She wants to marry me + episode

Although this special may be just what I thought, but that is enough for me to be happy.

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Just getting along for two or three days made me feel like I hated meeting this person.

Half of a week passed in the blink of an eye, and we gradually became familiar with her under the guidance of her consciously or unconsciously. However, after getting more and more familiar with each other, not only did I not find her shortcomings...instead, I was more attracted to her. Attracted by his fun and tenderness.

I think such a person must be an angel from heaven.

At the same time, a bad idea came to my mind. I began to hope that the sketch teacher's cold would last longer, so that I could spend more time with her.

But ideas are just ideas after all.

Not only did my little mean idea fail to materialize, it was the exact opposite.

Perhaps it was because the sketch teacher was too worried about our professional grades. As the art exam was getting closer and closer day after day...she dutifully ended her recuperation early and gave us classes in spite of illness. Shu Liang, the temporary substitute teacher, successfully handed over the stick and retired.

This was originally something to be happy about, but we have only been together for five days.

I watched her get on the bus leaving the sketching base. Many, many students heard the news that she was leaving and sneaked out of the studio to see her off.

I am one of them.

But I'm different from other people, I know.

Teacher Shu seemed surprised to see us, especially me.

And when I thought of her leaving... the tears in my eyes started to flow down like a faucet turned on.

She got off the bus.

We told her not to go, I told her not to go.She told me quietly that she was sick, very serious. She had to go to a big hospital for treatment.

She said that after she cured her disease, she would definitely come back to see me... Her eyes were so sincere that I wondered what kind of disease such a good person had.

I believed such a lie, because she was a good teacher, at least in my heart at the time.

On the first day she left, I always forgot that she had left, and habitually raised my head to look at the figure shuttling around in the studio, but every time I came back, I was disappointed.

That is, under such disappointment again and again, I began to think, why didn't I be bold and proactive at the beginning, so that I might be able to have her contact information, so I don't have to sit in front of the drawing board and can't do anything.

So I had no inspiration, facing the empty drawing board, I couldn’t draw a decent outline all day, although I still reminded myself over and over again, I shouldn’t be like this, I’m a repeat student.. This time I have been preparing for the upcoming exam for a long time, and I can't fail.

But even such hints were in vain.

The teacher took it for granted that I was sick and asked me to go home and rest for a day and come back tomorrow.

I lay on the bed in the room and stared at the snow-white ceiling with some emptiness. My heart was full of soreness. I don’t know exactly what kind of mood this is, but this kind of mood must be special and exciting. Unique.

Because I have lived for 18 years, and this is the first time I have such a mood.

I told my mother who was like a friend about my feelings, and my mother told me that such a similar feeling is called - liking.

It turns out I like it.

In other words, I fell in love with a girl of the same gender as me.

This result made me feel very surprised. I was surprised that I fell in love with a girl. At the same time, I was even more surprised that my mother didn't think there was anything wrong with me liking girls... Maybe we are just a strange couple Mother and daughter.

The state of distraction lasted for several days, and finally I adjusted my state and re-entered the study of professional courses.

Without him, I want to draw a painting with a "spiritual charm" and give it to Teacher Shu as a gift to congratulate her on her healthy return when we meet next time. I believe she will come back to me in a healthy and healthy way. There is no doubt about it.

As the days go by, I can still think of her occasionally during my breaks.

This beautiful face flashed in my mind and then disappeared, giving me a lot of strength to persevere.

It's like becoming an obsession.

My birthday came on schedule, and after class I was able to go home and celebrate my birthday with my mother and grandparents, which is why I was in a happy state all day long.

Maybe it's because I'm about to enter the ranks of adults, so I urgently want to share this news with Mr. Shu, but with her contact information, it seems that the only way is to find a sketching teacher.

God doesn't seem to want to give me this chance to continue being happy.

I went to my teacher and asked about Shu Liang's current situation. I just wanted to change the topic and asked for a phone number.

But the unexpected answer was——

"She is dead."

Those four short words shattered my entire dream.