Secretly, Secretly; But Unable to Hide It

The warm yellow light from the outside spilled in, and Duan Xu's face was dyed with different shades of light. Under his eyes, a light shadow was cast by the eyelashes, and Hitomi's color was pale, and he was born with gentleness.

He coughed softly, as if smiling, and hummed in a deep way.

Sangzhi made up the sentence: "You should hang up."

"Wait a moment." Sang Yan's voice was lighter, and it sounded unpredictable. "Duan praise, are you older than me?"

Duan Xu calmly said: "What?"

Sang Yan: "My sister's boyfriend is older than me."

"Um." Duan Jiaxu turned the steering wheel without moving his eyelids. "As big as me."

A moment of silence.

Sang Yan seemed to be laughing: "Don't tell me--"

As if guessing what he said next, the childish scalp was numb, and for a while there was no courage to confess. She quickly interrupted: "No, absolutely not. Brother, what do you want!"

Sang Yan said coldly, "Whatever I say, you say no."

Sang Zhi reluctantly calmed down and said, "You can't guess what you're saying?"

Sang Yan: "You two go out for dinner together?"

Sangzhi was full of confidence: "Yes, I'm looking for him to celebrate his birthday. I can't be like you, with no feelings at all. I'm sorry to say that the gift I bought was from you."

Duan Jiaxu quietly listened to the siblings quarreling.

Sang Yan taunted: "Birthday, grandpas, it's arrogant."

"..."

I seem to think that my speculation is a bit outrageous, Sang Yan didn't mention the thing just now: "Then you two eat it. Also, kid, remember to go back to school earlier. I'm hanging up."

The car quieted down instantly.

I do not know if it is a childish psychological effect. Without Sang Yan's voice, for a while, she felt that this embarrassing atmosphere rose to the top.

Sang Zhi was lying dead in his place, holding his mobile phone and playing.

According to what they just said, it should be what she said to Sang Yan every time, and then he turned around and told Duan Xiaoxuan. The old man pretended not to know anything in front of her.

It is estimated that she pretends to laugh at her every day.

bother! people! fine!

really.

Not long after.

Duan Jiaxu's words brought questions, slowly, "What boyfriend?"

Sang Zhi didn't want to lose his momentum, sat up straight, and explained seriously: "What I told my brother was that I might be in love, but I didn't say I already talked."

He chuckled: "Graduate?"

"..."

Duan Jiaxu: "Is it too late to take the test now?"

Sang Zhi felt ashamed and continued to pretend to be dead.

"If you don't take the test, what would you say to your brother after that?" Duan Jiaxu's epilogue was a little louder, and his tone was not serious. "Say you did n’t succeed with that graduate boyfriend, you did with me, would you?

Sang Zhi spoke for a long time before saying, "Where did I go with you?"

Duan Jiaxu laughed: "I have a showdown with your brother, and still don't admit that it means to me?"

Sang Zhi: "Can't I really see a graduate student?"

Hearing that, Duan Xiaoxu raised his eyebrows and said leisurely, "I really only have a bachelor degree."

"..."

Every word is implied.

The person you look at, even if you describe the appearance, age and background don't match me.

That person is still me.

So it can only be wrong.

Sangzhi stared straight at him, suddenly discouraged, and whispered, "Did you already know?"

Duan Jiaxu glanced at her: "Know what."

Mulberry didn't say a word.

While waiting for the red light, Duan Jiaxu glanced in her direction again.

She lowered her head, slightly lowered the corners of her lips, and her eyelids twitched. She could not see what she was thinking, but she could obviously feel a little unhappy.

The performance is so obvious.

He had to pretend he hadn't found it.

Duan Jiaxu felt funny: "Seriously ask you something."

Sangzhi whispered: "What."

Duan Jiaxu: "Really mean nothing to me?"

Sang Zhi turned her head to look at him, her eyes widened slightly. After a few seconds of silence, she looked out the window, and this time she finally let out and said vaguely, "A little."

"Row."

The childish tone was weird: "You react to that."

Duan Jiaxu: "Huh?"

"Why don't you say me," Sangzhi thought, a little prank, and muttered, "I'm obviously interested in you, and I don't agree, waiting for you to chase me every day."

"Don't you say there is only one point?" Duan Xua didn't care much, thinking about the reason for her. "That's probably not enough to be together."

Sang Zhi did not speak.

Unconsciously, the car went to a supermarket near Duan Jiaxu's house. He found a place to park, and joked: "We only fell in love for the first time, and worry, my brother understands."

Sang Zhi could not help saying, "What if I keep disagreeing?"

Duan Jiaxu unfastened her seat belt and raised her eyebrows: "Then you wait for your brother to chase you every day."

"..."

Duan Jiaxu thought for a while, and said with a smile, "You are probably going to talk about this love in your life."

Sang Zhi did not deny, her expression was a little uncomfortable.

Duan Jiaxu glanced down and looked at her, her eyes bent into a beautiful crescent moon. Then he opened his mouth, his voice very soft, as if to coax her: "So, other little girls have-"

"..."

"We just have to."

The two entered the supermarket.

Duan Jiaxu's purpose is to buy some vegetables and meat, and eat dinner at home. He went in the direction of the fresh area, but Sang Zhi did not follow him, and went to the snack area to take care of himself.

Then he threw it back into his shopping cart.

Come and go several times.

When Sang Zhi appeared in front of Duan Jiaxu for the fourth time, she had already loaded most of the items in the shopping cart, and she basically picked them. He put a box of chicken wings just in the shopping cart and said casually, "Are you going to live in my house?"

Sang Zhiyi: "I bought it for you."

Duan Jiaxu took the jelly in her hand: "Buy me?"

"You can eat it when you're mouthing normally. If you don't eat it, you can leave it. I have time to help you eat it." Sang Zhi said cheekily. "

Duan Jiaxu laughed out loud: "Also?"

"Why." Sang Zhi said insincerely, "I haven't seen you eat snacks, and I don't know what you like, then I can only take what I like."

Duan Jiaxu lowered his eyes, glanced around, and commented, "What the little girl ate."

Sang Zhi was quiet for two seconds and said reluctantly, "I'll put it back."

Duan Jiaxu pushed the car and walked towards the vegetable area: "put it back in."

Sangzhi followed him like a little tail and muttered, "Don't you say this is what the little girl eats?"

Duan Jiaxu calmly said, "Well, my family just happened to have one."

Sang Zhi paused, his footsteps stopped for a moment, his ears became inexplicably hot, and he quickly followed. She didn't run to the snack area again, followed Duan Xua to pick a piece of vegetables.

Duan Jiaxu raised her eyelids and asked her, "Stop picking snacks?"

Sangzhi: "No more to buy."

"Then check out?"

"Ok."

Sang Zhi looked at the shopping cart and asked, "Brother, would you cook?"

Duan Jiaxu said, "I will."

Sang Zhi thought about it, "I'll cook a longevity noodle for you in a moment."

"Do you still cook this?"

"..." Sangzhi said innocently, "Boil the water and then throw the noodles away?"

Duan Jiaxu frowned, "Can it be delicious?"

"If you don't have a ritual, where is the taste?" Sang Zhi thought it made sense and turned to go in the other direction. "You go in line first, I'll buy longevity noodles."

"..."

Out of the supermarket, the two returned to Duan Xu's residence.

Afraid that the cake would be damaged, after changing the indoor slippers, Sang Zhi quickly put the cake box into the refrigerator. Duan Jiaxue sorted out what he had just bought, and then went into the kitchen to wash rice and cook.

Sangzhi followed up to help.

Duan Jiaxu: "Hungry?"

Sang Zhi shook her head: "It's okay."

Duan Jiaxu washed the box of maiden fruit, stuffed one into her mouth, and gave her the fruit plate in her hand: "Hold this and go out and watch TV for yourself."

Sang Zhi refused: "I want to make longevity noodles for you."

She took out her mobile phone and looked up the recipe online: "You make yours, don't worry about me."

"..."

Staring at her solemn appearance, Duan Jiaxu didn't stop it anymore, bending her lips, she couldn't help laughing.

The two did their own things. Sangzhi only occupied the induction cooker in the kitchen and occasionally used a cutting board and a knife. Duan Jiaxu would come over to help, and she would be chased away by her.

It doesn't take long to cook a noodle.

But Sang Chi never cooks, from small to large, never cooked instant noodles. She grinded for a long time, and was very careful when chopping vegetables, lest she see blood in this good day.

After the rice was cooked, Duan Xiaoxu's three dishes and one soup were also prepared, and Sang Zhi was very embarrassed to complete a bowl of longevity noodles that did not look good.

Sang Zhi hadn't tasted it himself, and uneasily brought the noodle to Duan Xu's face.

Duan Jiaxu's eyes were slightly curved: "Rice is ready for you, let's eat."

Sangzhi didn't dare to imagine the taste of this noodle, hesitated: "Don't eat this noodle, just be a ritual. Just listen to my classmates, you seem to make this food on your birthday ..."

Duan Jiaxuan said mildly: "I try. If it's not good, I won't eat it, okay?"

Sang Zhi sat on the chair and reluctantly agreed, "OK."

The cramped living room, with its cold white lighting, is extremely warm.

Sangzhi bit his mouthful and kept staring at Duan Xu, wanting to see his expression after eating this noodle. She watched him pinch his face, ate it in his mouth, and chewed softly.

The expression did not change much.

For a moment, Duan Jiaxu laughed and said, "It's quite delicious."

Sang Zhi didn't believe it at all, and said suspiciously, "Really?"

Duan Jiaxu heard.

Sang Zhi: "Then I will take a bite."

Duan Jia Xu raised eyebrows: "Indirect kissing?"

"..." Sang Zhi said inexplicably. "I'll eat a new pair of chopsticks."

"No," Duan Jiaxu gently refused. "Don't take advantage of your brother."

"..."

After dinner, Sangzhi took the cake out of the refrigerator. She opened the package containing the candle, and said with a smile: "Brother, you take out the cake yourself, there is something on it."

Duan Jiaxu pulled the cake out and said, "I wish Duan Xuan, 26, happy birthday."

Sang Zhi blinked: "I also asked the clerk for an extra pack of candles."

"Oh, right." Sang Zhi picked up another plastic bag. "There are birthday hats in this store, you can put them on."

Duan Jiaxu said funnyly, "What the hell?"

Sang Zhi narrowed his eyes and put on his head: "This shape is like a crown. You are a queen today."

"Huh?" Duan Jiaxu laughed and said, "Why not Princess Duan."

Sang Chi hit him: "How do you become a princess at your age?"

The word "twenty-six" has been written on the cake, and Sanzhi did not insist on inserting twenty-six candles. She lit a candle, sang a birthday song to him according to the procedure, and then said seriously, "You make a wish."

Duan Jiaxu thought for a while and said quietly: "It will be the same next year."

He then blew out the candle.

Sang Zhi hadn't responded yet, and she fell into darkness: "So what?"

Duan Jiaxu got up and turned on the lights, and Dang Erlang said, "Next year, you will also come to pick me up for my birthday."

"What a wish is, I can't be ignorant of your birthday." Sangzhi thought he had some inexplicable wishes, and passed him the prepared gift, "A gift for you."

Duan Jiaxu took it, Taohua eyes raised: "Thank you."

Quiet for a few seconds, the childish movement paused, and suddenly thought of a possibility. She raised her head and said dryly, "Compliment me, I ask you something."

"Ok?"

"If, I mean, if we are really together, if we think it is inappropriate, then break up." Sang Zhi asked softly, "Should not contact again in the future."

Hearing this, Duan Jiaxu's eyelids moved.

Soon, Sangzi reacted, feeling that it was inappropriate to say such things on this occasion, and quickly added: "I'll just ask."

Duan Jiaxu cut the cake with a clear voice: "Can't believe me?"

"..." Sang Chi was quiet. "No."

Duan Jiaxu said, "I'm usually too unscrupulous?"

Mulberry didn't say a word.

Duan Jiaxu smiled instead: "It seems so."

"I don't mean it," Sanzine said.

"Sangzhi, if you think we will be separated in the future, it is really inappropriate. If you don't agree, I can't force you." Duan Jiaxu looked down and stared at her. Also mentioning breaking up-"

"..."

His voice stopped, his eyes twitched slightly, and he smiled like a monster: "I haven't seen my brother lose his temper."

Sang Zhi held the corner of his clothes in his palms and looked up at him.

Duan Jiaxu lowered her voice and pinched her face affectionately.

"It's scary."

This topic ends here.

Later, Duan Xuan didn't mention it again, and Sang Zhi also assumed that he hadn't asked about it. It's like an episode that can't beat any splash, nobody cares.

Seeing that it was almost time, Duan Jiaxu returned Sang Zhi to school.

After finishing washing, Sang Zhi returned to his position and continued to do his own thing. Her thoughts were a little empty, she couldn't concentrate, thinking about the thought that suddenly came up.

She knew exactly what her concerns were.

Sang Zhi is not worried at all, Duan Xuanxuan will be bad for her.

She knew what he was like.

But she would worry that he might not like her for a long time.

Even if he didn't like it, Duan Xuan had a high probability that he would not break up with her. He would only treat the relationship between them as a responsibility.

It will turn into a result that is painful for both sides.

Is it really she's too lyrical?

Sang Zhiming had been expecting this thing with him for a long time, but when it really happened, he felt that he had suffered a lot, and he was extremely uneasy.

Uneasy, no courage to connect.

Sang Zhi worked hard to put aside these ideas and still got along with Duan Xu in the same way as before. Many times, she finally made up her mind and planned to be with him, but then put it back.

Duan Jiaxu seemed to notice that she was wrong, and she came to her a lot more often than before.

Sangzhi didn't know how to tell him what he thought.

After all, she didn't want to tell him that she had liked him since she was thirteen.

She didn't know how she could stop drilling this horn.

In the blink of an eye, the end of May.

After Friday, at 7 pm, Sang Zhi made an appointment with the people in the department for dinner. She was talking to a girl in the department holding hands, and as soon as she left the school, she noticed Jiang Ying standing under the tree.

Sang Zhi froze and stared at her in doubt.

It happened to match her eyes.

Soon, Sangzhi retracted her gaze. She didn't have the idea that she came to find herself, but she felt inexplicable. She continued chatting with friends in the department and walked to a barbecue restaurant outside the school.

At this time, plus tomorrow is the weekend, there are not many people in the store.

Someone in the department came to occupy the seat in advance, and Sangzhi walked over to sit down. After a while, she noticed that a two-person table was cleaned up, and then only one customer sat up.

It's Jiang Ying.

Look up again.

Sangzhi looked at her suspiciously, and at this moment only had the feeling that Jiang Ying was specifically here to find her.

But Jiang Ying came to her for what.

And how did she know she was here.

Sang Zhi couldn't figure it out, and didn't care about her anymore. She lowered her head and drank the water in the glass.

Jiang Ying seems to have just come over to eat, and she didn't come to her to trouble her. But her eyes were on her from time to time, and she looked a little, which made people feel uncomfortable.

Sang Zhi simply changed position with the friend opposite, and gradually forgot the existence of this person.

After dinner, San Zhi got up and went to the bathroom. She just wanted to come in and wash her hands and make up, and there was nothing else.

Before she walked to the sink, she saw Jiang Ying coming in along the mirror. Sang Zhi glanced at her, didn't speak, squeezed a hand sanitizer into her hands.

Jiang Ying took the red from the bag, and she took the initiative to say, "Are you Duan's new object?"

Mulberry didn't say a word.

"Also, college students are really easy to cheat." Jiang Ying said with a smile, "I just met you here, and I would remind you that he has been dating hundreds of times before. Do you know why they can't match each other?"

Sang Zhi said blankly, "Not right, you just came to me to say these things."

"Isn't it because I don't want to see you as a little girl going astray?" Jiang Ying's tone was calm. "Do you know he has a vegetative dad who is still lying in the hospital?"

The motion of Sang Zhi's hand stopped.

"It seems that he didn't mention it to you at all," noticed her reaction, and Jiang Ying's lips hooked. "I'll tell you a secret, his father is still a beast who drunk and killed someone."

"..."

"One year, we need to support a beast for nearly 100,000 medical expenses," Jiang Ying said. "Which girl has so much money to cook with him, not even a house."

Sang Zhi then looked up, completely unaffected by the words, and of course said: "I have money."

"..." Obviously I couldn't believe she would have this reaction, and Jiang Ying's expression became unsightly for a moment. "His father hit someone, it's a murderer, haven't you heard?"

Sangzi said slowly: "Will I have to marry his dad?"

"..."

Sang Zhi didn't want to stay with her anymore, she didn't even feel like making up, and went out after pulling a piece of paper.

Jiang Ying could no longer maintain the calmness of the surface, and smashed her lipstick on her body: "You can't understand people? You have a problem in your head? Can't you understand when talking to you?"

The lipstick is small, and it doesn't hurt when you hit it.

But an instant childish anger was ignited.

Sang Zhi's eyes dropped, staring at the rolling lipstick on the ground, and looking up at her again. She sneered, tore off her bag, and threw it to Jiang Ying's face. She moved her neck and said with a very rude tone: "Who is accustomed to you?"

"..."

Jiang Ying took a step back after being smashed. After a few seconds of silence, she smiled: "Who do you say?"

"..."

"Duan praise."

Stalemate for a moment.

Sangzhi's eyes were dark, staring straight at her: "Auntie, if you are really used to it, have you used it to find me today?"

"..."

"I have the spare time to do this kind of thing," Sang Zhi picked up the bag on the ground, and said with a mean tone, "it's better to spend some time on maintenance, or you stand with Duan Xu, I thought you were his mother's Where is my friend? "

After speaking, she went out of the toilet.

Jiang Ying caught fire and followed her immediately. She grabbed the childish arm and raised her hand, shaking with anger.

It happened that Liang Jun also came to the toilet. Seeing this situation, he took a moment, grabbed Sanji's hand immediately, protected himself, and yelled, "What are you doing ?!"

"..."

Jiang Ying kept silent, staring at Sangzhi, and then turned back to her place.

Liang Jun asked a few words, and Sangzhi made vague reasons. She also returned to her position, glanced at the phone absently, and kept thinking about what Jiang Ying had just said.

After this, the people in the department decided to play games at a nearby bar.

Sang Zhi had no opinion and followed the past. But she couldn't concentrate, she remembered inexplicably, the night when Duan Xiaoxu came to her house, he smoked on the balcony alone.

I remembered his sentence: "The money that Xiao Sangzhi will make in the future will buy herself a nice skirt to wear."

Thinking of his college days, part-time after job.

I remembered that he was sick and didn't go to the hospital, and he had to spend it alone on the holidays.

Thinking of his recent life, it seemed clear.

Thinking of him bending his eyes, indulging, smiled and said to her: "Other little girls have, we have to have."

The level that I have never been able to pass seems to be suddenly bright at this moment. Sang Zhi had an instant brain heat, suddenly got up, and said goodbye to the others: "I have something, I'll go first."

When Duan Jiaxu's downstairs, someone happened to open the door downstairs.

Sang Zhi followed, his mind went blank, went into the elevator, went up to the floor of Duan Xu's house, and then stood at his door. She exhaled and rang the doorbell.

The door was soon opened.

Duan Jiaxu seems to have just taken a shower, water is still flowing on his hair, and his body is exuding a very strong mint aroma. His expression was awkward, and it seemed that she would never come to this point.

Staring at her expression, Duan Jiaxu stooped down and asked hesitantly, "How come?"

Sang Zhi also stared at him, without answering his questions, like impulsiveness, and what seemed to have endured for a long time, and finally spoke out, saying, "Can you always like me?"

Anyway, I liked you first.

I also liked you more.

So I want to stay with you.

Even if you do n’t like me anymore.

I don't seem to suffer.

Duan Jiaxu still didn't respond, and even had a feeling of falling asleep and dreaming. He lowered his eyes and said his thoughts subconsciously: "Yes."

Sang Zhi sucked his nose: "Then--"

"Wait a while," Duan Jiaxu smiled. "What are you doing?"

Before waiting for Sang Zhi to speak, Duan Xie had already pulled her wrist and pulled her into the house: "Come on."

"..."

"Tell me," Duan Xua said patiently, "what happened?"

"I think it's suitable today," Sang Zhi whispered, "so I don't want to wait."

Duan Jiaxue's breathing stopped, only to realize that she didn't seem to be joking: "Drinking?"

Mulberry: "No."

Duan Jiaxu: "Agree with me?"

"Ok."

Silence for a few seconds.

Duan Jiaxu suddenly pinched her chin and raised her face up. His eyes were deep, staring at her clear and tense eyes, and the throat knot rolled up and down, confirming again: "Thinking?"

Sang Zhi stared at him without turning his eyes away.

Finally got the affirmative answer.

The distance is close at hand, and the ambiguous atmosphere is constantly heating up, like a dream scene. Duan Jiaxu's eyes darkened, staring at her lips, and suddenly she said dumbly, "Open your mouth."

Sang Zhi didn't respond, ah, her lips opened.

The next moment, his voice fell.

Accompanied by an extremely warm and warm touch.

"Brother teaches you how to kiss."