Rise

Lin Feng was stunned by Dawn Morning Star's words.

Because for him, in fact, although he first came into contact with the e-sports game League of Legends from the S1 season, and was immersed in it very quickly, and even received countless honors and achievements later, but to Speaking of what e-sports means to him...

He rarely really considered such issues.

Because the word "meaning" seems too vague, and it is too laborious and troublesome to think about it seriously. With his personality and temper, he has never bothered to waste too much time on such illusory issues.

Or according to the ideas of most ordinary gamers——

"Just be happy and that's it!"

But at the same time, Lin Feng also knew that what Dawn Morning Star in front of him expected and waited for at this moment was naturally not such an answer, so he paused for a moment, then thought seriously, and finally carefully worded his thoughts and words slowly. Answer:

"In the beginning, it was probably just because I liked it."

“I came across it by chance, found it interesting, fell in love with it, and then became addicted.”

"For me, it's just a joy."

“Whether I win or lose, I can see my improvement and growth every step of the way.”

At this point, it was basically just a very ordinary answer, and then someone paused again and continued:

"However, it may not be the same later."

"Because I lost to that guy Han Shihao in the S1 finals - I was hit hard."

"So, at the beginning, there was really only one thought in my mind: I must compete with that guy again, and then I must win."

Someone looked seriously at the morning star in front of him. At this moment, he did not shy away from his most honest and true thoughts:

"It sounds a bit utilitarian."

"But from that moment on, I realized how much I hate failure."

"For me, e-sports is the most suitable battlefield for me. In life, I may be able to care less about many things.

But if it's in this field that I'm best at - I don't want to lose. "

“I don’t want to lose even once.”

"But you have already lost once, so to make up for the regret, you must win again."

"Oh, of course, if you can make up for the regrets, there are actually other things -"

As if he suddenly remembered something, someone scratched his hair again and smiled sheepishly:

"If it is the level of the Four Emperors, then I have already reached it back then, and now I am just returning. But even so, there is still a lot of room to continue to improve."

"So many legendary seniors in the previous generation have never reached a state, and now that guy Han Shihao is constantly trying desperately to break through the bottleneck."

"In the entire two generations, only Senior No. 1 has accomplished this."

"So, it always makes people itchy and curious——"

Lin Feng breathed a long sigh of relief and looked at the night sky in the distance, with a faint light shining in his eyes:

"if you can."

"I also want to see the scenery above the Four Emperors."

…

If you want to be strict about faults, then Lin Feng's answer just now seems to be slightly off-topic.

The morning star asked about the meaning.

But someone's answer seemed a bit broad, as if he spoke naturally wherever he thought, more like an ordinary babble.

But Dawn Morning Star still listened carefully and attentively from beginning to end.

Even without blinking.

Listening to every word someone says with great concentration, and nodding slowly at the end.

But he shook his head again.

"very nice."

This was a heartfelt comment made by the mid lane captain of the God team after listening.

Then he paused and spoke:

"my words."

"My initial mentality and thoughts were similar to yours."

"It was only by chance that I came into contact with League of Legends. Then I found it interesting and came into contact with professional e-sports out of interest."

"Every win or loss, every growth."

“These are all things worth cheering up.”

"At that time, it was not as high as it is now, but every day was indeed simpler and more joyful."

Dawn Morning Star spoke slowly, as if he was lost in thoughts and memories, with some yearning and emotion, but then he paused again and shook his head again:

"But then, it became slightly different."

"later--"

"For me, e-sports starts to mean more responsibility."

"Then... it's no longer so simple and pure."

Lin Feng listened silently. When he heard this sentence, he couldn't help but take a deep look at the Dawn Star in front of him.

Yes.

This mentality is understandable.

Because whenever a word like "responsibility" is involved in something, it will inevitably become a little heavy.

Back then, Dawnstar was probably just an ordinary new professional player with outstanding talent. He only had to think about how to become stronger by himself and work hard to show his prominence in the professional arena filled with strong players and be recognized by more people. He is familiar with it, or maybe he is just looking forward to being able to get off the bench and become a member of the second team, and then become a member of the main first team in the team.

At that time, you don’t have to think about anything else but yourself.

Just concentrate on moving forward.

But that was Dawn Morning Star back then, an ordinary professional e-sports player.

But now he is the captain of Team God.

so.

Everything is different.

As a captain, you have to bear the burden of the entire team.

As the captain of God-God's Hand, and as the core leader of the strongest team in the national server LPL division, he even has to bear the expectations of all the players and fans of the entire national server.

With great ability comes greater responsibility.

Perhaps more than anyone else, Dawn Morning Star is the one who can most directly and deeply understand the heavy weight of the word "responsibility" in so many years.

"It's very hard——"

Lin Feng sighed.

He could understand Dawn Morning Star's mood. When the dream he pursued and the career he loved turned into a heavy responsibility, this kind of change and experience was definitely not a good thing that made people feel relaxed and happy.

Dawn Morning Star was silent for a moment, then nodded slowly:

"Um."

"it is really hard."

Perhaps this is also the first time that the No. 1 mid laner in the LPL division and the ace captain of the God team has revealed his true feelings in front of others without any concealment.

Under the rainy night sky in London, the air is refreshing and slightly cool.

It also seems to have an invisible magic that makes people willing to talk and confess.

"So a lot of the time I'm envious of others."

"I envy you too."

Dawn Morning Star said this to Lin Feng.

"I also want to be a purely professional player, just a mid laner."

"Go fight without fear."

"The single and clear goal is only your own victory and pleasure."

“Regardless of other people’s expectations and hopes.”

"I also want to see the scenery of the Four Emperors, or even the scenery above the Four Emperors, just for myself."

Lin Feng squinted his eyes, and his gaze fell on the face of Dawn Morning Star:

"Maybe you should do this."

The morning star at dawn softly said "Hmm" and looked far away at the stars hidden behind the clouds under the night. The expression on his face became a little calm at this moment:

"yes."

"So, this time-"

"If...it can be exempted from responsibility."

"Actually, I want to fight just for myself."

"Winning or losing."

"No matter the cost."

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