To the goddess + side story

It is said that if you love someone too deeply, you will think wildly. The fact that Roy likes me made me very unbelievable at first. Although I already have a firm relationship with her, I wonder from time to time whether it is because I cling to her too tightly. , I might as well just accept it first and break up after a while, then I won't be ashamed to cling to her.

So during that time, I developed a very good wink and act carefully in front of her, for fear that one day she would say, Xue Lingyi, look, how inappropriate we are.

Fortunately, this sentence has never appeared, and our relationship is getting better and better. One afternoon after I worked hard many times, she asked me to have a lengthy conversation. The main contents of this conversation are as follows:

She said, Xue Lingyi, you don't have to treat me like this, you have your own life understand?

I nod my head.

She said, "Xue Lingyi, we are already together, and the relationship is mutual. I feel pressure if you give in blindly, understand?"

I nod my head.

She said, Xue Lingyi, try this again.

I nodded and shook my head, how about this?

Later, she explained to me in detail that she didn't need to saddle him like a maid, and then listed all the things I did for her in the past.

At the moment, I feel that I am very great, and after sighing, I feel that love is very great.

After that day, I went back and thought about it. Roy was right. What we want is the simplest relationship, not giving and receiving. Although I am used to giving and paying, it is a bad habit and I must get rid of it. Lose.

So in the next few days, every time I want to go to her, I hold back, I hold back when I want to bring her a midnight snack, I hold back when I want to bring her breakfast, and I hold back when I want to accompany her to class. , Want to call her but I hold back.

She said that I have my own life, but after holding it back, I found that my life was already full of her, holding it back, I actually stayed in the dormitory and had nothing to do.

Later, it was really boring, and I couldn’t bear it anymore. I still went to find her. I happened to have a small dinner in their dormitory. When I got there, I had already eaten most of it. Roy pulled a stool for me.

Senior sister a said: "Hey, long time no see, why haven't you followed your Roy recently?"

I smiled and said, "There's something going on recently."

Senior sister b said: "You have something to do and Roy is idle. You don't know how lonely she is when she hasn't seen you recently. She looks at her phone hundreds of times a day."

Roy threw a bean curd stick into her bowl, "Shut up, you."

Our relationship is no secret in our circle of friends. Now that society is so open, everyone can accept it.

But it is also possible that it is only accepted on the surface, but in fact, we are scolding us as perverts in our hearts.

I generally don't take the opinions of bystanders seriously, so what if it doesn't involve my personal safety or my emotional communication.

After eating, we took a walk on campus as usual, talking about some small things I encountered in class recently. In order to make the image vivid, we even added some of our own colors. When we said that the Chinese teacher’s education level was not as good as that of my mother, she suddenly cut me off.

"What are you busy with recently?"

I immediately pulled out of the topic and replied: "Class, eating, sleeping." I tried really hard to remember, but: "It's gone."

She stopped suddenly, "That's all?"

I let out a cry.

"Did you misunderstand what I said? How did you understand what I told you that day?"

I said concisely: "I don't want to go to you if I have nothing to do."

She seemed to be gnashing her teeth, stretched out a big palm and pushed my head, "Xue Lingyi, why are you so stupid."

I asked suspiciously: "Isn't that what you mean?"

Roy turned around angrily and said angrily, "No."

I called her: "Then don't go, Roy, tell me if I want to find you in the future."

People are always fascinated by the authorities. In the next few years, when I think about the details between me and Roy many times, I will find that when I am in love, my EQ is simply negative.

Now that we meet again, I don’t really expect her to still miss me. I have never felt that she loves me so much. Maybe she just depends on me, and this dependence can be replaced by others, but I’m lucky and happen to fill in her dependence.In my opinion, as long as I love her, it is enough. If the relationship between people needs to be filled with love, all I am willing to give is me, as long as she is by my side.

After we separated, we had our own orbits of life. She was on the rise, and I lived more and more, and this result will inevitably lead to a wider gap between me and her.

But she actually wants to reconcile with me, and she can't pretend that she doesn't know. Those who can be shown by others, she actually still has feelings for me.

This matter still makes me very proud and happy, just like many couples who have broken up. Although there is no possibility of reunion, I hope that the other party will remember me, preferably for a lifetime, so as to show my charm.

I had insomnia as expected on Friday night, and woke up the next day with two dark circles under my eyes, looking very much like the overly sexual face on TV.

Thinking that it was still early, I put on some makeup and put on some powder and finally covered the dark circles under my eyes. I was very nervous watching the time go by every minute. I opened the window to breathe but saw the familiar car downstairs.