still surprised that the fifth princess let her go so easily this time, but after a brief understanding of what happened that day, she belatedly recalled that Baiying was also injured and poisoned.
Fortunately, Baiying came and went in a hurry at that time, so she didn't have too long contact with the poison in that room, and the sequelae were not very serious.
As for Jingmo, the poison was cured, but it still had a bad effect on the foundation.
She was originally weak, and she only improved a little after two years of recuperation, but she was suddenly poisoned, as if she had been given a strong dose of medicine, and her body couldn't bear it at all.
It is really a pity to be able to recover a bad life.
This is what Mr. Du said to her when he woke up in Jingmo, his expression and tone were full of anger.
Jing Mo could only laugh along with him, repeatedly saying his faults.
But if you want her to admit her mistake and promise not to do it again next time, she just smiles and doesn't answer.
After mumbling about it a few times, Mr. Du turned around angrily and left, saying that he would never ignore her again, but at night he turned around and boiled the medicine himself for her and Baiying to send over.
But Mr. Du is not helpless, since it doesn't make sense to Jingmo, the old man considers a devious route, and always goes to Baiying for nothing, and talks about Jingmo's physical condition to a serious degree.
It's all about what happens if you're one step too late, or if you're unlucky.
Bai Ying was reticent, and she only responded to Mr. Du's words with ah and ah, but seeing her increasingly gloomy eyes, Mr. Du knew that she had listened.
Hmph, little girl, I can't cure you, is there anyone else who can cure you?
Mr. Du consciously handed over the important task of teaching Jingmo to learn to cherish himself. In addition, the health of the two patients has almost recovered, and his mood gradually improved. The tragic situation that his apprentice may face is forgotten.
Two good friends who grew up together, even if one gets angry, what serious consequences can there be?
Mr. Du thought so, but he wasn't worried at all.
Even if it made Jing Mo suffer, it would just make her remember this lesson, so that she would not have to make fun of her own life in the future.
So after Mr. Du completely let go, one afternoon when he went out to collect herbs, the long-standing conversation between Bai Ying and Jing Mo finally broke out.
Bai Ying waved back the servants guarding the door, closed the door, leaving only one window, and sat opposite Jingmo holding the letter from Bailishuang.
Jing Mo was still sitting on the bed, half lying down, covered with a bed quilt, and almost wrapped himself in it.
What Baili Shuang said in the letter was the result of the recent investigation. There were indeed signs of Baikun's activities in Qiongzhi Kingdom, but the opponent was very cunning and managed to escape after catching his tail several times. There is no new news yet.
However, according to the activities of Bai Ke's subordinates, they are very likely to be preparing to leave Qiongzhi Kingdom.
Under Shang Lu and Gentiana Qin's erroneous collision, they found two strongholds and arrested several people, who are under interrogation.
"Let's talk about it when we have news."
Bai Ying picked the key points and slowly recounted it to Jing Mo.The latter stared at the letter in her hand, didn't dislike her fragmentary words, and easily understood the meaning of her words.
"I deliberately asked Ah Shuang to go in another direction." Jing Mo whispered, "Don't blame him. It's all my fault."
"I don't blame him." Bai Ying folded the letter paper and put it aside, then looked up at Jingmo and asked, "Why?"
Why do you want to kill Bai Ke alone?Why die with him in this way?Why, want to die?
Jing Mo knew what Bai Ying wanted to ask, but she would rather not know anything.
Because she herself couldn't understand her crazy actions.
It was as if there was another person living in her body, as long as Bai Ying was not involved, the calm and cold military adviser would always appear.
But once Bai Ying and Bai Po were involved, the string called reason in her mind was completely broken.
The first time he saw the name "Bai Po", all Jing Mo thought was that he would be dragged to hell with him if he died, but he couldn't think of anything else about how to arrange it and how to be rational.
Except for doing it herself, Jing Mo can't trust anyone or any plan. Only when Bai Po dies in her hands can she be completely at ease.
But how could she kill Bai Ke?No matter how close she is to Bai Ying, she is only the daughter of a courtier after all, while Bai Po is the son of the royal family.Yu Li, she is a subject, not to kill the king's son.
Even if Baiying doesn't blame her, but she killed Jingmo's second brother, if the world knows about it, Baiying will be charged with connivance again.
Even though she knew that Bai Ying might not care at all, and those words didn't matter to her status, Jing Mo stubbornly didn't want to see Bai Ying bear any stigma for herself.
So, we might as well die together.
It doesn't matter if you are labeled as a traitor by then.
At that time, Jing Mo thought so, so she also implemented it.
But maybe she is still afraid of death deep in her heart, and still leaves a way out for herself and Bai Ke.
So Bai Ying had time to save her, and Bai Po didn't die there.
"You said it. 'Yes'." Bai Ying held Jingmo's face in her hands, and said seriously and stubbornly, "I take it seriously. I can't ignore it."
Jing Mo remembered the letter Bai Ying sent her to spend the rest of her life together, and her reply——
It is "willing".
Right in front of her, this person had just finished talking with her, and she had just responded with the same heart, but she suddenly wanted to die without hesitation.
Irony?
Which side should be more painful and desperate?
However, who knows if the letter that they spent the rest of their lives together played a role.
So the beautiful and dreamy reality and future are in front of her, how can she bear to let go?
I couldn't bear it, so in the end I still wanted to survive, and in the end I started to fear death.
"...I remember. So I turned around and came back, and I asked Ah Shuang to find you. You also held me back and pulled me back..."
Jing Mo stretched out his hand to hold Bai Ying's hand, looked up at her, tears fell like beads from a broken thread, and the temperature hitting her hand warmed her cold hand.
"...I have to admit, it wasn't until then that I started to be afraid, afraid of dying, afraid of seeing you die, afraid of me dying, afraid of never seeing you again..."
This was the first time Bai Ying saw Jing Mo cry, she shed tears silently, her eyes also filled with panic and fear, slowly the shadow of the person in front of her was reflected in her eyes.
So Bai Ying couldn't say any more accusations.
"Don't leave me behind."
Bai Ying reached out to wipe away the tears on Jing Mo's cheek, raised her chin with one hand, and kissed her in this posture.
"Stay with me. Until I die."
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31.
Since Bai Ying came back from the mountain to recuperate, the fifth princess felt that she was frightened.
To put it simply, Bai Ying suddenly changed her temper, which made the fifth princess very uncomfortable, and even once wondered if her imperial sister had been dropped.
She recalled countless midnight dreams, all about Bai Po and Bai Ying, and Bai Ying being killed by Bai Po over and over again. She could only watch and do nothing.
Because such dreams are too long and too real, often she can't distinguish between dreams and reality after waking up.
Is Bai Ying really still alive?Did she really change the established tragic ending?Is everything that exists in front of you now real?
The panic that had been suppressed because of the secret revealed, rushed out again when seeing Bai Ke.
Jing Mo began to understand that those fears always existed, and she might not be able to get rid of this nightmare for the rest of her life.
Unless Bai Ying actually appeared in front of her and touched her with real warmth.
"Okay." Bai Ying stopped and hugged Jing Mo, "I won't leave."
Outside the door, Mr. Du was coming in with a medicine bowl. Seeing the scene of the two embracing each other at the door, he sighed softly, and quietly turned back with the medicine bowl.
……
Bailishuang had already gone back after confirming that Jingmo was safe and sound. He was greatly irritated by what happened to Jingmo, so he led people out all day after receiving the investigation task.
Shang Lu, who ran back after him, dragged Qin Gentiana, and volunteered to join the investigation team.
The fifth princess had already heard about Gentiana Qin, but she didn't care about it right now, so she just turned a blind eye and sent them back to Qiongzhi Kingdom to investigate.
So besides the reclusive master Mr. Du on the mountain, only Baiying accompanied Jingmo Suiyuui to recuperate in isolation.
Originally, Jingmo was still surprised that the fifth princess let her go so easily this time, but after a brief understanding of what happened that day, she belatedly recalled that Baiying was also injured and poisoned.
Fortunately, Baiying came and went in a hurry at that time, so she didn't have too long contact with the poison in that room, and the sequelae were not very serious.
As for Jingmo, the poison was cured, but it still had a bad effect on the foundation.
She was originally weak, and she only improved a little after two years of recuperation, but she was suddenly poisoned, as if she had been given a strong dose of medicine, and her body couldn't bear it at all.
It is really a pity to be able to recover a bad life.
This is what Mr. Du said to her when he woke up in Jingmo, his expression and tone were full of anger.
Jing Mo could only laugh along with him, repeatedly saying his faults.
But if you want her to admit her mistake and promise not to do it again next time, she just smiles and doesn't answer.
After mumbling about it a few times, Mr. Du turned around angrily and left, saying that he would never ignore her again, but at night he turned around and boiled the medicine himself for her and Baiying to send over.
But Mr. Du is not helpless, since it doesn't make sense to Jingmo, the old man considers a devious route, and always goes to Baiying for nothing, and talks about Jingmo's physical condition to a serious degree.
It's all about what happens if you're one step too late, or if you're unlucky.
Bai Ying was reticent, and she only responded to Mr. Du's words with ah and ah, but seeing her increasingly gloomy eyes, Mr. Du knew that she had listened.
Hmph, little girl, I can't cure you, is there anyone else who can cure you?
Mr. Du consciously handed over the important task of teaching Jingmo to learn to cherish himself. In addition, the health of the two patients has almost recovered, and his mood gradually improved. The tragic situation that his apprentice may face is forgotten.
Two good friends who grew up together, even if one gets angry, what serious consequences can there be?
Mr. Du thought so, but he wasn't worried at all.
Even if it made Jing Mo suffer, it would just make her remember this lesson, so that she would not have to make fun of her own life in the future.
So after Mr. Du completely let go, one afternoon when he went out to collect herbs, the long-standing conversation between Bai Ying and Jing Mo finally broke out.
Bai Ying waved back the servants guarding the door, closed the door, leaving only one window, and sat opposite Jingmo holding the letter from Bailishuang.
Jing Mo was still sitting on the bed, half lying down, covered with a bed quilt, and almost wrapped himself in it.
What Baili Shuang said in the letter was the result of the recent investigation. There were indeed signs of Baikun's activities in Qiongzhi Kingdom, but the opponent was very cunning and managed to escape after catching his tail several times. There is no new news yet.
However, according to the activities of Bai Ke's subordinates, they are very likely to be preparing to leave Qiongzhi Kingdom.
Under Shang Lu and Gentiana Qin's erroneous collision, they found two strongholds and arrested several people, who are under interrogation.
"Let's talk about it when we have news."
Bai Ying picked the key points and slowly recounted it to Jing Mo.The latter stared at the letter in her hand, didn't dislike her fragmentary words, and easily understood the meaning of her words.
"I deliberately asked Ah Shuang to go in another direction." Jing Mo whispered, "Don't blame him. It's all my fault."
"I don't blame him." Bai Ying folded the letter paper and put it aside, then looked up at Jingmo and asked, "Why?"
Why do you want to kill Bai Ke alone?Why die with him in this way?Why, want to die?
Jing Mo knew what Bai Ying wanted to ask, but she would rather not know anything.
Because she herself couldn't understand her crazy actions.
It was as if there was another person living in her body, as long as Bai Ying was not involved, the calm and cold military adviser would always appear.
But once Bai Ying and Bai Po were involved, the string called reason in her mind was completely broken.
The first time he saw the name "Bai Po", all Jing Mo thought was that he would be dragged to hell with him if he died, but he couldn't think of anything else about how to arrange it and how to be rational.
Except for doing it herself, Jing Mo can't trust anyone or any plan. Only when Bai Po dies in her hands can she be completely at ease.
But how could she kill Bai Ke?No matter how close she is to Bai Ying, she is only the daughter of a courtier after all, while Bai Po is the son of the royal family.Yu Li, she is a subject, not to kill the king's son.
Even if Baiying doesn't blame her, but she killed Jingmo's second brother, if the world knows about it, Baiying will be charged with connivance again.
Even though she knew that Bai Ying might not care at all, and those words didn't matter to her status, Jing Mo stubbornly didn't want to see Bai Ying bear any stigma for herself.
So, we might as well die together.
It doesn't matter if you are labeled as a traitor by then.
At that time, Jing Mo thought so, so she also implemented it.
But maybe she is still afraid of death deep in her heart, and still leaves a way out for herself and Bai Ke.
So Bai Ying had time to save her, and Bai Po didn't die there.
"You said it. 'Yes'." Bai Ying held Jingmo's face in her hands, and said seriously and stubbornly, "I take it seriously. I can't ignore it."
Jing Mo remembered the letter Bai Ying sent her to spend the rest of her life together, and her reply——
It is "willing".
Right in front of her, this person had just finished talking with her, and she had just responded with the same heart, but she suddenly wanted to die without hesitation.
Irony?
Which side should be more painful and desperate?
However, who knows if the letter that they spent the rest of their lives together played a role.
So the beautiful and dreamy reality and future are in front of her, how can she bear to let go?
I couldn't bear it, so in the end I still wanted to survive, and in the end I started to fear death.
"...I remember. So I turned around and came back, and I asked Ah Shuang to find you. You also held me back and pulled me back..."
Jing Mo stretched out his hand to hold Bai Ying's hand, looked up at her, tears fell like beads from a broken thread, and the temperature hitting her hand warmed her cold hand.
"...I have to admit, it wasn't until then that I started to be afraid, afraid of dying, afraid of seeing you die, afraid of me dying, afraid of never seeing you again..."
This was the first time Bai Ying saw Jing Mo cry, she shed tears silently, her eyes also filled with panic and fear, slowly the shadow of the person in front of her was reflected in her eyes.
So Bai Ying couldn't say any more accusations.
"Don't leave me behind."
Bai Ying reached out to wipe away the tears on Jing Mo's cheek, raised her chin with one hand, and kissed her in this posture.
"Stay with me. Until I die."
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31.
Since Bai Ying came back from the mountain to recuperate, the fifth princess felt that she was frightened.
To put it simply, Bai Ying suddenly changed her temper, which made the fifth princess very uncomfortable, and even once wondered if her imperial sister had been dropped.
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