Play holy light heart to be dirty

At the end of the passage is a stone chamber filled with pale blue light, and someone is calling his name there.

Following the call of the voice, the person in the center of the stone room stared at Subaru.

"Sure enough, it's Subaru! Damn it, where have you been? Isn't this really worrying!"

Emilia jogged over as she spoke, and she held Subaru's hands.

"are you tired?"

"Well...maybe...a little tired..."

Laiyue Subaru's current state is so miserable that it makes people want to turn their backs.

The gnawed wound on the waist reached deep into the viscera, and only the thumb remained on the right hand of the rabbit that swung it away.

There were countless deep wounds on the bottom of the pants, and the blood was bleeding excessively.

The irony is that being able to get here in a dim state of consciousness relies on obsessive obstinacy and a freezing cold that slows down metabolism. It's just that this cheap miracle is also reaching its limit.

"Subaru, do you want to sleep?"

"Yes, a little... a little bit, um, I'm fine, I'm fine... yes, yes..."

"Really? Don't force it? Because, you mess around for others every time... Although I know you are like this, I still worry."

"I, I'm fine..."

"It's a bit complicated in my heart. I hope that Subaru's mess is only for me... But, I hate Subaru who pretends not to see other people... I'm sorry, I'm so self-willed."

Emilia talked a lot, faster and faster, but her voice got farther and farther away.

Unlike the "sanctuary" buried in snow, the temperature in the tomb is comfortable and pleasant.

This is the irony again, as Lai Yue Subaru's frozen wound melted, and he began to lose blood again.

The pool of blood spread on the slate, and Emilia's face was splashed with Subaru's coughed up blood, but she didn't mind it at all.

"Hey, Subaru, listen to me? I have so many good things—so many things I want to tell and hear from you.

Please, stay with me, listen to me, let me hear you, okay? "

Emilia didn't ignore Subaru's state and blood spattering, but she didn't notice it.

The blue-purple eyes did reflect Subaru, but they did not reflect reality.

Emilia couldn't see Subaru's strange appearance, the mutation of the "Sanctuary", the approaching end, the reality called reality—but maybe Subaru was the same.

Originally, he had to let Emilia escape from the "sanctuary", but the big rabbits had already gathered outside the tomb, and soon this place would also be buried.

In this way, just like Roswaal, there will be nothing left of Emilia.

Emilia would die—knowing so, Rai Yue Subaru couldn't tell her to run away.

Subaru couldn't escape his selfish desire to greet the end by Emilia's side in the last days that were left.

In the gap between loss and loneliness, Subaru wished that he would disappear immediately.

The world began to turn white, consciousness and soul gradually separated from this world.

Limbs lose strength, and the dying flesh loses feeling.

In the end, only Emilia was unaware that Subaru was dying.

Do you want to keep Emilia here?Leave Emilia helpless?

"what--"

It's too late now even if you regret this, it's too late.

Lai Yueang couldn't make a sound, and his pupils gradually lost their luster. His vitality was passing and he was falling into silence.

But Emilia still didn't seem to realize this, she just tilted her little head cutely towards the quiet Lai Yueang.

Ignoring the dead Lai Yueang, with a gentle smile on his face, he hummed an unknown cheerful tune.

"Ang, does it sound good?"

"..."

"Don't answer me, are you asleep?"

"..."

"It seems that he is asleep. I seem to have heard the cry of a rabbit."

"..."

"Really, you actually ignored me, then—good night..."

Chapter 660: Start Over Again

As time passed, after the black mist faded, the hard and cold ground still greeted Lai Yueang's consciousness with the same dryness.

"—"

Maintaining a prone position, opened your eyelids, and spit out the dirt in your mouth.

The smell of mud wrinkled his face, and he looked around. Here was the dark stone chamber - the "trial" room of the tomb.

At the place where the end of reincarnation has just been approached, there is only time to go back, and the world is running again.

The pain in her head is gone, and her eyesight has been restored. Lai Yue feels relieved about this, but on the other hand, she has the fear of seeing hell again.

I always feel that in this unavoidable sense of occlusion, the wound that should not exist is aching.

The disappointment of anticipating another dead end was interrupted by the girl lying beside her.

The beautiful silver hair spread out on the floor, and the one who groaned in pain was Emilia, who probably met the end with her——she was talking in her sleep because of the "trial" of the tomb, and she was having a nightmare from which she couldn't wake up.

Lai Yueang reconfirmed the sense of crisis she received in the face of the collapsed Emilia at that time, and confirmed her appearance of relying on herself and escaping from reality.

Unable to rely on Parker and Yawei, unable to bear the pressure from others, and without the support of Subaru Laiyue, who can only comfort her verbally, Emilia's heart finally crossed the limit.

If you thought it was the best reincarnation start so far, the result of this kind of pride was to make Emilia collapse.

"If I'm not around, it will be like that. Why don't you want to make her sad..."

Temporarily reviving in the grave, the conversations of the night, including the letters, were all counterproductive.

Engulfed by the heavy snow, under the attack of the big rabbit, everyone becomes a victim, Garfield is killed by Roswaal's madness, and even Emilia will be washed into the grave by the big rabbit...

"I understand, I should understand."

The world will be prepared for the cruelest and most unreasonable fate for Subaru Raiyue.

That being the case, of course Emilia, Beatrice, and Roswaal would join forces to attack Subaru in the most difficult way.

"I want to save Emilia, I want to save the Sanctuary, I want to save Beatrice in the mansion... I want to save them, I want to save them, I want to save them..."

Can you do it by yourself? No—it’s not a question of whether you can do it or not.

I don't know how many times I have heard the inner voice, Laiyue Subaru sharply refuted it, not allowing herself to have excuses or set up defensive lines, this is an oath, an oath that must never be violated.

Find out the problems, obstacles, problems and barriers, formulate the exact cracking conditions, and combine the timing in the reincarnation. As long as time and mind allow, it is enough to test and challenge repeatedly.

Even if every failure will consume your heart, as long as you can reach a bright future, you will be satisfied.

Even if you see more things that you didn't want to see before.

and so--

"Emilia, are you alright?"

Reach out and shake the shoulder of the beloved girl, gently pulling her back to reality.

Seeing the long eyelashes fluttering and the purple eyes gradually opening, Subaru made up his mind.

Must be strong and strong, never break, Lai Yue Subaru swore in his heart again.

To protect Emilia thoroughly, and to save others, I bet my life.

After making up her mind, Lai Yue sorted out the information she hadn't been able to gather in the last reincarnation due to the extreme chaos and imminent death at the end.

Most importantly, the position of Roswaal L. Mezas, the person who knew Subaru's "Return by Death" ability, and how Subaru should face his attempt.

He didn't know that the condition to activate the ability was "death", but he knew that Subaru could be reincarnated.

It is unclear whether he knew about it after he came to the "Sanctuary" or earlier, but the way he knew it probably came from the "Book of Wisdom"—the magic book he held.

It has the same origin as the blank book owned by Beatrice, and there are only two magic books left in the world.

It is said that the future of the holder will be recorded, but it is not known what is written in the book he holds.

But if he accepts Roswaal's words completely, then he should be acting according to the description in the magic book.

The words and deeds in the "sanctuary", and even the final devotion to the big rabbit, are all the result of obeying the contents of the magic book-that is the action concept led by Petelgius, which is similar to the behavior of the Witch Cultists.

But there is an obvious difference between the two, and there is a completely contradictory gap in the attitude of following the magic book.

Interpret the incomplete foreknowledge by yourself, and follow the Bertelgius described in the book with an improvised attitude.

Roswaal, who does not allow words and deeds that contradict the description, will take the trouble to obey the book.

The attitude of following the content of the book is the same, but the two are very different in approach and motivation.

And Roswaal, who did not hesitate to use "Return by Death" for this purpose, had a way of life that was even worse than that of Petelgius and the others, and to Subaru it was considered evil.

So—in the final analysis, what is Roswaal's purpose?

If Roswaal's magic book records the whole story of the attack on the "sanctuary" and the mansion, then this tragedy will happen every reincarnation until his wish is fulfilled.

That being the case, Gan knelt down and begged him to tell himself what was written in the magic book.

Just follow the content, make an agreement with him three chapters, and do your best to realize his wish.

However, according to the records in the magic book, it was Roswaal who fell the heavy snow in the "sanctuary" in the end.

The snow scene made people suspect Emilia, and she was isolated until she had a nervous breakdown.

If that was the expectation of Roswaal or the magic book, then Subaru would never obey.

His wishes contradicted those of Roswaal, because Roswaal had said that he would risk his life to pick up all Subaru.

Let go of everything but what is really important to you, so that Subaru can become like him.