Seizing Dreams

"So, what about the new school and the environment?" Liang Jinmin asked.

Yu Yu knows what it means. With Liang Jinmin's care, he will re-take the college entrance examination. As long as he has passed the admission score, with the help of Liang Jinmin, the college will recruit him. The professional re-distribution will be smooth and more important. After reading it, he can get a college diploma!

"I asked Zhou Sheng." Liang Jinmin said, "Zhou Sheng also gave me a reply, but he said that he is not willing to influence your choice, so I want to hear your opinion first."

I don’t think it’s strange that Zhou Sheng will suddenly say that today.

"I see Zhou Sheng." Yu Yu only took a short time to consider, and said, "If he wants to withdraw from the exam, I have nothing to change. Just... I think reading this school does not mean that later. There is no way out. If you read well, I can also go to a graduate school."

All along, Yu Yu has not yet formed a clear understanding of his future, future, and ideals of life. Suddenly, all this has become clear.

"It's not that I don't have any opinion." Yu Yu smiled. "It's just that I don't express it. I think most of the time is like Zhou Sheng, but he can say it more clearly. After we graduate, if we graduate, Have the opportunity, want to apply for your graduate student, the score is up, you will also receive me, isn't it?"

Liang Jinmin smiled and said, "I understand. I have nothing to thank you. I just want to at least do my little to protect the two children who will protect me and retaliate by sin."

"No." Yu Yu suddenly said, "You don't understand, Teacher Liang."

Liang Jinmin is a glimpse.

Yu said: "Is this over? You are going to break with the past, are you? In the rest of your life, you will stay away from him, so you will forget things and not be hurt again?"

Liang Jinmin looked at Yu Yu.

Yu Yu knows why in his heart - Liang Jinmin has not defeated the metal monster of the city in his dreams until now.

"There must be any way." Yu Yu thought for a moment and said, "I think, this may not be over..." His brow wrinkled and shook his head. He always felt that the details were ignored by him. And this detail may turn the current dilemma. If you really can't do anything about it, when he faces giving up everything, he can't accept reality.

But he has a premonition, and things will turn around.

If I am as smart as Zhou Sheng, I will discuss this case many times with Zhou Sheng, and the answers will be close to each other.

During the talk, the waiter opened the door and Chen Yukai came in.

"Sorry, it’s late." Chen Yukai said with a smile, "Is it almost eaten? I am starving, let me eat some."

Liang Jinmin looks back and seems to have been thinking about Yu Yu’s words. Yu Yu gave the menu to Chen Yukai and let him order it. Today, Chen Yukai wore that long-lost navy blue shirt, black casual shorts, and a smell of cologne, mixed with the warmth of his body in the summer, revealing the **** **** of the intellectuals.

“What are you talking about?” Chen Yukai ordered the sushi and said, “This sea urchin is good, and you can taste it.”

"Small chat." Yu Yu said, "Nothing."

Liang Jinmin said: "Nicky, I don't want to go to your alma mater to re-read the undergraduate."

"I guessed it." Chen Yukai swallowed the sushi hard and drank tea. He said, "I don't really want to go back to my alma mater. I also decided to stay here, Teacher Liang."

"Ah?" Yu Yudao, "No, you are free!"

Chen Yukai said: "Leaving here does not mean staying in the college. There is also a book in Handan City. It is just a review of the test preparation. Who wants to study the research of the college?" He said that he added tea to Yu Yu and narrowed his eyes.

"That..." Liang Jinmin seemed quite depressed and had to nod.

"Would you like to pack Fu Liqun and Zhou Sheng?" Chen Yukai asked.

I saw that this sushi is a pair of 128, busy: "No, Zhou Sheng must have eaten, give Fu Liqun a few hand grabs on the cake..."

"Nicky." Liang Jinmin suddenly said.

"Yeah." Chen Yukai continued to turn the menu, did not look at Liang Jinmin, said, "I will come, let me treat you today." Said to call the bill.

Yu Wei: "?"

Liang Jinmin finished the voice and was silent. There was no talk for three people. After the waiter came over, Chen Yukai let him prepare to pack, and smiled and bowed his head to Zhou Sheng.

"Ember, you are..." Chen Yukai’s mouth was slightly tilted.

"What's wrong, Teacher Chen?" Yu Yu said uneasy.

"Don't call me Teacher Chen again." Chen Yukai said, "I have already left the job, just call me anything. In short, I don't want to hear the teacher's name, tired."

Yu Yu laughed and suddenly noticed that Liang Jinmin was sitting quietly. In her eyes, it seemed as if tears were rolling.

After the packaged food was delivered, Chen Yukai said: "Let's go, send you back."

Chen Yukai went to drive, Yu Yu and Liang Jinmin stood under the street light. This commercial area was at night, and the office buildings were all lit with lights, standing like crystals in the dark night.

"You are right, Yu Yu." Liang Jinmin said, "I don't understand."

Yu Yu sideways, looking at Liang Jinmin's eyes.

"When I was in a coma, I saw an archangel with white wings and a black suit, and a warrior wearing armor." Liang Jinmin looked at the bustling road and said, "An angel is yours." Look, another warrior, he is wearing a covered helmet. You carry the lights and guide me in the darkness... maybe this is some kind of God."

Chen Yukai drove and stopped at the side of the road. He said, "Will you pick up Zhou Sheng later? He is not far from here."

Yu Wei is going to get on the bus, Liang Jinmin said: "Wait, Yu Hao, Nicky, are you willing to go to my house for a drink?"

Yu Yu looked at Chen Yukai and Chen Yukai was a bit stunned. I don't know why Liang Jinmin would make this invitation.

"Like the past," Liang Jinmin said.

"I can, look at Yu Yu." Chen Yukai said, "His answer is definitely to look at Zhou Sheng, I will pick him up."

Yu said: "You know me too much."

Yu Yu got on the bus, Chen Yukai drove, turned two intersections, and picked up Zhou Sheng in front of a hotel. Zhou Sheng carried a one-shoulder sports bag. He just attended the reception at the hotel and listened and said, "Well, Teacher Liang, I will meet for the first time, please take care."

Liang Jinmin smiled and nodded at him. After Chen Yukai drove to the college, he passed through the road without a street lamp, and appeared in the mountains and the moon, and the silver light sprinkled the earth.

This is the townhouse that the college has set up for Lin, which is separated from the seat of the college by a hill.

The room is very spacious and has been cleaned. Liang Jinmin turns on the floor lamp and a warm yellow room.

“What to drink?” Liang Jinmin said. “Whiskey? Nicky don’t drive when I’m going, I’m going to call the car back.”

Zhou Sheng and Yu Wei visited the wine cabinet of Liang Jinmin's house and said, "Hey, Teacher Liang, you have a lot of wine."

Liang Jinmin said faintly: "Let's open it and drink it. If you want to come to a wine that you haven't tasted, you will be there."

Yu Yu pointed his eyes, Zhou Sheng nodded and said: "This bottle is more than 40,000."

Chen Yukai said: "I remember there is a bottle of McAllen, I will drink it, Zhou Shaoye also come?"

Yu Yu said: "I have no pursuit of wine, don't open too expensive."

"Open this bottle of Canadian ice wine." Zhou Sheng knows that Yu Yu is afraid of waste, saying, "Not expensive, a thousand dollars, I will give you another, sweet juice."

Yu Yu immediately gestured, just like this, I thought that Fu Liqun was still waiting for his dinner in the dormitory... but he was here to accompany them to drink tens of thousands of dollars of wine. It was really Zhumen wine smelly, and the road had frozen bones.

Chen Yukai poured a glass of wine to Liang Jinmin, and Zhou Sheng and Yu Yu, each sitting on the sofa. Chen Yukai and Liang Jinmin sat on a single sofa, and Zhou Sheng leaned on the couch, leaving Yu Yu with a position.

Under the warm light of the floor lamp, Liang Jinmin ordered a cigarette and spit out a smog.

"King Takin." Liang Jinmin in the darkness of the floor lamp, a little toast.

"Thank Takin." The rest of the people raised their glasses.

"What do the teachers want to talk to tonight?" Chen Yukai shook his cup gently, and the ice hockey collided in the cup, making a crisp sound.

Yu Yu drank the ice wine that was raised in the mouth, it was really sweet, but not greasy, very good to drink, his eyes always pay attention to the furnishings in the room, remembering that Lin Xun was here at home, Liang Jinmin, labeled her Seriously injured in a coma, then dragged her to the garage, put her on the vice seat, and created the car accident.

After the car accident, Huang Wei blocked the house for the first time, and inspected every corner in detail, and unexpectedly nothing.

I thought to myself, would you leave some details here and it was undiscovered? However, with the professional qualities of the police, after checking once, there is no gain, and I can’t match it.

When thinking about it, Zhou Sheng lifted his foot and gently touched the embers. His eyes seemed to have something to say. Yu Yu immediately understood that Zhou Sheng was thinking about the same thoughts as himself, and he did not give up.

"Talk about my failed life." Liang Jinmin put down the wine, faintly said, "Talk about this vast world and the history of human civilization, as a human being, a human being, understanding and feeling of destiny."

"Let's start today's lesson with a **** of Delphi. There is a famous saying on the Temple of Apollo: Know yourself. What is man? Is the soul born to be good, or the evil? We are in this world. Killing each other, crusade, reaching the nation and the country, as small as a family..."

Lighting, wine, sofa... In the middle of the night, Yu Yu can imagine, Liang Jinmin’s late-night class from the bricks and wheels of ancient civilizations to the guns and wars of the steam era; from the pre-classical era Maya to the Yin Shang of China, from Alexander to Genghis Khan; from the golden carvings of Tutankhamun to the Waterloo of Napoleon... The flash of the grand historical river is like a dream, full of life, never ending.

The power of knowledge, guiding humans to cross the limits of the individual, stood at the end of the river and saw many hurricanes in the fog.

From the mainstream academic theory, Liang Jinmin talked about the birth of stars, and then the energy released by nuclear fusion. The ice is melted into water, plant photosynthesis, providing the conditions for the birth of intelligent life on the planet, and then to the various civilizations. The legend of the sun god, in the ancient civilization, the sun, as the supreme **** to worship, "light" is also considered to be the source of all things.

This is the first time that Yu Yu has listened to classes in this way. Liang Jinmin has retained his salon in foreign countries. He talked with them. Chen Yukai occasionally published his own opinions. Zhou Sheng also listened to God. People have forgotten what they care most about and are immersed in the knowledge of Liang Jinmin.

Yu Hao suddenly regretted a little bit, and actually refused Liang Jinmin's proposal to let him transfer to school. He followed such a teacher to learn, maybe this life can really learn.

"...under the influence of this phototaxis." Liang Jinmin finally said, "We live during the day, we sleep in the night and enter the dream, and the dream releases the most primitive desire in the heart, hidden in the undetected personality. This personality The formation of us originated from our impression of the world and our self in a growing environment..."

Chen Yukai added: "This is a relatively mainstream statement in the field of psychology."

"Not bad." Liang Jinmin nodded and said, "In my own case, my family is full of violence. My father is an unscrupulous intellectual because his brother stayed in the United States in the 1970s. I was strongly criticized and unfairly treated. My mother is a descendant of a landlord's family, my grandparents are escaping from Hong Kong, and only my mother has stayed for my father. You have not experienced that era, it is not clear. what does this mean……"

"I probably read some." Yu Yu remembered the reports he had translated, including the history of this era.

Liang Jinmin smiled and said: "My parents have two daughters. I am a little daughter. From the beginning of sensibility, the family is full of omnipresent violence. My father is also suffering from intense hysteria..."

"Separational disorders." Chen Yukai explained to Yu Yu and Zhou Sheng, "that is, snoring."

Liang Jinmin said indifferently: "My father had been beaten up by the mother for a whole night, and my mother was obedient. My sister and I were always full of fear. Looking forward to the morning, when the sun rises..."

"...but whenever the storm passed, my father regained his intellectual and gentle image. He taught us to read and read, and urged us to study hard... I don't even know which one is the real one. As if he splits It became both the **** and the devil. When the sun went down, it was the beginning of a nightmare. In that era, mental illness was not valued, and many people in China did not even have this knowledge at all."

"I later thought that in the marriage life with Lin Xun, the psychological shadow caused by the original family in our personality may have affected my life as well." Liang Jinmin took the second cigarette from the cigarette case, and Zhou Sheng took out the lighter. Give her some cigarettes.

"Of course this is a follow-up." Liang Jinmin added, "After growing up, his father's violence has been alleviated. On his face, there is a kind of middle-aged man unable to change the situation's solitude and desolation. He was seriously ill, and when he was in bed, he still called our mother to fight from time to time. One day, my older sister couldn’t bear it anymore. When washing the dishes, I put down the dishes, blocked my mouth, and used the belt. I tied me to the chair, walked silently, went to the bed, and smashed him with rubber gloves."

Yu Wei: "..."

For the first time, Chen Yukai heard that Liang Jinmin had said his past and immediately forgot what to say.

Zhou Sheng said: "Your big sister doesn't want to drag you down, so I tied you up."

Liang Jinmin said: "Yes, but this incident has not caused too much waves. My father has a brain tumor. He often thinks that someone is harming him. In the last days, he has reached the point where he can't sleep. The death spread. At the time, including neighbors and relatives, I can see that everyone is relieved."

"After that, the older sister got married and the mother lived with her big sister. The grandparents who fled Hong Kong had passed away. The two sisters found their mother and gave her father a large legacy. This legacy is enough for us to have a good life. I went to college and met Lin Xun. At that time, he was very handsome. Although his appearance was only moderate, his family conditions were not superior. But in his body, there was a temperament that made me want to stop."

"Books are angry." Chen Yukai said.

"Not bad." Liang Jinmin said to Chen Yukai, "The temperament of the reader is also very obvious in your body. This temperament makes many women obsessed with it."

Zhou Sheng said: "It seems that I don't have it."

Liang Jinmin said: "Attention, this is only a characteristic of people. Whether it is kind, it does not have much to do with how many books he has read."

Chen Yukai said with a smile: "Every time you are a dog, you are a scholar."

Everyone laughed.

Liang Jinmin said: "It is not appropriate to use partial coverage in any group."

"Just kidding." Chen Yukai smiled.

Liang Jinmin said: "In Lin Xun's body, I felt that when I was a child, my father taught us the romantic feeling of reading in the afternoon, the temperament of the same unscrupulous intellectuals, and the arrogance of not being declared. There is nothing in the world, but it is always searching for freedom in thought and soul..."

Liang Jinmin opened the drawer under the coffee table, pulled out a photo frame and handed them a look. The above is Lin Xun and Liang Jinmin, who just went to Stanford University in San Francisco, and took a group photo in front of the school.