Breaking the cocoon gl+ Fanwai

The father-in-law and mother-in-law who had disappeared for a long time suddenly appeared, carrying large and small bags of skin care products and food. The mother-in-law made soup for Lin Yi every day. A lot of supplements were boiled in the soup, and Lin Yi was forced to eat it.For three meals a day, she was forbidden to do it herself, and her mother-in-law and the newly hired nanny were responsible for all of them. The father-in-law and mother-in-law seemed to wish that Lin Yi's thin flesh could grow back in an instant.

Two weeks later, Lin Yi's complexion improved a lot.The gesture of apologizing and flattering her father-in-law and mother-in-law made her understand that they hoped that Lin Yi would not care about the serious illness and obediently be their daughter-in-law.Even though she was still very uncomfortable, Lin Yi endured it.

A few days later, when Lin Yi came home from get off work, he saw Zhang Yucheng sitting in the living room smoking a cigarette, as if something was bothering him.Lin Yi didn't ask, she washed her hands, changed her clothes and started cooking.After the husband and wife had finished their dinner in silence, Zhang Yucheng sat on the sofa and waited until Lin Yi came out of the shower, then murmured:

I've been to the hospital for a check-up, and there shouldn't be any problems.

Lin Yi looked at him expressionlessly with her wet long hair loose.He seemed to be driven into a desperate situation by Lin Yi's eyes, and he said with a heartbeat:

Mom, I want us to have a baby soon

Lin Yi was crushed under her body again, and for the first time in her life, she felt deep humiliation and hatred.As if she was being used as a reproductive tool, she felt that she had lost her dignity as a human being, just like a sow for mating, the only meaning of life is to give birth to the next generation.

But she still couldn't resist, she couldn't scream that you don't touch me, she couldn't yell that I don't want to have children.The meaning of her marriage is to have a happy family of three, and she has never forgotten this wish.She wanted children very much, and wanted to experience the whole process of the happy pregnancy and childbirth that other people said.In that way, her life will be without regrets, and she will be complete as a woman.This is not only her wish, but also her parents' wish. The old couple have been looking forward to it for half a year, longing for the birth of their grandchildren. She doesn't want to let her parents down.

However, all of this seemed to have gone for a fork in the road. She clutched the bed sheet tightly and shed tears of sorrow.

After half a year of marriage, Lin Yi could tell that her husband didn't love her, and maybe there were other women outside who often flirted with women, so that they transmitted venereal diseases to her.She seemed to be used to the scene where Zhang Yucheng ran away every time after he wanted her, and she was alone on the empty bed.She began to hate, and she wanted to find out who caused her to be like this.She should always know who her enemy is.

She became suspicious, began to investigate Zhang Yucheng, and even followed Zhang Yucheng's whereabouts herself.Her temper began to become irritable, unable to restrain her emotions, and terrible thoughts often appeared in her mind.She began to suffer from insomnia, and listened to the news of Zhang Yucheng's return every night.As a result, the spirit is weak, and low-level mistakes often occur in the work, which incurs the blame of the leader and the eyes of the colleagues.

But in the end, she couldn't see what was wrong with Zhang Yucheng. There was no woman around him, but there were groups of men.He has a very good relationship with those men, and they drink together every night. When he doesn't go home, Zhang Yucheng basically stays at his good brother's house.Lin Yi's ability to track is limited, and that's all the information he has.

Soon, another matter occupied her mind, which made her have no time to take care of Zhang Yucheng's affairs.

She is pregnant.

The pregnancy process in October was not as beautiful as she thought. When the mother heard the news of her pregnancy, she was so happy that she came to take care of her every day.However, her body is too bad, and being pregnant at this juncture will undoubtedly deal another blow to her body and spirit.As for her parents-in-law, although they were happy when they heard the news of her pregnancy, they always had weird expressions on their faces.

For the entire ten months, she felt like she was in purgatory.When Zhang Yucheng heard that she was pregnant, he seemed to hide even further away, not staying at home all day long.The severe pregnancy reaction caused her to vomit dizzily every day. There was not much in her stomach, and she vomited out all the jaundice.Later, she could even see blood in the jaundice.

Her throat was very swollen and sore, bloodshot, and lumpy food was difficult to swallow. She could only eat some bland liquid food every day.Every night, it was difficult to fall asleep, which made her mental state even more depressed.Others get richer when they are pregnant, but she loses weight when she is pregnant. The round belly is in stark contrast to her withered arms, which makes people shudder.

But the ten months of pregnancy were the ten months when her fighting spirit was the most high-spirited. She knew that the turning point was coming. She gave birth to a child. To be able to come to this world in a healthy and safe way, no matter how much she suffers, it is worth it.

On July 2014, 7, after five hours of painful childbirth, Lin Yi finally gave birth to the child in the maternity hospital.The child was a girl, wrinkled like a red-skinned monkey after birth.Zhang Yucheng was there that day, and the mother-in-law handed the child to him ecstatically, but he was like a log, looking at the child as if he was looking at an object.And the eyes looking at Lin Yi were inorganic, revealing a terrifying indifference.On the second day after the child was born, Changyu achieved another business trip and left.