Rebirth 2003

　　 September 1, 2003.

　　 On the train bound for H city.

　　 Lu Yang opened his eyes blankly, not knowing where he was.

As Lu Yang woke up, he heard chattering voices around him. Several of them seemed to be familiar with each other. Those people seemed to be playing cards. When Lu Yang woke up, he heard a boy shouting "Three tips and one to four!" "

　　 Lu Yang was confused, and didn't understand what happened for a while. What happened after he got drunk last night? Where are so many people talking next?

　　 looked over, Lu Yang was stunned.

　　 is obviously a train moving smoothly at the foot.

　　 The rumbling sound that just awakened him was made by this train.

　　 The voices of talking and chatting all around were made by passengers on the train.

　　 and playing cards...

　　 Lu Yang glanced around, and he recognized that they were all his classmates in high school. There were students in his class and two in the next class.

　　 Lu Yang silently counted, four in his class and two in the next class.

　　 are all about eighteen years old.

　　 Seeing these people are so young, Lu Yang was startled, and immediately lowered his head to look at his clothes and hands...

　　Simple blue jeans, black t-shirt, slender white hands...

　　 No need to read more, Lu Yang already remembered that this was how he looked when he was young.

What happened?

　　 Lu Yang stared blankly at the scenery flying backwards from the car window, silently.

　　 The surface is quiet. In fact, in a short moment, Lu Yang has already flashed countless thoughts in his mind. Lu Yang has already understood what happened.

　　 went back to the year when he was eighteen.

　　The current situation should be the year when I went to the university to register.

　　In my memory, only in the first year of registering at the university, Lu Yang took the train with these classmates at the same time.

　　 Before long, Lu Yang's gaze silently shifted to the face of the girl who was watching a few classmates play cards in the seat diagonally opposite.

　　—Feng Tingting.

　　 Three years in high school, Lu Yang's favorite girl.

　　Because of Feng Tingting, Lu Yang chose the liberal arts with her when she was in the second grade of liberal arts and sciences; also because of her, when she applied for the college entrance examination, Lu Yang chose the Normal University in H City.

　　 In my memory, after the first semester written by Lu Yang was published, he confessed to Feng Tingting, and the two came together.

　　 It's a pity, the good times didn't last long, and Feng Tingting broke up with him when he returned from the senior internship.

　　 Lu Yang learned from his classmates that during the internship, Feng Tingting had a new rich and powerful man, and that man had a Porsche Cayenne.

　　 She is Lu Yang's first love.

　　 is also the woman who hurt Lu Yang the most.

　　 So, looking at her silently at this time, Lu Yang felt very complicated.

She probably felt Lu Yang's gaze. Feng Tingting, who was watching other classmates playing cards, suddenly looked at Lu Yang. Seeing Lu Yang staring at her without blinking, she smiled slightly, her beautiful big eyes winking at Lu Yang playfully. Twice.

At this age, she knew that Lu Yang liked her in her heart. In fact, she didn’t feel bad about Lu Yang. She was in the same class at Lu Yang High School for three years. She and Lu Yang were also very good friends. The two often chatted, joke.

　　 At this time, she was still winking her big beautiful eyes playfully at Lu Yang as usual.

　　 It is impossible for her to know that the current Lu Yang is no longer the original Lu Yang.

　　 Lu Yang now has his consciousness from 2013.

　　 will always remember the hurt and betrayal she did to him that year.

　　 Therefore, she was surprised to see that Lu Yang didn't smile at her this time. When she saw her winking at him, Lu Yang actually moved away and looked at the scenery passing by outside the car window.

　　 For Feng Tingting, she and Lu Yang have not yet started dating.

　　 But for Lu Yang, they are already over.

　　 Even if he knows that next semester, he will confess to her that she will agree to associate with him; even if he knows that he will come back this time, he is likely to prevent her from leaving him again, and Lu Yang will not consider her again.

　　 The scar in my heart will not disappear.

　　 Lu Yang didn't want to have any close relationship with her anymore.

　　 More than two hours later, the train came to City H.

　　 Lu Yang carried his backpack, followed a few classmates, stepped off the train in silence, and walked towards the exit of the station with the crowd.

Feng Tingting may have noticed Lu Yang's strangeness today. After getting off the train, she walked beside Lu Yang intentionally or unintentionally. When she was about to leave the station, she touched Lu Yang's shoulder with her shoulder and asked softly, "Hi! Lu Yang, what happened to you?"

　　 Lu Yang glanced at her, smiled politely, and replied, "Nothing."

　　 "Then what did you do just now?"

　　 Feng Tingting asked.

　　 Lu Yang smiled faintly, and said, "It's nothing."

　　 What else Feng Tingting wanted to ask, Lu Yang speeded up a few steps and distanced herself from her, so that she couldn't ask any more questions.

　　 Feng Tingting, who was able to enter the university, is not stupid. In fact, she has a keen sense. Lu Yang's intentional indifference to her was completely felt at this time.

　　 The reserved girl made Feng Tingting swallow what she wanted to ask.

　　 But she was very confused. She didn't understand why Lu Yang had changed so much when he woke up from sleep on the train today, and he actually became so indifferent to her.

　　 Outside the station, there is a minibus from H City Normal University to pick up and drop off freshmen.

　　 Lu Yang got on the bus and arrived at school in less than an hour.

　　 This day is the first day of enrollment for new students in H City Normal University. Inside and outside the school, there is a festive atmosphere. Old students welcome new students and take them to various offices to complete enrollment procedures. Countless young figures come and go, full of vigor.

　　 Not long after entering the school gate, Lu Yang separated from several classmates.

　　Because Lu Yang majored in history, which is different from the others.

When filling in the application, Lu Yang Youxin and Feng Tingting chose the same major. However, Feng Tingting chose the English major she is best at, but English is Lu Yang’s weakest and most disgusted course. There is no alternative, Lu Yang had to choose. I am still interested in the history category.

When I separated from Feng Tingting and others just now, Lu Yang felt very fortunate. Fortunately, he did not bite the bullet and choose the same English major as Feng Tingting. Otherwise, for the next few years in college, I would face her every day and I really didn’t know myself. Can you survive?

It’s fine now. Although it is the same school as her, the English department and the history department are separated by more than half of the campus. The more and more alienated you come, sooner or later, I will cut off contact as I wish.

　　 That night, Lu Yang was lying on the bed in the new dormitory, listening to the chatting voices of five new roommates from the Southern Tone-North Dialogue, his thoughts gradually drifted away.

　　 This time, do you want to write a novel?

　　 Where should I go next?

　　...

　　 The next two days will be the days for freshmen to report, so Lu Yang can freely control these two days.

Because of his previous memories, Lu Yang is very familiar with this school. Although the campus was full of excitement in the past two days, with his familiarity with the school, Lu Yang took the manuscript paper and pencil he just bought and came to the edge of the campus alone. No. 3 teaching building.

　　 No. 3 teaching building is the oldest building in the school.

　　 is a four-story building with a history of almost thirty years.

　　 outdated vicissitudes.

　　In addition, it is far from the two new teaching buildings and is on the edge of the campus. Therefore, there are very few people here at ordinary times. Only during the weekdays, students will come because of the courses.

　　 Like freshmen enrolled in the past two days, in Lu Yang's memory, there will not be a few students here.

　　 Entering the empty teaching building No. 3, Lu Yang went directly to the top floor of the fourth floor, entered an unmanned classroom, and sat down in a window seat.

The snow-white manuscript paper was spread out in front of him, and the tea cup for making tea was placed aside. Lu Yang lit a local cigarette, and while slowly sharpening the pencil he just bought, he wondered what type of novel the first novel was written, and a What kind of story.

　　 wrote a novel for ten years before rebirth.

　　 For Lu Yang, his strongest ability is codewords.

　　 Apart from writing novels, he has no second thing he is good at.

　　 Therefore, before falling asleep last night, he had decided in his heart that in this life, he would continue to write novels that were not so popular in the previous life.

　　 Realization of ideals is already second, and the most important thing is to live the life you want by writing novels.

　　 He believes that with his writing skills ten years later, writing novels ten years ago should have something to do.

　　Wrote the works of other Internet gods that have become so popular?

　　 This thought flashed in Lu Yang's mind, and he rejected it.

　　 It's not because of disdain, but because he is not a computer. He has forgotten about the specific plots of the novels he has read before.

　　Wrote the novel that I once published?

The idea of ​​　　 only flashed in Lu Yang's mind, and UU reading www.uukanshu.com was then ruled out by him.

　　 Even if it is a work that he wrote once, but the time has passed for ten years, he no longer remembers the specific plot, besides, even if he remembers, he will not write that one again.

　　Because that was his work ten years ago, in terms of real level, he can't compare with his skill ten years later.

The reason why his work ten years later is not as brilliant as the one he wrote ten years ago is not because the quality of the work is worse than that one, but because the times are different. In 2013, there were countless masters and countless masterpieces in the novel industry. His works Can't get out of the siege.

　　 Time goes by little by little.

　　 The pencil has already been sharpened, one cigarette after another, three cigarettes are almost finished.

　　 Many years of codeword career, when Lu Yang got used to codewords, he always kept a box of cigarettes.

　　 This is also the reason why Lu Yang bought a box of cigarettes when he went to buy manuscript paper and pencils today.

　　 When there is no cigarette when the code word is used, he will be very uncomfortable and feel that something is missing on hand.

　　 Now that he has a cigarette in his mouth, Lu Yang's thoughts will not be interrupted. Through the curling cigarette smoke, he half-squinted at the scenery outside the window. A story gradually formed in his heart.

　　 This story is not any work that he has ever written, nor is it any book that other authors have ever written, it was just conceived by him.

　　 took another deep breath of the cigarette in his mouth. Lu Yang wrote the name of the story on the manuscript paper in front of him with a pencil in his hand-"The Doomsday Wasteland"