Reborn Awakening (GL)

"It depends on yourself." Jiang Zheng replied, "Some people can't accept it. Living is better than dying. Some people can accept it. Living is more important than anything else."

She said, lowering her head: "Sometimes I feel that I am so bad, no matter how much I have experienced, I am still not strong enough to protect the person I want to protect. Baozi feels extremely guilty for Irene's death, why not I ? If I have the ability to save Irene, Baozi will not be so depressed. If I have the ability to help senior Mogg escape together, I can come here with us and meet their husband and wife... No one can protect such a person I really can do it..."

Jiang Zheng directly interrupted Chang Sheng: "If you can slap the black dragon to death with one slap, I don't have to listen to you here if you come and if you pass."

Chang Sheng couldn't help smiling wryly: "I thought you would encourage me."

"It's meaningless to say too much nonsense. Children who fall and get up on their own will wipe away their tears, while those who are lifted up will continue to cry, and they won't stop coaxing." Jiang Zheng said, sitting up Beside Chang Sheng, said: "If you are strong enough, then do the former, if you can't, I will wipe away your tears."

Chang Sheng couldn't help being surprised.

"Changsheng, listen." At that moment, Changsheng felt that Jiang Zheng's tone was much tougher than usual, and he just raised his eyes to hear her say: "Don't always let the doubts about yourself in your heart hinder you." Your steps, even if your arms are like a cart, so many people and things behind you that must be protected by you will not allow you to take half a step back. Senior Mogg said that you should grow up, sacrifices are always inevitable, we all have to Learn to choose. From the moment you learn the secret of the black dragon, whether you are lost or sad, you have to go on this road if you choose it.”

"Azheng..."

"The Changsheng I know, even if he lost his father and younger brother, he didn't lose hope! At that time, the city of perishing was destroyed, the demons cut off their retreat, the Far East fell completely, the morale of the army was shattered, and deserters kept appearing. It was she who stood up Taking on a big responsibility, she promised tens of thousands of demoralized disabled soldiers that she would bring them back to Taran alive. Although reinforcements were waiting for a long time, and they seemed to be abandoned by the homeland she guarded, she still did not give up on those wounded who survived. The disabled soldiers, boosting their morale, fought alone in the Far East and held on for several months! Finally, she succeeded, and those soldiers who followed her left the Far East battlefield alive under her leadership, not because they won, but because Because those in power in Taran signed a humiliating treaty ceding the territory."

"They were the elite divisions against the demons for hundreds of years, but they were attacked by the powerful and terrifying demons led by the black dragon. This is beyond the imagination and understanding of those who are in peace. Yes. Even so, they still stick to that piece of land, looking forward to the arrival of reinforcements day after day, even if what they finally waited for was the humiliation of defeat, they did not give up their faith because of this."

"They stood under the city of Taran, weeping bitterly, not knowing where the despised loser would go. They all looked at you with trust and expectation in their eyes."

Jiang Zheng asked seriously: "Do you still remember what you said to them at that time?"

——The Far East Army is Ainota’s most solid barrier against the demons for hundreds of years. Now that we have lost the Far East in battle, we can cry and be hated and insulted by those who don’t understand us, but we must never fall down !

——I brought you back from the battlefield, and when you recover, I will bring you back to regain everything that was lost this time!

Of course she remembered the promise made at that time, but she couldn't keep it in the end.

"That day, they swear to follow your oath to the sky, and I will never forget it in my life." Jiang Zheng said, putting his hands on Chang Sheng's shoulders, and said: "Chang Sheng, you can cry in pain, but you can't cry. You can fall down, this is what you said!"

"Yes." Chang Sheng couldn't help smiling wryly.

She has experienced such cruel wars, and she has seen so many sacrifices, but at that time, she was not as concerned about gains and losses as she is now.

Perhaps, what she fears the most is not losing everything, but getting it back and losing it again.If someone or something is destined to be lost, it is better to never get it, let alone lose it a second time?

"I won't think about it any more."

"I'm not afraid of your wild thoughts, but I'm afraid that you'll suffocate yourself if you don't speak out after thinking about it." Jiang Zheng said seriously, "There shouldn't be a secret between me and you, right?"

"No."

"Really?" Jiang Zheng's eyes were burning brightly, making Chang Sheng very guilty.

She pondered for a moment, and said: "The night I escaped from the Jiakalun Palace, I heard the voice of the black dragon..."

Jiang Zheng couldn't help frowning, Baozi was right.

"He said that I have no ability to protect the people around me, and said that he would accept me, but if I continue to fight against him, I will lose everything. That's why... I wonder if I really can't do it."

"Fuck, the big villain who likes to pretend like this usually doesn't end well!" Jiang Zheng said, glaring at Chang Sheng, and angrily grabbed her shoulder and shook her back and forth: "In the future, if this kind of thing happens, don't worry about it!" Keep it from me! Do you hear me!"

"Did you hear that! Did you hear that! Did you hear that!"

Chang Sheng was dizzy from the shaking, so he quickly responded without thinking.

Seeing her answer, Jiang Zheng finally stopped, saying: "It's settled, I'm better at deceiving people than you are, if you want to hide anything from me, I'll lie to you to death."

Chang Sheng didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he could only nod his head repeatedly.

Seeing her like this, Jiang Zheng finally felt relieved, lay down and thought for a while, recalling Baozi's expression just now, he always felt that he still had something to say, but he lost his position because of Changsheng, so he didn't continue to ask...

My brain is really getting worse and worse, and I don't know if it will be too late to ask later.

Chapter 59 Escape

At noon the next day, Jiang Zheng tried to ask Baozi about yesterday's question again. When he opened the door, Baozi and Lagi were both squatting on the ground, looking at the messy potions and looking worried, as if they were doing some research. It didn't go well, and I stood there for a while, not knowing whether I should step forward to interrupt.

Baozi heard the sound of pushing the door, looked up at Jiang Zheng, and asked, "Are you leaving? Wait! I'll pack it up right away!"

"What are you doing?" Jiang Zheng asked casually to cover up the embarrassment of opening the door just now.

"Do research." Baozi's reaction didn't have any sense of concealment, but it was also very direct and meaningless, so that Jiang Zheng was speechless for a while, and turned his eyes to Lackey, but Lackey just got up and stretched, Said: "I don't really understand the research of the little genius, so I messed it up and slipped away."

"..." Jiang Zheng was speechless for a while, seeing that the buns had been packed up in a leisurely manner, she turned and went out without asking any further questions.

After helping Baozi close the door, Jiang Zheng leaned against the door and fell into a moment of contemplation.

This shouldn't be an illusion. Baozi's whole body is much more normal. She is no longer as preoccupied as she was a few days ago. It seems that yesterday she really cleared up all her worries. It was her. think too much.

The dwarf couple learned last night that their group was in a hurry, and they just wanted to settle down here to rest for a day and make supplies, so they woke up early today to prepare some dry food, packed them up and placed them by the door.Seeing that Chang Sheng had already packed his things, the woman asked considerately: "I'll make lunch right away, do you want to finish eating before leaving?"

Changsheng subconsciously glanced at Jiang Zheng. Seeing that Changsheng did not refuse, the woman drove the wheelchair out to the wooden shed where the vegetables were cooked.

Jiang Zheng quickly stepped forward to support the back of the chair, and said, "Let me help too!" Then, he looked back at Chang Sheng, "Chang Sheng, your cooking is so bad, why don't you come to ask for advice? trick?"

"Here we come!" Chang Sheng hurried forward and took the wheelchair pusher from Jiang Zheng.

"Is there anything I can do to help you two little girls..." the woman said, her eyes filled with a smile that couldn't be hidden, "If my child is still here, I don't know if you are sensible."

Jiang Zheng said: "No way, we are causing you trouble. If you don't think we are noisy, then we will come to see you when we are free!"

Chang Sheng smiled and glanced at Jiang Zheng, his eyes seemed to say: You are the only one with a sweet mouth.

"How can it be disgusting." The woman smiled, "The house is usually deserted, but it is lively when people come. Moge hasn't come back for a few years. A while ago, he sent a letter asking us to prepare to entertain guests. We are still happy." Woolen cloth."

"When Moge comes back, let's come together..." Before Jiang Zheng finished speaking, Chang Sheng threw him to the ground, and the next second, he heard the sound of arrows whistling past his head.

After a while of scalp numbness, I looked up and saw the woman who was thrown down from the wheelchair by Chang Sheng, her eyes widened in horror. The poisoned arrow pierced her throat and took her life away, leaving only The wound in the empty hole and the black poisonous blood.