Her Lady Queen is also running away from home today + side story

Chapter 15 15

Talking about the past, Jing Mo half-closed his eyes, as if trying to hide the unclear emotions in his eyes.

Jing Mo has a secret that only Bai Ying knows besides herself——

She was born again.

At first, Jing Mo thought it was the past life, but later he felt that this statement was wrong.

How could she experience the childhood events in her past and present lives, meet the same people, see countless people, and countless things follow the trajectory she once knew.

After thinking about it, it seems that it can only be generalized as returning to a teenager - rebirth is more appropriate.

In her previous life—Jing Mo's last life, most of her relationships were the same as in this life.

The same is weak and sick, and eventually became the only civil servant in the clan. He also knew Baiying's childhood sweetheart since childhood, also went to the battlefield with Baiying, and also witnessed her process of becoming king...

From the past to the present, Jingmo's best friend and the person she cares about the most is Bai Ying, and this has never changed.

Therefore, accompanying Baiying to grow up and witnessing her reaching the peak is the best thing for Jingmo.

It's just that it's rare in the world to return to a teenager, but Jing Mo was astonished and thought it was a sweet dream.

But if there is no regret, how can he be ecstatic about being reborn.

In the previous life, Jing Mo accompanied Bai Ying through her short life. Before her rebirth, Jing Mo was 29 years old, but Bai Ying's life was always fixed at 27.

To say an untimely death would be too early.

Jing Mo has always been unwilling to admit such a reality, and after two years of ignorance, his body, which he had already taken care of, has quickly reached the point where the oil is exhausted and the lamp is dry.

Jingmo's memory of that period is already blurred. She only remembers that at the last moment she saw Baiying covered in blood, raised her head and smiled miserably at the rain of blood, and then Baiying, who was in full bloom when she was a teenager, appeared in front of her. in front of.

When Jing Mo opened his eyes again, he had already returned to his youth.

That day Jing Mo woke up in his own bed, and was stunned for a whole day, scaring even his parents.

It wasn't until the night when his father communicated with his mother in a low voice, that he might as well excuse his illness and postpone the meeting with the third princess, that Jing Mo woke up suddenly.

Without even knowing the situation at that time, Jing Mo rolled down the bed in a hurry with a child's shell that went back 20 years, ran in front of his parents, and opened his mouth and said, "I'm going!"

That was probably the most emotionally exposed moment in Jing Mo's life.

The patriarch of the Baili family was taken aback by his eldest daughter, and quickly pushed his daughter to his wife, asking her to comfort her for a while, and then slowly understood her wish from her words.

Most of the generals in the Baili family have been careless for generations, but their love for their children and relatives is not fake.

The eldest daughter has always been quiet and obedient, and it is rare for her to ask for anything, not to mention that she deserves it.

So Patriarch Baili naturally nodded again and again, and brought Jing Mo into the palace the next morning, where he met the rumored successor, the third princess Bai Ying.

Unlike Jing Mo who had a childish shell that didn't match her real age, Bai Ying was still a real child at that time.

But after all, she is the heir that everyone has placed high hopes on since she was born, and the third princess is far more mature than her peers.

When the fifth princess, who was only two years apart from her, was still playing with mud in the back garden, Bai Ying squatted in the corner with a disgusted expression on her face, telling her not to rub the mud on her body.

However, when the younger fifth princess was tired from playing and fell asleep directly in the mud pile, Bai Ying would still take her own initiative to carry her back to the corridor in the back garden, and silently wipe her hands and dirt. The mud on her face, and then send her back to the bedroom.

It was under such circumstances that Jing Mo met Bai Ying again.

Goodbye old friend, but in childhood, Jing Mo was upset, but still knew how to restrain himself, he didn't pounce on him immediately, but stretched out his hand politely.

Baiying stood against the mud rubbed by her younger sister, with a dazed face, and it took her a while to realize that this was a new "playmate" her father and queen mother had found for her, but she didn't know what this new playmate meant. .

Jingmo and Baiying have known each other for many years. In a sense, they are always the same. Even when they were empresses, they dared to ignore her status and call her on the forehead, let alone such a young third princess.

So Jing Mo didn't have the slightest scruples. Seeing that Bai Ying didn't react, he took the initiative to grab her hand, shook it up and down twice.

The warm and soft touch in the palm of his hand was so real, as well as the sudden redness and embarrassment on the other party's face, which easily calmed Jing Mo's restlessness.

Then Jing Mo held Bai Ying's hand, and smiled lightly: "I heard that this is the etiquette of Westerners, so I came here to make a fool of myself."

"Ah...oh." Bai Ying stared at Jing Mo's smiling face, stunned for a while, then blushed unconsciously and looked away.

Until she felt the temperature on her face that belonged to another person, Bai Ying immediately took a big step back as if frightened, and looked at Jing Mo with her face covered.

"Sorry." Jing Mo smiled at her habitually, then tapped his cheek, and said, "It's a little dirty here, I want to wipe it for you."

Bai Ying's face turned even redder, but she didn't get angry. She just stood there and let Jing Mo caress her face again, carefully wiping off the dirt on her face.

At this time, the young Bai Ying didn't know that the man in front of her would firmly occupy half of her life from now on.

It was also from this time that Bai Ying gradually realized that Jing Mo was always extremely obsessed with physical contact with her.

Sometimes when Bai Ying fell into a deep sleep unintentionally, Jing Mo would be so frightened that his face would turn pale, as if he had stepped into hell on earth.

When Bai Ying woke up, she was frightened by Jing Mo's pale face, but the latter always had to touch her pulse with his own hands to make sure that she was still alive before she could rest assured.

At first, Bai Ying was very puzzled by this, but usually Jingmo is quite restrained, not to mention that they have been friends for many years, and Bai Ying doesn't mind this.

It wasn't until later that they went to the battlefield together, and Baiying learned the truth by accident, that she realized that Jingmo was really afraid of her death, and was even afraid of hearing words related to her death.

But at that time, Baiying only regretted why she hadn't asked her earlier, which made her so worried and frightened for more than ten years.

That time was on the battlefield, Baiying led the army and won a big victory against the enemy. According to common sense, they should take advantage of the victory and pursue it, not to mention that they are more familiar with the local terrain than the opponent, even if there is an ambush, they are at their advantage.

But Jingmo dissuaded her so resolutely for the first time, but she was speechless when questioned by Baiying. The only thing she hid from Baiying was the secret about "rebirth".

How could she explain why they couldn't catch up?

Because she has already done the calculations and found that it is not appropriate to send troops today?Or some well-meaning doorman came to tell her that there was a trap ahead and she couldn't go forward?

Such jokes may be effective for those soldiers who have been convinced by her "magic stick" temperament, but for Bai Ying who knows her like herself, every lie of her has nowhere to hide.

That battle was of great importance, and they had involved many brothers for it. Bai Ying would never make fun of the lives of soldiers, so she wanted an explanation, an explanation about the truth.

"As long as you tell me, I'll believe it." At that time, Bai Ying stared into Jing Mo's eyes, as if she was sure that she would not lie to herself.

But the fact is that Jingmo really cannot deceive Baiying.

Since rebirth, more than ten years of time and shadows have been enough for Jing Mo to understand that this is reality, not a dream.

Since it was not a beautiful dream, she had to face the cruelty of the real world again, including the possibility of Baiying being injured or even dying.

But since she survived this time, she must do her best to avoid such a tragic future.

The so-called "walking in the sky" is just empty talk to Jingmo, and she only remembers four words when she returns to her first life——

It's man-made.

She only dared to remember these few words.

I control my own life.Jing Mo never believed in the destiny, nor did she want to accept the future where Baiying would surely die. Even if the so-called destiny really existed, she would go against the sky.

If he could change the future and let Bai Ying survive, Jing Mo would rather let her hate and question him because of the lie of rebirth.

Even if he just didn't want to deceive her, he told her his only secret.

So when Jing Mo opened his mouth, he started to narrate from the beginning, from the similar first acquaintance, to her great achievements, to her death, to her rebirth, and to reunion with them again.

In the end, it was the reason why they couldn't take advantage of the victory this time.

It was precisely because of such a tragic tragedy that Jingmo could not just watch their soldiers die.

When Jing Mo narrated word by word, Bai Ying just looked at her without any doubts, and only clenched her hands when Jing Mo's words brought her own death.