Dr. Jiang is very gentle (gl) + side story

Jiang Lai murmured: "She...she died because of me, I promised her that I would definitely save her..."

Cen Miao took a deep breath and almost cried along with Jiang Lai, but Cen Miao still held back, she didn't want to add other burdens to Jiang Lai.

"It's not your fault, it's not your fault, it's fate...don't blame yourself."

Jiang Lai shook her head, and stubbornly took the responsibility on herself, but she couldn't convince herself.

The person was pushed out and covered with a white cloth.

Jiang Lai stood up, escaped from Cen Miao's embrace, trotted towards the stretcher bed, reached out and grabbed the edge of the bed, the tentacles were cold, without a trace of life, he was clearly a person who was so alive a few hours ago.

The doctor in charge of the rescue said to Jiang Lai: "When he arrived, he was already dead... We tried our best to save him."

Jiang Lai tightly grasped the icy aluminum and platinum edge of the bed, squatted down/body slowly, buried his head between his hands and wept uncontrollably.The last time she cried like this was in high school.

"Doctor Jiang, please forgive me."

The doctor who rescued her didn't know the relationship between the dead girl and Jiang Lai, and thought it was her sister or some other relative.Under the circumstances, there is nothing more to say except a word of condolence.

Standing behind Jiang Lai, Cen Miao saw her sad look and wanted to approach her to comfort her, he stretched out his hand vainly and stopped in mid-air, then withdrew it.A voice was telling Cen Miu that Jiang Lai really didn't need her now, neither comfort nor encouragement.In the end, Cen Miao chose to leave Jiang Lai alone for a while, and he just quietly waited for her to recover.

Jiang Lai like this reminded Cen Miao of the past.There was one thing that was buried in Cen Miu's heart for a long time, so long that even she almost forgot about it.

At that time, Cen Miu was still in junior high school, he was in the rebellious period, and he was also undergoing the transformation from childhood to teenage girl, with a sensitive and delicate mind.But Cen Yugui was not a competent father, and he never stopped beating and scolding Cen Miu, let alone any psychological counseling.

One day, Cen Miao felt a dull pain in his stomach as if being grabbed by someone, and a warm current flowed down from his abdomen.She ran to the toilet, took off her trousers to check, and it turned out that her period had come.Although it was her first menstruation, Cen Miao was not so foolish as to think that he was bleeding because he was sick.

But Cen Miao was inexperienced in dealing with this matter, and he did not prepare sanitary napkins in his school bag.She was in trouble for a while and didn't know what to do. After thinking about it, she decided to borrow it from a classmate in the toilet with the cheek.

Through the gap under the toilet door, Cen Mi saw a person wearing white canvas shoes queuing up outside the door, so she opened the door a crack and asked, "Student, can you lend me a sanitary napkin?"

As soon as he finished speaking, when he saw the face of the person standing outside the door, Cen Miao was so ashamed that he wanted to crawl into the ground.As an inexperienced girl, it was really... embarrassing to bump into her neighbor's sister, Jiang Lai, who was at odds with her when she was in her first puberty.

Seeing that it was Cen Miu, Jiang Lai was stunned for a few seconds before saying, "Okay, wait for me." After finishing speaking, he turned and left the bathroom.

Not long after, Jiang Lai went back to the toilet, passed the sanitary napkin to Cen Miao through the crack of the door, Cen Miao took it with a blushing face, and said embarrassedly, "Thank you, Miss Jiang Lai."

Jiang Lai did not leave immediately, but asked in her usual cold and flat voice, "Is this your first time here? Do you know how to use sanitary napkins?"

Cen Miu's face turned redder immediately, how did Jiang Lai know that it was her first menstruation?Out of face, Cen Miao said bravely, "No...you don't have to worry about me."

Jiang Lai said: "I'll be waiting outside the door, if you need help, just call me."

"it is good……"

Cen Miao took apart the sanitary napkin, and sure enough, she was at a loss. Although she had seen it in the advertisement, she didn't know how to use it.

After doing ideological work for a long time, Cen Mi finally resigned to his fate and said to the people outside: "Sister Jiang Lai, teach me..."

The sound was so soft that Jiang Lai could even hear it. She knocked on the door and entered the toilet cubicle, and then taught Cen Miao how to use sanitary napkins with a calm face, no different from teaching her to do homework.

"That's good, have you learned?"

Cen Mi turned his face aside: "Yes."

She never expected that Jiang Lai would do the work that should be done by mother, such as teaching her daughter to change sanitary napkins.

That night, Cen Miao had a dream, the kind of dream girls would have.

She dreamed that she was on the school playground, and there was a person on a swing in the distance. The white canvas shoes were very bright in the sun, fluctuating up and down, as if they wanted to enter her heart.

Cen Miao's heart beat faster, and a rush of hot blood rushed to her forehead, an unprecedented throbbing from her heart all the way to her lower abdomen, making her feel uncomfortable all over.

The person on the swing stopped at this moment and walked towards her step by step. The originally blurred face became clear. It was a beautiful face with a straight nose, shining eyes, black eyebrows and red lips.

If it was the past, Cen Mi would have pretended not to see Jiang Lai and ran away when she saw Jiang Lai, but this time she was frozen in place as if by some spell, unable to move.She was looking forward to something, looking forward to some kind of unspeakable secret.

Jiang Lai is withdrawn and introverted, but in Cen Mi's dream, there is a smile on his face, as if the spring wind blows through the ice for thousands of miles, turning into a spring rain, nourishing all things, and making certain things take root and sprout.