How can I live beside Conan who vomits blood from time to time?

Igarashi grabbed Conan's shoulders tightly, as if trying to pierce Conan.

Conan also seemed to be immersed in grief, and he didn't realize the pain in his body at all.

Actually...

Hiss... let's finish quickly, otherwise Igarashi might make two handprints on my shoulder!

It hurts, it hurts... Woooo...

Conan was sad in his heart, but he didn't say it.

On his face, the sadness and heaviness revealed from the gaps in the hair are a bit more real.

"So he didn't want to go to the hospital or take medicine all the time, because he knew that he had only a little life left."

"How could this be, how could this be..."

Igarashi let go of his hand little by little, and leaned back against the wall in a daze.

"But, obviously he was normal before, he was always smiling, even in the ambulance, and he always said it was fine, always said..."

The more Igarashi spoke, the lower his voice became, and finally fell silent completely, bowing his head.

Yes, Kazama always smiled and said he was fine.

Conan paused for a few seconds, moved his lips, wanted to say something, but stopped again.

"...Conan, what do you want to say?"

"……nothing."

Conan actually wanted to tell Igarashi the truth.

Now it's not Kazama, nor himself, who is spoiled, it's Igarashi.

Igarashi is really about to be played to pieces! !

Conan could see that he had begun to blame himself crazily.

The specific content is roughly: If I found out that Kazama was actually holding on to it earlier, if I found out the real situation of Kazama earlier, if I had asked Nagai a few more questions...

Is Kazama not going to this point?

He didn't tell the truth until he and Conan made up his physical condition to make him cooperate with taking medicine!

Conan's conscience finally began to ache.

But after thinking about it, I still didn't say it.

"Conan, tell me, I can bear it."

"actually……"

Forget it, let's continue planning, at least finish this part first.

Whether or not to tell Igarashi the truth has to be discussed with Kazama.

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Chapter 144 I don't know if he is sad or not, but he is very happy

"Actually, Brother Kazama still has about a year to live. He, he told me not to tell you, but..."

"What? One year!!!"

Igarashi's shocked voice instantly interrupted Conan's words.

"There is only one year left, why, why has he never told me..."

Conan said that he really couldn't bear to lie anymore.

He is different from his heartless parents. He really can't bear to see the person he cheated so sad! !

"Don't be too sad, brother Kazama has been here for such a long time, this year, it will be fine..."

"Okay, you don't need to say anything."

Igarashi's voice was calmer than Conan expected.

"I'll go in and have a look at the room."

"That, wait!"

"how?"

Igarashi spoke very little, his voice was calm and even a little cold, completely different from usual.

Conan carefully thought about the lines he wanted to say, and how to act, without paying too much attention to this subtle change.

"Brother Kazama knows about our plan, but I hope he doesn't know if I lie to you, and wants the plan to continue."

"continue?"

"Well, I think, probably because we don't want our thoughts to be wasted."

Igarashi was silent for a second, and when he walked to the door of the ward, he planned to open the door.

"Wait, if that's the case, why did he tell you these things, why don't you keep hiding them?"

Igarashi Yang finally returned his IQ, and discovered the biggest problem in Conan's words.

He turned around and stared at Conan closely.

At this moment, Conan had no doubt that if he couldn't give a reasonable answer, Igarashi could dissect himself in an instant.

"This one……"

Conan's eyes dodged a little, and he smiled embarrassingly, as if he was hiding something.

Igarashi didn't urge him, but just stared at him closely.

Ten seconds later, Conan seemed to have finally made up his mind and spoke.

"He said something else, about, another plan."

Conan took a deep breath, and continued with Igarashi's puzzled eyes.

"Brother Kazama told me what he knew about the plan, as well as his physical condition, let me tell you these, and made another plan."

"As for the purpose of this plan..."

Conan hesitated for a while.

"In Brother Kazama's words, it's to let you know..."

Igarashi Yang quietly waited for the next article.

"The patient's physical condition cannot be made up randomly, otherwise it will make people sad."

Igarashi: ...? ? ? ……What? !

He froze in place, feeling that he was not well.

...That's all? ?

So these are fake, made up? ? ?

What was he worrying about just now? !

"So the real situation in Kazama..."

"So Brother Kazama isn't that miserable at all. It's just because I want to carry out this plan, so I let me tell you this, just to make you feel sad."

Igarashi was completely stunned.

His whole body was full of question marks from top to bottom.

...Silence, silence is the hallway tonight.

Conan stood on tiptoe, stretched out his hand and waved in front of Igarashi's eyes.

"Brother Igarashi? Brother Igarashi??"

Igarashi stood blankly, without any response.

He thought through his entire mental journey.

Feeling that Kazama has been played badly, guilt and worry; Hearing what Conan said, Kazama has already seen the plan, and instantly relaxes; Seeing Conan's expression is wrong, I feel nervous slowly; Hearing that there is only one year to live, panic Worry and even despair.

At that time, he thought about it and brought himself into the body of a person who already knew the remaining lifespan, and found that he could not calm down at all, let alone even laugh like Kazama Crane.

At that time, he instantly felt endless admiration for Kazama Crane, and then thought about how to make it up.

Then I thought about what to do with Kazama in the remaining year...

And now that I think about it...

Igarashi was stunned, standing motionless in the middle of the corridor.

Two nurses happened to pass by, and seeing Igarashi like this, he sighed.

One of the nurses held the other, and the two muttered to discuss something, and finally, one of them came over.

Igarashi's unconscious, sluggish gaze drifted over.

The little nurse saw him like this, then looked at the ward next to him with the door tightly closed, and let out a long sigh.

"Sir, don't be too sad. Problems that cannot be solved by current medical skills can always be solved in the future. There is nothing wrong with waiting for conservative treatment. At least the person is still alive, isn't it?"

Then the little nurse stuffed something into Igarashi's hand.

"Don't be too sad, calm down. Most of the patients are more sad than their family members when encountering such things. You don't want the patients to see this, right?"

After finishing speaking, the little nurse saw that Igarashi still had no reaction, and sighed again.

She has seen this kind of scene a lot in the hospital.

I didn't hear the sound of first aid just now, so it is estimated that the person is still there, but he has just been given a diagnosis.

Seeing that this gentleman was so shocked that he was so dazed, his illness is probably not serious.

And it doesn't look like this gentleman has no money to pay for medical expenses, it means that the existing medical technology can't treat it.

Another poor man...