Dr. Jiang is very gentle (gl) + side story

Cen Miao sat there quietly, watching Jiang Lai apply medicine for himself, and watching Jiang Lai cry for himself.

For a long time, Cen Miao stared at Jiang Lai's black hair and said, "Am I very useless, always worrying you, I really hate myself like this."

"Then you'll be fine, don't worry me." Jiang Lai had a rare cold face, "I'll stop the bleeding for you temporarily, the incision is a bit deep, you need to go to the hospital."

As if he didn't hear Jiang Lai's words, Cen Mi lowered his head and looked at the straps on his arms: "We are so tired."

Jiang Lai was shocked, she grabbed Cen Miao's wrist, pressed her lips tightly, and looked into Cen Miao's eyes.What I want to say is self-evident.

Cen Miao and Jiang Lai had a tacit understanding for a long time, she knew what Jiang Lai meant, so she forced the corners of her lips: "If this continues, I will be tired and you will be tired too."

Jiang Lai shook his head: "I'm not tired."

Cen Miao was silent.

But Jiang Lai could tell that she obviously wanted to say something, and for the first time in Jiang Lai's life, he felt anxious about gains and losses, the kind of worry about gains and losses that is unique to relationships.

She began to feel uneasy, and even said in a strong tone: "Cen Miu, you can't let me go."

Jiang Lai has always been a very indifferent person, he treats people politely, he doesn't act coquettishly, and he doesn't ask others to forcefully do things they don't want to do.

But the uneasy feeling of fear of losing this relationship made her even use her girlfriend's status to ask Cen Miao to stay.

Cen Miao: "Give me some time, I want to get well."

"How long? You can't do it alone... No one takes care of you, I..."

"About a year, or two years... I don't know. Jiang Lai, I'm in a state that's not suitable for being with people."

"One year, two years..." Jiang Lai paused, then continued, "What if it can't be cured?"

Cen Miao looked down at Jiang Lai, there was no emotion on her pale face, she was so tortured by the illness that she couldn't take care of herself, and she once thought about killing her life hastily, but she always felt unwilling.

Obviously did nothing wrong, why is this happening?

"Jiang Lai, I can't give you a definite answer. I don't know if I can get up." Cen Miao scratched his hair angrily, then sighed, "I failed you."

Now Jiang Lai was speechless.

She felt that the old wound on her chest seemed to be secretly simmering, and it scratched her whole lungs with dull pain.But she also knew that perhaps a temporary separation would be the best choice for Cen Miao.

Jiang Lai thought that Cen Miao was tired of talking, because he was tired of their relationship.The secret love that started in junior high school, after so many years, it's time to get tired of it.Continuing to pester her will only cause greater mental pressure on her.

Since he knew that Cen Miao was ill, Jiang Lai had checked many psychology books, but he couldn't find any definite treatment method.But Jiang Lai firmly believes that she loves Cen Miu carefully, and Cen Miu also loves her, and Cen Miu will gradually get better.

But what if Cen Miao no longer has feelings for her?

Jiang Lai's eyes were red again, and he asked a childish question that many people would ask when they are in love.

"It's okay to be apart for a year or two, but will you still like me by then?"

Chapter 50

meeting.

Cen Miao said without hesitation in his heart.She really wanted to tell Jiang Lai that she would always like her, but she didn't dare to make a promise again, just like she said she would never leave Jiang Lai, but she failed in the end.

Cen Miao lost a lot of weight, and the pajamas left a lot of space on his body. Jiang Lai felt that the wrist he was holding was like dead wood, and it seemed that it would break if he tried harder.

Jiang Lai let go of Cen Miao's wrist, her heart was filled with bitterness, but she just gritted her teeth and tried hard to let herself accept Cen Miao's decision.The unanswered question seemed less important.

Cen Miao said, "I will leave City A."

Jiang Lai asked her, "Where are you going?"

Cen Miao said, "I don't know, maybe I will go abroad."

Jiang Lai pinched the corner of Cen Miao's clothes, his gaze finally returned to its original tenderness: "You want to come back."

Cen Miao raised his head and said another thing: "Qin Peizhi has a problem, you stay away from him, I will call the police anonymously, but it may not be useful."

Jiang Lai didn't know why Cen Miao said that Qin Peizhi had a problem, but she believed in Cen Miao, so she nodded before asking why.

Cen Miao's lips moved, and his eyes flickered: "I'm sorry."

"..."

Jiang Lai watched Cen Miao leave twice, once ten years ago and once now.

It was all in the solemn winter, and the strong wind blew on people's faces, which hurt like knives.

Cen Miao didn't take anything except a card, just like ten years ago, he just went out to buy something, and he will come back later.Jiang Lai is also willing to believe that she will come back.

It seems that Jiang Lai can't force others arrogantly and domineeringly. She has a too meek personality and can only watch Cen Miao leave time and time again.Otherwise, the guilt would not continue for ten years and become another kind of bondage.

She herself is in a cage, and there seems to be no difference between one cage and two cages, and they all stop her in the past.

The heart is getting more and more closed, and now it is getting worse, it is difficult to open it again.

Her strengths and weaknesses are so obvious, if she were the class teacher, she would be the kind of teacher who would not give up easily even the bottom one, dedicated herself and worked hard without complaint.But gentleness also makes it difficult for her to shine. She can become a radiant person, but she blunts her sharpness and hides it.