Who is the heroine? + extra

The world is like a glass of plain water, plain and boring is the norm, calmness is just the attitude you should have when dealing with this glass of plain water.

As a result, Lu Yun became the only taste that was suddenly thrown into the boiled water.

At first, it was just out of some compensatory psychology, but gradually, that ordinary gaze gradually condensed, and finally became the center of her gaze, the only brilliant color.She suddenly realized that there had been a huge change in her body. She no longer maintained a dispensable state for everything - no, to be precise, she put all her attachments on Lu Yun.

That kind of emotion is subtle, beautiful like the gorgeous fireworks reflected in the water by the head of Juzizhou, blooming silently on the water, like Guan Xi's heart.

Maybe Lu Yun didn't know how true what she confessed that night - she said that she didn't care about other people's eyes and opinions, and that was true.She has never cared about it, and even made no secret of it, her attitude of indifference to the world has never changed: whether she knows it or doesn't know it, whether she supports it or opposes it...

The heart beats lazily, not influenced by any malicious or sweet words, the world cannot hurt it.However, as long as Lu Yun's breathing is a little disordered for a second, as long as Lu Yun's eyes change any posture, her heart is like the softest water, and she can't help changing.

Isn't that unfair?She was reading boring books in the study, and she would suddenly fall into unreasonable thoughts during the interval-isn't this unfair?She likes Lu Yun so much, so much that she likes a careless gambler in the silent time, letting a lot of precious moments and precious first times leak from her fingers to Lu Yun: The one who takes care of you carefully, the first friend, the first girlfriend, the first sister, the first person you like, the first person to watch the sunrise and sunset together...even, the first person to fall in love with people.But Lu Yun didn't know anything. What's ridiculous is that when those moments happened, even Guan Xi didn't pay attention to them. It wasn't until some time later that she suddenly realized what she had lost...and, what she had gained .

It's so unfair.When Lu Yun was still joking and spending her days happily and easily, she stood behind her, looked at her back, sighed, and sometimes inadvertently had a thought of resentment, and wanted to hold it down immediately. She, tell her loudly: You know what?Lu Yun, I like you, the kind of love that I want to be with you forever——

She shouldn't be so heartless and unaware, leaving her alone in love.

But that was just a momentary thought, almost before it became a strong impulse, it was suppressed by another emotion: Isn't it better for Lu Yun to be so happy than any other situation?

Although, she still can't help sighing in the occasional leisure time: It's really unfair...

But... What if there was no mistake back then, what if Guan Xi was the daughter of the Guan family, what if there were no mistakes, what if she had never met Lu Yun?

So what will she be like?

Maybe it will be the same as my brother, become an outstanding Guan family, the pride of another Guan family, become one of the countless successful people, climb to the top, then meet a less annoying man, and enter the palace of marriage , hang their wedding photos in the room like their parents, the hostess in a white wedding dress and the host in a suit show the same smile, their faces are blurred as if they have applied a template, maybe they will give birth to a child, cultivate She or he becomes his heir.

Like boiled water, it should be taken for granted without any ups and downs.

If he hadn't met Lu Yun, maybe that would have been Guan Xi's life.

Guan Xi couldn't help but smile, for she was lucky to avoid such a life.

She exerted a little force on her hands, and heard Lu Yun's dissatisfied murmurs. She frowned in her sleep, and soon fell into a deeper sleep.

Guan Xi stared at Lu Yun's face in the dark, then gently kissed her on the brow.

--Good night.

Good night my love.

Chapter 86

[Guan Xi] I really like my name.

Friends around her often praise her for being as good as her name, as brilliant as the morning light.Her response is often to laugh out loud, while she is self-satisfied that "my parents chose the name well", but at the same time she doesn't take it seriously-this kind of disapproval comes from a certain subtlety deep in her heart.

This subtlety comes from a certain sense of dislocation that she often has: it is strange to say that although she really likes her name, there will be a sudden indifference of "I am not Guan Xi" in a certain gap.

It seems that through a layer of glass, I heard someone calling this name. Although I echoed, I couldn't help thinking "Who is Guan Xi?" "Is my name really?"

Normally, she would classify this feeling as an illusion.

She is 【Guan Xi】.

The only daughter of the Guan family, she has three older brothers, and a lot of "friends".

Due to her personality, she is very popular, as everyone said——a person is as the name, just like Xiguang.

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【Guan Xi】Study is not bad, but far from being an elite like my brother at home.In high school, I was forced by my brother to enroll in a bunch of cram schools. Amidst the ridicule of my friends, I put my face down and worked hard. I actually realized my potential that I thought didn't exist, and entered C University under pressure.