Empress Dowager + Spoiler

It is the wrong position, what does it matter if you forgive or not?

Gu Xizhao lowered her eyes, "It should be like this, but I can't blame Master."

Chu Yan didn't speak, staring at the fragments on the ground, the brown sour plum juice dripped into a puddle on the ground, and another thread slowly flowed to her shoes, very similar to that year, when she was wearing a sweat-smelling sweater. The general curled his cloak into a ball, watching Gu Zheng, who was not Marquis of Changping at that time, and his subordinates beheading those who bullied her one by one, but the blood that flowed to her shoes was redder then.

Ah Zhao asked her, why did she jump into this muddy water?

How would she know this is muddy water?At that time, General Gu Zheng and Gu rescued her when she was in despair. He was heroic and gentlemanly. He cared for her and cared for her without any dislike. He led her to see the sunshine opposite the darkness of life. She admires him wholeheartedly, loves him wholeheartedly, which is also a matter of course for a pregnant girl.

Once this falls, there is no turning back.

Now, even though she knows that this is a trip into muddy water, she looks back and thinks about the past years, and realizes that the so-called romance is just her wish. Maybe from the moment he rescued her, she It's just a pawn in his chess game.

Yes, she actually understood.

But the word love, isn't the most painful thing like this, knowingly committing crimes.

Thinking of these past events, Chu Yan couldn't help but smile wryly. She felt sorry for Gu Xizhao.

Those loves that cannot be expressed to the former General Gu have actually been transformed into Gu Xizhao, a person who is not a daughter but a daughter during so many years of getting along day and night. She and everyone in the world only hope that their daughter can marry a good man. The husband and the child are the same as the mother who spent her whole life with Meimei. She hoped that Ah Zhao, who was fed by spoonfuls of rice soup with her own hands, could find a husband who loved her, spoiled her and loved her, and lived her life normally.

However, from the time Changping Hou asked her to tell Ah Zhao the truth, she knew that these words were meaningless.

After a long time, Chu Yan moved his feet away from the sour plum soup, took a deep breath, and said, "Where is his body now?"

When she asked suddenly, Gu Xizhao didn't react, she was stunned for a moment and said: "I guess it was thrown into a mass grave. If my father didn't have it... Maybe there are only bones left. It's been three months."

Chu Yan's tears came down again, "I haven't taken care of him for a day, nor have I met him. As long as he is alive, I will be miserable every day. I never thought that I would not feel happy when he died."

Just because the scar is healed, you will not forget the injury you have suffered.

Being connected by blood is itself a mysterious bond of fate.

Gu Xizhao handed her the handkerchief, "Then, does Master regret it?"

Regret?

What's the use of regretting it?There is only one way in life.If it is useful to regret, she will not ignore this evil species. If it goes a little further, she will not ask Gu Zheng to save her; if it can go any further, she must prevent her parents from returning to Xijiang.

Chu Yan didn't answer her, but asked instead: "Will Ah Zhao regret it in the future? Once this road is gone, there is no turning back."

Gu Xizhao looked into her eyes, "If I said yes, wouldn't Master ask me to go like this?"

Chu Yan averted his eyes, ruthless can deceive himself and others, but deep love can't deceive others, her Azhao really likes that little emperor, and the little emperor really likes her.How happy she would be if her Ah Zhao was just an ordinary girl.

She was silent, and the expectations in Gu Xizhao's eyes slowly faded to ashes again, "Master advised me to take this road, how could I forget?"

"Azhao..."

"Master does not go to the Three Treasures Hall for nothing. What will my father entrust you with when you come back?"

Chu Yan's expression paled, and he swallowed the words again, and said after a moment of silence: "Now the courtiers are using the matter of the emperor's heir to persuade the emperor to accept the harem, if you don't want to do it, when the newcomer enters the palace, you... ..."

Gu Xizhao was not surprised at all, "Father is really interesting, how can this woman get pregnant and have a child in a hurry?"

Chu Yan looked at her and hesitated for a moment, "Your father asked me to give you some secret recipes for having children."

"The secret recipe for childbirth?" Gu Xizhao suddenly smiled, and then burst into laughter. After laughing for a long time, he wiped the water from the corners of his eyes, "I don't know when Master will have such a secret recipe."

Chu Yan always looked as usual, "Women can marry and have children as long as Tianguishui arrives. It's not a secret recipe, just to show you your body. I heard that you gave birth on New Year's Eve the year before last. See if it hurts your body. After prescribing some medicine, it will be easy to conceive.”

Gu Xizhao didn't stretch out her hand to ask her to feel her pulse, but looked at her, "Master, I'm already so fateful, I don't want my child to suffer like me. Let him know that he was born by his mother , just to use it as a tool to seize power."

After Gu Xizhao finished speaking, she turned around again, "As for what the master tells my father, it's up to the master, but this life is like this, and the sooner you die, the sooner you will be liberated."

"Azhao..." Chu Yan's heart felt like a needle prick, "It's not like this. I won't tell your father these words."

Gu Xizhao didn't turn her eyes around, "There is nothing in this world that is more painful than betraying someone who loves you. The emperor treats me so well, so well, but I want to betray her for my father's selfish desire. Master, What did the emperor do wrong? She was ordered to sit on this seat when she was in danger. Yes, she is not as good as her elder brother in terms of intelligence, but she is conscientious and diligent, and the lives of the people are getting better and better. What is wrong with her as the emperor? ? Her only fault was falling in love with me."

Chu Yan was speechless.

Gu Xizhao turned around and looked at her again, her eyes turned red at some point, "Master, I'm asking you."

"You ask."

"How much do you know about my father?"

Chu Yan frowned, "Why are you asking this all of a sudden?"

Gu Xizhao looked sad, "Even if I am his daughter, she doesn't believe me. If he told me the truth and why he robbed the tomb of the senior brother, I might be able to save Mo Huiwang's life."

"What did you say, the tomb of your senior brother was stolen?" Ever since he entered the palace and met Gu Xizhao last year, Chu Yan has been a little passive and withdrawn from the world, and has been ignoring world affairs in the Taoist temple. , she still won't come out.

It's just that Marquis Changping probably didn't expect Gu Xizhao to find out so much. He thought that the matter of Mo Huiwang was over, and few people would mention it, but Gu Xizhao just opened up about it.

Gu Xizhao glanced at her, and saw that she didn't seem to be lying, but instead she wondered, "Don't Master know about this? Mo Huiwang was thrown into the prison because of this, because he has been corrupted from the Guangchu Division over the years." A lot of money, my father was worried that this matter would be found out and he would be implicated, so he killed him first."

Chu Yan's expression hurt, and he said after a while, "It's impossible for your father to steal your emperor's brother's tomb."

His tone was very firm.

Gu Xizhao was puzzled, but she didn't show it on the face, "Why is Master so sure?"

Chu Yan looked at her for a long time, "Azhao, are you talking to me?"

Seen through by her, Gu Xizhao didn't bother to pretend, "I am Gu Xizhao, the empress of Dazhao, and I will only have this identity in my life."

Chu Yan was slightly startled, "You want to make your father an enemy?"

"No, it's my father who wants to be the enemy of the entire Dazhao."

"You're not afraid of me..."

Before she finished speaking, Gu Xizhao called softly, "Hua Jiu."

In the blink of an eye, there were four more dark guards in black in the room.

Gu Xizhao went to the main seat and sat down, picked up the tea and took a sip, "Since the master has seen it, then I will say it directly, if the father is the enemy of the emperor, that is the enemy of the palace. The master is the enemy of the emperor , that is also the enemy of the palace."

Chu Yan took a look at the hidden guards around him, and chuckled for a moment, "I heard that there is an invisible elite in the royal family who guards the emperors of the past. Unfortunately, no one can see them. They all think that the royal family is intimidating the world." , Only now do I know that it is true. Ah Zhao, you did not love the wrong person, and the emperor even handed over the last fortune to you, no wonder you are so determined."

"The emperor will never leave, and the palace will never abandon. The Xiao family's royal family is history, and it is my father who is obsessed with his obsession."

Chu Yan also turned back and walked to her seat and sat down. The woman sitting on top of her was dressed in brocade clothes, her face was exquisite and fierce, she was indeed the majesty of a kingdom, and as for the one with two braids, she was full every day. Shan ran wildly, and the little girl who broke her heart really stayed in memory for a long time.

Ah Zhao has grown up.

Really grown up.

It was no longer the girl doll that she had to worry about protecting.