Reborn Wife Strikes Back in the 80s

But Xiangxiang said that surgery is possible, and you will be fine after the surgery... Wang Guiying said.

She said that surgery is possible, but there are no instruments at all. The iron pieces in my brain will still move. One day if my blood vessels are cut, I will die...

But wouldn't it be better to have Xiangxiang by your side?

I don't want to see her sad for me, I don't want the last memories I brought him to be pain... Gu Zhennan pursed his lips tightly, his fingers clenched tightly, his joints paled slightly from the force.

But you also broke her heart. Didn't you see how sad she was just now? Wang Guiying shook her head.

Gu Zhennan looked sad, Long pain is worse than short pain, she is disappointed in me, maybe it won't be so uncomfortable in the future, maybe she can forget me sooner... Mother, actually I'm in pain too, I just watched her cry. I am heartbroken!

She usually likes to laugh and is a lively person, but you can see that during this period of time, in order to take care of me, she was so careful, walking on thin ice, she wanted to see my face, for fear that I would be unhappy and live so hard, I can't bear to…”

Then treat her better! Wang Guiying couldn't understand.

I can't control myself either. Gu Zhennan smiled bitterly, I feel like I'm useless. You don't know, mother, seeing her live so tremblingly and love so humblely, I hate myself...

What a proud person she was originally, living so recklessly and in high spirits, but because of me she could only keep her breath low, dare not speak loudly, dare not laugh, she is not her anymore, I can't destroy her!

She left me now is only a short-term pain. After a long time, maybe she can forget me. I hope she can be happy...

But Zhennan, what should you do? Are you suffering too much? Wang Guiying burst into tears.

Since you came to our house when you were eight years old, you haven't had a good life. Now it's finally getting better, but you... Wang Guiying burst into tears, It's our Gu family that is sorry for you.

Mother... Gu Zhennan's tears also flowed down.

I still remember when my dad and I were helping others dig ditches, you were so young, you were ragged, your face was dark and thin, and your eyes were so hungry that you drooled when you saw us eating. …”

While recalling the past, Wang Guiying shed tears, Your father will give you his own meal, you kneel down and kowtow to us, saying that you are willing to be our children, and that your surname is Gu, just like us...

At that time, your father and I really felt that you were given to us by God. We had no children for so many years, and I don't know how many people laughed. You came, we finally have a child, and your father also smiled.

You are really a lucky star. I became pregnant with Zhendong not long after you came. You don't know how happy your father and I are! Wang Guiying said while wiping tears.

At that time, you were so young, you were rushing to do things for us, and you didn't dare to eat more food. I know you were afraid that we would not want you when we had a child of our own, but you are the lucky star of our family, how could we not want you? You, we treat you like our own son...

Gu Zhennan's eyes were also red.

That year, he ran out of the house and then wandered everywhere. When he was thirsty, he would grab some water by the ditch to drink. When he was hungry, he would rummage through garbage cans to find food.

He actually observed them for several days and knew that they were good people and had no children,

He just appeared in front of them.

Said his surname was Gu, called Gu Zhennan, and said he could be their son.

They didn't despise themselves at all, and they took care of themselves like their own sons.

But he was still very frightened, for fear that they would not want him, so he worked hard, eating less and doing more, he just wanted to have a home.

Later, your father was in poor health and fell ill, so we went home. We left home for ten years and brought you and Zhendong back. No one knew that you were not our own, and we never told anyone...

I know, mother, I have been grateful for so many years...

But our family is sorry for you, because of your father's illness, you suffered a lot in those years, and the burden of the family was on you. Later, you couldn't get into college, and it was delayed for all these years. If it weren't for us, you would It won't be so hard...

No, no, if I didn't have you, I would have frozen to death, starved to death... Gu Zhennan shook his head, his eyes were red, Mother, you gave me a home and warmth, come to this home and I will never regretted it...

But you're not happy, you've never laughed, it's because of Xiangxiang in the past two years that you have a smile on your face, but why did you drive her away? I can see that Xiangxiang has something for you. Really emotional, she doesn't care about those things, why do you want to...

Gu Zhennan smiled bitterly, Mother, she doesn't need to care, but I have to think about her, I don't want to see her unhappy, and I don't want her to live carefully...

But child, you have suffered yourself... Wang Guiying burst into tears.

I..., huh! Gu Zhennan smiled sadly, Maybe I won't live long, I don't care, but I may not be able to be filial to you...

Zhennan, don't say that, your mother's heart hurts so much, Zhennan. Wang Guiying was deeply saddened.

Mother, I've already thought about it. If I die, the cement factory will be left to Zhendong. There is a big factory in my oil field that I want to give to Xiangxiang. Mother, don't blame me, that's all I have left for her... …”

Don't talk about Zhennan, we don't want these, I just want you to be well... Wang Guiying burst into tears.

...

Guo Xiang ran out of the house. It was already summer, but the wind blew on his body, but his body was chilled to the bone. His mind was completely white, like heavy snow falling, and his whole body seemed to be wrapped in snow, freezing to the bone.

She ran to Ji Changlin with tears in her eyes, startling him.

What's the matter, it's Zhennan...

No! Guo Xiang shook his head desperately, Zhennan doesn't want me anymore, he wants to divorce me...

Why? Ji Changlin was shocked.

I don't know, I don't know, Master, what did I do wrong? Guo Xiang squatted down crying, covering his face with his hands, tears streaming down his hands.

He... must not want to drag you down or make you suffer, he is not the kind of ruthless person... Ji Changlin sighed.

But I am willing, I am not afraid of suffering, I am willing to bear it with him! Guo Xiang cried, Why can't he understand me, I am willing to change for him, willing...

This may be the reason why he wants to separate. He doesn't want you to change for him. He thinks you are living too hard...

But I don't think it's hard. I'm willing to take a step back. Even if he really can't be cured, I'm willing to spend his last time with him. Why did he drive me away? Guo Xiang can't understand.