Secretly, Secretly; But Unable to Hide It

"..."

Sangzhi snorted, looked back, and nodded dullly.

He looked down at the meaning of the words.

She thought he had forgotten it, or it wasn't important at all. Moreover, Sang Zhi never saw him talk about his girlfriend, nor did he see him show her.

Who was that at the airport before then?

Sang Zhi looked at him again and couldn't help but ask, "What about that before?"

Duan praised: "Which."

"Just," I wonder if it's weird to suddenly mention something so long ago, playing with fingers, pretending to inadvertently ask, "I came to Yihe when I was a freshman, the sister who came to the airport with you."

"When you were in high school?"

"..." Sangzhi struggled for a few seconds, and could only say more precisely to strengthen his memory. "The time I came to find my online dating partner."

Duan Jiaxu remembered: "My boss."

Sang Zhi pursed her lips, biting her scalp, and continued to ask dryly: "Then how did she come with you?"

"I won't be able to drive yet," Duan Jiaxu remembered about three years ago, and recalled, "And it seemed that I worked overtime all night, a little uncomfortable."

"..."

"When your brother called me, she just heard it and drove me there." Duan Jiaxu looked at her side by side, adding that she seemed to inadvertently. "Everybody is in elementary school."

Sang Zhi's thoughts were a bit empty for a moment, and she suddenly remembered the time when she was extremely difficult, and all the memories blocked by her in the box.

Thinking of her deliberate alienation.

Thinking of that period, she had a crush that started unilaterally and ended unilaterally.

Sang Zhi nodded silently and asked absently: "Why haven't you found anyone?"

Duan Jiaxu said casually, "Did your brother not find him?"

"..." Sang Zhi remembered the words of his roommate, and his face was complicated. "Then you can't always wait for my brother ..."

Duan Jiaxu laughed, "What do you say?"

Sang Zhi whispered, "I just feel strange."

"I didn't have time when I just graduated," Duan Jiaxu casually said. "I have been introduced several times by my boss in the past two years, which is not appropriate."

Sangzhi said aloud, and did not continue to ask.

The plane took off and the stewardess was handing out a blanket.

Sang Zhi asked her for one, put it on her head, and pretended to be sleeping. Her head was leaning to the side of the window, her eyes closed and opened, and she closed again soon.

It's like thinking about something.

A long while.

Sang Zhi lowered her head slightly.

Places that I used to think were scars are inexplicably filled with honey at this moment. She pressed her lips hard, and the corners of her mouth hidden in the blanket still bent uncontrollably.

No sound.

The plane arrived in Yihe.

Before getting off the plane, Sang Zhi heard that the person named Yuan Lang asked Duan Xu for contact information. The two found a place to settle for lunch, after which Duan Xuan returned Sang Zhi to school.

It was not too late at this point, and the dormitory was only Ning Wei.

Sangzhi's dormitory has no elevator and lives on the third floor. Duan Jiaxu helped her to carry the suitcase to the dormitory, and didn't stay too much. He politely greeted Ning Wei, and asked Sangzhi a few words, and then left.

When he left, Ning Wei curiously said, "In what capacity did he send you here?"

Sangzhi squatted on the ground, opened her suitcase and began to pack: "Elders."

"..." Ning Wei said, "Elder?"

Sang Zhi was silent for a few seconds: "Actually I'm not quite sure."

Hearing this, Ning Wei immediately got together and blinked, "What's happening?"

"I'm a bit indistinguishable now," Sangzi thought, with a hesitant tone. "Because I feel like he used to speak the same way."

"what?"

"But it seems different."

"Did he tell you anything?"

Sang Zhi stopped and whispered: "He just told me that he hasn't been in love in recent years. He said he didn't find the right one."

"Wait a while, has he been in love before?" Ning Wei was shocked. "No, it won't."

"I don't know about it," said Sang Zhi. "I don't know how to ask so much."

"Then what do you mean you can't tell the difference?"

"He talked like this when I was a kid. For example, he drove me home, and then he said what I secretly laughed at, or that I blushed when I saw him." Sangzhi scratched his head. "It's a shameless person . "

"..."

"He feels a little bit worse lately." Sangzhi exhaled, grinning, "I can't tell the difference, you know. I also feel like I'm apathetic ..."

Ning Wei: "Do you think he might like you a little?"

"No," Sanzhi denied immediately. "Neither."

"..."

Taking note of Ning Wei's expression, Sang Zhi looked at her for a few seconds, then suddenly let out: "Well, it's a little bit."

Ning Wei: "Why don't you even dare to say this idea, and your conditions are not bad."

"Because I don't think it's possible. And, I'm quite clear myself." Sang Zhi whispered softly, "Because I like him, because of this kind of thought, some of his actions are normal to him. , Maybe I also misunderstood the meaning. "

"..."

Sang Zhi laughed: "I'm quite experienced."

secret crush.

Narcissistic, but inferior.

"Also, the relationship is not easy to change." Sang Zhi lowered his eyes and continued to pack things. "If he is a stranger, I'm probably going to chase now. If you can't catch it, you won't be connected. There is nothing to be afraid of. "

Ning Wei didn't quite understand her feelings, sighed, and asked, "How many years have you not seen before you came to Yihe?"

"I feel like I haven't seen much since the second year of the second year," Sang Zhi added. "After the second semester of the second year, he was very busy, and then returned to Yihe."

"How old were you when you met him?"

"First semester."

"Do you think he grew up watching you, can't he have that mind?"

"Roughly the same."

"Then if you count it like that," Ning Wei said innocently, "you haven't seen him much since the second year of the junior year. You haven't seen each other until your freshman year. How can I count it as you grow up."

"..."

Seems reasonable.

Sang Zhi didn't know how to say it for a while, hesitated, "I have seen it several times in the middle of this time."

"Reasonable." Ning Wei said, "My dad came back to raise a dog in the summer of my senior year, and the thief stuck to me that month. When I went back this winter vacation, he didn't recognize me."

"..."

"This is true even for such a loyal animal as a dog. You have only seen a few years in the past few years. What kind of look have you grown up?" Ning Wei said, "At best, I know my brother when I was young."

"But he gave me gifts," said Sang Zhi, "and I usually ask me what I study."

"Oh." Ning Wei said, "then barely be a netizen."

"..."

"I just say what I think, just listen. My brother is now in junior high school. If he has a friend, I know him and treat him as a child." Ning Wei said, "When he grows up, if he grows up, It must be pretty handsome, come after me. "

Sangzhi looked at her.

Ning Wei smiled: "I'm sorry I really could ... hehe hehe ..."

"Then you think," Sanzi said rudely, "What am I going to do now?"

"Let it be." Ning Wei said, "don't always think he is older than you, just come along and get along. If he hits you or something, you wanna go back?"

Sangzhi was a little depressed and nodded.

"In other words, what does it mean to make things worse?" Ning Wei was curious. "Do you think the way you got along is better now, or is it better now?"

Sang Zhi thought for a while: "I think it's recent, a bit, I don't know how to describe it ..."

She thought of Sang Yan's "love from soil to dregs" inexplicably. She was embarrassed to say it, and only vaguely said, "The original is good."

After returning home, Duan Jiaxu glanced at WeChat.

Yuan Lang, who had just met on the plane, sent him a friend verification, and he casually glanced at him, and returned without agreeing.

Duan Jiaxu changed his clothes, took a quick bath in the toilet, then returned to the room and lay down on the bed to make up for sleep.

The phone rang at this moment.

Duan Jiax glanced at the caller ID and picked it up.

Qian Fei: "Have you arrived in Yihe?"

Duan Jiaxu: "Yes."

Qian Fei was a little sad: "How long will it take us to see each other once you go this time."

Duan Jiaxu laughed and said lazily, "If you weren't married, I thought you were secretly in love with me."

"What," Qian Fei said, "I still think you move faster. When I get married this time, you can bring the girl you like and let the brothers meet."

Duan Jiaxu: "Which is so fast."

Qian Fei spit out: "Aren't you saying that you are doing well?"

"..." Speaking of this, Duan Xuan's eyelids lifted and sat up. He was a bit unspeakable, and coughed softly. "Don't mention it."

"how?"

"You said how strange the little girl likes it." Duan Jiaxu smiled silently, "I have never seen such a person."

"what?"

"Brother." Thinking of the elder brother named Sang Yan, and the childish response these days, Duan Jiaxu frowned, "Although it's quite interesting, but I really--"

"..."

"It feels ridiculous."

"..." Qian Fei said, "Couldn't you **** my appetite."

Duan Jiaxu was out of sleep, got up, sat in the living room, took out a pack of cigarettes from the coffee table. He lit his cigarette **** with a lighter, he thought for a while, and laughed, "It's a bit difficult."

Qian Fei is going crazy: "What!"

"That girl told me what she likes." Duan Jiaxu bit his cigarette and looked lazy. "I have learned a bit during this time."

Qian Fei said inconceivably: "Are you okay? What do you learn from others?"

Duan Jiaxu chuckled, "Isn't this a shortcut?"

Qian Fei: "Useful?"

Duan Jiax raised an eyebrow: "It's really useless."

Qian Fei: "What are your plans?"

Duan Jiaxu said, "let's talk."

"Aren't you afraid that girls will look after others?"

"This is not normal." Duan Xia shuddered and said, "It's OK to meet a better person."

"How do you live like a monk?"

"..."

Qian Fei bitterly said, "If you don't come normally, you just have to? Is your study different from the alternatives? Brother, aren't we in such poor condition, and we have to please people like this?"

Duan Jiaxu sat up straight and tapped with his fingertips, shaking off the soot. He didn't say a word.

Qian Fei: "Anyway, what type is that girl talking about?"

Duan Xu didn't hide this time: "Male fox."

"..."

"According to my understanding, probably," Duan Jiaxu paused for a few seconds and said leisurely, "coquettish, undulating, shameless combined version."

Qian Fei couldn't help but said, "Isn't that what you said?"

"..." Duan Xiaoxu was choked by a cigarette and coughed a few times. "What are you talking about?"

"I ask you something," Qian Fei thought seriously, and sincerely said, "After all, I have never seen the girl you said. After all, think for yourself. Is it possible that she said you?"

Duan Jiaxu's expression was a meal.

"Women always talk right and wrong." Qian Fei looked like a person. "You ca n’t believe what she says. You have to observe for yourself. She said that there is this person. Have you ever met?"

Duan Jiaxu annihilated the cigarette **** with a thoughtful look.

Qian Fei: "It was the same when I was a spare tire when I was in college. Brother, do you remember? The one from the foreign language department came to me as soon as I broke up with my boyfriend, and asked me if I liked someone. , I made one according to her personality. "

A long while.

Duan Jiaxue said, "It's unlikely."

"..."

After a few seconds, he murmured again, "But it is also possible."

"Forget it, I'm too lazy to tell you, my wife called me." Qian Fei said, "Also, I remind you that this person is already like this, you don't deliberately do that."

"..."

"Otherwise it would be a little bit too hard."

"..." Duan Jiaxu said, "Wait a while."

"Why."

"Did you tell anyone about this?"

Qian Fei laughed hesitantly: "No, isn't it too late?"

"Don't talk about it," Duan Jiaxu slowly said, "It's rare to tell you something dim, always telling others-"

"..."

"It's kind of sad."

"..."

Hanging up the phone, Duan Jiaxu sat in the living room for a while. He thought about what Sang Chi said when he was drunk, and then began to think about what to go forward.

But it's been a while, and the memory has been diluted a lot.

I stayed up late last night and got up early today. Duan praised that the temples were tight at this time, and there was some pain. He stood up and stopped thinking about it.

Duan Jiaxu returned to the room and heard another glance at his cell phone.

I found another friend to verify, and the note read: I am Jiang Ying.

He covered the phone and squinted on the bed.

What woke him was a series of telephone ringtones.

Duan Jiaxu sat up and saw that the sky outside had darkened. The room was dark, and only the screen of the mobile phone was bright.

Caller ID is a strange number in Yihe.

Duan Jiaxu stared for two seconds and picked it up.

There was an instant cry of Jiang Ying in the receiver, like drinking, it sounded stupid: "Duan Jiaxue, you can finally answer my call ... I have to find you, use someone else's number."

"..."

"I heard Yuan Lang say, are you chasing a woman ... really fake?"

Duan Xiaoxu's tone was without emotion: "Are you okay?"

"I did it this way, why haven't you ever done anything?" Jiang Ying said, "I ... can I forgive you? We two, we two ..."

"I asked you something, Yuan Lang said we are getting married? Did you pass it?" Duan Jiaxu interrupted her, and Dang Erlang said, "You can't do it, want me to marry you?"

Silence, after a few seconds.

Jiang Ying whispered: "No?"

Duan approves that the radian of the corners of his lips converges and hangs up. He stood up, found the tools to pull out the phone card, broke it, and threw it into the trash.

His temples suddenly hurt, and his stomach hurt.

Duan Jiaxu went into the toilet.

Feeling extremely sick, he bent down and spit out some acid water. Duan Jiaxu turned on the faucet, rinsed his mouth, and washed his face with cold water.

a long time.

Duan Jiaxu raised his eyes and looked at himself in the mirror.

Suddenly smiled.

Do you believe?

These days, some people still think.

Such things as charges should be sat in a row.

There are obviously a lot more classes in the semester. Sangzhi's schedules are full, except for weekends, there is no free time.

Years later, Duan Xuan's work seemed to be busy, and he worked overtime day and night.

The two have their own affairs, and communication is basically through WeChat.

Although Ning Wei said so, Sang Zhi got along with him, and there was no big change from the previous. Perhaps it was because of a screen, he didn't say something inexplicable like before.

In an instant, March came to an end.

The two agreed to have dinner together on Friday evening. After class, Sang Zhi returned to the dormitory to put things away. When she was about to go out, Duan Xia gave her a call.

The mulberry picked it up, took out the red from the bag, and applied a thin layer to the lips.

"Where are you now?" Duan Jiaxu said. "The group suddenly said that they would have a dinner party."

The childish movement stopped, guessing: "Then I don't have to go out?"

Duan Jiaxu loosely said, "I'm not here to ask your opinion. You don't want to eat with them, so don't go. Let's eat something else."

"It's okay." What to eat is not to eat, and Sanzi doesn't mind too much. "Go."

"Then you come out," Duan Jiaxu said, "I'm at the door."

Sang Zhi hung up the phone and straightened her hair. She stunned herself a few more times in her glasses, and soon went out to walk towards the school gate.

Duan's car was parked outside the school.

Sang Zhi sat up and greeted him, "Compliment Brother."

I haven't seen it for a month, Duan Xiaox's hair has grown a little longer, covering her eyebrows slightly. His face was cold and white, with a layer of blue-gray under his eyes. He seemed to have spent a lot of nights and some lacked sleep.

Duan Jiaxu made a noise, glanced at her, and started the car.

Sangzhi: "Did you set a place for dinner?"

Duan Jiaxu: "Just go back to that hotpot restaurant."

Sangzhi nodded.

She didn't know what to say, she simply lowered her head and started playing with her phone. After a while, Duan Jiaxu voluntarily said, "A lot of lessons recently?"

"Yes," said Sang Zhi, "the schedule is full from Monday to Friday."

"Pay attention to rest."

"Oh."

After a while, Duan praised slowly and asked, "Is there any other male fox?"

"..." Sanzhi didn't know how to answer, "What are you asking?"

Duan Jiaxu laughed: "Talk casually."

Sang Zhi didn't say a word, and continued playing with her phone.

Duan Jiaxu: "The person you said is from your school?"

Sangzhi honestly said: "No."

"Who else can you know?"

"..." Seeing him endless, Sang Zhi was a little bit afraid of the flaws, turned off the screen, stumbled and lied, "Just, I met outside school."

Duan Jiaxu: "This is so."

Sang Zhi relieved and looked out the window.

Duan Jiaxu asked, "How did you meet?"

"..."

Stifled.

Where on earth did he have so many questions.

Sang Zhi stiffened her head and said, "I met when I went out to play."

Duan Jiaxu: "Where did you meet?"

"It seems, it seems," Sangzhi hesitated. "Bar, bar near my school ..."

Duan Jiaxu looked forward, thinking that meeting her again was outside KtV's small door. He bent his corner of his lips suddenly, and released a fishing lure slowly: "Really? How did I listen to you when I was drunk? I said I knew him at KtV."

"..." Sang Zhi stunned.

Did she really say anything?

she was! true! drink! Off! sheet! It's up!

Sang Zhi was a little speechless. She didn't dare to look at him, licked her lips, and changed her mouth: "Oh, it seems to be KtV, I remember it wrong."

Silent for several seconds.

Then, Sang Zhi heard Duan Jiaxu suddenly laughed.

Sang Zhi looked at him immediately, with a guilty conscience: "What's wrong."

Duan Jiaxu was still laughing, with a slight breath. He seemed to be in a very good mood, with peach eyes bright and bright, and raised slightly: "Nothing."

"..."

"Just suddenly," Duan Jiaxu reluctantly narrowed his smile, and whispered, "Your money fly brother is quite smart."

"..."