Breaking the cocoon gl+ Fanwai

I have a simple and pleasing name——Gu Fan. My parents hope that I can be ordinary, but I may not be born with an ordinary fate.When I was young, I was a very weak child, and I got sick every three days, which made my parents very worried.They found a lot of ways to keep me fit, such as, as mentioned before, let me take traditional Chinese medicine.Actually that's not completely useless, at least I'm drinking well now.

But the real reason for me to get rid of my frailty and sickness was to start practicing martial arts. In fact, my parents didn't like me to practice martial arts.In their traditional concept, it is very unseemly for girls to practice martial arts.But health is more important than anything else, and after trying all methods to no avail, they had no choice but to send me to practice martial arts.

The practice of martial arts is very productive, and I may be born to practice martial arts.The martial arts I have learned are very heterogeneous. To put it nicely, it is called learning from the strengths of all schools, and to put it bluntly, it is called having no specialties.From traditional Chinese martial arts, to taekwondo, karate, and then to Muay Thai and kickboxing, and now to practicing Jeet Kune Do, I am more or less a master of martial arts. Of course, I am just an amateur, not a professional. Martial arts athlete.

I know that my parents at most let me use martial arts as a tool for exercising my body, or it is just my hobby, and it cannot become my job.They expect me to study hard, get into a good university and major, and have a good job in the future.Just like all the parents in this big China are looking forward to.

Until junior high school, my grades were as mediocre as my name.The reason why my grades improved by leaps and bounds really came from a girl.This girl is one year older than me. I was in the second year of junior high school, and she was in the third year of junior high school.

She is very beautiful, I don’t know if other people think she is beautiful, at least I think so, she was basically matured in the third year of junior high school, she was about 1.6 meters [-] tall, although her figure was still a little green , but very beautiful.She has beautiful long black hair, her eyes are not very big, but they are very beautiful, and she smiles crookedly, sweet to the heart.

From the first moment I saw her, I knew I liked her.When I was about eight years old, I started to realize that I was different from other girls. I didn't like to play with girls, I only liked to play wild with boys.After practicing martial arts, this is even more so. I can play with boys without any scruples (of course that was when I was young), but when I stay with girls, I feel uncomfortable and just want to escape.When I was about 11 years old, I realized that I might like girls.

I met her when I was 14.She just transferred from another school in the third year of junior high school, mainly because of her father's job transfer, and the three of them moved here together.

Their family lives in the building opposite my house, and I walk with her every day to and from school.She walked in front, and I walked behind her, one after the other, and I felt like a guard escorting her home.Seeing her occasionally turned side face, my heart will be pounding.

Half a year later, I found out that her name was Lin Yi, a very gentle name.

Her grades are very good, it should be said that she is unbelievably good. Since she came, she has been holding the first place in the third grade of junior high school.The teachers all said that she could be admitted to the best high school in S City, and I foolishly believed that she would definitely be able to.

Sure enough, she really passed the exam.But I suddenly realized that I didn't want to be separated from her.I also want to escort her to and from school every day, and I want to just watch her silently.

I started to study hard like crazy, and my parents thought I was sick.But what made them gratified was that within one academic year, I was admitted to the best high school that they had never even imagined before.

After entering high school, I did not slack off and studied hard to catch up with her.I tried to get close to her, and tried to make myself stand on the same level as her.In the first half year of high school, we finally met officially because of a school activity.She is very gentle, just like what I thought, but I also know that she is a very conservative and pure girl, she is a firm heterosexual, has a crush on a boy, but she can't even confess, she says she is in love We'll have to wait until after college to talk about it.

I am silent.

I've been a guest at her house and her mother likes me, but I always wonder if she would like me if she knew I liked her daughter.Their family is a very traditional family with a very conservative atmosphere, even more than mine.I've only been to her house twice, and after that, I started to dread going to that place.

Our two families live very close to each other. It is said that my mother met her mother and had a good conversation, just like the friendly meeting between my mother-in-law and mother-in-law in my imagination.It was an eerie feeling, like a dream come true in your fantasy, but it was based on a horrible nothingness.I panicked about it, and for days, I hid from my mother.

In those years, the relationship between me and her, because of my deliberate maintenance, has always been in a state of neither far nor near.We separated like this until she was admitted to university and left S City to go to school.Confession when there was no parting as imagined, there was no parting, we parted in a very light atmosphere, and we have not seen each other since then.

I know I shouldn't be near her, I try to stay away from her.When I was in college, I went to another city far away to go to school.Afterwards, I have been busy with my studies, and I still retain the spirit of being a top student in college. I studied law. Later, through my own efforts, I entered the legal department of a large company as an intern, and formed a friendship with several executives of this large company. good relationship.While doing my internship, I was preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination, which was applied psychology.I think God favored me. I was successfully admitted to graduate school. When I graduated from graduate school, that big company invited me again. Until now, at the age of 28, I have become the legal department of this world's top [-] company Executives can be regarded as successful in their careers.