Quick wear is not a cannon fodder

Although looking at An Ran's face, which is clearly in his thirties, but does not look old at all, and is still as young as twenty-five years old, it is a bit slap in the face to suggest that he is old and loses his appearance, but these days, the world of rich people is not like that. I thought, even if An Ran didn't look old yet, maybe Lu Zhanxing would be tired of it, so it would be better to have children earlier to be safe.

An Ran and Lu Zhanxing were not the same thing at all, but in order not to be verbose with them, after listening to Jin's father's "good words to persuade", An Ran nodded perfunctorily to express his understanding.

After the New Year, An Ran returned to his villa and continued to practice. When the time came, he chose a new mission and entered a new world.

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The situation of the task object I received this time was somewhat special.

Xie Anran, in the eyes of everyone, is a winner in life in the traditional sense.

She was a winner in life when she was a child - she was born into the Xie family, a wealthy family that has been prosperous for hundreds of years. She was born into such a family and was the eldest daughter of the direct branch. It can be said that at the starting line of life, she was better than No matter how much others get better, they are naturally the winners in life.

After growing up, she was accused of marrying the prince. After that, the prince successfully ascended the throne and became the emperor. She became the empress of the fifth generation emperor of the Great Xia Dynasty.

Being a queen is the dream of many people in the palace and even among the people. She did it easily. No matter what, she can be considered a winner in life, right?

Soon, the emperor died, and her son successfully ascended the throne as emperor. She became the most noble woman of this era - the Queen Mother.

No matter what, this one looks like a winner in life.

But... after she passed away and encountered this system, she made a wish to the system, hoping that those who were destined to do the task would enter her world and live her life again.

If the system hadn't allowed her to be reborn, she would have wanted to live again.

It stands to reason that she is the winner in life. What is there to regret? She is like this and still wants people to live her life again for her. So those losers in life should not be angry to death.

But... she was lucky enough to come across the system and have the qualification to make a wish. This is a blessing that others cannot envy.

Xie Anran didn't make any wishes, she just told the taskmaster that everyone said she was a winner in life, but...she always felt that in her life, she was living...well, how should I put it, she just felt very unhappy, no matter where she was.

When she was young, her mother finally got a son, so she focused on her son all day long. Although she was the daughter of a noble family, she had not felt much love at all since she could remember. She was the only one in her mother's eyes. Her father had many children, but because he and her mother were married into a family, they didn't have much affection for each other, so they had concubines who loved the house and their wives. They also liked the concubine's children, so they didn't have much affection for her. ——To put it bluntly, she just lacks love.

When she was young, she actually had someone she liked. However, she failed to get married and entered the palace.

After entering the palace, her husband was not considered a promiscuous king, but because he married her for profit reasons, although he respected her, he could not say he liked her very much. Therefore, there were more than a hundred concubines in the harem, and they started fighting. It was so intense that she couldn't even think about fighting, because if she didn't fight others, others would fight her. She didn't want to die, and she didn't want her child to die. In order to protect herself and her child, she had to fight.

In the end, after experiencing various risks, she successfully saved herself and her child's lives, and allowed her child to successfully become the emperor.

As a result, just two years after her son ascended the throne, she probably relaxed completely. The result of over-relaxation of her tense nerves was that her body suffered a backlash, and she soon became ill and died.

After finally winning, he died before even two years, which is naturally regrettable.

All in all, others said that she was a winner in life, but when she thought about her life repeatedly, she always felt that as long as she could remember, she had never won, and her life was unhappy every day - at least, not happy - it was not easy to win. She was no longer miserable, could be free and relaxed, and died immediately. This made her feel depressed in her heart. She always felt that she was not happy, and she was not happy anywhere, so she asked someone who was destined to help with the task.

She didn't mention the specific task, she just told the tasker these words and let the tasker figure it out.

Although she didn't mention the specific task, An Ran understood that she just felt that her life was not happy at all. She wanted to be happy, but she was in a wealthy family and had too many constraints. It was not easy to live a happy life. , like a marriage, it is a combination of interests of both parties. Even if the original person doesn't want to, if the Xie family agrees, can she still refuse? Even if there is someone you like, you can't refuse.

This is also normal. Being born into a wealthy family means you are materially satisfied. But once you are materially satisfied, you have to accept the family's arrangements and obey the family's instructions in everything you do. You will feel trapped mentally. There is a sense of restraint, and it is normal to have gains and losses in life.

It's just that the original person can't accept this kind of normality. She wants to be free, but she is afraid and doesn't want to break away from the existence of the family. She has really been there where money and food have to be calculated every penny. A noble person can make you throw it away with just one word. Xiao Ming's civilian life, otherwise, she would not be so conflicted and could directly defect from the family. After all, when she was young, she also thought of escaping in order not to enter the palace, but she was rational and once After going to Zhuangzi for leisure and seeing the hard life of common people, she gave up the idea. She felt that she would never be able to live that kind of life.

Not only do you want to live a good material life, have status, and not be trampled to death by dignitaries, but you also don’t want to be restrained and live happily. How can it be so easy? Maybe An Ran, who has walked through many worlds, can, But with the original ability, it is absolutely impossible.

An Ran came to this world when she was thirteen years old and fell in love with her childhood sweetheart Zhang Xuan, the nephew of her second aunt.

The original person has known since he was a child that if he was born in a big family like the Xie family, he cannot make the decision on his own marriage, and usually it is a marriage of interest. However, since the Xie family is a big family, then the conditions of Mrs. Xie's natal family are naturally good. So when the original person fell in love with Zhang Xuan, she thought that if she liked Zhang Xuan, her family would not object. After all, the conditions of the two families were similar, and marrying Zhang Xuan would be good for the family, and the family would not refuse.

Every time I think about this, my original self as a girl feels happy and sweet. I feel that I am lucky to be able to like someone among the people around me with similar conditions to myself. This is better than marrying someone I don't like.

At first, the Xie family was indeed what the original person thought, so the Xie family saw that the original person was dating Zhang Xuan and had no objection. But soon, the relationship between the prince's maternal family and the Xie family became more active. , he agreed to the idea of ​​marrying his daughter to the prince. The original person had no way to break away from the shackles of the family, so he had no choice but to enter the palace, and entered a place with more and greater constraints.