Yanbo Dan's Life (Women Wear Men) + Spoiler

The Empress Dowager's eyes were cold and sharp, her heart was not closed, and at this moment there was no bright light, when she swept across Qiao Jing like a knife cutting flesh and blood, she wanted to eat her blood and eat her flesh.

Qiao Jing stepped up to the Empress Dowager, she was a little farther away, but she could see Feng Mu more clearly who was pressed by the Empress Dowager, her teeth were clenched, and she was angry for a moment, then forced herself to bow her head and plead: "Empress Dowager, you The person in my hands has a good background, he is of great use to the emperor and Daming, and I hope the Empress Dowager will take pity on him and let him live."

Qiao Jing threatened in a low voice, she was never willing to show weakness in her whole life, Feng Mu was one of the few persistences in her life, she didn't want to lose him. "Besides, I believe that your son doesn't want anything to happen to him. The soul-changing technique of the Qinglian Sect may allow your son to be born again. When everything returns to the original point, the pain you put on him Maybe your son has to bear it."

Instead of waiting for Xiyue to talk about the soul-changing technique, it is better for her to speak up.

Yurong was helped away by the maids in the palace, and the wind picked up at night, but her pale face showed a bit of complacency in the breeze for no reason.

Feng Mu clenched his fists, but seeing Qiao Jing who was looking at him nervously, Feng Mu clenched his fists, with a wry smile on his face, "This day is finally here, I've thought about it for a long time, I just didn’t expect it to be in this situation.”

"Is it true or not?" The Queen Mother turned to look at Xi Le, confirming whether Qiao Jing's words were true or not. Seeing Xi Le nod her head, she breathed a sigh of relief, and made up a plan. Now Xi Le's identity is worrying, but with this layer relationship, her son will have the conditions to live.

"Who the hell are you?" The queen mother suppressed the anger on her face, turned around and faced Feng Mu calmly, her eyes signaled Nanny Rong to let go of her restraining hand, and she raised her head slightly to look at him, maybe out of doubt, maybe out of confrontation The Empress Dowager still opened her mouth for the pity of the dead.

Nanny Rong let go of the palm covering Feng Mu's mouth with her right hand, released Feng Mu's wrist with her left hand, and gently pushed Feng Mu in front of the Queen Mother. Feng Mu staggered, his wrist was weak, and he almost knelt down.But in the end, he was slightly stopped by the queen mother, trembling and straightened up, looking at the supporting hands stretched forward by the queen mother, it was the gesture of wanting to caress him, even if he knew that the queen mother was because of this body, Feng Mu still I can't help but have a sore nose.

Feng Mu stood in front of the Empress Dowager: "My name is Feng Mu, but I'm not "Feng Mu". Why did I come here? I don't know. But he did have this experience because of me, even if he At that time, he died in the palace like that, maybe he was a thousand times happier than now." Feng Mu stared at the queen mother anxiously, and the more he said, the more he choked up, "In your eyes, I am a monster! A monster! A thief! But do you want to I was also innocent, and I was brought here for no reason. Only at this moment did I dare to admit that I am me. Sometimes I wonder if the 20 years I lived was just a dream, but I know, no! I I also want to use my name and identity to live on, but I dare not."

A 40-year-old man should be ugly when he cries, but Feng Mu felt very wronged in his heart, tears slipped from the corners of Feng Mu's eyes, he paused for a while, and then continued to speak.

"Now, it is really finally liberated." But after all, he still failed the person who had him in his heart and was willing to give everything for him.Although Feng Mu had already made up his mind, he couldn't bear it.

The Empress Dowager walked up to Feng Mu and looked directly into his eyes: "Today, if Ai's family says that you have never loved your child, it is naturally a lie. You are much better than Mu'er in every way. But Mu'er is the real child of Aijia after all, Aijia must consider him, Aijia doesn't want to lose him again one day, he has lived wantonly in the palace since he was a child, and has never had a day to live with the face of charity, even if No matter how many faults he has, Aijia hopes that even if he dies, he can die in the body that Aijia gave him."

The Empress Dowager brushed the wrist that was tightly held by Nanny Rong, looked at the circle of bruises on it, and fondled it lovingly, "It's not that you are bad, but as a mother, Aijia must stand with my son. No matter how bad Aijia is, , is also the Empress Dowager of the Ming Dynasty, if some things do not make Aijia fulfill her wish, Aijia will not make her feel better." The Queen Mother gave Qiao Jing a pointed look.

"Do you understand?"

Feng Mu's tears fell, he understood, what did he not understand?He naturally knew what the queen mother thought, that if one person lives, one must die, and Feng Mu's current status is what Xi Le relies on to survive.

Feng Mu slowly closed his eyes, and withdrew his held hand.His heart hurts so much that he can't open his mouth at all, and pushes himself and others, after all, he is the one who occupies everything in "Feng Mu", it is understandable that the Queen Mother hates him so much.

He couldn't enjoy Feng Mu's identity and everything with peace of mind, so he abandoned the habit of "Feng Mu" before, and he didn't trust "Feng Mu" at all. "Feng Mu" was a good friend, he no longer When we meet, he basically doesn't touch the things that "Feng Mu" likes to do, but in order to survive, he has to pretend to be like "Feng Mu".

Decades of modern education have taught Feng Mu a lot, fortunately, difficult, and the most profound is Feng Mu's existence as "self", why children in orphanages live without parents, and some are left in When they were in the orphanage, they didn’t even have names. They could be Zhang San or Li Si, but the grandma of the orphanage gave him a name, his name was Feng Mu, the soul living under the body, his body was called Feng Mu, his soul is also called Feng Mu.After traveling so far, he is also called Feng Mu, but he feels that he is not complete. Family, love, and friendship connect his soul to this era more closely, and he feels that the further he is separated from his body, the more he knows. I am not myself, and no one knows that he is me. This is Feng Mu's pain, hypocritical pain.