Rebirth of the Great Era 1993

Faced with this problem, which had neither a way forward nor a way out, Zhang Xuan remained silent.

He has never been a greedy person.

When he was doing business as a foreign trade company, he directly gave Hu Touben to Li Mei.

He can handle a high-quality woman like Xiao Shiyi.

Let me ask any normal man, when faced with Xiao Shiyi, who is like a public lover, and when faced with a suitor like Xiao Shiyi, he will feel more or less vanity and a sense of expansion in his heart.

Zhang Xuan feels that he is a normal man, not a saint. He was no exception, he also had a sense of achievement and vanity, but he restrained it.

Although he is now entangled with three women, he thinks they all have compelling reasons.

Shuang Ling was his wife in his previous life, and she would never leave him in this life.

Mi Jian is the love of his life. This kind of love is even worse than his love for the two actresses to a certain extent.

As for Lilith, he admitted that there was an element of impulsiveness and irrationality in her. But he is just an ordinary mortal, and he has no regrets when faced with Lilith's kind of love that can bloom even on an iron tree.

But he couldn't tell Mi Jian any of this!

Even if he said it, Mi Jian wouldn't believe it!

Co-author: You like me, but in order to deceive my feelings, are you playing metaphysics with me?

Isn't this a joke?

Zhang Xuan didn't speak for a long time.

Mi Jian lowered his eyelids and said, "I'm sorry for embarrassing you."

Alas, unable to hear this, Zhang Xuan sighed silently, raised his head and asked her seriously: "Have you ever had the illusion that we were once in love and together?"

Mi Jian stared into his eyes, said nothing, and shook his head for a long time.

Zhang Xuan picked up the wine in front of him, drank it all in one gulp, and said: "You know, you may not believe it if I tell you, I have often had a dream in the past few years.

In the dream, I got married to a couple and had children. But half of my soul and heart are in you, and they haven't changed in my old age. "

Hearing this, Mi Jian looked at him with a strange look, but hesitated and said nothing.

Zhang Xuan continued to think about himself and said: "So apart from you, there are so many women in the world, and Shuang Ling is the only one who can completely open my heart to me, so I rejected Lilith and accepted Shuang Ling."

Hearing this, Mi Jian neither said he believed it nor said he didn't believe it. Instead, he withdrew his gaze, poured himself a glass of beer, and drank quietly.

Zhang Xuan asked: "Do you remember the first year of high school? Do you know why I blushed every time I saw you and sometimes stuttered when I spoke?"

Mi Jian smiled reservedly, looked at him with bright eyes, and continued to sip the wine.

Zhang Xuan recalled: "Actually, like many boys, I fell in love with you when I first saw you when I entered school.

But at that time I was ashamed of myself. Every time I face you, I'm always at a loss and don't know where to put my hands. "

Mi Jian clinked the half glass of wine with him and said fondly: "Actually, you were quite cute when you were a freshman in high school. I remember that your math scores were particularly good at that time.

In Yang Yongjian's words, this person may be a mathematical genius. I never saw how he had learned mathematics since he was a child, but he almost got perfect marks every time. "

Zhang Xuan is particularly proud of this. If he were not good at mathematics, he might not be so confident in his studies.

In fact, for students, high requirements for self-confidence and self-awareness are very important.

People who are confident and have high demands on themselves, even if they occasionally make a mistake, will quickly adjust their mentality, think that they can do it, and then work hard in one direction.

The next conversation between the two of them was brought to the school anniversary by Zhang Xuan's deliberate jokes.

Mi Jian knew what he was thinking, but he didn't reveal it and followed him to talk.

Zhang Xuan asked: "Have you heard the song we sang during our school anniversary?"

Mi Jian shook his head: "I saw the lyrics in the newspaper."

Zhang Xuan asked: "How did you write the lyrics?"

Mi Jian said it was good.

After drinking two bottles of beer, Zhang Xuan asked the boss for another bottle and filled the two empty glasses.

He asked, "Do you know who I wrote that song to?"

Mi Jian didn't answer and waited quietly for the answer.

Zhang Xuan said: "When this song came out, a classmate from CUHK asked me if it was written for Shuang Ling? I told Shuang Ling that it was written for her.

But someone said something to me afterwards, saying that I didn’t write this song for two actors.

I asked her why she said that, and the person said that when I sang this song at the school anniversary, I should not pretend to be a double singer. "

Mi Jian asked: "Did the girl playing the piano say that?"

Zhang Xuan was curious: "Did you see that photo in the newspaper?"

Mi Jian replied: "I saw it. Although I couldn't see her face clearly, she should be a very elegant girl."

Zhang Xuan nodded: "The piano player is indeed very elegant. It is precisely because she understands music that she can sense my thoughts."

Even though he was going around and around, he was still expressing his sincerity to himself, and Mi Jian naturally understood.

However, she did not respond directly, but asked curiously: "You can sing this song at the school anniversary. It must be nice, right?"

"Didn't you read the reviews in the newspaper?"

"Looked at it."

"Then I'll sing it to you now."

"Now?"

"Yes, right now. I feel like if I don't sing to you now, I will regret it and be depressed to death when I go back."

After saying that, Zhang Xuan glanced at the proprietress and boss in the store, put down the wine glass, and started singing unscrupulously.

There were no other diners in the store, so Mi Jian didn't stop him. She also wanted to hear what the quality of this man's song was about.

Especially why is this song called My Life With You?

At the same time, I thought: Since I can sing it at the school anniversary, it shouldn’t be bad, right?

"Because I dreamed of you leaving, I woke up crying"

KTV Mai Ba's reputation was not in vain. As soon as the song came out, Mi Jian didn't know why, but his whole body was suddenly filled with a strange power.

Prompting her to study him carefully and look at him seriously.

The boss and his wife who were watching TV were stunned. They stopped watching the TV and turned to look at Zhang Xuan.

Looking at each other, Zhang Xuan felt an indescribable energy at this moment. He was at full power. Even the a cappella performance was not inferior to the performance on the school anniversary night. He was in surprisingly good condition.

"How many people have admired your appearance when you were young, but who is willing to endure the ruthless changes of time? How many people have had you come and return in life?"

When singing this section, Zhang Xuan suddenly couldn't control the tears in his eyes as he remembered the scene in his previous life where he saw a beautiful woman late in life.

It's not that he's being pretentious, but every time he's pretentious and every time he sheds tears, it's all related to Mi Jian.

The man didn't cry lightly because he hadn't reached the sad point yet. As he sang, Zhang Xuan closed his eyes and held back his tears. He didn't want Mi Jian to see him lose his composure.

Deadly quiet!

Mi Jian straightened his body and looked at him steadily, forgetting everything.

Even at a certain moment, Zhang Xuan reached out and grabbed her hand, Mi Jian did not struggle or pull away.

The two of them were separated by a small dining table, not too far or too close. They could feel each other's warmth through their hands, but they couldn't hear each other's heartbeat.

The singing doesn't need interpretation, Mi Jian understands it.

She didn't know why she could touch Zhang Xuan's mood when she heard this song for the first time, but it happened to appear.

After finishing the song, the two of them still maintained this posture, Zhang Xuan did not let go, and Mi Jian did not pull away.

The two used their hands as a medium to create an indescribable atmosphere around them, just like a boy and girl holding hands for the first time in love.

At this moment, Zhang Xuan felt Mi Jian's heartbeat again.

At this moment, Mi Jian also knew that he was tempted.

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