She is playing tricks on me again today (gl) + episode

From that night on, when I saw her again, my vision completely changed. No matter how innocent she smiled, all the images that should not have appeared in my mind.

I don't like myself like this, I feel dirty, dirty, and...disgusting.

During that time, I kept trying to correct myself, hoping to be normal, but the more I was like this, the more I couldn't ignore her. Instead, because of depression, I would dream about her every day and every night.

Those dreams were very complicated and chaotic, and some of them were simply being with her, face to face, without saying anything, just looking at each other.

There are, but they are unimaginable dreams. Most of them are me putting those messy things I found on the Internet on her. Whether she is willing or not, I am the master in the dream, and she can only belong to me. .

Those dreams are really... indescribable. Even if I tell you about it now, you will be shocked. You can imagine how much I hated myself after waking up from the dream.

But no matter how annoying it is, the dream will still come, and I clearly understand one thing.

I like her, really like her, no, not just like her, I love her, love her very much.

If I could be with her, really, I would do anything. "

Liu Yulin's soft voice fell for a long time, and Fang Xiang was speechless.

This is the past that Liu Yulin never mentioned.

For Liu Yulin, who was only a teenager back then, everything about sex was mysterious, even scary.

Coupled with the lack of sex education in schools and the wrong guidance of traditional social concepts, she, who was still ignorant at the time, thought that physical impulsiveness was shameful, especially as a girl who had that kind of impulsiveness, it was simply shameful. She would be scolded as a daughter-in-law, a broken shoe, or even soaked in a pig cage in ancient times.

No wonder Liu Yulin fell in love with Liang Mingfei early on, but she never said anything...

The author has something to say: the past two days have been a bit stuck, I have to put it into Liu Yulin's brain circuit, and think about what she will do next...

Thank you to all the babies who follow up every day~(づ￣3￣)づ

Chapter 51 Abnormal

"Even if you didn't dare to admit that you liked him at the time, why didn't you dare to say so after all these years? Did he get married early?"

Liu Yulin was silent for a long time before replying: "I rejected him before, he may have been estranged from me, and I haven't contacted him much since then...Okay, let's not talk about him."

Liu Yulin changed the topic understandingly, but Fang Xiang blamed herself even more.

If she hadn't unreasonably forced Liu Yulin to choose between her and Liang Mingfei, there would be so many embarrassing things today.

It's all her fault.

Originally, I wanted to ask more specifically what Liang Mingfei was doing now, whether he was married, and what was his relationship with Wang Dahai.

But right now it's not good to ask anymore.

From the looks of it, Liang Mingfei is married. As for the relationship with Wang Dahai, it doesn't really matter at all. The important thing is whether Liu Yulin can really let him go.

Fang thought: "Then you are divorced, do you want to tell your family?"

Liu Yulin: "Let's not talk about it, take your time."

Fang thought: "Then... what about Liang Mingfei? You still...can't let him go?"

Liu Yulin looked up at her, and the moment she raised her head, her forehead brushed against her chin, delicate and cool.

"Didn't you say you didn't mention him?"

Fang Xiang moved his lips, and lowered his voice involuntarily, "Well, don't mention it."

Liu Yulin stared at her intently, the arm wrapped around her waist suddenly pulled out and hooked directly around her neck.

"Look here, there is a sea làng, there is a beach, it is a good place for couples to cultivate their relationship. If it is not me who is here today, but that Li Fei, I guess you two will definitely do something right now, for example... ...Kiss."

Fang Xiang was a little embarrassed when mentioning that Li Fei who made it up casually, so she coughed lightly and changed the subject.

"Actually, it's not just couples who come to the beach. Didn't I see a group of girlfriends before? There are also a few members of the family. The sunset is red. There are everyone. We have such a good relationship, it is most suitable to come together."

Before the words fell, Liu Yulin immediately echoed: "You are right, you are my best girlfriend, much more reliable than those scumbags!

Only you have been with me all the time, even when I proposed such a ridiculous kiss practice, you agreed to me, and now, you accompany me to such a far place, and you keep comforting me.

Do you know Fang Xiang?I am actually spoiled by you, you always give me the illusion that no matter what I do to you, or make any reasonable or unreasonable demands, you will indulge me unconditionally. "

Liu Yulin paused for a moment, her voice became a little hoarse.

"Fang thought, it's nice to have you, really, how would I live without you in the future?"

Suddenly being praised so earnestly, it was almost like a confession, Fang Xiang was a little uncomfortable, rubbed Liu Yulin's head again, and then gave a doting smile, and then forced himself to say something.

"Silly girl, we are in a relationship for a lifetime, how can we say nothing."

These words seemed to reach Liu Yulin's heart, and she finally showed her first smiling face tonight.

His eyebrows are curved and his smile is bright.

Liu Yulin hooked her neck and leaned forward again, the tip of her nose almost touched hers, her warm breath intertwined with each other.

"Fang wants to..."

The voice she spoke again was not as serious as before, with a strong nasal voice, but it was not the airtight nasal voice of crying too much, but a soft, waxy, charming nasal voice with a hint of coquettishness.

Fang thought: "Huh?"

Liu Yulin: "Can you really promise me anything?"

Fang thought: "Probably... right."

Liu Yulin murmured slightly, begging to kiss her lips, and asked straightforwardly, almost naively: "Then what should I do if I suddenly want to kiss right now?"

"Pick, kiss?"

Fang Xiang blinked several times in succession, she didn't want to admit that her heart skipped a beat at that moment.

"Yes, I want to kiss, and suddenly I really want to, really want to, really want to kiss."

Liu Yulin's eyes are crystal clear, under the night sky, the bright moon and stars are reflected, and they are so clear that one can see to the end.

Although they had kissed countless times, there were all kinds of so-called legitimate reasons.

But what about now?

Because the atmosphere is good, so the two girlfriends want to kiss?

No matter how you say it, it doesn't make sense!

Fang wanted to refuse, but he thought of Liang Mingfei, and remembered that everything Liu Yulin encountered now was caused indirectly by her, so he couldn't say the words of rejection no matter what.

Liu Yulin hooked her neck, stared at her intently, without a trace of impatience, quietly waiting for her answer.

Glancing at her moist lips, Fang Xiang's gaze was a little dodged, but she still couldn't bear to refuse after all, and nodded slightly.

Before she nodded her head, Liu Yulin's hand suddenly covered her, directly covering her slightly phoenix eyes.

Followed by an inaudible sigh, and the familiar warm touch on the lips.

The sound of waves seemed to be drifting away gradually, but the warm person in his arms was constantly warming up.

The hot lips, scorching skin, and the cool sea breeze did not bring the temperature down, but the more unbearable hugging and kissing.

Fang Xiang seemed to suddenly understand why Liu Yulin wanted to cover her eyes.

Although she couldn't see it, she still clearly felt Liu Yulin's cheeks were wet, and the wetness slid all the way to the corners of her lips, bringing an unspeakable saltiness.

Liu Yulin... cried.

Who did she think of?

Is it Liang Mingfei who was also sheltering from the rain in the corridor deep in my memory?

Or she thought she had no feelings, but Wang Dahai was her first man after all?

Although Liu Yulin kissed her almost piously and warmly, but Liu Yulin was thinking of another person.

She clearly knew that this was normal, but she didn't know why, the saltiness left on the corner of her lips inexplicably continued to deepen, until it reached the deepest part of her heart.

……

It has been more than half a month since I came back from Hainan.

As expected, Liu Yulin kept her word and asked Wang Dahai to discuss divorce matters as soon as she came back. Everything went smoothly, but the negotiation couldn't go on when it came to the house.

The house was jointly purchased by both parties. Although it was only half a year since the purchase, the prices in the imperial capital have skyrocketed, and the location is quite good. It is still a house in the school district. You can earn at least 10,000+ if you resell it.

Selling the house and splitting it between the two is a good idea in theory.

Or one party wants a house, and the other party gives money at the current market price.

But the point of the problem is that the value of the house is constantly increasing, but the value of the money in hand is constantly depreciating. Both Liu Yulin and Wang Dahai want to settle in the imperial capital, but neither has enough money to make up for the other half before buying a house .

Therefore, neither of them would give in to this wedding room!