The mountains and rivers at the bottom of the pen, because you survived + extra episode

The frightened person looked up at her in confusion at this moment, did not speak, just asked silent questions.

Chen Di was looking at Sheng Lai, and what she saw in the eyes of the little girl beside her was not only doubt, but also a bit of panic and anxiety that she tried to cover up but couldn't cover up too well.Her heart softened at once, Chen Di thought, it's over, she herself didn't know how many times she had such emotions when she saw Sheng Lai, but now she had a vague feeling in her heart, Sheng Lai, about It is my own weakness in this life.

no one can touch...

"What are you thinking about again?" Chen Di asked.

Sheng Lai was still in a low mood, and his rebuttal voice also became smaller, a little lacking in confidence: "Do you even care about what I think?"

She herself didn't realize that when she said this to Chen Di, she still had a little bit of complaint and coquettishness.Very faint emotions, if you don't listen carefully, you can't hear them at all.

Chen Di nodded domineeringly, "I don't care about anything else, but what you think is related to me, then I must take care of it. For example, if you don't pay attention and you think wrongly again, if I can't defend myself Two sentences, I really feel wronged to death..."

"How can I miss you?" Sheng Lai became anxious all of a sudden, as if his mind had been punctured.

Chen Di looked at the time at the red light ahead, she let go of Sheng Lai's hand, slowly but with a serious tone: "Didn't you miss me just now? I think I heard what happened to you before, and what might happen Think? You are not me, how do you know what I think? Sheng Lai, if you really want to know what I think in the future, just ask me directly, and I will tell you everything. As long as you ask." Finally Chen Di added One sentence.

What she can do is to be loyal to her lover, and never lie.

These words were not untouched, and Sheng Lai was also moved when he heard them.

Then, some words blurted out uncontrollably: "Then what do you think?"

"Want to kill someone." Chen Difeng said lightly, she seemed to find it a little funny, because at that moment, she really thought so.Killing all those who intend to misbehave with the little girl beside her, regardless of the law of human life, this is what she thought at that moment.You know it's wrong, but you can't control it. "I am also distressed and annoyed. If I were here, I would not allow these things to happen."

It's a pity that in those years, I was still not by her side.

So I still blame myself.

"Don't you feel disgusted? Hate me?" Sheng Lai said softly. Sometimes when she thinks back, she can't help but hate herself!

Chen Di: "Why do you use other people's mistakes to punish yourself? And why do you hate you? What's disgusting is the person who did such a despicable thing. You're just a fish in the pond who was brought down by the scum. Ask these words, Is it too stupid?"

Because only you think this way, you will ask this question!

Sheng Lai's thoughts were easy to guess, and after Chen Di guessed right, he felt a little sad.

No one enlightened her, and she walked for so many years by herself carrying many shackles imposed on her by others.

It's really hard work!

The residential area of ​​Yao's family was soon ahead. After stopping the car, Chen Di walked out. The first thing he did was to go around the front of the car and walk to the other side. The girl hugged.

A big hug.

Chen Di directly embraced Sheng Lai from his left arm with one hand, and directly embraced the skinny girl in front of him into his arms, hugging her in a strong and powerful way without saying a word.

"Can you be happier now?" Chen Di asked.

Ever since she said those words just now, when Sheng Lai was sitting in the car, she kept her head down, as if she was very resistant to any communication with the outside world. She felt anxious when she saw it, but she didn't know What should I say to comfort.

Sheng Lai didn't resist Chen Di's hug, but she was actually a little obsessed with it.

"Hmm." She hid herself in Chen Di's big arms, trying to hide the wetness in her eyes.

Chen Di didn't ask her why she didn't say anything, but left time for her to calm down slowly.

"Ms. Chen..." After a long while, Sheng Lai raised her head from Chen Di's arms, her eyes looked particularly bright, although the ends of the eyes were still a little pitifully red, but there was light in them , stubborn and strong, and then, Sheng said: "Actually, I still like you very much..."

After many years, I was still defeated by her unintentional gentleness. I like her very much, and I like the teacher Chen who bluntly stood by her side, whether it was before or now, who helped her drive away the cold and loneliness.

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Chapter 50

It's not that she didn't lie to herself, saying that she hated the person in front of her, hated her, and then gradually became that I had forgotten her, but after meeting again, when she saw Chen Di, no matter how much she pretended to be right She has the look of deep hatred, no matter how much she wants to avoid the person in front of her, after stripping away the awkwardness in her heart, she can't face the fact that she still likes Chen Di's heart.

She didn't know that she could be so complicated and pretend like this, she almost deceived herself...

But now, maybe it's because I really... want someone beside me to stand with me, right?She looked directly at the little secret in her heart that she never wanted to admit at first, Sheng Lai, you still like her.

Chen Di has always felt that Sheng Lai has not changed, whether it was before or now, Sheng Lai is the little girl with clear and bright eyes who has always remained kind.

In Sheng Lai's eyes, when did Chen Di change?Whether it was before or now, Chen Di is still the teacher Chen who would silently defend her no matter whether she saw her or not.

When I was young, I accidentally fell in love with the first person who was kind to me silently behind my back, maybe it was just because of such a little pitiful hard-won kindness, but I still liked her so much later, because I found out that she is not only only It was so good that I accidentally saw it when I was a child.

Smart and generous, there is always a reason that she thinks is very powerful, and she is omnipotent.Her Chinese is not that bad, but she really doesn't know how to describe the adjectives on Chen Di other than excellent.

All good people will shine, and she wants to chase the light.

There was a little smile hidden in Sheng Lai's eyes, when she looked at Chen Di, she couldn't help but continue to speak, but no one knew whether she was talking to herself or said to Chen Di: "That's great! "

Or it's just a simple sigh, it's so good, it's so good that after going around for so many years, I still told the people in front of me my careful thoughts at the age of 23.

Or, that's great, after going around for so many years, the two of us are still young in each other's hearts, and finally changed from I secretly liking you to we liking each other.

Sheng Lai didn't know whether she and Chen Di were in love at this moment, she knew in her heart that she just liked Chen Di, and this matter itself was not shameful, she wanted to tell it.Because Chen Di said that if you don't say something, others will never know it for a lifetime.

It's not shameful to like it, she just wants the people in front of her to know.

Chen Di knew it, and was very happy to know it.

Sheng Lai felt Chen Di's hand brushing across his cheek, it was very gentle, and then a low chuckle came from his ear, which was very pleasant.Sheng Lai raised his head subconsciously, and he didn't pay attention, or he knew it would be like this, and he knew it would hit Chen Di's eyes like this, but he didn't expect the emotion in these eyes to be so gentle.

Chen Di has always been neat and crisp, her style of acting is strong and unsloppy, and she is a typical decision-making talent.Such people often carry the shadow of work in their lives, and they are very capable.And the gentle emotions that appeared in Chen Di's eyes at this moment were a bit incompatible with the temperament around her.Sheng couldn't explain why, maybe it was because this incompatibility made Chen Di look extraordinarily good-looking, so he was also captured by the tenderness in his eyes, and his heartbeat seemed to gradually become faster.

"I thought I would never be able to wait for your words in my life..." Chen Di said with a smile, and there was no bitterness in her smile that Sheng Lai usually saw.

Sheng Lai did not forget that when Chen Di smiled at her in the past, she could imagine how resistant her face was in Chen Di's eyes. At that time, she felt that accepting Chen Di meant that she was sorry for her past self and herself. Pride and self-esteem, so she saw bitterness in Chen Di's smile.But now, Sheng Lai feels how ridiculous the former self is, isn't the past self also the present self?Why do you have to lock yourself in the past, when you clearly see the person you want to hold hands with but still try your best to restrain yourself?