There are roads in the mountains of books

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"Out of the closet." Xiang Xi put down his gloves, "My mother saw the flirty text messages between me and my female classmate, so she asked if we were in that kind of relationship. I just said it straight, yes."

Her tone was flat, as if she was talking about a trivial matter.That kind of indifferent attitude creates a long-lasting misty feeling, which is so long-lasting that it is enviable.

"And then?" I took another bite of the biscuit.The rough and simple digestive biscuits have no bright spots at all, but I eat them with relish against the background of the story.

"I was beaten up."

"..." I put down the biscuit, feeling that I was full. "Have you heard any other examples, the more civilized ones?"

"No." Xiang Yu clicked his tongue, snatched the biscuit from my hand, and wiped off the gnawed tooth marks, "What's the matter, Mr. Cen, have you planned to come out recently?"

"Yeah, I wanted to refer to your experience, but it turned out that you have no reference value."

"Oh. Just because your mother won't beat you?"

Xiang Xi probably became interested in my topic, and he didn't want to do the work at hand anymore, so he approached me while eating the cake: "Why is there no reference value?"

"Yeah, my mother knocked me on the head at most."

"Tch, then what are you afraid of?"

I sighed: "I'm afraid she will be too sad."

Xiang Xi leaned back, showing a disgusted expression: "You have done a lot of things that made her sad since you were a child. Why, you suddenly changed recently and took the route of invincible filial piety?" She patted my shoulder, and said meaningfully: "Let me tell you, coming out of the closet should be done as soon as possible, and you can't delay it for too long. The longer you delay, the more you will discover your mother's love for you, and the meticulous care will envelope you like light," she said. Made an extremely exaggerated speech gesture, "When the time comes, you won't be able to speak out, maybe you can drag it until you are 60 years old, believe it or not?"

I was speechless by what she said, and strongly suspected that she had peeped into my inner world.Very unconvinced, but had to admit that what she said had some truth.

"Don't pick a date, how about a quick fix today?" Xiang Xi continued, "It happens to be Friday, and you and your mother have a weekend to digest information from each other."

I immediately shook my head: "It's too fast, I have to spend time organizing the language."

Unexpectedly, Xiang Yan didn't give me room to relax: "It can be organized in 10 minutes. Weren't you No. 1 in the school composition competition before? I can see that 5 minutes is enough."

"That's not okay." I still shook my head, "Let's talk about it after get off work." You can't believe Xiang Xi's bad ideas, if the words don't convey the meaning, it will probably be double harm to my mother.

I have to think about several ways to express it, and adjust the plan in time according to my mother's reaction.My mom might not believe it, she might feel guilty, she might be furious, she might be very disappointed...disappointed.I frowned, and suddenly remembered the composition competition that Xiang Xi had just mentioned, a kaleidoscope seemed to explode in my mind, and awards and trophies flew towards my face.Standing on the podium for the first time, becoming an outstanding graduate for the first time, studying abroad, returning to teach in China...following the rules is satisfying.

But maybe in the future, I will never feel her satisfaction and pride again.

I am afraid that she will be sad, that she will be disappointed, and that she will never want to mention me again.In the end, what I'm most afraid of is that all her pride and longing will be wiped out in an instant.It doesn’t matter whether I am narcissistic or obsessed, when I choose to climb to the peak and stand on the high point, some things seem to be doomed-it is even more difficult for me to bear this sudden fall, the fall in her eyes.

With such an ending, how can I tell her to reduce her pain?

While meditating, the phone rang.Xiang Xi patted me with an excited and encouraging expression: "Come on!"

I picked it up inexplicably, and the phone almost fell to the ground.There are two large characters written on the caller ID: Mom.

"Hey, mom... what can I do for you?" I said dryly.

"Of course I have something to do with you." My mother seemed to be in a good mood, and her tone revealed a brisk and lively voice, "Auntie has been tidying up the study at home recently, and a lot of books have to be moved away. We are too old to do it. If you are free tonight Just go and help, so that your aunt can rest for a while."

"Okay, no problem." I clenched the microphone tightly, licked my lips, and said, "By the way, Mom, there is something I want to talk to you about."

"Let's talk." My mother blurted out, her tone was the same as when she asked her to borrow money when I was a child, it was commonplace and confident.

I helped my forehead, and immediately said: "Another day, another day, it would be better to talk face to face. I talk too much."

After hanging up the phone, Xiang Xi put his hips on his hips speechlessly, and the corners of his mouth curved downward infinitely: "Cen Qiuyu, you are so cowardly."

I didn't want to be ridiculed by her, so I pursed my lips and looked away.Xiang Xi was still there chattering to cheer me up, I looked at the morning glories entwined in the flowerpot outside the door, and I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart.

"Look, the once-in-a-lifetime beauty." I said suddenly.

Xiang Xi turned his head excitedly, and immediately saw Luo Wei in a gray suit appearing in his field of vision.She was holding a notebook in one hand. She was tall and thin, with two long straight legs wrapped under her suit pants.Passing by the door, her footsteps faltered slightly, her eyes tilted to this side, and a slight change occurred on her expressionless face.

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