Dr. Jiang is very gentle (gl) + side story

Shen Yuhan is easy to get emotional, and she has been angry and cried by patients for countless times, but Jiang Lai has always been indifferent, almost never angry or influenced by patients, he can be called the most Buddhist doctor in this hospital.Jiang Lai took good care of Shen Yuhan who just came to the first hospital, and taught him everything academically, that's why Shen Yuhan regarded Jiang Lai as his idol.

Dr. Jiang, the most Buddhist in her heart, is now quite depressed.His eyes were swollen, probably from crying.

Shen Yuhan sighed helplessly, she had also been hurt, so she naturally knew that if Jiang Lai was such a determined person, if they broke up, this period of time might not be easy.

"Sister, although I have no position to persuade you, and I don't know what happened between you and Mr. Cen. But everyone has to look forward, right?" Shen Yuhan looked at Jiang Lai in the rearview mirror while driving.She managed to get acquainted with Jiang Lai, but she didn't know if it could be regarded as a relationship that could discuss personal feelings. She was worried that saying these things would offend Jiang Lai.

Jiang Lai hummed and murmured: "Yes, look forward."

It seems that many people have learned to look forward in the process of growing up, and Jiang Lai felt that she should have learned it long ago.

It's long overdue.

When Jiang Lai returned home, as usual, there were two books on the sofa, and the projector hadn't had time to turn off.Cen Miao's drinking cup was placed on the tea table, and it was a couple's cup with Jiang Lai's.

Cen Miao loves beauty, and the clothes she bought filled several large closets, and the toilets were full of cosmetics, but she didn’t take any of them when she left. Jiang Lai was worried that it would be inconvenient for her to live without these things, but felt that she The idea is ridiculous. You can buy things in life with a little money. If people want to leave, why should they care about these things.

The atmosphere of Cen Miao's life remained everywhere in the room.

Jiang Lai struggled to move forward. When people face pain, they tend to avoid it more or less. If they don’t want to face it, they have to force themselves to face it. Jiang Lai also understands this truth.

It took her some time to pack up all the things that belonged to Cen Miao and put them in several suitcases.Maybe Cen Miao will come back to pick up the luggage?She had a small hope.

But there is a voice in your head saying, you missed her twice, there is no third chance.

She looked at those boxes, they were all symbols of Cen Miao's presence.A piece of my heart was hollowed out, and the enthusiasm and vitality of life were also taken away. I only felt that my chest was not filled enough, and it was difficult to even breathe.

The sound of sobbing sounded in the quiet room, weeping very restrainedly, Jiang Lai bit his sleeve tightly and swallowed the crying into his throat, leaving only a low whimper.

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Shen Yuhan came to the room casually, kicked a few times casually, and kicked off the shoes on his feet.I was so exhausted from working all day that I didn't even have the mood to look at my shoes that were kicked upside down.

Before she could turn on the light, someone grabbed her waist from behind.Shen Yuhan was so startled that she almost screamed, the person behind her covered her mouth: "Don't scream too loudly at night, it's life-threatening."

Shen Yuhan opened Fu Qizhi's fingers one by one: "How did you come in..." Halfway through the speech, he remembered that he had given her a spare key, so he changed his words, "There is no need to wait so late, I really didn't null."

Fu Qizhi walked up to her, stared at her and said, "I've been waiting for you for a day, and you just have this attitude..."

Shen Yuhan couldn't stand her pretending: "What kind of attitude can I have? You still play with your temper during the day... Tsk, I've never seen such an unreasonable attitude before."

"Before and now are different."

Shen Yuhan nodded approvingly: "Yes, it's different, and you know it's different."

Everything has changed, things are not, people are not.If Shen Yuhan and Fu Qizhi hadn't just been classmates for a year and a half back then, they would be people of two worlds and two styles.

The current entanglement is just the light of that year and a half.

Sometimes hate and love are interlinked, without love, hate will not last.Shen Yuhan hated Fu Qizhi for many years, this kind of hatred even affected her life, hating someone for too long also made her lose the ability to love others.She is sure that she can't fall in love with others, and it can even be regarded as sexual. Cold.

This is the reason why Shen Yuhan was reluctant to accept Fu Qizhi wholeheartedly.Her feelings are incomplete, and this incompleteness makes her incapable of love. She seems to be pinned, and can only be with the person who caused this incompleteness with her own hands, because she can only have feelings and desires for this person.

She always thinks why, so that she grows rebellious, and her behavior runs counter to what she thinks in her heart.Duplicity is just a performance, and behind the duplicity is her struggle against the failure of rebuilding the incomplete world.

If she couldn't even refuse to get back together, how could she be worthy of the self who stepped out of the haze step by step, and how could she be worthy of the self who persisted in surviving from self-denial.

Fu Qizhi held Shen Yuhan's hand stiffly. From her point of view, Shen Yuhan's eyes had stars and the sea, but she didn't have the look she wanted to see.

Another failed attempt.

Fu Qizhi felt as if he was standing on the edge of a cliff, with a peak symbolizing all happiness in the world at one end and an endless abyss at the other.Relying on her longing for the nothingness peak, she fell into the abyss again and again, sometimes jumping for joy and sometimes despairing.

Fu Qizhi hates being emotional.

But I still couldn't help but ask emotionally: "What's wrong with being my girlfriend?"