There are roads in the mountains of books

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"Auntie, may I take the liberty to ask, did she stay in school after graduation?"

I saw my aunt's eyes flutter for a moment, followed by an unbearable silence.I was a little embarrassed, but I didn't break the silence.I want to wait, even if it's not polite to do so, even if the end result is just an understatement "I don't know."

My aunt sighed and took my arm from behind. "She passed away." The aunt said softly, "One day she had a heart attack in the laboratory, and she died when she was sent to the hospital."

I froze on the spot, bending my fingers uncontrollably. "Yes, I'm sorry..."

My eyes lingered on her face, and I tried hard to find the slightest emotion.It is like the wind blowing quickly in the mountains, lightly blowing over the face that has gone through the years, and dissipating in the calm and calm eyes in a blink of an eye.

"It's okay, it's been so many years, and many things are not so sad anymore when I recall them." She smiled lightly, and then said, "Qiu Yu, the past is over, since it is irreversible, you should let it go, so that you can live Live your own life."

This sentence seemed to mean something, and I couldn't help being taken aback, and the bad association made my heart sink.But this idea just passed by, and my thoughts were soon surrounded by the shock just now.

"Then do you still miss her?" I licked my lips and asked cautiously.

"Occasionally."

Looking at my aunt's hands that have experienced many vicissitudes, I seem to understand why she seldom mentions the past.Perhaps Aunt Luo also had this reason.That young man who was once domineering and high-spirited may have left marks in their hearts to varying degrees.

The long silence is like remembering.I silently digested the sadness for the deceased, and my mind returned to my aunt.

"Would your life be very different if she was still here?" I asked.

This time, I don't understand whether her indifference is forbearance or nature; I don't understand whether her independence and freedom are out of love or to commemorate.

The aunt hesitated for a few seconds before slowly answering: "Probably not."

"..." I was startled, and then quickly let go.

Auntie is still an auntie.

Auntie patted my head lightly. "Qiu Yu, feelings are something you can't meet. Everyone understands and handles it differently." She said seriously, "Some things are necessary for you, but not for me."

I nodded with half understanding, like a three-year-old child.

"You are very lucky to find a partner like Mr. Luo, and I am very happy for you. But feelings are dispensable to me. If I can't get them, I won't have a lot of regrets in my life."

"You shouldn't worry about me, and you shouldn't always worry about others. Everyone is different and not as vulnerable as you think."

I pursed my lips, blushing and didn't speak.For some reason, I feel that my aunt seems to have seen my thoughts.My mother, who was still a baby in her mind, transformed into an adult who could beat me on the head.

Some things are not explained, but I don't want to ask any more.

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"Do you know what is the regret of my aunt in this life?" Lying on the bed, I asked Luo Wei who had just taken a shower.

Without even thinking about it, she said, "Aren't you with the long-legged volleyball aunt?"

"No." I said triumphantly, "Her biggest regret is not studying liberal arts."

Luo Wei narrowed her eyes, apparently unable to believe my argument.But I'm telling the truth, absolutely true, and I choose to believe in the existence of this life despite the incomprehension of the brain in love.

At least... Auntie didn't miss Aunt Luo.

As for the two strange English abbreviations in the quantum mechanics book, I thought about it and decided to get up tomorrow and study it.

Luo Wei moved closer to my face and looked at it curiously.Her eyes are very beautiful, every time I get close to her, I can't help but giggle, and then, I want to kiss her very, very much.Lowering my head, my soft lips are intoxicating, it lingers playfully on my lips, lively and warm. "I love..." I prolonged the tone, then paused, and said quickly in an inaudible voice, "You." My face turned red.

With the warm temperature and the feeling of being close at hand, I buried my face in her shoulder and rubbed it lazily.

"Huh? What did you just say?" Luo Wei asked suspiciously, tossing her hair.

"No, nothing." I pinched her face, dodging my eyes. "By the way, I will test you a question about quantum physics."

"What question? Is there a reward?" Luo Wei really got the trick.

"You answer first, then reward." I rolled my eyes, "What does HF stand for?"

"Hartree Fock method, an approximate method to solve the wave function. What's wrong? You didn't learn quantum mechanics well, so you gave it all back to the teacher?" Luo Wei twitched my nose triumphantly.

I froze for a moment, then pretended to be nonchalant, and asked again: "What about LHF?"

"That's the Local Hartree Fock."

"...Well, you answered very well." I said quietly.

The truth came out.What else can I say, I didn't read the book clearly, so I threw it under the sofa in fright.Hey, I do have a problem called "I think the whole world likes my aunt".

As an associate professor in the physics department, I am so ashamed.

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