dream girlfriend come true

The reason why, he knew very well.

Retaliatory fun, his previous life was too depressing, from school to work, there is hardly a day of relaxation.

Now that I have the opportunity, I naturally have to relax and have fun.

"When the weather is cloudy and rainy, Xing sees you in a bad mood, and naturally there will be more questions to think about."

"How should I use Siesta's words? It probably means that I am in a bad mood, and my IQ has regained the high ground."

Xing Jian squinted Yanyong Qinzi, and said indifferently: "Qinzi, it seems that you and Siesta are feigning in front of me, right? The one-person-one-day system you two created is actually for the convenience of the other. Explore in my dreams?"

Kotoko Iwanaga put on her beret again, "Hosei, Siesta and I are indeed at odds, but the one-person-one-day system is indeed negotiated by us to explore dreams."

"So Kotoko, what did you and Siesta discover?"

Yan Yongqin looked sideways at Xingjian, held his expressionless face with his hands, and said sincerely: "Xingjian, I apologize, let the sky clear soon, you are so inhumane in this way, let's continue talking when the sky clears, do you want to talk?" I can tell you anything I know."

108. "Kotoko and Siesta's Discovery"

"Qinzi, are you sure you want the sky to be sunny?" Xing Jian asked calmly.

"En." Yan Yong Kotoko nodded like a chicken pecking at rice.

In the cloudy state, Xingjian in the unhappy state always feels a little indifferent to human nature, and it is a bit uncomfortable to get along with.

It's still more comfortable to see the loose star like a salted fish.

"..." Xingjian looked at Yanyong Qinzi silently for a while, and thought, the rain stopped, the cloud cleared, and the sun shone on the earth again.

After the sky completely cleared up, Xing Jian also returned to his previous loose appearance.

He leaned on the bench, lazily looking at the clear blue sky.

"Xing Jian, what happened to your state just now?" Seeing the familiar Xing Jian, Xue Nai couldn't help but asked.

"Ha~~" Xing Jian yawned, and explained in an unhurried manner: "You can understand it as my study state and work state. In that state, my efficiency will be very high, but my mood will also be different. It's not good."

"..." Xue Nai was silent, she faintly felt that it might not be that simple.

"It's that simple." Xingjian turned his head to look at Xue Nai, with a teasing smile in his eyes.

Xue Nai was taken aback, and was guessed again?

But according to Iwanaga Kotoko, shouldn't Hoshimi in a happy state be a fool who does whatever he wants?

"Hehe~" Xing Jian smiled, stretched his waist and said: "I am not talented, but no matter how I say it, I am a talent, a genius, even if I live happily as I want, it doesn't mean that I will become a fool. It is okay to think. .”

"It's just... I don't really want to think about complicated things, except of course if it makes me happy."

Xing Jian put his arm around Xue Nai's shoulder and the other hand around Iwanaga Kotoko's shoulder, pulled the three of them closer, put their heads together, and continued:

"Come on, let's continue talking about what happened just now. After thinking about it for a while, I have figured out something."

"First of all, let's clear up the doubts in your heart, Yukino."

Taking advantage of Xue Nai's confusion, Xingjian rubbed her face and asked, "Xue Nai, do you know subconscious mind?"

Xue Nai's eyes twitched, "Xingjian, are you underestimating me?"

"Well~ well~ don't get excited, let's talk bit by bit, don't worry."

Xingjian continued to narrate slowly, "From the point of view of literal consciousness, subconsciousness can be simply understood as potential, hidden, and not easy to be discovered. Its inner composition is very complicated, including instinct, impulse, environmental influence, personality, concept, A series of factors such as childhood psychological imprints are mixed in the subconscious, making it a complicated and troublesome thing."

"But, you have to admit one thing, no matter how troublesome and nonsensical your subconscious is, it is yourself."

"At the same time, the opposite of the subconscious is the conscious. I don't need to explain the conscious. You both understand it. You can simply understand my "self" and "self."

"After explaining subconsciousness and superficial consciousness, we need to know that there is a circular conversion relationship between superficial consciousness and subconsciousness."

"That is to say, if the subconscious mind is discovered, it will become the surface consciousness and be used by me; if the surface consciousness is ignored, it will enter the subconscious mind. Not only will it not be used by me, but it will also constrain me to a certain extent."

"It's like I said just now that 'someone' deliberately suppressed my thinking and made me avoid the 'setting' of the dream." The 'person' here refers to my own subconscious mind.

"Maybe my subconscious mind has noticed something, so I deliberately suppressed my curiosity and suspicion, allowing me to accept the existence of dreams from a psychological level with peace of mind."

"At the same time, in addition to my own subjective pursuit of pleasure, I also neglected the exploration of dreams."

"The two worked together, and I naturally forgot to explore the dream."

"There is also the "cloudy state" or "working state" just now. In fact, I am in a bad mood, and I have regained some subconscious mind to think at ease."

"As for why it has changed so much..."

Xing Jian squinted his eyes, lazily rubbing Yan Yong Kotoko's soft little face like a cat.

"Probably because of the influence of the previous personality in the subconscious to become like this."

The previous personality, to be precise, should be the personality of his previous life when he was studying and working.

Deliberately sacrifice part of your emotions, let yourself indulge in study or work, optimize yourself, not be affected by the outside world, and move towards your goal wholeheartedly.

In short, it can be summed up in one word, "refined egoist".

In this state, it is normal for Qinzi to say that she lacks humanity.

After all, he is more "exquisite" and "cooler" than the ordinary "exquisite egoist".

By the way, before he met the boss's daughter, his "self-interest" was still somewhat arrogant, and at the same time it would not "harm others", nor was it so "delicate" and "cool".

But after accepting the boss's daughter, his "egoism" has undergone some changes, and even his own personality has also changed a lot.

For example, the vicious temperament of teasing others to gain his own pleasure was born at this time. Before that, he didn't have so much energy to tease others, and he didn't need the so-called pleasure.

"Previous personality..."

After listening to Xingjian's explanation, Yukino whispered unconsciously.

Previous personality, study status, work status, bad mood... The combination of multiple keywords made Xue Nai guess part of Xingjian's past.

Xingjian's parents must have been very strict when he was a child, a hundred times stricter than her family's.

Now thinking about the library in the dream of the stars, the amount of books is too exaggerated.

Even if, as Xingjian said, he didn't memorize most of the books himself, and he might have just flipped through them, but that's an exaggeration enough.

She considers herself to be a well-educated student, but compared to Xing Jian's reading volume, she is only insignificant, and there is a big gap.

You must know that Xingjian and her are of the same age, and having such a terrifying amount of reading can already explain some problems...

Coupled with Xingjian's rejection of studying now, she has almost outlined in her mind the "Les Miserables" of Xingjian's childhood and the reason why Xingjian fell out with his parents and came out to live alone.

Thinking of this, Yukino looked at Xingjian with a bit of pity and love in her eyes.

"En???" Xingjian glanced at Xue Nao beside him with a strange expression.

What does your look mean?Are you pitying me?What do I have to be pitiful for?

This kid has water in his head, right?

Xing Jian thought for a while, but didn't care about Xue Nao's thoughts for the time being. He looked sideways at Yan Yong Qin Zi and asked

"So, Kotoko, what interesting things did you and Siesta find in my dream?"

109. "The Secret of Dreamland"

"Ah~" Kotoko Iwanaga sighed, and said helplessly: "Hosei, you have already told me what Siesta and I have explored, discovered, speculated, and even guessed, and the rest are trivial matters. , you can figure it out when you think about it, I have nothing more to say."

"Huh? Do you think I believe it?" Xingjian raised his eyebrows, and said with a smile, sticking to Yanyong Qinzi's face

"Qinzi, I know you very well. If I have told you everything, you should be angrily pushing your elbows against my waist."

"Since you didn't do it, it means that you are hiding something that I didn't expect."

Yan Yongqin looked at Xingjian, and said very seriously: "Xingjian, why don't you become a detective, I think you can reason better than Siesta."

"No, no, my reasoning is very poor. I only made the above judgment based on what I know about you."

Hoshimi squeezed Iwanaga Kotoko's shoulder, "So, don't go around in circles, tell me what you found interesting."

"Hmm~" Kotoko Iwanaga hesitated for a while, then said in a deep voice, "See you, Siesta and I found two 'you' in the same place."

"Oh?" Xing Jian narrowed his eyes and raised his spirits, "Continue talking, be more careful."

"Well, Sesta and I met the other "you" in an older single-person apartment."

"The one-person apartment is about a dozen square meters, with one bedroom, one living room and one bathroom. There are few things in it, and it's a bit deserted."

A strange color flashed in Xing Jian's eyes, he already knew where Kotoko Iwanaga and Siesta went.

"In the beginning, Siesta discovered it first. She told me that when she was about to touch the book on the wooden table in the room, a "you" appeared."

"That 'you', wearing a modified moon-white Confucian uniform, with long hair and a feather fan in his hand, looks like he came from ancient times."

"This is what Siesta saw. She told me. When I went the next day and was about to touch the single sofa in the room, another "you" appeared."

"Different from what Siesta met, this "you" I met was dressed in a black suit with a knife and a sword on his waist, and looked like a knight."

"I remembered the appearance of the sword and went back to check it. I found that the sword is the Daxia Dragon Sparrow Sword, and the sword is the Eight-faced Han Sword. Both are swords that appeared in the Han Dynasty of Huaguo."

Xingjian's eyelids twitched, Daxia Longque Dao, Eight-faced Han Sword, both of them seem to be his favorite sword styles...

And that so-called improved moon-white Confucian uniform...

Xingjian thought for a while, then asked with a delicate expression: "Qinzi, that improved moon-white Confucian uniform, is it not a cloth crown, but a white jade crown instead?"

"..." Yan Yong Qinzi looked at Xing Jian in surprise, "How do you know?" in his eyes.

Xing Jian's eyes twitched, as if he had already guessed the truth of the matter.

He let go of the shoulders of Xue Nai and Yan Yong Qin Zi, stood up, and asked in a strange tone: "I'm going to meet them in that one-person apartment, do you want to come together?"

Without saying a word, Yukino got up and took Xingjian's right arm.

"Of course I'm going." Iwanaga Kotoko followed closely behind and stood up holding Hoshimi's left arm.

"Okay, then let's go together." Xingjian thought, and the three of them instantly came to an uphill section with rough roads.

There are empty facades on both sides of the uneven road, and occasional snack food trucks can be seen on the side of the road.

"Xingjian, this is the way." Yan Yongqinzi pointed to an old four-story building on the right side of the uphill road.

The appearance of the building is a bit weird. The side facing the uphill road has been painted and looks quite new, but the other side has not been painted. Judging from the yellowed outer wall, it has been around for many years.

In addition, the stairs of this building are on the outside, that is, there are steel structure stairs on the side facing the uphill road.

The steel structure stairs are a bit rusty, and they seem to have a lot of wear and tear. In addition, it hangs outside the building, and there is a steep slope below it, which is very dangerous at first glance.

"Let's go, let's go up and have a look." Xingjian didn't need Yan Yong Qinzi to continue to remind, and took the two of them to the stairs hanging outside the building with ease.