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But I'm almost convinced. After all, there is no persuasion. I just let myself immerse myself in such an illusion, so that I won't feel too uncomfortable.

She pinned everything on Wood Sleeper Creek, hoping to get some poor comfort from Wood Sleeper Creek.But Muzhenxi doesn't know anything. She travels around every day and works countless jobs for her grandma's medical expenses. She talks to Xiao Jin every day because of her grandma's illness. Today the doctor told her that a new medicine is coming, and what is the price of the new medicine? , How much money is left in her hand; grandma is in pain again, and can’t sleep all night, the doctor in charge of cancer pain is discussing a new plan, but they don’t know if it will work; grandma can’t eat anything today, chemotherapy reaction Very serious; said she was very sad, and cried on Xiao Jin's shoulder...

Muzhenxi's head was shrouded in the cloud of grandma's cancer, and he couldn't tell the slightest bit of energy to detect the abnormality of his lover.Xiao Jin is also worried about her grandma, but she and her grandma have not lived together like Muzhenxi and grandma for more than ten years. She tried her best to understand, tolerate, and comfort Muzhenxi, but people are not machines after all, and they are always surrounded by negative emotions and cannot control them. moment.

Xiao Jin endured the pressure from her family, plus she has always had a bad temper, so she was an explosive powder keg, as long as there was a spark splashed on it, it would explode in an instant.

There are only a few months left before the college entrance examination. Grandma was diagnosed with advanced cancer, and there is no way to cure it. She can only rely on medical methods to prolong her life as much as possible. Xiao Jin doesn't want her to hold on to her dream, and Muzhenxi's three years of hard work are in vain. Fei urged Muzhenxi to study and prepare for the college entrance examination while taking care of grandma.She knew that she was so rational that she was almost cold-blooded, but that was the best choice under the circumstances. In private, her grandmother told her in tears that she wanted to pull out the ventilator and leave. Xiao Jin persuaded her to live a good life with tears in her eyes. If Muzhenxi knew that her grandma gave up her life because of her, she would never be able to let go of it for the rest of her life.

Mu Zhenxi himself knew that he had to study hard, so he cooperated with Xiao Jin very much.But there is another word in this world called powerlessness.She has too many things to do every day, working part-time, borrowing money, taking care of her grandmother, studying, and arguing with her selfish mother who refuses to pay for medical expenses. The burden of life has crushed her thin shoulders and she is powerless.

Once, facing a math simulation test paper, Mu Zhenxi felt dizzy and nauseous, and couldn't understand the questions. Then he had a physical nausea, rushed outside, and vomited heavily while leaning against the wall.It was like this for several days in a row, and she couldn't learn any more.

"I don't want to study anymore." Muzhenxi lowered his eyes and said, sitting on a bench in the hospital.

Thunder on the ground.

Xiao Jin was sitting beside her, with a bag on her lap. She was pulling out the latest test paper. It was issued by the school. All the students had passed the test. She asked for it from the teacher. Xiao Jin had seen it. Classic, she raised her head suddenly: "What did you say?!"

"I said I don't want to study, I don't want to take the college entrance examination, I'm too tired." Mu Zhenxi clenched her fists, and the hospital's incandescent lamp fell on her long eyelashes, casting a heavy shadow.

Xiao Jin suddenly exploded, and slammed the bag hard on the ground, and the test papers scattered all over the floor. She opened her bloodshot eyes and shouted, "Are you tired? Am I not tired?!"

Obviously she doesn’t need to take the college entrance examination, but she stays up late every day to summarize knowledge points for Muzhenxi. She annotates every page of Muzhenxi’s textbooks with pens of various colors, and recites them backwards; Muzhenxi is weak in mathematics, so she has made a mountain of math papers , picked typical question types and sorted them out for her, copied them one by one in the notebook, sorted them into categories, and attached various problem-solving methods...

She had already prepared all the food and brought it to Muzhenxi's mouth, but Muzhenxi said that she didn't want to eat it?

tired?

She hypnotizes herself to study business every day, and she reviews the homework that she doesn't need to review day and night, does the test papers that she doesn't need to do, and bears her complaints and negative energy like Xianglin's sister-in-law every day. Did she say "tired"? ?

The two powder kegs couldn't bear the high pressure, and the first real quarrel broke out since they were in love.

The quarrel ended quickly with Wooden Sleeper Creek's apology and reconciliation, and it took no more than 3 minutes before and after.

After one time, there will be the second time, and the third time. Each time is more intense than the first time. Every time, Muzhenxi apologizes to her, but the time from quarrel to reconciliation is getting longer and longer.

Muzhenxi felt that she was making things difficult for herself. It wasn't that she refused to do it, she really couldn't do it.

Xiao Jin felt that she didn't understand her good intentions, she had already reached this point, what on earth did Muzhenxi want?Maybe I will go abroad next year, and I can no longer be with her at that time, what will she do?She wants Muzhenxi to be admitted to university safely and have a bright future before going abroad, so that they can have a future.

Finally one day, the contradiction intensified to the point where it could not be adjusted.

"From the very beginning, we are people of two worlds, Xiao Jin, you are not worth it for me." After a fierce quarrel, Muzhenxi's eyes were red and tears flowed down his face.

Xiao Jin's chest heaved violently because of the hysteria just now, and her eyes widened in disbelief: "You want to...break up with me?"

Xiao Jin's voice was trembling, and the last two words were so hoarse that she could hardly make a sound.

Mu Zhenxi also showed astonishment, she didn't mean that, she just wanted Xiao Jin not to work so hard.No matter how much they quarreled before, they never mentioned the word "breakup", but Xiao Jin suddenly brought it up, did they think about it beforehand?

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