Shuangdan Fanghua + Fanwai

Su Yilian took some time to let her mind go blank and think about her when she was free.Only then did she realize that Mu Yunchuan was so perfect in her heart.Regardless of her figure, appearance, ability, talent, and her affection and single-mindedness that can overwhelm you, they are all so perfect, no flaws can be found.Except that she is sometimes clumsy and always wants to misunderstand her, Su Yilian is very satisfied in other aspects.Su Yilian thought, if she went on a blind date, then she might fall for the first time she met her.This is the perfect lover and a lifelong companion, so why is she still hesitating and slow to accept her emotions, or accept her own?

The reason is that she still minds that they are all women.She still doubts the feelings of the two women and thinks it can't be true.She doesn't believe that she will fall in love with a woman, and she doesn't believe that the emotions that are raging in her heart now can be called love.Therefore, after such a long time, she is still in doubt.

On top of this, she will also consider the huge pressure that society will bring to them in the future. They are all public figures, and their emotional and private lives are almost exposed to the surveillance of the media. She doesn't think the two of them can keep a secret for how long .Therefore, sooner or later, they will have to face the pressure of public opinion in the society, and their careers are completely based on the public opinion of the public. Once the reputation changes, their careers will be over.This is a problem that must be faced when working hard in this conservative and feudal social circle in China.

Even if they took [-] steps back, they could withstand the pressure of public opinion from the public and stay together, but there was still pressure from their families.Su Yilian still doesn't know about Mu Yunchuan's family, but she knows about her own.She has a stubborn and old-fashioned father. Whenever she thinks of her father, she has a headache. She can't even imagine how her father will react if she finds out that she is in love with a woman.Her father would do anything for the so-called lifelong happiness of her precious daughter.Although she has a brother who is rootless, and a mother who is also rootless, that is not much better, not to mention that she cannot predict how her mother and brother will react when they find out.

Finally, to go back to the original point, she has not yet seen Mu Yunchuan's sincerity, she can feel her deep affection for herself, like the sea, but she cannot feel her determination to be with her.If she loves herself, but is not sure or not firm in her determination to be with herself, then how will they face so many problems together in the future? If in a relationship, one person is always timid and let the other be at the front , instead of the two fighting side by side together, then this love will really be very tiring.Although Su Yilian has never been in a relationship, she has a high EQ. She has acted in so many romance movies and watched so many Korean dramas, so she understands what it means.Many times, lovers who are sadly breaking up lose not to outside pressure, but to themselves.

Of course, Su Yilian also wanted to give Mu Yunchuan a fair evaluation. After all, Su Yilian herself behaved unclearly, ambiguously, timidly and dare not accept it, and of course the other party would not dare to move forward like this. , for fear of doing too much and destroying the relationship between the two.So they all need to see each other's determination to be together, otherwise they can only maintain the current ambiguous state.

Su Yilian felt that the first thing she needed to do was to figure out whether she was really in love with Mu Yunchuan, and whether such a feeling could be called love.If the answer is yes, then she will consider what to do next.

So, during filming, Tan Yanhua could often see Su Yilian holding her Samsung GALAXY S 3 and didn't know what she was doing. She seemed to be reading a novel. She was so fascinated by it that she didn't even eat, and she didn't even read the script. , only read novels.I still have several electric boards on my body, and I will replace the electric boards when I see that there is no power.Once, Tan Yanhua took advantage of Su Yilian's mobile phone to shoot a scene, secretly took her mobile phone, unlocked it, and checked the pages she hadn't closed.It doesn't matter if you don't read it, but you are startled when you see it, the novel that Su Yilian read so much is actually a Lily novel! This girl is about to open up, Tan Yanhua covered her mouth and snickered.

Su Yilian's next urban love drama ended after two months of filming. After the filming, the company didn't let her take on the drama again, but gave her a rare vacation, waiting for "" The big publicity for the release of Love Killing.Therefore, in the first two months, while filming, while promoting "Living", Su Yilian had to deal with three commercials. Su Yilian, who was so busy, suddenly had a leisure time and stayed in her high-end apartment in Beijing, except for sleeping and beauty sleep. Besides, just reading novels, not going on a date, just staying at home.

Tan Yanhua, who was also at leisure, was very uncomfortable with the current life with nothing to do, so she took the initiative to take on the role of Su Yilian's nanny, and drove to her apartment every day to take care of this lazy girl's daily life.In Tan Yanhua's words, this girl Su Yilian's eating habits are like a rabbit, she may not eat rice or meat, but she absolutely cannot live without vegetables and fruits.Therefore, when she is at home, she will not cook with a fire. She thinks it is troublesome, so she will only make thousand island sauce mixed with vegetables or fruit salad to feed herself.And this is the secret of why her skin is white, tender and dewy, and her figure is so good.

It's just that improper protein supplementation is fatal to a busy star like her, and it will be difficult to survive.Therefore, taking advantage of this precious rest time to supplement nutrition is the kingly way.Therefore, Tan Yanhua, who is a top-notch cook, turned into the chef of the Su family, brought in chicken, duck and fish, and made Su Yilian's house full of fragrance every day, such as stewed chicken with red dates and goji berries, steamed salmon, braised goose feet, and even Peking duck. Appeared, Su Yilian felt that she was going to fatten her up.And her kitchen, which she didn't use once in ten thousand years, was also made full of life by Tan Yanhua.

One day in mid-September, just after lunch time, Su Yilian collapsed on the sofa feeling her swollen belly, and said with a sigh:

Sister Tan, I never knew that your cooking skills are so good, and my exercise has tripled recently.

Tan Yanhua who just came out of the kitchen smiled while wiping her hands:

Well, I went to chef school before, so it's okay.

What's okay, almost catching up with the chef of the hotel.Hey, why do you want to learn cooking? Did you ever want to be a chef?

Tan Yanhua was startled, and then her smile faded, but the tenderness in her eyes was something Su Yilian had never seen before:

No, just for one person to learn.

Alone?! Su Yilian was startled. It was the first time she heard Sister Tan mention her matter, and she immediately smelled jq.This is a bit strange for a person like her who has always been gossiped by others, but doesn't care about other people's gossip.However, she felt that after so many years, she should also get to know Sister Tan. After all, apart from their relationship as colleagues, they are still very good friends, as close as sisters.

May I know who that person is?

Of course, I really wanted you to see it, but I never had the chance to tell you.As she said that, she walked towards her satchel hanging on the hanger, took out her wallet from the pocket, then walked back, opened the wallet, and handed the photos inside to Su Yilian to see.

Su Yilian took the photo, and saw a pretty sweet-looking little girl, smiling sweetly at the camera, this girl had shawl hair, parted in the middle, her hair seemed to have been dyed, a little yellow, her eyes were particularly big , smile crooked, like two crescent moons.And Sister Tan didn't look at the camera, but just kissed the little girl's cheek.At that time, Sister Tan was much younger than now. Although she also had long hair, she didn't have a big wave làng like now, but a neat ponytail, and her hair was black and straight.

This is... Su Yilian didn't know what to say.

This is the girlfriend I started dating when I first entered college eight years ago, we were in a relationship for almost five years, but because of my job, we broke up.

... Su Yilian was silent, looking at Sister Tan apologetically, feeling that she had caused her sadness.But Sister Tan laughed and said:

It's all in the past, and I've come out, you don't have to.I tell you, I'm actually confessing to you, I'm gay, I'm a lesbian.

Su Yilian was shocked for a moment, she really didn't know that there were homosexuals around her.And Sister Tan is her best friend, her confidant, and her big sister. She only knows her big secret now, and the shock is indeed a bit big.Sister Tan saw her staring at her with big eyes, and her breathing was a little unsteady. She knew that she was a little frightened for a while, so she eased up and said slowly:

This girl has a tricky mouth, which is annoying.Her biggest hobby is tasting food, but when I make food for her, she doesn’t think it’s delicious, so in order to make food that she can’t help but praise, I use my spare time to go to the chef school to learn cooking.After learning for about a year, and then making food for her, she finally no longer disliked my poor craftsmanship, and began to pester me to make food for her, and then, she never went to find other people. I ate delicious food and only ate what I made.Alas, now that I think about it, I wouldn’t have this skill without her, should I thank her?