Strong flirtation + special episode

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The first page was a little yellow, as if it still smelled of tears.

——In March 2000, Su Jingan, we agreed to go on together, how about you?have you done it?Are you right about our oath?It's you, let me know what ruthlessness is, I want to die, you know?want to die with you! ! !

Su Jing'an touched that line of writing, thinking of the way Gao Xihui looked at him when he was in the hospital, his heart was pierced.At that moment, how much she wanted to go forward and explain.

The next one is three months later.

——June 2000, Su Jing'an, I can't let go.I am at home, waiting for you, looking forward to you, thinking that as soon as you open the door, you will hold Xi'an and wait for me to go home like before, you will give me warm embrace and kisses, but everything No... Back then, you told me to do a good job in Tibet, and I listened to you, but now that you are no longer here, how can you tell me not to hate you?

——November 2000, your birthday, there is him.

——In January 2001, I went downstairs to your house and secretly saw you. You and him are so good together.I can't feel the beating of my heart anymore, but so what?No one cares anymore, right?For the rest of my life, without you, who cares even if I am a walking dead?

——In June 2001, the old chief came to me, and he said that I made him look down on me now, hehe, how can I look down on myself?Su Jing'an, how much I loved you back then, how much I hate you now.

——In December 2001, it was New Year's Day.You may not know that I saw you at the bureau meeting. You have become the section chief, and your smile is still the same as before, but I dare not show up again.

——In February 2001, An An, I couldn’t sleep, and I thought about our past all night, the doctor asked me to take medicine, hehe, at this time, I will still remember that I refused to take medicine and you coaxed me scene.My friends say I'm being mean, but after so long, I still can't forget it.Some people say that the cells of the human body will be replaced in six months, and no matter how strong the feelings are, they will fade with time. This is true for family, love, and friendship. But after so long, why can't I forget you?Do you know how much I hate myself?Hate me for being cheap, hate me for being worthless...

——In November 2001, I haven’t been here for a long time. In the blink of an eye, another winter and summer. I heard from a friend that you separated from him. I didn’t go to see you secretly again. This is probably my last dignity.

——In February 2002, I came here alone during the Chinese New Year this year, and saw many familiar faces, Wangchuan Wangchuan, I still can’t forget you.

——In November 2002, when SARS broke out, I would not be able to go outside Beijing and was quarantined outside.That's fine, take a look around, I went back to my hometown yesterday, under the leadership of the village chief, I searched for a long time but couldn't find the exact burial place of my parents. I sat on the grave by myself for a long time. I was not afraid. I just want someone who can speak my mind.I told my parents that I had a good life. Although I hadn’t seen them since I was a child, I still loved them very much. I told them... I once loved a girl so much that I could give up my life for her. She came back to see your...

——February 2003, this year's Spring Festival is a bit early, three years, how are you?I don't hate you as much as I used to.

——In August 2003, you were ill with acute appendicitis. I went to see you at the entrance of the hospital, found the attending doctor, and told him to take good care of you.I heard from a friend that you and him separated a year ago, and you would always look at the back window of the ward when you were half asleep and half awake... An An, I dare not think about whether you are waiting for me.

——In December 2003, I went back to Bianzang to visit the old chief. This time the road was thorny and bumpy, and many practical problems had to be solved. The old leader asked me if I had considered it. This was probably a road of no return. I did not hesitate Promise, An An, on the day you left me, my life would have no way back, I have nothing to fear, right?It's just... If I really can't come back, I hope you will be fine for the rest of your life.

——In May 2004, I came back very late this year. I was injured. When the blood flowed out of my body, I realized that when a person was stabbed, at that moment, I really felt no pain. Colleagues They even blocked my stomach with a bowl. They said that the intestines had flowed out at that time... But it’s okay, I protected the old chief. On the bed, I thought I was going to die, An An, I want to see you again glance.The second-class merit medal is there, so dazzling, if we hadn't separated, how proud you would be to see it, no... If we hadn't separated, you would be so heartbroken.no... no if...

——In February 2005, the work became more and more busy, and the dose of medicine increased. My friend came to see me and asked me why I tortured myself like this. I should let myself go.But, An An, you have already grown into my heart, do you know that?Even if I use hatred to entangle our relationship, I don't want to forget it... Once I forget it, I will have nothing to do with you anymore.

——December 2005, five years later, I became the youngest leader... Hehe, everyone cheered for me, no one dared to underestimate me, I finally have the ability to protect you.At night, at the celebration banquet, I drank a lot, I entered your mobile phone number and read it again and again, but I didn't dare to call you, An'an, what is the use of all this?Can you tell me?

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