There are roads in the mountains of books

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I pursed my lips and looked up at the ceiling.Somewhere in my heart is warm, I feel it, but I still don't want to say anything.

I have been used to it since childhood.Once upon a time, everyone liked to say that Qiu Yu was very good and understood others.Qiu Yu is very independent and never lets her parents worry about her.Qiu Yu is excellent and is a role model for children to learn from.But no one ever asked Qiu Yu if she was sad or tired.

That's right, Cen Qiuyu is good at everything and doesn't deserve to be sad at all.

I shook my head, as usual, and silently sank myself into the abyss.

Chapter 43

"Then let's talk about something casually, or, you can listen to me."

Her voice is soft and delicate, with a calming composure.I was in a trance for a while, and countless memories suddenly flashed in my mind.In those small corners that I have forgotten, she stood outside the classroom and wiped my tears with my clothes, cheered me up before getting on the roller coaster, and now, she sits at the computer desk to help me share the project on countless nights.

She is cute, gentle, innocent and a bit dumb.This is her all along in my eyes, but it seems that she is not complete.

"Okay." I turned sideways, and my eyes stayed on her delicate collarbone.

Luo Wei grabbed my hand and told me about the interesting things at home today.Aunt Luo broke the teapot at home while drinking water at night. She carefully cleaned the crime scene and was planning to blame her daughter. Unexpectedly, Uncle Zhou went downstairs with a teacup out of season and bumped into her who was holding a broom.

"It's too much, I suspect she has done many such things before." Luo Wei snorted softly.

I smiled, talking about Aunt Luo's fault, but I was still very envious in my heart.Uncle Zhou is sincere and considerate, and Aunt Luo is lively and capable. Growing up in such a family, Luo Wei should be very innocent and happy.

Just like my grandparents, the husband and wife are loving, the children are sensible and kind, and the family enjoys harmony.It's a pity that the good times didn't last long, they went early.My mother suddenly walked into the society with her kindness and innocence, and fell into the quagmire unexpectedly.

And some people, who obviously have the ability to get out of the quagmire, but insist on pulling the family back, sinking deeper and deeper, thinking that they have been greatly wronged.

I hate Cen Feng, he is an unexpected guest in my mother's wonderful life.I feel worthless for my mother. This incident is like a thorn, deeply pierced in my heart.The unresolved knot made me miserable. When I heard that Cen Feng forced my mother to go to the hospital to take care of grandma when I was far away abroad, I even wanted to go back and die with him.

Xiang Xi asked, "Why didn't your mother get a divorce?"

I lowered my head: "She's not used to living alone."

Xiang Xi sighed, and after many days, she cautiously came to me and asked me if I was a bit of a baby.

"Look, all the problems are on your father, you will be happy if you solve him."

I was so pissed off that I threw her a pillow right away.

These experiences made me conservative and extreme. Since I was a child, I had doubts and denials about marriage without a sense of security.It's just now... I stared at Luo Wei's gentle and beautiful face, and at a certain moment, I suddenly realized that the new uninvited guest had become me.

Once, I used her as a punching bag, spreading the grievances that I had nowhere to put when I was young on her head, snatching her toys, finding fault with her, and losing my temper for no reason.She would scold me severely, but after the incident, she always blinked innocently and came to talk to me cheerfully.

I don't even know why she likes me.

Inexplicable emotions came to my heart, my nose was sore, and I cried uncontrollably.

Cen Feng is a bad person with a weird personality, why am I not?Longing for approval, bad temper, low self-esteem, dark heart... like a timed bomb detonated from time to time.I hate him and can't forgive him. In fact, the most fundamental thing is that I hate that I also have his shadow in me.

"Qiu Yu..." Luo Wei caressed my back, a little bewildered in his voice.

Tears flooded silently, as if returning to the day when I was drunk.Uncontrollable emotions broke through the floodgates of reason, and I gradually sobbed, then hugged her waist tightly and cried bitterly.

The paper towels on the bedside table are getting thinner and thinner, the trash can is full, Luo Wei asked me to throw the paper towels on the floor.

"Can't you... put a garbage bag on... again?" I sat on the bed and burst into tears.

Luo Wei glanced at me, then ran out desperately to find a plastic bag to put it on.

It's a done deal, and my tall and stalwart image no longer exists.Putting aside the burden, all the sadness and depression came up from the bottom of my heart, I scolded Cen Feng from the beginning to the end, and finally sent him a few bad words.Luo Wei listened carefully, and after I said those uncivilized words, she solemnly imitated me and repeated them.

"Those surnamed Cen are idiots." She said seriously.

I froze for a moment, unable to cry immediately.Hey, why is it a little subtle when these words come out of her mouth?

Seeing that I finally stopped, Luo Wei leaned into my arms, and laughed: "I'm talking about them. This guy named Cen in my room is not an idiot."

When I came back to my senses, my face was a little red.Turning over and pressing Luo Wei under me, I looked down at her as usual, pursing my lips to hide my inner embarrassment.I wanted to say something, but in the end I just stared at her seriously, bowed my head and kissed her silently.

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