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Chu Ge grew up in the city of the Nirvana Era. It is really hard to imagine the jungle life in the Calamity Era. What kind of experience is it like, so he can only say dryly: "It sounds like hell on earth. It's miserable."

"The so-called 'hell on earth is unspeakably miserable' is aimed at people like you who have been bathed in the glory of civilization since childhood."

Bai Ye said lightly, "Without comparison, there is no such thing as joy and sorrow. As long as you get used to it, everything can become a matter of course.

"I don't think there is any hardship or misfortune in the jungle life. We wild children who are raised between the sky and the earth still have our own fun between the mountain stream and the deep forest. In fact, it was later that the aura dried up, the green tide receded, and outsiders It was only through his entry that my childhood was completely destroyed, and my fate underwent a drastic change."

Chu Ge hesitated for a moment, but said, "I know, your parents seem to have died in a conflict with outsiders?"

"'Conflict' is out of the question."

Bai Ye smiled and said, "It's not such a bloody plot, it's not such an exaggeration to say that because my parents died in a conflict with a foreign civilization, my temperament changed drastically, and my anti-social personality was awakened.

"Life in the jungle is already difficult and dangerous. Few people in my hometown lived past the age of forty. At that time, my parents had already struggled for too long under the threat of miasma, poisonous fog, swamps and snakes, rats and ants. , It was on the verge of running out of fuel.

"The green tide receded, and outsiders re-entered my hometown, destroying the way of life we ​​have been accustomed to for decades, and also brought a large number of bacteria and viruses from the outside world, setting off small-scale epidemics one after another.

"No one can tell whether my parents died of illness, exhaustion, or other reasons. I am not going to put this matter on anyone's account. For more than ten or twenty years, it was originally a mess of accounts, and no one could figure it out.

"I just want to say that for me, the death of my parents means the end of my childhood. From that day on, an ignorant wild child left the familiar jungle and came to a strange city, and began a journey An aimless, drifting journey."

Chu Ge said cautiously: "Your experience in that 'genius school'..."

"It's nothing. Although the training in the genius school is hard and even painful, it is not as precarious and dangerous as life in the jungle. In fact, it was the first time in my life that I was able to eat every meal when I was in the genius school. On a material level, I was in heaven at the school for the gifted and gifted."

Bai Ye smiled bitterly, "However, the biggest difference between being a human being and a beast is that we are not only pursuing simple material things. You should be able to imagine that a wild child who was born to be born with a lot of freedom suddenly entered a place where tall buildings and buildings lined up. , in a big city with rules in every aspect, how much ridicule and discrimination he will receive, and how out of tune he will feel with the world around him, especially when he has awakened a very rare superpower, which can pour his soul into whatever he wants. into the body of the animal.

"I don't care about ridicule and discrimination. When others bully me, I will use ten times more ruthless means to fight back mercilessly. Compared with the pythons and cheetahs in the jungle, these young people born in big cities and pampered , Even if they are three or five years older than me, I never put them in my eyes.

"but,

The laws of the city are very different from the laws of the jungle, which makes me feel out of place all the time, and even makes me feel at a loss and cannot find the meaning of life.

"That's right. Later, I joined the Special Investigation Bureau step by step or followed the trend. I developed more and more powerful superpowers, completed one task after another, and gained countless honors, status, power and benefits. , but I never really understood why I did these things, let alone the urge to do them from the bottom of my heart.

"The reason why I became an ace soul shifter is only because I am good at soul shifting, 'good at' and 'love from the heart' are two different things, can you understand?

"I have also imitated others, married a wife, had children, and tried a more 'normal' life, but I could not deceive myself, nor could I deceive my wife and children. Our marriage eventually broke down and we broke up peacefully. Both let out a long sigh of relief.

"All in all, looking back on the first half of my life, it seems that since my childhood ended and I came out of the jungle, I have been learning, imitating, and trying hard to be a modern person under the light of civilization, but no matter how hard I try, I just learn Won't."

"Perhaps, you don't want to learn either."

Chu Ge said, "You just want to go back to your childhood, that dangerous yet wonderful jungle."

"You're right."

Bai Ye closed his eyes, and there was an imperceptible smile on his stiff cheeks, "The more I grow up, the more I go into the life of a so-called civilized person, the more numb I am, looking back, it seems that only in the jungle of my childhood, I was considered truly live."

"Where's the Rat Clan?"

Chu Ge asked unexpectedly, "Is the Rat Kingdom in the underground world the 'jungle' you found?"

Bai Ye was stunned for a long time, as if he suddenly realized it after Chu Ge's reminder, and murmured: "Yes, after you said that, I understand why I can't forget the rat civilization, because the Luminous City of the Long Fang Kingdom, this place is really Much like the jungle I grew up in.

"Everywhere is dangerous, full of traps and wild beasts.

"Humans or Rats who are trapped in it, although they have a faint light of civilization, still need to do their best to struggle for survival.

"Facing the great darkness, we have to rack our brains, unite as one, and use every bit of resources to survive.

"And it is in this process of the jungle, the battle, and the struggle for survival that we can better understand the meaning of life.

"More importantly, the earth is too big, the Earth Alliance is too strong, and human society is too complicated. Thousands of busy cities and bustling cities together form a super-sophisticated machine, and all of us are just this machine The last trivial part, no matter what we do or don't do, may not affect the operation of this machine. People who are parts can easily find that their lives are worthless and meaningless.

"The rat civilization is different.

"The Longtooth Kingdom is so weak, yet so vibrant, every choice we make may cause earth-shaking changes to it, leading the history of the rat civilization to another direction.

"Even the unknown people in the human world can become the creators of the rat civilization, the savior, the god of creation, the national teacher, the king, the general, and the famous figures in history. Moreover, because of the evolution speed of the rat civilization, Because it is far faster than human civilization, what we do will receive feedback soon. What else is more exciting and interesting than creating history with our own hands?

"In short, human civilization can lose an 'ace shifter White Night', but the Rat civilization cannot lack their 'Undead General'. To balance the two, I would rather choose to be reborn in the form of the Rat than to return to boring human world."

Chu Ge was dumbfounded.

It took a long time to lift my chin up again.

Thinking about it carefully, what Bai Ye said is not unreasonable. As the saying goes, "I would rather be the head of a chicken than the tail of a phoenix". It is interesting to think about the rebirth of the underground world and start a wonderful and exciting trip to the rat civilization.

"When you say that, I fully understand and am quite willing to support your choice."

Chu Ge said, "It's a pity that I am a soft-spoken person, and I can't be a special investigation bureau. The military still has a home in the parliament. Besides, now, the National Division has gone deep underground with the military's crow troops and various relevant departments. Rat tribe civilization has come into contact. Whether you like it or not, the tentacles of human civilization will eventually entangle the Rat tribe civilization. You want to return to the underground world as an immortal general, and go to the carefree and carefree world. Life, I'm afraid it's unlikely.

"However, let's think about it from another angle. I found that what the higher-ups want you to do, and what you are willing to do, don't seem to be too contradictory. You can still be an 'undead general', as long as you are loyal to human civilization, If you are an undead general who is loyal to the Earth Alliance, then there is no problem at all!"