You are the most gentle

Tan Xuan turned to her mother's photo album when she was a child, and saw stacks of photos in it.

Her mother is wearing a white gauze dress and white shoes, with her head raised high, standing on tiptoes, dancing ballet, or wearing a tights to press her legs and lower her waist. The camera just caught the sweat on her forehead.

Her mother is so beautiful when she is dancing, little Qin Xuan also decided to learn to dance, she wants to be as beautiful as her mother.

But her mother never danced a dance for her.

Even if Tan Xuan's dance won No.1 in the school, district, and city dance competitions, her mother just smiled, didn't say much, didn't encourage, and didn't even want to mention dance.

At that time, Tan Xuan didn't understand what all this was for.

She just felt that her mother didn't love her at all.

"I... only found out three years ago. It turns out that she... has been suffering from breast cancer... since the year I was born."

Jiang Lihe also crouched barefoot in front of her, wiping her tears one by one:

"this is not your fault."

She gently comforted Tan Xuan.

Although Jiang Lihe himself knew that this kind of comfort was actually ineffective.

"So she hasn't danced once, she can't dance anymore, she has been sick for as long as I have lived, then every time I asked her if I danced well, how did she feel? ?”

"I should have thrown away my dance shoes and stayed with her."

Tan Xuan's mother is a girl from an ordinary family, but her father is a well-known playboy. After her mother gave birth to Tan Xuan, she seldom came home, so Tan Xuan was well-clothed since childhood, but she had no money. After her mother moved out later, Tan Xuan always thought that her life was very nourishing.

Jiang Lihe's heart was twisted like a knife.

After hearing this, she even kept asking herself in her heart, what were you doing back then?

If she doesn't tell you, won't you ask?

do you love herThen why didn't she even know that she was a single-parent family?

The indescribable self-blame was like a tide, overwhelming her heart.

"She wouldn't want you to do that, Xiao Xuan, she must really want to say that you have always been her pride."

Tan Xuan's fair skin was already flushed.

She could no longer care about what kind of image she was in Jiang Lihe's eyes at the moment.

Qin Xuan listened to Jiang Lihe's soft comfort, felt her fingers caressing her face slowly, and kept her concerned eyes on him.

As an only child, she has no brothers or sisters. Her father spends his days drinking and drinking, and doesn't even care about his own daughter. With so many worries in Qin Xuan's mind, she has to speak today to clear away the depression that has been going on for a long time. And Kong, she can have the courage to recall and face it calmly.

"My mother she... died two and a half years ago."

Qin Xuan sniffed, and more tears welled up in his eyes.

Jiang Lihe's palms were completely soaked by her tears, and she began to gently touch Tan Xuanlihua's rainy face with her sleeves.

"I used to hate her very much, and I didn't want to contact her, because I felt that my family was really sorry for me, but when I saw her lying on the bed and unable to move, her hair fell out, and she couldn't even lift her arms, I just realized..."

Qin Xuan's grudges and resentment towards his parents are actually so vulnerable.

People who are too close tend to magnify the hurt and forget more about love.

Her mother also hugged her, put her in a floral dress, washed her dancing shoes, corrected her irregular movements, and severely criticized her when she was lazy and didn't want to practice her legs.

That's why Tan Xuanji hated her mother for so many years, and she felt so guilty when she learned the truth about her mother's illness after giving birth to her.

The guilt far exceeds that of ordinary people, so she hardly dares to recall these things.

She didn't dare to recall at all, she didn't want to experience the feeling of a loved one leaving her, so she closed herself up.

It's not that Tan Xuan can't understand Gongsun Qin, it's not that she can't empathize, on the contrary, she can understand this feeling too well.

Jiang Lihe's hands trembled slightly.

Because distressed.

Because she knew that even if Tan Xuan could act well in this scene, she would have to shed a layer of skin in her heart.

But she had to let Qin Xuan play Gongsun Qin well.

Only in this way can Tan Xuan come out completely and become really strong.

Even if Tan Xuan would hold her grudge for a short time.

"She won't really hate you. You are the continuation of her life. She will be very happy to see you, so you should learn to let go."

Jiang Lihe's tone was very light, and his heart ached.

"I'm sorry, at that time... I..."

It was hard for Jiang Lihe to speak.

Because she felt that her apology was too light and light.

After an unknown amount of time, the shirt on Jiang Lihe's arm was soaked, and Tan Xuan finally calmed down.

Tan Xuan stood up, leaning his back against the wall, ready to leave.

Jiang Lihe stood up, she hadn't put on her shoes yet, she looked only a little taller than Tan Xuan, she opened her arms and took a step forward.

"Mr. Jiang."

Tan Xuan avoided her embrace, interrupted her movement with a cold cry, and restrained Jiang Lihe's attempt to hug him.