The mountains and rivers at the bottom of the pen, because you survived + extra episode

I knew how to read words and colors early, but I didn't know that in the adult world, blood relationship really doesn't matter to the cool people.

That's her mother!

"Mom, mom, I want to hold hands too! My classroom should take the stairs here!"

When Sheng Lai arrived at Yao's house, it was as if she was in her parents' house before. She was the only child in the house, and she should be spoiled.Seeing his mother being taken away by Haruka Songyin, Sheng Lai disliked Haruka Songyin very much at first.But then she gradually understood that when she came to Yao's house, only Yao Songyin didn't like her right, she didn't have any right...

The woman in the windbreaker frowned, patted her hand away, and said educationally, "Sheng Lai, you are both older sisters, why are you so ignorant? Today, my mother came to hold a parent-teacher meeting for both of you sisters. I heard that your teacher said the same thing. Whose fault is it?" All classrooms are the same! You should go to your own classroom and sit down now, okay?"

Sheng Lai, who was scolded and retreated, didn't react. When he understood the meaning of the words, the woman in the windbreaker had already disappeared into the spot with another girl who was dressed neatly and looked like a little princess beside her.

There are so many people coming and going at the school gate, she is so short, and all she can see are adults holding the hands of their own children, and there are many, many legs. The person I want to look for is really hard to find.

A small figure, lost in the sea of ​​people, can only carry a big schoolbag, walking alone and lonely in the direction of his classroom.

At that time, I didn't know what it meant to be lonely, and I still had the most straightforward and uncomfortable thoughts in my heart——

She was abandoned by her mother who regarded her as everything!

Unwanted child.

It is difficult for Sheng Lai to accept her biological mother emotionally without any grudges. Life is already very difficult. She is willing to move forward without any worries and burdens, and she does not want to stagger with countless traumas in her childhood.

Just after changing clothes, the phone rang again.This time I want to pretend that I don't hear, I don't know, I don't connect, it's a bit unreasonable.

"Hi, hello." Polite opener.

The person on the other end of the phone seemed to be stunned for a moment by her official answering language, "Sheng Lai, it's me."

Sheng Lai was sitting on the sofa, biting her lower lip slightly, but did not speak.It wasn't that she was rude and didn't answer, but at this moment, she clearly felt that she really didn't know what to say.Too strange, as if never met.

Since coming to Rongcheng, she has never had any contact with that family.But coincidentally, she wanted to escape that family, and everyone in that family seemed to want to pretend that she was not there.Otherwise, why didn't they have any contact for so many years?

"Sheng Lai, I'm mother, did you see the text message? You said that your child went to college, and he didn't know to tell his family if his phone number changed. Look, if it wasn't so difficult for me to ask someone to find it You just found out about your phone number, how long do you think you will worry your mother?" Cheng Rong, who was on the other end, was sitting on the sofa with her legs crossed at this moment, holding a small spoon in her hand and stirring the coffee cup in front of her.

Don't be in a hurry, but don't be in a hurry.

"Hmm." Sheng Lai's face was expressionless.

She just had such a monosyllabic word, which made Cheng Rong unable to continue talking for a moment.

For a moment, "Look, when are you coming back? After so many years, you are so cruel that you don't contact your family? Do you really think you are a teenager? You still run away from home?" Cheng Rong Standing on his status as an elder, he taught Sheng Lai a few words.

"To each other." Sheng said.

"What did you say?" Cheng Rong couldn't react to Sheng Lai's unreasonable answers one after another, so she could only suspect that her ears were wrong and her hearing was wrong.In the past, she had no sense of presence and would never refute her daughter. I haven't seen her in the past few years, and the feeling is a little different.

A hint of impatience appeared in Sheng Lai's eyes, she felt that such things as being cold could be inherited.Just like now, she has also learned to communicate calmly with her family members but more like strangers, using the most alienated and straightforward words: "We haven't been in touch for a few years, and we are doing well. You call today If you have anything to do over here, please explain it directly, thank you."

Daughter is a title, and when she doesn't want to have this status in this position, everything will be different.

"...Your wings are stiff now?"

"As you can see, five years ago, I was self-sufficient and didn't cost my family a penny." Sheng Lai's voice was steady, but only she here knew that she was trembling now.

At this time, Sheng Lai realized that she was still too young.

"Sheng Lai! You are so cold-blooded and selfish! Have I raised you in vain for so many years? Who wanted to leave at the beginning? And who took the initiative to lose any news? Did I beg you to leave? Let you run away from home ?" Cheng Rong was a little annoyed, she knew that Sheng Lai would become so undisciplined, and she shouldn't have let her go without saying anything.

Sheng Lai took the phone a little farther away, took a deep breath, and then let it out slowly. After her breathing became a little smoother, she said, "Yes, I did it myself. If there is nothing else, I have something else to do. Bye……"

"Wait!" How could Cheng Rong let her end the call so easily? "You are going to come back next week. I have something to say. I will book the ticket for you!"

"Let's talk about it now. I have something to do next week and I don't have time." Sheng Lai frowned. She didn't know that Cheng Rong hadn't had any contact with her for so many years, so she had to go back and talk about something.

Cheng Rong had already picked up the coffee in front of her, but when she heard Sheng Lai's refusal, she put the cup down again, "Give me a push if you have something to do! Is it so difficult for you to go home!"

Chapter 12

"A place where family members live together is called home. There is no place in a house where people can rest and live their own lives. It's not home. I'm at home right now, what are you talking about?" Sheng Lai said softly Said, at least in this small house, she didn't have to work hard without a mask.

Cheng Rong was very angry with her, but now she knew that she really had nothing to do with Sheng Lai, and she needed Sheng Lai's help in the current situation at home.Thinking of this, Cheng Rong took two deep breaths, resisted the urge to throw the phone out with the hand that was full of jeweled rings, calmed down, and said: "I know that my mother may not have taken good care of you these years, But come now, come back and see mom, otherwise, mom might not be able to stay in this house any longer!"

The time spent on a phone call was too long, listening to the sound of begging on the phone, Sheng Lai felt that the next words were a trap.She knew that she could not remain indifferent after hearing the other party's misfortune, and she just wanted to end this topic as soon as possible: "If there is nothing else, I will hang up first..."

"Come back, mom will show you a good marriage!" Fearing that Sheng Laizhen would hang up the phone regardless of the next moment, Cheng Rong hurriedly threw out the main purpose of today's call, "Come on, listen to mom , this marriage is really very good, the other party is richer than your Uncle Yao, and he looks good, if you marry, you can be regarded as high-ranking, and you will have the best happiness, in the future..."

rich?Gao Pan?

She doesn't want to marry for material things, and she doesn't have that much "ambition" to marry for cross-class reasons.Marriage, isn't it because you can't help being tied to the person you like for a lifetime, so you are willing to use a law to bind yourself and only love her in this life?

"Stop talking!" Sheng Lai interrupted suddenly. She stood in front of the window and sneered. It was really a good marriage, and she really cared about her mother. She hadn't heard from her for five years, and she didn't know if there was anyone around her. The object, whether there is a lover, a phone call, is to ask myself to agree to her shameless and absurd decision of "selling a girl".She, Sheng Lai, is a living person with full capacity for civil conduct, independent thinking and complete personality!Why, in Cheng Rong's eyes, is she like an object that she can throw away, pick up, and... sell?

Sheng Lai pinched his palm, suppressing the disgusting feeling in his chest, "Since he is such a good person, let Haruka Songyin go, and give the so-called best happiness in your mouth to your favorite daughter." It is."

Wasn't Cheng Rong like this in the past?

"Sheng Lai, you are the elder sister, you have to leave all the good things to the younger sister Songyin!"

"Sheng Lai, don't compete with Song Yin!"

"Sheng Lai, you are too ignorant..."

This time, Sheng Lai hung up the phone without waiting for Cheng Rong to say anything else.She didn't want to know who the other person Cheng Rong was talking about, but felt that all this was really disgusting.Could it be that in Cheng Rong's eyes, she was born for more than 20 years just to sell her for a good price for this day?

This, it really sounds like... a jì-girl!

This is really ironic.

When he came out of the bathroom, it was already half an hour later, and Sheng Lai also saw his ugly face in the mirror.She had vomited for a while holding the toilet, but there was nothing in her stomach, and all she vomited was acidic water.After applying some blush on his cheeks, and his face was no longer as pale as before, Sheng Lai went out to meet Hang Ai at the place where he met.